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a long lost soul in the wilderness alone

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[lucas, he/him, nineteen] number one holland vosijk enjoyer spotify | goodreads
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oxycult

hey girl *starts bleeding out all over ur bathroom floor*

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finished my outline for chapter four, so chapter three is now up (: had a lot of fun with this one

#the outline for chapter four took up four pages in my notebook. so it may usurp chapter three as the longest so far#i was doing planning in a lecture the other day. my friend said i wasnt writing notes and asked if it was fic#when i said yes they asked what it was. their response to 'i put some characters i like in saw' they stared at me and said 'you concern me'#(:
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zoroshonkingbazonkadonkas asked:

YOUVE READ THE POPPY WAR? WHY IS THIS NEWS TO ME

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yeah !! i first read it back in 2020 (which is longer ago than it feels. i vividly remember how reading the burning god for the first time almost killed me), but it's been a while since i last reread it and i do not talk about it as much as i should. it's so fucking good

#ive read all of rfk's books as a result. but the poppy war trilogy remains supreme#perhaps this is a sign i ought to talk about it more. i still think about rin + kitay + nezha and the trifecta regularly
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josten4exy

something about jean dying in all the other drafts really gets me like wdym no one would ever have known how soft and caring he was underneath it all or how he had a sister or how he put away the leftovers without asking and cared enough to ask about the safety of someone he barely knew and how he was desperate to love and be loved all along. ofcourse kevin and renee and neil wouldn't have forgotten him but they did not know all the pieces of who he was and what he survived and what he was trying to be, in his heart of hearts. jeremy will know, eventually. but what if he never did? what if no one ever ended up truly knowing him and loving him and saving him? would they piece the deepest parts of his heart by the postcards and magnets and memories of a too soft boy in a too cruel world?

#):#the sunshine court#jean moreau
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