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ghosts appear and fade away

@jacobtimothys / jacobtimothys.tumblr.com

You've been away too long, the ones you've left behind. Asking about you, been away too long. Ones you've left behind, wanting to see you. Put yourself together now, get right back where you belong.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: that's true lol
tor: i just always thought it looked cool on tv, like something everybody has to do at least once in life. way to sweeten the deal. now i'm gonna stay in there alll night. and eat s'mores and watch fresh prince on hulu 🤸
jake: but lucky for me, i've got a girl who knows how take life by the balls and let me know what really matters. and for the record, it's not 'begging', i call it being brave. i love a girl who's brave.
jake: don't be a prune babe, but if you do i suppose i don't mind sleeping in my old bed by myself.. 😇
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: lol guess i have lourdes to thank for prepping you on all the craziness of the industry.
tor: ..am i hard to love? you can be honest..
tor: we can hike, sure. and i've been trying to find somebody to teach me how to fish forever now. drew says i'm not quiet enough. and you know i'm always a fan of a hot tub.
jake: i'll give her a call when she's back from ireland with the material girl mama.
jake: no? i mean, i don't make things necessarily easier either. i'm stubborn and i take forever to decide on literally anything.
jake: fishing is pretty easy, might be a little boring, but it's calming sorta. well lucky for you, my dad did an upgrade and it's bigger now, so enjoy the remote controlled jets.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: i do worry about you though. every time some crazy new detail comes out all i can think about is what you'll think about it. and sigh, who made you so wise and good?
tor: yeah, and maybe they can help you fix things up? don't know if i'd trust them with any power tools but anybody can move stuff around and paint? yes pls, closing statements are tomorrow and i'm itching to get away. with you, ofc.
jake: i knew about your modeling type deal, even back then. also i did live in cali, so i kinda got a good feel for the weird and unusual people in show biz from some stories i heard. madonna's daughter lourdes taught people a lot during that mushroom picking trip.
jake: oh god no. i don't trust mo with safety scissors, let alone a power saw. but maybe some painting and throwing out some trash wouldn't be so bad. then we've got us a date. idk if you're into hiking now, but we've still got that jacuzzi in the middle of the room if you're looking to soak your cares away.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: ik :\ and idk what i can do to make it any better. vanessa told me the same thing but it's like that thing people say about a tree falling and no one being around to hear it. if i say something happened but no one believes me & the jury says it didn't...
tor: then where they when this weirdo snuck in and could've done some serious damage? let me come stay with you for a few days, or you can come stay with me at nessa's, or idk let's get a hotel...did you tell the police?
jake: i'll get over it, don't worry about me. you just focus on your case. if you explain your situation about your parents, i'm sure people will understand why you felt like you had to do what you did. i dunno, something tells me you weren't the first girl this has happened to with this company. all it takes is one brave person to stand up.
jake: no, they left, but maybe we can have some guy on guy sleepovers, in a strictly platonic way ofc. but i hear you, maybe sometime away from everything would do us both some good. we can always go up to my cabin for a few days. the police haven't helped my family yet, why start now?
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: well i love you for it. really. i know a lot of people wouldn't have been able to deal w/ all this like you have. honestly, i'm starting to regret even going through with it...i wouldn't be surprised, he has the $ to hire some anonymous stalked to do some digging. but i don't know? i don't think there's any endgame other than to make us all miserable..
tor: you cannot stay there! are you cuckoo? especially not by yourself!
jake: i'm not mad that you worked at a strip club, mostly because it was years ago and like, i've done my own share of things i don't like to talk about to anyone either..it's just sort of a shock to see that like thrown in my face by somebody i don't know. but don't regret anything, anybody who was that much of a creep deserves to be brought down.
jake: what am i supposed to do? i can't put you in danger, and i really don't want clare and the baby in any danger cause of me either. plus, i'm not alone, i've got my frat bros that hang out here too. they're a little young, but they're strong when it counts.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: i know. and i know none of this is easy on you. and you don’t know how bad i wish i could make it where you didn’t have to see or hear any of this but at the least it should be over soon.
tor: like while you were sleeping? jake, that’s scary. don’t tell me you’ve slept there since..
jake: it's ok. i know you have a lot going on with your case and everything, which is why i'm not trying to like, bring up drama or put any pressure on you. i just don't know what this is trying to accomplish, like is this defameing thing? does vendetta work for that asshole or something?
jake: yeah, it was wild. i mean, i haven't really had a choice. i'm trying my best to get this frat house into a frat home before christmas. but i think i should be in the clear, i can't let some coward set me back.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: yeah bianca was my girl there. we looked out for each other..but point is i haven’t worked there in a while.
tor: babe don’t be like that. not right now. it was a weird time of life. what am i supposed to say? “oh yeah can’t come over tonight gotta go make a few dollars at the strip club?”
tori: they did what??? when did this happen?
jake: i'm sorry, it's just..a lot to digest is all. i would have helped you, you know. or at least tried.. but if you had to do your independent women thing, i should be an ally and support i suppose..
jake: a few nights ago. something about 'they' can reach me whenever they want. idk, it was really weird.
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: they didn’t go like..anytime between like february 2017-may 2018 right?
tor: no, no way. it was actually when we were still in high school...it was something temporary to make money when i left my parents. and i didn’t wanna tell you bc i didn’t want you to think of me any different or worry? idk. i thought i’d put it all behind me..
jake: i..don't know, the bianca picture they showed me was like..august.
jake: and you were doing this when we were together back then and just decided never to say anything..then or any other time. hmm.
jake: if this stalker guy can put a noose around my neck, i guess they can find dirt from anywhere, huh?
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

tor: i don’t even know how anyone got that picture! heaven’s door had a strict no phones policy....
tor: i’m sorry you had to see that
tor: are you mad at me?
jake: mo and the guys have gone there, even showed me evidence one time. trust me, there's a way to sneak a picture or two..
jake: no, but i'm more confused than anything. this wasn't like..recent, right?
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text 👯‍♀️ princess

jake: so you know i'm not one to judge or like..rush to conclusion from pictures from some weirdo stalker dude. and i'm not one to judge you, cause seriously, i'm far from perfect.
jake: but i think we should talk about what /that/ was.
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📱mimi

michaela: your grannys got a point.
michaela: uh, no? not really. i don't know, maybe i'm just over thinking everything. a noose necklace? that's scary. did it threaten you or anything? or was the necklace the threat?
jake: granny was an old school hippie, she knew her stuff.
jake: sounds like you might like somebody. as long as you trust your first instinct on this, you can't go wrong. very scary. just a note saying they could get to me whenever they want. but i can't just be intimidated by some creep.
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