We Were Drunk
Freelancer/ Gavin- Gavin/lasko
Tw- cheating, yelling, cursing, mentions of NSFW.
I was driving home from school when this sinking feeling came to my stomach. I thought I might have been nerves or something like that but I guess not.
I felt disgusting, and the thing is I don’t even know why- I haven’t eaten in a while, yeah that’s probably it, I’ll eat something. But no matter how much I tried to convince myself I just needed to eat I couldn’t be settled on that answer alone. ‘What was wrong?’
I pulled up to maxes rustic pizza and sat in the car for a second. I needed to breathe. It will all be better if I just breathe…right?
5 minutes go by and I’m still in my car, I eventually get my wallet from the glove box- you sigh a picture of Gavin in it- I start to smile,
‘I really love him’ I thought to myself.
“Hi welcome to maxes rustic pizza! What can I get you this fine day?” The Guy behind the counter asked. I wanted to get Gavin something to though.
“Excuse me one minute I just need to text my boyfriend, so sorry.” He nodded with a smile and I pulled out my phone
I got distracted again, my lockscreen was Gavin. He was so cute🤍💜
I snapped back to reality. I clicked the text app icon and went to my pinned contacts first one there- Gavin
Freelancer: hey gav. I’m at maxes is there anything specific you want?
^ delivered
Why wasn’t he answering? That’s weird. Maybe he’s sleeping right? Okaayy but it’s Gavin. He wouldn’t go to bed by himself.
“Excuse me? Are you ready to order?” I was back to reality. “Oh right uhm, can I get, a small Hawaiian pizza?” I said as he punched some words into his computer thingy
“That’ll be 7.89$” i reached into my wallet scrounging around to find my card, when allas I found it!
I handed him my card, there was an awkward 2 seconds while he was swiping my card.
“If you don’t mind going over into the waiting area?”
I nodded and walked over to the area that had a big sign that said,
I decided to try my luck with lasko. Maybe he’ll want to come over for dinner
Freelancer: hey lasko, are you busy tonight?
^ delivered
Why the fuck were neither of them answering?
That feeling was back. We’re they okay?
“Order for freelancer?” The guy behind the counter yelled,I got up and quickly grabbed the pizza, said thank you and left.
I got in my car, gently placing the box of pizza on the passenger seat. I tightly gripped the wheel. Once again my stomach was turning every which way. It didn’t matter right now I’ll just drive home and everything will be just fine.
The drive home was awful. I kept adjusting my seat, I got cut off, honked at, flipped off, my phone wouldn’t even connect to Bluetooth/Aux. I hoped it would all be better once I got home.
I pulled up to the house and there laskos car was. In my parking spot. That means I have to park on the side of the road and lasko and Gavin were ignoring me or something..
I walked past the windows all the lights were off. We’re they watching a movie? I scrounged through my bag to find my house key, when I finally found it.
I walked inside to see clothes scattered on the floor. As if they had been thrown carelessly. I took one whiff of the air and the stench of burning liquor was vivid.
I walked into the kitchen to set the pizza down to see 3 empty beer bottles and 2 unopened.
‘What is going on?’ I thought too myself. I reluctantly placed the pizza on the counter, and walked toward the hallway.
“Gav? Lasko?” I said in a assertive tone.
“shit.” Come from the bedroom.
“You guys in there?” I said knocking on the bedroom door once and then opening it
The second I opened the door my heart sank. There Gavin was shirtless, no less and lasko was shirtless both rushing frantically to put their clothes on.
I felt hurt. Like a bus just hit me. I couldn’t say a word. I couldn’t cry. I felt, betrayed
“Deviant-“ I cut him off “no. No.” You viciously shook your head and walked off.
“Freelancer wait!” Lasko yelled from the other room as I walked back to the kitchen to find my keys
A few silent tears fell from my eyes, making it blurry and hard to see my keys. Gavin grabbed my hand.
“Deviant,” I cut him off again
“That’s not my name.” I said quietly
“What?” He dropped my hand
“I said, that’s not my Fucking name.” I said about to explode.
Lasko ran out of the room with a shirt on buttons sloppily done hair frizzy, sweating, and flushed.
“I can’t believe you- you- you would do this.” I said crying. I couldn’t hold it in anymore
“(Freelancer) I’m sorry my love. I- was,”
“I told you to call me by my name. Don’t call me ‘my love’ . Because this,” I pointed at him and lasko ,” is not love. Not for me anyway.”
“Please give me another chance. We- we were drinking, next thing you know,” I stopped him
“I don’t want to know what happened next. I already do.”
Lasko tried to say something but I shut him up
“Fuck of lasko. You to Gavin. We’re- we’re done.” I said that last part with that confidence I never had. Or never thought I could have.
“I love you. But I can’t do this anymore.” I grabbed my car keys and left.
Part 2? I dunno