hey friends !! so, i wanted to make this little note for all of you, just so you’re aware of where my absent ass has been. as of a few weeks ago, i decided it was best to place stiles and malia on a multi muse. THIS IS POSSIBLY ONLY TEMPORARY. however, you can find stiles and malia here. i hope to see you all there ;)

alright, so i haven’t decided 100% if i’m coming back just yet. however, i’m gonna start my cleanse now. i’m going to be unfollowing a handful of people. i would apologize, but, um, i’m not sorry so.

hi babes !! so, this is a semi hiatus notice and i’m going to go ahead and explain why. due to recent events with our beloved show, which you can all quite figure out why considering i’m the biggest st/alia shipper in the world, my stiles no longer wants to play. i don’t know how long this is going to last and i’m hoping it won’t last forever, but i don’t know what to tell you if it does. i’m just really disappointed and frustrated. this being said: go ahead and unfollow me if you don’t want my dead ass beat here and also, my anti ass self, cause here’s the fact: i will never EVER ship it. you all know what i’m talking about so i’m not even going to say it. so unfollow me, unfriend me, do whatever you want, i don’t care. the fact remains is that my stiles is tired and doesn’t want to be around. i will probably be back around again once 6a ends, so a week, give or take. but i wanted to let you all know that i’m not going to be here. you can find me here if you want me. otherwise, i’ll see you guys in a couple weeks, probably. bye.

@fcxhearted

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               “It’s okay Stiles.  Just breathe.”  He kept his eyes on his best friend as he listened to his heartbeat, the sound of it racing making Scott a little nervous. He knew the smell coming off of Stiles was more than just his usual anxiety.  It was fear, or more specifically, terror.  “Focus on me.  Block out the rest and just look at me, alright?”  He squeezed Stiles’ hand back, watching him carefully.  “You’re gonna be fine, I’m not gonna let…I’m not gonna let anything happen to you.  I’ve got you.”  The fear of losing Stiles was more real than anything else in Scott’s life.  The dread in the pit of his stomach when he’d realized that Stiles wasn’t okay, it was unexplainable.  It was his nightmare.

          using scott’s voice, stiles allows himself to a n c h o r back onto him, his eyes crossing as he leans in closer to his best friend, grasping the fabric of his shirt between loose fingers. “ i’m scared, scott. i’m really, really, scared. ” he doesn’t want to admit it, but at this rate, he has no choice. he doesn’t know what is happening to him and he feels like his world is spinning out of control. all he wants is some GROUND and it feels so out of his reach. when he finally comes to, he leans in and presses his forehead against the alpha’s chest, a soft whimper escaping chapped lips. if only scott knew what he has been seeing...if only he knew the familiar face that haunted his dreams and his waking reality. if only he knew...

               “I’m hungry…and my legs hurt…let me walk around.” Theo spoke from where he was bound. “what is the point of keeping me alive to help you…if you keep me locked up in a basement the entire time? you actually think you can fight this all on your own? Scott’s only going to get himself killed!” he tugs on the shackles, snorting in minor frustration. His usual cool demeanor faltering ever so slightly. To think Theo would actually find himself antsy being stuck in one spot for to long.“what happens when this all over? you all magically, somehow, win this? Am I just to be sent back to hell? Are you going to kill me?” 

       “ i’m not going to kill you, theo. you’re just lucky i’m the one that has you and not the pack. ” the fox tilts his head, eyes watching the chimera as he crosses the room. “ the only person you need to worry about killing you is scott. and probably, malia, but mostly scott. ” he pauses in his steps to where theo is sat and slides to his knees before sitting across from him. “ i don’t know what you think you know, theo, but i don’t plan on winning anything. ” he can tell that the chimera is uncomfortable----uneasy----and good, that’s what the fox in stiles wants him to feel. theo had been right after all, there’s still a heavy part of void that resides in him ; just not the way theo had expected.

     theo could very well guess what the fox was thinking right now, because, after all, it was stiles. and there was no way stiles would like theo to call him cute. which gave him enough reason to do it again. “yeesss, good boy. so adorable and cute.” he scratched the fox’s ears, hoping he would enjoy it. “can you a stay a fox forever? no more sarcastic comments… and i’d keep you. you’d be my pet. and i’d make sure you always get the best food. and we could cuddle all day.”

        it’s an unfortunate thing------the fox finds himself enjoying the scratching behind his ears and with shame, it’s easy to see. it takes stiles a moment to shake himself from the scratching and leans in to nip at theo’s fingers again, growling at him. he’s objectifying him again and stiles doesn’t like that. of course, stiles would definitely prefer to stay in his fox form. it was simple and he didn’t have too much to worry about ; but he wasn’t going to be someone’s pet. he let out a snort, eyes squinting up at the chimera in indignation. 

                   a desirous sigh escaped her lips as she felt the hunger for more, more of him and his touch. she wanted to feel his touch all over her body, wanting it SO BADLY. she let out a soft groan as he asked her that question, like it wasn’t obvious. ❝ i want you. ❞ she said, looking him in the eye with some kind of lust. she started kissing him again and this time she pulled his shirt up, over his head and threw it somewhere on the ground.

         when she pulls his shirt off, stiles makes motion to work on hers in return, sliding his hands under his shirt and within a beat, her shirt was off her slim figure and thrown across the room. “ i can work with that,” he murmured quietly as he maneuvered them against the bed to where he was leaning over her. “ this okay ?? ” without waiting for a response, stiles leaned down and kissed her again, teeth grazing her lips.

he’s an old friend in the form of a distant memory. his name rings in her ears like a silver bell. an old friend. but why would the demons send her to him? she isn’t allowed to interfere with her old life. her old friends. they were all distant memories. but this one, stiles, his name sticks out. ah yes, the demons told her he was the cause of her death. the words have no effect. they thought that this would spur her into action they order her to take his life. the creature must be destroyed, the fox human hybrid that is something else all together. but alas, allison doesn’t act in the way they hoped. they’re angry but they still send her out. allison, the assassin  from hell, controlled by demons…she’s sent to kill an old friend. she’s sent to kill stiles.

the fox can feel a familiar d a r k n e s s in the air, but for some reason he can’t put his finger as to what it is. there’s been so much going on inside of his head ; so much he wasn’t sure what was real, but THIS was real and he could feel it in his bones. he wasn’t sure what it was and for some reason, it terrified the fox within him. eyes drifting away from where he stood, he looked to see nothing but the cold night, the air crisp and cool against his skin. it’s been over a year, at  the least, since allison argent had died and her memory had haunted him constantly, though no one had known the weight of her on his shoulders. after she had died and the nogitsune had gone, she had still remained inside his head ; the void returned and stiles was left in a turmoil, until finally, he was taken back into eichen where he was “cured”. he wasn’t cured ; he was turned into an unspeakable monster. unfortunately, the stiles that had first walked into that asylum was not the one that had walked out. nothing was the same and it would forever remain that way. “ who’s out there ?? ” the fox called out into the night, unsure if his calls would be answered. anxiety was prickling under his skin and all stiles really wanted to do was run and hide ; be one with the fox and stay that way until whatever it was that was looming over his shoulder would finally cease.

( @fcxhearted )

     ❝—–  Yah!  Stop STARING, kid.❞

           “ i wasn’t-----okay, sorry. ” the fox whimpers quietly, his head canting to the side as he looks at the other. “ ‘nd i’m not a kid, by the way. don’t call me one. ”

She can smell the fox as soon as he enters the room, she may be half asleep but that doesn’t mean she’s not on alert at all times. When she hears the little padding of fox’s feet across her floor, she turns towards the noise, but still pretends to be asleep. And then warm fur is being pressed against her and she sighs in content, stroking her fingers through his mane, lightly. “Stiles, what are you doing?” She whispers, sleepily smiling as she opens her eyes.

      he’s pretty damn content with his current position as he nuzzles up against the coyote. everyone had told them that canines and foxes just do not mix, but stiles had proved them wrong over and over. his best friend, after all, was a wolf, and his girlfriend? a beautiful coyote who he wouldn’t trade for the world. he nuzzled up against her and nipped lightly at her skin, his tail wagging behind him. i just wanted cuddles, he thinks, hoping his telepathy will reach her. it’s something he’s been working on for a while-------it hasn’t succeeded quite yet, not fully, but he’s trying.

     scott gives him a look, and then another light shove, because he can. “yeah, yeah i’m happy now. don’t even joke about dying or i’m gonna punch you next time.” he’s teasing, but ugh.

       “ hypothetically though------if i did die, you could always try and kiss me and see if i wake up. be like snow white----you gonna be my prince charming, scotty ?? ” he’s kidding ; mostly.

             ❛   do   I   even   want   to   know   what   you   were   just   doing   there ?   don ‘ t   get   me   wrong .   I   don ‘ t   mind   seeing   you   like   that ,   but   what   the   heck ?!   ❜

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        “ do i really need to explain myself to you? i mean, i’m pretty sure you know what you saw. i’m not gonna deny it. i have no shame. ”