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what if i slept on the highway tonight

If only he knew…

my god you're fucked: the lady at the help desk just went to ask someone else for help with your issue and everyone's got a confused look on

I'm going to hand my inner child a machete and tell her to go crazy go stoopid

I wasn’t taught how to regulate my anger. My mother tried to control such things but instead we would fight and I’d end up with another reason to punish myself. She taught me that the only emotion I should show was happiness I couldn’t be weak, I wasn’t allowed to be sad.

Only she was allowed such emotions.

It’s always hilarious when my narcissistic mother tells me, “You need to learn how to take criticism!” when she withers like a salted slug at the slightest WHIFF of anything that might resemble criticism.

Having a narcissistic mother is unbelievably hard

As an adult, do you ever find yourself in a conversation with your narcissistic parent that makes you utterly horrified to realize they were responsible for raising children???

i cannot tell what people's callings are in life, but I'm absolutely fantastic at knowing what people shouldn't be in their life.

for example, my mother absolutely should not be a parent

"But sometimes parents can make mistakes too! We're all human!"

Idk last time I checked abusing your own child verbally and physically, causing traumas and triggering mental issues in them doesn't really count just as a "mistake".

little miss will never be good enough for her mother

no matter how hard she tries

Me reading about parental narcissistic abuse and thinking to myself... "That was abuse?"

Narcissistic abuse is real and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You deserve a space to think about what happened to you and find a way to healing.

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but a child cannot ‘abandon’ a parent. There’s no such thing as parent abandonment. Either you cultivate a relationship with your child that encourages them to maintain contact with you as an adult, or they can leave. Full stop.

I read somewhere that for children to develop Hobbys or there own interests adults in there life have to show interest in there interests .... I guess that's why I don't know what my interests are