this month is especially hard for me.

what's the point of being engaged when you don't make the decisions TOGETHER. Tsk.

ang hirap pag magkahiwalay niyong tinutupad yung goal niyo together as a couple. nakaka-sepanx.

mga accla pahingi naman tips how to overcome sepanx kasi yung bf ko went abroad yesterday. huhuhu. meron syang history of one night stand noon when he was in Singapore. though nakailang assure naman na sya sakin that it won't happen again hahaha hays grabe.

*cue my moving on playlist*

Life Update - April 6, 2023

Hello, mga vebs. Gusto ko lang magkwento. So today na ang lipad ng aking fiancé (boyfriends since 2017) to Abu Dhabi. These past few months kasi we were feeling a bit stuck sa professional development namin dito sa Pinas. You know, miss inflation is givingggggg high prices mga vebs kahit ang sweldo ay nananatiling stagnant. So, he decided to apply to other companies but to no avail. Nare-reject sya sa application so he decided that maybe his opportunity is outside of this country na talaga. I've done LDR once and I'm scared to try it again but as an assurance, he proposed to me last March 23, 2023. Salitan kami ganoin, lumuhod sya tapos lumuhod din ako hahaha. Wala nga lang diamond ring pa kasi we're both boke as fuck. And very low-key proposal lang muna, like some of our friends know about it -- parents not yet. Tyaka na sila sa engagement party.

Anyways, ang saya lang kasi dati active pa ako sa Tumblr noon nung bago pa lang kami ng jowa ko and now almost 6 years later we're now fiancés so wtf diba HAHAHA.

Ayun, pero ang point lang talaga ng post ko is nase-sepanx ako kasi tuloy na yung alis n'ya today and ayun. Kaya naman namin ilaban LDR kaso iba pa rin talaga yung pag need mo s'ya, kayang kaya mo bumiyahe para i-meet s'ya. I can't do that for now kasi wala pa akong pera pambili ng ticket to Abu Dhabi. Pero goal namin talaga is makasunod ako dun within the year or probably by 2024 and makapagpundar na rin ng sasakyan at bahay dito sa Pinas.

Ayun lang. SKL. Btw, bakla kami kung hindi mo na-gets hahaha.

Also, I know walang same sex union dito sa Pinas kasi hindi naman kami dito magpapakasal when the time comes. Our dream wedding is a destination wedding talaga.

Daming segway ng kwento ko bwiset hahaha.

March 25, 2023 (Saturday) - First photoshoot as an engaged couple, I guess hahahaha.

soooo my boyfriend of almost 6 years and I somehow got... engaged? in my room? and only the two of us know about it.

5th V-Day with my LOML.

assurance ang hinihingi, galit ang ibinigay ☹

Life update lang. Malapit na kami mag-6 years!

luh

"WAG MONG DAMDAMIN ANG MGA BAGAY DAHIL ANG MGA BAGAY AY WALANG DAMDAMIN"

Lynyrd Paras, 2011

Luh shuta may Tumblr pa pala ako HAHAHA anyways hello

luh may tumblr pa pala ako kala ko wala na ‘to HAHA!

Hello!