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& i can never go back

@palamidess / palamidess.tumblr.com

ind. eleanor hume. sideblog to willandchoices.
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five word prompts

[inspired by this]
  • “actually… i just miss you.”
  • “alright, i’ll leave you alone.”
  • “and slowly… i was forgotten.”
  • “and then everything just disappears.”
  • “and where do i go?”
  • “anyone could tell from here.”
  • “are you finishing that or…?”
  • “are you stupid or stupid?”
  • “anything, just call me, okay?”
  • “bitch better have my money.”
  • “bro… that’s so… not cool…”
  • “but did you do it?”
  • “call me now. it’s urgent.”
  • “can’t you listen to me?”
  • “cross that. don’t answer that.”
  • “don’t even think about it.”
  • “don’t you dare walk away.”
  • “do it. i dare you.”
  • “did you think i forgot?”
  • “eventually… you just move on.”
  • “even if you still do.”
  • “everything will fall into place.”
  • “fight me, you attractive stranger.”
  • “for once, i need you.”
  • “for once… i was right.”
  • “for once… i was wrong.”
  • “forget i even asked you.”
  • “forget it. you fucking suck.”
  • “fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”
  • “fuck off. i mean it.”
  • “give and take. that’s life.”
  • “great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”
  • “have you lost your mind?”
  • “hello? it’s me. i was-”
  • “hey… that wasn’t so nice.”
  • “here’s a glass of whatever.”
  • “how about a hug, hm?”
  • “how about you make me?”
  • “i haven’t forgot you yet.”
  • “i can’t be around you.”
  • “i don’t need you, really.”
  • “i don’t need this now.”
  • “is this your first time?”
  • “it’s just a cut, really.”
  • “it wasn’t me, i swear!”
  • “i said i love you.”
  • “just don’t fuck it up.”
  • “just… come back alive, okay?”
  • “just make sure you’ve eaten.”
  • “kick his ass for me.”
  • “killed him? wait, what, literally?”
  • “life really sucks. feel better.”
  • “letting go hurts… a lot.”
  • “let me live, will you?”
  • “no, i don’t need you.”
  • “nothing can hurt me now.”
  • “nothing matters anymore to me.”
  • “okay it was me… so?”
  • “people lie all the time.”
  • “pipe the fuck down, asshole.”
  • “please, you can’t die now.”
  • “please don’t leave me alone.”
  • “quiet. they can hear us.”
  • “quick! give me your phone!”
  • “quicker, you freaking piece of-”
  • “quit it or i’ll bite.”
  • “quit staring! they’ll notice us!”
  • “really? do i look stupid?”
  • “real smooth, tripping over air.”
  • “rise and shine, sweet thing.”
  • “rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”
  • “seriously? give me a break.”
  • “so… what are we now?”
  • “so… did you miss me?”
  • “so… can we go eat?”
  • “so… when’s the next flight?”
  • “so… how did everything go?”
  • “sometimes, i wish you died.”
  • “so what? you did it.”
  • “time passes slower without you.”
  • “then what do you suggest?”
  • “the fuck? who are you?”
  • “then you tell me why.”
  • “this is not working out.”
  • “this isn’t what i wanted.”
  • “this is all a fucking disaster.”
  • “when did it all happen?”
  • “who knew you’d be here?”
  • “why do i even bother?”
  • “why do i love you?”
  • “why didn’t you tell me?”
  • “you’re just… so, so stupid.”
  • “you can’t be here now.”
  • “you look like an accident.”
  • “you really need to go.”
  • “you know who to call.”
  • “zero fucks given. next please.”
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kiss sentence starters.

“ are you gonna kiss me or not? ” “ how many have you kissed? ” “ i really want to kiss you right now. ” “ i think we should kiss right now. ” “ i don’t kiss and tell. ” “ do you wanna kiss me? ” “ am i a good kisser? ” “ do i think i kiss okay? ” “ i’ve always wanted to kiss you. ” “ so i can kiss you anytime i want. ” “ i’ve never kissed anyone before. ” “ please, tell me you’ve done this before. ” “ it we just a kiss, not like it meant anything? ” “ did you kiss me with your tongue? ” “ you are a really good kisser. ” “ i want to be my first and last kiss. ” “ just walk up to him/her and kiss him/her, it’s not hard. ” “ are you trying to lean in and kiss me right now. ” “ do not even try and kiss me right now. ” “ not even a kiss could shut me up. ” “ no kiss goodbye? ” “ you always kiss me goodbye, why? ” “ i dream about kissing your lips. ” “ i’ve kissed before, just not like this. ” “ i don’t know how to kiss, could you teach me? ” “ i don’t wanna miss this kiss. ” “ let’s just kiss and get it over with already. ” “ first kisses are always so awkward, unless the other person is experienced. ”

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“Hm?” He looks down at his own device and flips it open to see its screen. “Give it a moment… ah, yes! I see it now.” He smiles as he opens it. She’s such a quick study–he’ll always be amazed at how fast she’s adapted given the apparent technological differences between his world and hers.
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               “Great! I was worried I would accidentally send it to myself... Memorizing numbers to reach specific people would be a hassle. I’m grateful there is a feature to save such numbers and assign names. Ah!” Saying that reminds her! She quickly sits beside him in her excitement, flipping open her device and showing him. “It allows me to set symbols beside names, s-so I put a heart beside yours!” Of course, he’s the only person in her contacts. But that’s okay. Better one than no one, right?

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@cravenwill | | starter call
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                 “D-did you get it?” She asks sheepishly, a shaky finger pointing to his GHS to indicate what she’s talking about. “I sent you a text! I-I think...I’m not sure if it went through correctly.” Technology is so strange in this world, but she’s trying her best to adapt. 

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“We don’t really have much of a formal style or training. It’s more of an instinctual thing…” actually, the Kresnik’s are more complicated than he feels like explaining right now. “Well, anyway, it’s probably not the same thing.”
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Tucking his pistol back into his vest, he examines her curiously. “But you’ve adapted quite quickly and well, I think, for someone from somewhere that sounds so different.” Smiling softly, he places his hand back on her shoulder. “And I love talking with you, so you can always feel free to ask me if you have questions. Perhaps someday I can see your home too?”

              Eleanor nods, letting that conversation pass. Though she wouldn’t mind getting to see the Rieze Maxian foot soldiers some time. Maybe one day.

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                “You think?” she questions, genuinely surprised as she feels she’s not really made that much progress. At least now she knows that a GHS is an acronym for something and not an oddly named device, though. “I hope you could see my home some time. It truly is very different than your Elympios, though I suppose it’s somewhat akin to what you tell me of Rieze Maxia.” But in realizing just how long it’s been since she was home, she frowns. “I’ve a feeling you won’t be able to see it though, unfortunately.”

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“So why’s being driven by emotion bad? I mean sure, you don’t wanna run your life on fear or anger all the time, but what’s wrong with running it on compassion and happiness?” Playing devil’s advocate? A little. Okay, maybe a little more than a little. But he’s curious what the Abbey has to say against those things.
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                This guy’s good. And here she is completely failing at everything she’s learned in the Abbey! What would Lord Artorius think of her!? “I wish I had an answer for you... Unfortunately, there are still some things I am trying to reason out myself.” Oh Innominat, how she wished Oscar or someone more well-versed in this were here to better explain.

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{Continued from here.}  @palamidess
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As he memorizing the coordinates, silently whispering them. “FD1475, FD1475…..” Slowly opening up the rift as he didn’t want any mistakes. The rifts were so strange as everyone felt so different, as if it had to do with the catalyst itself. “You should go in first… Also you don’t have to call me by my last name… Just call me Ludger.” He wasn’t used to being called by his family name as Julius told him to only use his first name when he was younger. 
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              “Ah...sure, Mr. Kre-- er, Ludger.” This will certainly take some getting used to. She rarely called other co-workers by first names, simply out of respect. But if he prefers it, she isn’t going to argue it. “You may call me Eleanor, then.” There. First name basis should lessen the tension here. She then nods, taking precautions before stepping into the rift.

                 Though the amount of missions she has been on are few, that sickening feeling in her stomach never fails to hit her upon entering the new dimension. She glances around, unable to pinpoint exactly where they are. “Is this familiar to you, by any chance?”

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Anonymous asked:

‘ don’t worry about me. i just want to know you’re okay. ’ (cravenwill)

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               “B-but--!” She halts her speech, hands balling to fists that clasp at her chest. She doesn’t want to cry in front of him over nothing ( the last thing she wants to be seen as is weak ) but her concern is more than evident. Lips pursed together, she swallows back the tight feeling in her throat and continues, “I just...I want you to be okay, too...”

soft spot suggestions - accepting
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‘  all i need is for you to stay by my side.  ’ ‘  all of the love songs remind me of you.  ’ ‘  all of the words in the world can’t show how much you mean to me.  ’ ‘  boy,  could i use your love  &  affection right now.  ’ ‘  concept:  we’re both awake at 4 a.m.  i call you to hear your sleepy voice.  ’ ‘  cute thing that you do:  the most stereotypical giggle  &  then hiding your face.  ’ ‘  don’t let this be temporary.  ’ ‘  don’t worry about me.  i just want to know you’re okay.  ’ ‘  every day i get to see your gorgeous face is a good day.  ’ ‘  everything about our relationship feels so natural  &  perfect.  ’ ‘  feelings change,  but mine about you won’t.  ’ ‘  hey,  guess what?  i love you.  ’ ‘  hold me tight  &  tell me you love me.  ’ ‘  i always daydream about living with you.  ’ ‘  i am so exhausted,  but i’d sleep so much better with your arms around me.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but imagine living with you years from now.  ’ ‘  i can’t keep setting fires to keep you warm.  ’ ‘  i could listen to you talk about the things you love forever.  ’ ‘  i don’t think i’ll ever stop wanting you.  ’ ‘  i don’t want those memories any more.  ’ ‘  i forget who  &  where i am when we kiss.  ’ ‘  i get that warm,  pleasant feeling in my chest when i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i hope with all my heart that you love me like i love you.  ’ ‘  i hope you feel the same way you make me feel.  ’ ‘  i just want to softly cuddle with you  &  count the freckles on your cheek  &  i want to run my fingers through your hair.  ’ ‘  i know it’s getting scary,  but you’ve just got your perfect self out of bed  &  do the best with what you’ve got.  i believe in you.  ’ ‘  i love looking into your squinted eyes while we laugh.  ’ ‘  i love when you give me little kisses on my hand  &  cheek  &  neck.  it makes me feel so loved.  ’ ‘  i never thought i’d deserve the love you give me.  ’ ‘  i think you’ve shown me what love really is.  ’ ‘  i want the only thing between our bodies to be our love.  ’ ‘  i want the only thing between our love to be our lips.  ’ ‘  i want to bury my face in the crook of your neck until we both fall asleep.  ’ ‘  i want to listen to the beautiful song of your voice for hours.  ’ ‘  i want to make you just as happy as you make me.  ’ ‘  i want to wake up to your smile.  ’ ‘  i want to wrap my arms around you at 3 a.m.  &  tell you i love you.  ’ ‘  i want you to be my yesterday,  my today,  &  my tomorrow.  ’ ‘  i want you.  ’ ‘  i will always love you.  even when you don’t think it’s a possibility,  i am going to love you.  ’ ‘  i would sleep so much better with you right next to me.  ’ ‘  if only you could see your angelic self from my perspective.  ’ ‘  if you frequently play with my hair,  i might just fall in love with you.  ’ ‘  it’s amazing feeling the warmth of your love.  ’ ‘  it’s okay to have a bad day every once in a while.  ’ ‘  it’s so much easier to fall asleep when you’re in bed next to me,  running your gentle fingers down my back while we softly smile at each other through the darkness.  ’ ‘  i’d wait a lifetime to be in your arms.  ’ ‘  i’m all yours.  always.  ’ ‘  i’m always going to support you.  without even a second thought,  i’ll be there when you need me.  i want what’s best for you.  ’ ‘  just knowing you’re there comforts me.  ’ ‘  just thinking about how you make me blush.  ’ ‘  keep in mind all the things that you have to look forward to,  babe.  ’ ‘  kiss me under the starry sky.  ’ ‘  let me know if you’re in love with me too.  ’ ‘  let today be the day that everything changes.  you are capable of so much.  ’ ‘  let’s go on a cute,  cliché date.  ’ ‘  let’s sleep together under the stars.  ’ ‘  make yourself  &  your own happiness you priority.  ’ ‘  make yourself happy before you worry about me.  ’ ‘  my kindness isn’t weakness.  ’ ‘  my new years resolution is for all our arguments to be settled because i know you’ll still have my love  ’ ‘  oh,  what a privilege it is to matter to you.  ’ ‘  our love could make flowers bloom int he dead of winter.  ’ ‘  pet names are my weakness.  ’ ‘  start setting boundaries.  enough is enough.  ’ ‘  thank you for caring like nobody else ever has.  ’ ‘  thank you for caring when nobody else has.  ’ ‘  the world is going to do something amazing for you.  ’ ‘  there are times to power through it  &  there are times to say no.  ’ ‘  when i look at the stars i can’t help but think of you.  ’ ‘  when you look at me,  the butterflies flutter.  ’ ‘  you are my happiness  &  you don’t even know it.  ’ ‘  you are my starlight.  ’ ‘  you are the one i’d do anything for.  ’ ‘  you are what puts my mind to rest when i can’t sleep.  ’ ‘  you don’t need anyone to rescue you.  you can do it all on your own,  babe.  i know you can.  ’ ‘  you feel like home.  ’ ‘  you have a smile that lights up my world.  ’ ‘  you have no idea how proud of you i am.  you’ve done so much for everyone.  thank you.  ’ ‘  you stole my heart,  but i’ll let you keep it.  ’ ‘  you’re made of stars  &  you’re my favorite constellation.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite notification.  ’ ‘  you’re my home  &  i’m homesick.  ’ ‘  you’re not just your mistakes  &  you deserve to be happy.  ’ ‘  you’re so much more than good enough.  don’t ever doubt that.  ’ ‘  you’re soft  &  sweet  &  too good for me.  ’ ‘  you’re something special babe.  you can make a difference.  ’ ‘  you’re the happy part of my days.  ’ ‘  you’re the one i’m looking for.  ’ ‘  you’re the one thing i think about when i wake up every morning.  ’ ‘  you’re the reason why i want to get up every morning.  ’ ‘  you’re waking,  talking,  living,  loving poetry.  ’

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“ I think I hear him and Laphicet about something called Giant’s strength…Kind of like saying malakim of different elements had some special abilities.”
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He nods and scratches his chin “ So that got me thinkin  —-MAYBE EIZEN TURNS INTO A GIANT AND MOVES A MOUNTAIN ON HIS OWN. And it remind me of the story that a Samurai strike down a giant and won it’s strength” Rokurou then laughed.
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“ SO maybe If I defeat the Giant Eizen I will be able to become more strong than Shigure”
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               She just...narrows her eyes. Rokurou, what even are you? “I am...rather sure that isn’t how it works, Rokurou.” And even if it was, that power is different than Lord Shigure’s. It’s like comparing apples to oranges. “I don’t think they’re quite the same...perhaps you should stick to your normal regime to defeat him.”

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