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[she/they | 33 | 👩‍🍳 |🤘🏻| 🏳️‍🌈] wannabe writer with an inappropriately dark sense of humour and a serious procrastiation problem.

Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017), Deadpool (Movieverse) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Frank Castle & Peter Parker, Matt Murdock & Peter Parker, Peter Parker & Wade Wilson, Frank Castle/Matt Murdock, Logan | Wolverine (X-Men)/Wade Wilson Characters: Peter Parker, Frank Castle, Matt Murdock, Wade Wilson, Original Characters Additional Tags: Timeline What Timeline, 5+1 Things, POV Peter Parker, Family, Found Family, Team as Family, Fatherhood, Parenthood, Protectiveness, Misunderstandings, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Friendship, Developing Friendships, Protective Peter Parker, Peter Parker-centric, Soft Frank Castle, Tired Dad Frank Castle, Blink And You Miss It DCU Cameo, Crack Treated Seriously, Happy Ending Summary:

Peter sees the Punisher hold a baby, and it does not compute, nope. Record scratch, jaw on the floor. Error 404, thought process interrupted, higher brain function not found.

Because what?

[5 times Peter’s sure Frank has got to be planning something nefarious, plus the 1 time he realizes that even the Punisher is just a regular guy. With guns. A lot of guns, actually, so not exactly a normal guy, but—]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Frank Castle & Matt Murdock, Frank Castle/Matt Murdock Characters: Frank Castle, Matt Murdock, Original Characters Additional Tags: Spoilers for Daredevil: Born Again (TV), POV Frank Castle, 5+1 Things, Developing Relationship, Fuckbuddies, Fuckbuddies To Lovers, Getting Together, Messy, Complicated Relationships, Feelings, Denial of Feelings, Emotional Constipation, Idiots in Love, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Bottom Frank Castle, Top Matt Murdock, Dom/sub Undertones, Eventual Fluff, Caretaking, Blood and Injury, Sleepy Cuddles, Confessions, Happy Ending Summary:

“I’m glad, you know,” Matt mumbles, later, Frank more gone than not, “that you—I’m glad you stopped, when I asked you to. I didn’t think you—well. I’m glad, is what I’m saying. Happy,” he says, voice full of wonder, like he can’t believe it himself, “that you’re here. With me.” 

Blindly, fumbling, Frank reaches for Matt’s free hand. Links their fingers, squeezes. Drops an uncoordinated kiss on Matt’s knuckles. “Okay,” he says, tongue heavy, half-asleep, then, quiet, more truthful than anything he’s ever told Matt, anyone, in a long, long time, “Doesn’t feel like a mistake. This.” 

Heavy silence. Matt freezes. 

A second, another one, then Matt tips Frank’s head back with trembling fingers hooked under his chin. Matt’s lips pressing warmly against Frank’s forehead. “You’re not. Frank, you’re not.” 

Frank rests their hands on his chest. Thinks he smiles, maybe, as the unconsciousness of sleep creeps up on him. “‘Kay.” 

Matt squeezes his hand back.

Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Frank Castle & Matt Murdock, Frank Castle/Matt Murdock Characters: Frank Castle, Matt Murdock, Original Characters Additional Tags: Spoilers for Daredevil: Born Again (TV), POV Frank Castle, 5+1 Things, Developing Relationship, Fuckbuddies, Fuckbuddies To Lovers, Getting Together, Messy, Complicated Relationships, Feelings, Denial of Feelings, Emotional Constipation, Idiots in Love, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Bottom Frank Castle, Top Matt Murdock, Dom/sub Undertones, Eventual Fluff, Caretaking, Blood and Injury, Sleepy Cuddles, Confessions, Happy Ending Summary:

It’s a stupid fucking thing to do. Frank knows it is. He knows it’s a mistake, and he knows Matt knows it, but it doesn’t stop either of them.

Never has before. And won't now, either.

They both moan, too loud and too fucking desperate, when their mouths finally crash together.

[5 times Matt and Frank don’t get it quite right, plus the 1 time they realize even a mistake can lead to something good.]

“So,” Buck hums, drawn out, “does that mean the date wasn’t a total bust?”

Tommy pretends to think about it, laughing softly when Buck pouts at him. “Definitely not, no.”

“So,” Buck says, again, biting at his lower lip, “does that also mean a goodnight kiss is on the table?”

It’s extremely gratifying to see the way Tommy’s eyes darken at that. “I think that could be arranged.”

For their second kiss, Buck meets him halfway.

drowning [in the depths of who you are] - chapter 6

He doesn’t want to jinx anything, but if asked, Stede would admit that things are as close to perfect as they realistically can be.

Or, they would be, he thinks, frowning slightly to himself, if it weren’t for the Izzy Issue, capital letters very much required.

Stede would like to claim that he’d disliked Izzy from the very beginning, right from their first meeting in that blasted jungle, but in reality, Stede’d been intrigued. Excited, even, to meet a real, proper pirate, intimidating and interesting in equal measures. Handsome, even, although the naive, repressed Stede from back then hadn’t had a clue that the nervous flutter in his chest had been attraction rather than fear.

The dislike had come later, in heaps, before turning into begrudging respect after Stede’s return to the Revenge, and eventually into a sort of uneasy camaraderie, courtesy of each of their relationships with Ed. Stede would like to think they’re tentative friends, these days, and he would even go so far as to suggest that Izzy’s grown somewhat fond of him, however reluctantly that might’ve happened.

Oh, sure, they’ll bicker and snap at each other still, but there’s no more viciousness to it, most of the time. Instead it’s become—dare he say, fun? An equal back and forth, of sorts, a game, and one that Stede enjoys immensely. Izzy’s a right proper twat, to borrow one of the man’s favourite insults, more often than not, but he’s softened around the edges, just enough to let Stede see beyond the surface and glimpse the capacity for genuine care and kindness underneath.

For Ed, mostly, but also for their crew and, more and more often, Stede himself.

Read the rest of the chapter over on [AO3].

Chapters: 5/11 Fandom: Our Flag Means Death (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet, Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands Characters: Israel Hands, Stede Bonnet, Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Crew of the Revenge (Our Flag Means Death), Other Character Tags to Be Added Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Season/Series 01, 5+1 Things, POV Israel Hands, POV Stede Bonnet, Established Relationship, Developing Relationship, Getting Together, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, First Time, First Kiss, From Couple to Throuple, Feelings, Love Confessions, Three Idiots on a Boat, Family, Found Family, Friendship, Surprisingly Fluffy, Fluff, Eventual Smut, this is my boyfriend edward and this is edward's boyfriend stede and i hate stede, Not Season/Series 02 Compliant, Happy Ending Series: Part 2 of broken hearts, mended souls Summary:

“What.”

Izzy glances away from Bonnet’s face, down at the steaming cup of tea he’s holding out towards him, and then back up again, brows raised. Bonnet lifts the cup up a little higher, making it clink delicately against its matching porcelain saucer.

“I asked,” Bonnet repeats, apparently entirely unbothered by Izzy’s hesitance, “if you’d like a cup of tea?”

Izzy narrows his eyes at him. “You’re bringing me tea?”

Bonnet’s smile widens, as if Izzy’s finally on the right track to whatever the fuck Bonnet’s end goal is, here. “Yes, well. I’m trying to.”

Which has never happened before. And is also highly suspicious. Izzy tries to take a surreptitious sniff of the supposed tea. “Are you trying to poison me?"

[5 times Izzy can’t make sense of Bonnet’s ridiculous fucking behaviour, 5 times Stede feels bafflingly soft about Israel Hands, plus the one time they (and Ed) finally fuck figure it out.]

Chapters: 4/11 Fandom: Our Flag Means Death (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet, Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands Characters: Israel Hands, Stede Bonnet, Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Crew of the Revenge (Our Flag Means Death), Other Character Tags to Be Added Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Season/Series 01, 5+1 Things, POV Israel Hands, POV Stede Bonnet, Established Relationship, Developing Relationship, Getting Together, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, First Time, First Kiss, From Couple to Throuple, Feelings, Love Confessions, Three Idiots on a Boat, Family, Found Family, Friendship, Surprisingly Fluffy, Fluff, Eventual Smut, this is my boyfriend edward and this is edward's boyfriend stede and i hate stede, can be read as a standalone, Happy Ending Series: Part 2 of broken hearts, mended souls Summary:

“What.”

Izzy glances away from Bonnet’s face, down at the steaming cup of tea he’s holding out towards him, and then back up again, brows raised. Bonnet lifts the cup up a little higher, making it clink delicately against its matching porcelain saucer.

“I asked,” Bonnet repeats, apparently entirely unbothered by Izzy’s hesitance, “if you’d like a cup of tea?”

Izzy narrows his eyes at him. “You’re bringing me tea?”

Bonnet’s smile widens, as if Izzy’s finally on the right track to whatever the fuck Bonnet’s end goal is, here. “Yes, well. I’m trying to.”

Which has never happened before. And is also highly suspicious. Izzy tries to take a surreptitious sniff of the supposed tea. “Are you trying to poison me?"

[5 times Izzy can’t make sense of Bonnet’s ridiculous fucking behaviour, 5 times Stede feels bafflingly soft about Israel Hands, plus the one time they (and Ed) finally fuck figure it out.]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Our Flag Means Death (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Stede Bonnet & Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands Characters: Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Israel Hands, Stede Bonnet, Crew of the Revenge (Our Flag Means Death) Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 02, Season 02 Spoilers, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, 5+1 Things, POV Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Israel Hands Whump, Hurt Israel Hands, Near Death, Injury Recovery, Jealousy, Possessiveness, Established Ed/Stede, Developing Ed/Stede/Izzy, Misunderstandings, Miscommunication, Talking It Through As a Crew (Our Flag Means Death), Talking It Through As a Throuple, From Couple to Throuple, Unhealthy Relationships, Healthy Relationships, Idiots in Love, Happy Ending Summary:

Izzy’s progress is halting, his brow sweaty and his jaw clenched in pain, but everyone knows better than to offer help or assistance. Well, Ed amends, wincing when Izzy’s wooden leg catches on an uneven floorboard, everyone but Stede, apparently.

“Oh, for goodness’ sake, man,” Stede tuts at Izzy, and actually does grab one of Izzy’s hands to firmly place it on his own arm, “you’re being absolutely impossible, Israel.”

Ed waits, gaze flickering back and forth between Stede and Izzy’s faces, ready to intervene in case of sudden violence. Because Izzy does look like he’s about to reach for one of the daggers he’s undoubtedly got stashed somewhere on his person, even out of his leathers, but then Stede nudges him, gently, towards the table, and Izzy blows out a frustrated breath, and that’s that.

Just like that.

[5 times Ed notices that Stede and Izzy have grown pretty damn close, plust the 1 time he has a tantrum completely sensible and adult reaction about it.]

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Our Flag Means Death (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Blackbeard | Edward Teach & Israel Hands, Israel Hands/"Calico" Jack Rackham, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet Characters: Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Israel Hands, Blackbeard's Father, Blackbeard's Mother, "Calico" Jack Rackham, Benjamin Hornigold, Samuel "Black Sam" Bellamy, Charles Vane, Original Characters, Original Child Character(s), Stede Bonnet, Crew of the Revenge (Our Flag Means Death) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, POV Blackbeard | Edward Teach, POV Stede Bonnet, Found Family, Family Dynamics, Brothers, Brotherly Love, Protective Older Brothers, Growing Up, Childhood Trauma, Shitty Childhood, Canon-Typical Violence, Abuse, Benjamin Hornigold's A+ Captaining, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Eventual Happy Ending, Other Additional Tags to Be Added Summary:

“I am your Captain, you follow my fucking orders—”

“Your fucking orders got a third of our crew massacred, Edward—”

Furious, Ed shoves at Izzy’s chest, hard enough to have him stumble back a step. “They’re pirates, they know the damn risks. Stop undermining me, stop making decisions for me—”

Izzy snarls. “Then stop acting like a fucking child!”

“Stop acting like you’re my fucking father!”

Izzy’s face goes carefully, terrifyingly blank. He nods, mostly to himself, and spins on his heel, walking off towards the plank connecting the Revenge and the Queen Anne without another word.

“Yikes,” Jack pipes up.

“Shut the fuck up,” Ed hisses, then yells, “Iz, c’mon, wait!” as he hurries after Izzy.

Stede blinks, utterly confused.

Chapters: 1/11 Fandom: Our Flag Means Death (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet, Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet/Israel Hands Characters: Israel Hands, Stede Bonnet, Blackbeard | Edward Teach, Crew of the Revenge (Our Flag Means Death), Other Character Tags to Be Added Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Post-Season/Series 01, 5+1 Things, POV Israel Hands, POV Stede Bonnet, Established Relationship, Developing Relationship, Getting Together, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, First Time, First Kiss, From Couple to Throuple, Feelings, Love Confessions, Three Idiots on a Boat, Family, Found Family, Friendship, Surprisingly Fluffy, Fluff, Eventual Smut, this is my boyfriend edward and this is edward's boyfriend stede and i hate stede, Happy Ending Series: Part 2 of broken hearts, mended souls Summary:

“What.”

Izzy glances away from Bonnet’s face, down at the steaming cup of tea he’s holding out towards him, and then back up again, brows raised. Bonnet lifts the cup up a little higher, making it clink delicately against its matching porcelain saucer.

“I asked,” Bonnet repeats, apparently entirely unbothered by Izzy’s hesitance, “if you’d like a cup of tea?”

Izzy narrows his eyes at him. “You’re bringing me tea?”

Bonnet’s smile widens, as if Izzy’s finally on the right track to whatever the fuck Bonnet’s end goal is, here. “Yes, well. I’m trying to.”

Which has never happened before. And is also highly suspicious. Izzy tries to take a surreptitious sniff of the supposed tea. “Are you trying to poison me?"

[5 times Izzy can’t make sense of Bonnet’s ridiculous fucking behaviour, 5 times Stede feels bafflingly soft about Israel Hands, plus the one time they (and Ed) finally fuck figure it out.]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson, Billy Hargrove/Steve Harrington Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Dustin Henderson, Wayne Munson Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Eddie Munson Lives, Past Abuse, Past Relationship(s), Internalized Homophobia, Unhealthy Relationships, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Getting Together, First Kiss, Healthy Relationships, Talking, Gay Eddie Munson, Bisexual Steve Harrington, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Revelations, Recreational Drug Use, Late Night Conversations, Awkward Conversations, Nightmares, Eddie Munson is a Sweetheart, Billy Hargrove Needs a Hug, Dead Billy Hargrove, Sorry Not Sorry, Angst with a Happy Ending, Happy Ending Summary:

It feels inevitable, long before it actually happens.

Fleeting touches that can’t really be called casual. Looks that linger too long to be entirely innocent. Smiles that turn softer around the edges whenever they’re directed at Steve, crinkling Eddie’s eyes just so and bringing out the dimples in his cheeks.

Their shoulders brushing and their knees knocking together whenever they share a couch. Eddie’s arm slung over Steve’s shoulders, Steve’s hand a little too high up on Eddie’s thigh. Heads bent low together, shared laughter no one else is privy to, smokey breaths mingling together as they pass a joint back and forth, sprawled in a too narrow deck chair in Steve’s backyard.

Steve’s expecting it, when Eddie kisses him.

He still runs.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson, Billy Hargrove/Steve Harrington Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Dustin Henderson, Wayne Munson Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Eddie Munson Lives, Past Abuse, Past Relationship(s), Internalized Homophobia, Unhealthy Relationships, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Getting Together, First Kiss, Healthy Relationships, Talking, Gay Eddie Munson, Bisexual Steve Harrington, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Revelations, Recreational Drug Use, Late Night Conversations, Awkward Conversations, Nightmares, Eddie Munson is a Sweetheart, Billy Hargrove Needs a Hug, Dead Billy Hargrove, Sorry Not Sorry, Angst with a Happy Ending, Happy Ending Summary:

It feels inevitable, long before it actually happens.

Fleeting touches that can’t really be called casual. Looks that linger too long to be entirely innocent. Smiles that turn softer around the edges whenever they’re directed at Steve, crinkling Eddie’s eyes just so and bringing out the dimples in his cheeks.

Their shoulders brushing and their knees knocking together whenever they share a couch. Eddie’s arm slung over Steve’s shoulders, Steve’s hand a little too high up on Eddie’s thigh. Heads bent low together, shared laughter no one else is privy to, smokey breaths mingling together as they pass a joint back and forth, sprawled in a too narrow deck chair in Steve’s backyard.

Steve’s expecting it, when Eddie kisses him.

He still runs.

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