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Jaz ‧23 ‧ she/her ‧ bisexual ‧ come talk to me maybe
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2hip2hop

Listen i don’t even care about the plot the movie could be 4 hours of yuuri and viktor staring at each other and I’d still be bawling my eyes out and taking screenshots of every scene

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abarero

I love that even in some crack stage drama, Victor never gets mad at Yuuri. Never begrudges him that maybe there was someone in his past. He’s mad at *himself* for having this lack of knowledge about his past. And he’s worried that he won’t measure up and decides he needs to prove to Yuuri he’s good enough for him.

I think it’s common in fandom to have Yuuri doubting his worthiness for Victor, but I do think that crosses Victor’s mind as well. He’s had depression for years and has spent so long “performing” that I think he’s worried that something about his true-self won’t be good enough.

“Chihoko… Who the hell is that…!? Wait, no, it doesn’t matter. It’s because of his past that Yuri is who he is now.”

“I was definitely mad then. Not at Yuri, but at myself for thinking I’d understood everything about him. Yuri gave me so many surprises in life. His eyes were always shining as he looked for the answers. He made my world so much more colorful. Now it’s my turn. I’ll surpass your imagination.”

Also, at no point does Victor say anything implying that Yuuri is his or owes him or anything like that. Instead, he says “this person may be Yuuri’s past…but I am his NOW.”

This makes Yuuri’s response when he arrives all the more fitting. Because he tells Victor “I could search the whole world, nobody is better than you!” 

So utter crack stage drama script aside, I really love this. Because it shows such a healthy way of dealing with this. Victor’s not mad at Yuuri, not expecting Yuuri to value him over any other person, not possessively jealous. He lets Yuuri be his own person. He doesn’t assume that he means the world to him, but instead says that because Yuuri made his world so much more colorful, now it’s his turn to give that back to Yuuri. To do something that will surpass Yuuri’s imagination the way Yuuri has surpassed his. There’s just such mutual give and take with their relationship and naked rooftop shenanigans aside, I feel this really gets that. 

Victor never gets mad at Yuuri. Never begrudges him that maybe there was someone in his past. He’s mad at *himself* for having this lack of knowledge about his past. And he’s worried that he won’t measure up and decides he needs to prove to Yuuri he’s good enough for him.

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it’s common in fandom to have Yuuri doubting his worthiness for Victor, but I do think that crosses Victor’s mind as well.

super important, everyone. i’ve seen a number of posts addressing this in a similar way, but out of everything i’ve seen, i think these points definitely hit the nail on the head: the whole chihoko situation isn’t truly coming from viktor’s jealousy and possessiveness, but rather his own insecurity and desire to put as much into the relationship as he possibly can.

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rhyyyybread

friend: what are you doing

me: im preparing my grave just in case they finally announce YOI S2 please tell my friends and followers that it has been a fun ride and that i love them so much-

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YUURI IS SUCH AN EXTRAORDINARY CHARACTER BECAUSE HE’S NOT ONLY INCREDIBLY COMPLEX AND RELATEABLE BUT ALSO 

SO BEAUTIFUL 

SO CUTE

SO HANDSOME

AND SOMETIMES ALL OF THE ABOVE 

not to be over dramatic but I’d die for Katsuki Yuuri he’s so 

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE’S THE BEST BOY 

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i was tagged by @viktyuuris (thank you! and also, me acabo de enterar que sos argentina!)

A- age: 23 B- biggest fear: failure and loneliness, but also spiders C- current time: 3:00 pm D- drink you last had: water E- everyday starts with: trying to find my phone, which is most likely lost between the bed sheets, and drinking a glass of water F- favorite song: at the moment it’s probably ‘Another day of sun’ or ‘Someone in the crowd’, both from La La Land. We are using them for our choreography in my dance class. H- hometown: a little town in the south of Argentina I- in love with: nobody J- jealous of: right now my best friend, who is getting so incredibly better at our dance class, I’m proud K- killed someone?: …no? L- last time you cried: the day before yesterday M- middle name: i rather not say N- number of siblings: one brother O- one wish: tbh i just want to feel better? Maybe find purpose. I finished my degree last year and I haven’t been sure of what to do with myself since P- person you last called/texted: my last call was to my dad, my last text to my best friend Q- question(s) you’re always asked: ‘hey are you there?’ i space out a lot R- reasons to smile:  dancing, music, cakes, girls helping girls, dogs, cats T- time you woke up: 6:30am, I had a dance class at 10.30 and I was supposed to wake up at 8, but woke up before that and couldn’t go back to sleep rip U- underwear color: lmao black V- vacation destination: I adore the mountains in my country, I would love to visit Japan, or revisit Amsterdam W- worst habit: procrastinating is definitely the worst, isolating myself, and biting the skin around my nails X- x-rays you’ve had: several from different angles of both my teeth and mandible Y- your fave food: anything with chocolate? I have the worst sweet tooth. Z- zodiac: pisces

A lot of the people I follow have been tagged already, but I tag @young-vitya@soulffles@nikifordad (if they want to and haven’t done it) and anyone who wants to do it and hasn’t <3

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