Abused Spencer Reid promt.
Can someone plz right this. Its got some dialogue that I kinda want in it. But mostly the scenario.
Spencer Reid was a very personal person. He kept things to himself. He had too. When he was a child he had to keep quiet or people would suspect his mother. He couldn’t stand up to or complain about his bully’s or they’d call her. Then he would be taken away from her and he’d be all alone. Now that he was an adult that habit passed over into his work and home life. For the first two years of working in the BAU none of them even knew he was gay. Then Gideon found out and he broke down.
“No Gideon your wrong.”
“Maybe but if I’m not you don’t have to hide from me. Or the others.” Gideon reassured him with a pat on the shoulder.
Of course now 4 years later Spencer had a family. He had a best friend in JJ, a brother and sister in Derek and Penelope, cousin and uncle figures in Rossi and Emily, and, to his surprise, a lover in Aaron Hotchner.
After his divorce Aaron opened up more to the team. That led to Spencer gaining the confidence to confess to his long time crush on his boss. They were happy. Jack loved Spencer and even Hayley approved of the relationship. Spencer moved in with Aaron and they had a happy relationship.
Until Foyette attacked Aaron. As soon as Hayley and Jack were off the grid Aaron pulled Spencer aside and broke up with him. Gave him a month to move out and offered to even help him find a place. He didn’t want to hurt him but this was the best way to distance himself and keep him safe. But Spencer left quietly a day later. Aaron assumed he managed to move back into his old apartment.
After Hayley died Aaron ran to Spencer. He slept with him and then told himself it wouldn’t happen again. Told Spencer he wasn’t ready yet. But just kept coming back to Spencer again and again. He couldn’t stop! Spencer was addictive! But he couldn’t move on so soon after Hayley died.
“Dave. I think I need addiction counseling.”
“What why?”
“I can’t stop seeing Spencer!”
“Like… Seeing him in hallucinations?... Or in dreams?”
“No! Like seeing him! Like… sleeping with him.”
“Oh are you dating again!”
“No that’s what’s wrong. I can’t date him so soon. And I keep trying to keep away but then he walks home every night and I can’t just leave him alone when we stay late. So I take him and then ask him over. And then I coerce him into bed. Oh god I’m taking advantage of him. Aren’t I?”
“Aaron… How are you ‘coercing him?’”
“He tells me we shouldn’t and then I tell him I need him and he just- he does whatever I want.”
“Aaron that kid has severe abandonment issues. You can’t keep leaving him.”
“I know.”
When Prentiss ‘dies’ Spencer closes off even more. Starts refusing a ride home. Not just from Aaron but everyone. When he starts showing up late, taking calls, and leaving early, the team questions him. It takes some time but Spencer eventually comes clean. He has a boyfriend.
“You… Have a boyfriend?”
“Yes Aaron. It seems you aren’t the only one in this world who can tolerate me long enough to get me into bed. They always say, ‘one mans trash is another mans treasure.’”
“That’s not what I-“ The door slammed in his face.
Spencer was in love. And Alex actually seemed to love him back. Spencer knew he was just desperate to have someone love him. But he wanted to believe this could be real.
He was wrong. He was so wrong. Alex didn’t love him. He just wanted to use him. Wanted to make the perfect little house wife out of him. Two months after they started dating, three after Emily died, Alex started verbally abusing him. Which of course turned into physical, then sexual. But Spencer still wanted to be loved. And Alex said he loved him. That was good enough.
Eventually, he was going to tell JJ and Will. But then Morgan found Doyle and they took the case. Spencer still tried to tell JJ but circumstances prevented him.
“Jayje I need to tell you something.”
“Not now Spence. Hotch and I have an announcement to make. Tell me later.”
Emily was alive and Spencer couldn’t trust anyone now. Not even JJ. They thought he was overreacting but they had betrayed him. His family had betrayed him. And now the only person who proved capable of loving him was his abuser. He couldn’t risk losing that. He could deal with this himself. He always had and always will.
The team eventually find out.
