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๐ฅ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ, ๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ (1999-2019)
we lost an angel. rest in peace love.
this doesn't feel real. my heart hurts ๐๐ค
i literally watched this young boy turn into such an incredible young man with so much more to live for. heaven gained an angel today. may he rest in paradise.ย ๐ผ๐ปโค๏ธ
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you wonโt and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he canโt even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to ย her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But sheโs never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because sheโll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now thereโs something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but youโre gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesnโt leave the house anymore, she canโt even get out of bed and sheโs getting thinner and thinner because itโs too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesnโt sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and thatโs when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly sheโs screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because theyโre all ย busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her itโs gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, youโre not there to do it, everything is dark now that youโre gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they donโt talk to each other anymore, they donโt talk to anyone, theyโre all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he canโt breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he canโt fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, heโs never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldnโt save you and heโs never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because youโre gone, and they miss you, and they donโt know why you left but it mustโve been their fault and they shouldโve stopped you and they shouldโve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.ย
this need to be on everyoneโs blog
this makes me think..
God bless whoever wrote this.
im crying
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons lifeโฆ please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
please please PLEASE reblog this
Reblog yet again for the people that need this
itโs never too late to post some of my favorite grayson screenshots, right?
oh ffs
this is honestly so RUDE
I canโt stop looking
Summary: Things have heated up between Y/N and professional boxer, Grayson Dolan, and she finally decides to take him up on his offer to visit him on his turf for once. Meanwhile, Grayson proves that heโs still unable to keep his balance in check.
Word Count: 16.5k
A/N: This is a continuation to an earlier blurb I wrote called โArabesquesโ. I encourage you to read that before this, but it isnโt a necessity! Sorry this took so long, and also itโs probably god awful.ย Donโt really think anyone cares about this or my work anymore, but I figured Iโd just postโฆ Soโฆ here ya go
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โPoint your feet please! Remember, pretty toes! Pretty toes, Lucy!โ
โMiss. Y/N, my toes are as pretty as they are going to get!โ
The sudden burst of sass is a telltale sign that the little ballerinas have probably had enough for the day, making you pause to look over them once you realize just how long youโd been pushing them for. Lucy, with her permanent pout and brows turned down, stares back at you, her tiny feet bouncing eagerly as she notices that certain look in your eyes. She waited on the edge of her seat for the chance to finally be dismissed, so she could run back out into the hall and take a sip from the water fountain before sneaking a peek into Mr. Marceloโs class โ the new center of her affection after a certain temporary ballerina had decided his time with the company needed to come to an end. You look at the other girls as well, some stifling tiny yawns, and others rubbing tiredly at their eyes โ further solidifying your decision that it was time for practice to end in exchange for their daily naps.
It had been a long ballet class this Saturday in preparation for the recital that was just around the corner. For the most part, the girls had been good at practicing their routines and listening intently to your different critiques and instructions. However, there was only so much of the little four, and five-year-oldโs attention you could keep; they were impatient now, and their focus was obviously running thin. You start to notice some of them too busy making faces at their reflections in the mirror to pay attention to anything you had been saying, and decide they were all too far gone to perform at their most capable at this point. It wasnโt only them that was losing focus though; you were just as eager to get out of there once you remembered your own after-class plans. So, without another second to waste, you clap your hands together to get their attention and smile through your admitted defeat.
โAlright, girls, how about we call it a day, yeah? I can see youโre all tired. I wonโt keep you any longer.โ
You would have thought you just announced that you were taking them all out for ice cream with the way they cheered and pushed themselves away from the ballet bar. Tiny, pale-colored, tutus turned into a blur as small, ballerina shoes padded past you swiftly in a race for the door, all of them eagerly pushing one another to find their parent who was sat patiently waiting in the break room to take them home. Some were already calling out for their mommas, others yelling for chicken nuggets or mac nโ cheese to cease their grumbling bellies; meanwhile, Lucy was yanking on the door handle with all her might, yelling for someone to โget me outta here!!โ as dramatically as she could. In any case, the focus was obviously no longer on dance, and you were glad you called it a day when you did.
or theyโve just been taken advantage of by both people before anyone realized they need to be cancelled and took a stand against it. ๐๐
daddy dolan serving us these looksss ya hurrrrrย ๐คฉ๐คฉ
threesome imagine - in one hole part 2 I NEED PLSP NOW ASAP PLS
Summary: You just love being surrounded by the twins.
Warnings: Double Penetration, Filth. Hints at future girl on girl? Who knows anymore.ย
I tired writing it in the 2nd person. Let me know if you like this better than 3rd.
I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDY
You should really be off with your roommate, finding a dress to wear tonight or something, anything but this. You shouldnโt be doing anything like this. At all. And oh god, did you lock the door?
a self insert fanfic: i brushed my long blonde hair out my face to show off my clear blue eyes and pale complexion
my colored ass:
a self insert fanfic: i slipped on my size 00 jeans and smiled as he wrapped his arms around my tiny waist!
my fat ass:
self insert fanfic: they towered over my small and short frame.
my amazonian ass:
ThESE HIT HARDDDDD
self insert fanfic: only for my dad to say I couldnโt go to the dance.
My fatherless ass:
Self insert fanfic: he gazed into my big round eyes.
My Asian ass:
Self insert fanfic: his thumb grazed over my small perky breast
My big tiddie ass:
This post jumped me in an arbyโs parking lot
Self insert fanfic: he squeezed my big perky plump ass
My small bootied ass:
