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Tiny Bird Wife

@stinkybeanus / stinkybeanus.tumblr.com

Sophie~25~they/she/he~
Pan & trans nonbinary
ADHD/autism~Disabled&Chronically ill
Open to chats and making new friends
(This is a backup)
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PLEASE DON’T TAG AS D/O/NATION

Hi, all. I finally made the GFM for getting the hell out of our parents’ houses before I kill myself. The short of it is, I’m at immediate risk of being kicked out, I found a perfectly suitable and affordable apartment, the deposit and first month’s rent and application fees all at once are just so much when Anthony’s dad makes him pay rent in his own bedroom and still has no rights there. He’s not allowed at my house ever, I’m only allowed at his until 9 pm and only on weekdays, we have to keep the door all the way open as we’re not allowed to have sex.

We’re 26 and 28 and we are still actively being treated like teenagers every day. I’m on the brink of giving up. There’s tons more story in the GFM page, cw for ableism and abuse. Please reblog this. I need hope that this will ever end for me.

IF you’re against GFM as I know many are, my PP is pennyandthejets. If I receive anything there I’ll add it in the notes of this post. Thank you.

$0/$1500

Okay so while my mom was driving me to the ER about 2 minutes ago she told me my stepdad wants me out by the end of the year. This is if they don’t decide to kick me out before then. Please for the love of god reblog this.

Edit: check the notes for amount updates!

Okay so here we go!

I’ve been frantically trying to throw together a plan. I’ve decided that if I can get the amount for the deposit plus the application fees ($35 each) I’ll go ahead and go forward with this apartment. I have $390 donated toward this so far, and if we’re careful, me and Anthony can probably make up most of the first month’s rent between us. Which means that right now we’re more than halfway there!

If we can raise $355 more I will consider this good enough and figure out the rest in any way I can.

I’m so sick from stress that I’m constantly suicidal and had to have a cardiologist tell me there’s nothing wrong with my heart, it’s literally just my living situation. I’m dying here and about to be kicked out. I have no one I can reasonably stay with without worsening all of my disabilities.

Please reblog this.

🚨🚨🚨EDIT: I have $550 now! If I can get $125 more I’ll go forward with the apartment.

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Trying to avoid talking to my family until I have a diagnosis (or not but likely yes) for my tiddies is hard because this time I am actually actively thinking of them. And not freaking them out while my grandma currently already has breast cancer with the chance that I have it too. I thought it might’ve been cyclical breast pain but it’s been over a month and hasn’t gone away or changed so :/

I want to talk to them about it but like I want a solid answer from my doctor before creating a clusterfuck of panic and overwhelming feeling for all. I followed the Breast Cancer subreddit and I don’t feel like I can post there until I know it is cancer and only then. But honestly idk if could be something else breast related but I don’t want to scare myself and others needlessly. Scheduling my appointment on Monday after work so I can hopefully get seen soon for these mammograms and ultrasounds. I’m mainly scared of the biopsy part or aspiration part of it comes to it. But gotta stay hopeful it’s something else.

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Ngl I can’t believe there are people still on here. Speaking of which I am back because Twitter is accepting Elon Musk’s deal instead of denying him and telling him to go solve climate and other humanitarian issues instead.

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okay but the sheer fucking glee on the face of the person taking this photo is the best part about this

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For so long, all I wanted was for you to love me, to accept me. I thought it was my honor that I wanted. But really, I was just trying to please you.

Avatar: The Last Airbender — “The Day of Black Sun, Part 2: The Eclipse”

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vstheworld

Thank you to ATLA for not giving the abusive dad a redemption arc

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I’m having one of the best tinder convos I’ve ever had

He’s not even a little suspicious?

You know… There’s a such thing as people being healthy… And taking care of themselves.. and avoiding harmful habits…

Yeah, that’s what this is about

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Student: “I want to die.” School: “Okay, we can’t do that, but we have the next best thing-”

Need me a self-care grave

Person: Tf are you doing?

Me: Laying on my emotional support grave

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I still think the little girl who is the world's most skilled at summoning earthworms has to be, like.. that's the most interesting person alive. I wake up at night and remember that this fucking 6-or-whatever-year-old can just. Do that. That's terrifying. I hate knowing this. But again, at the same time, I wonder about it constantly. The whole thing is supposedly a skill passed down through families. People have been honing this ability for fucking CENTURIES. But this little tiny child absolutely blows everyone else out of the water just by summoning HUNDREDS OF EARTHWORMS

Oh context would probably help here huh

Sophie Smith isnt fucking human and I fear her

Jesus Christ be careful or Sophie will sick her worms on you

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awrats

this was supposed to be funnier than it actually came out 

youve done it! youve boiled being in your early twenties down to its bare essentials!

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