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andrew

@jacksnwangs / jacksnwangs.tumblr.com

it's okay if you only save one person, and it's okay if that person is you.
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Lol, I don't mind long messages at all ;) Anyway, I wanted to request snapshots of Jihoon's perspective. You know how you rewrote the major scenes in Yoongi's perspective? I was wondering like, what was Jihoon thinking when he suggested that Jimin should date Yoongi, when he saw Yoongi come home crying, when they got married, etc. Thank you! ;) (Also I literally just read so many of your Yoonmins and I love your angst so much, I recced your fics on bantanficrecs, I don't know if you saw. xD)

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does anyone even follow me anymore? i know it's been literal years since you asked this and unfortunately, i don't know that i'll follow through and finish all the scenes, but i did in the past couple years write a solid 6k of jihoon perspective so i thought i'd post a little bit just to honor this very very old request! and who knows. i miss writing a lot and even though i'm not really on the rpf/kpop fic train anymore, i love the relationships i created with jihoon as an oc so it's not impossible i finish this as a whole story one day soon ;)

you definitely need to read the original when you're in love all the lines get blurred for this one to make sense

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Jihoon is fourteen when he answers the phone, Jimin already partway through whining a complaint as the connection completes. There’s the rough crackle of static that he’s gotten used to from his old, hand-me down flip phone and then he hears, “… that I’m gay and she laughed at me!”

It’s said with that can you even believe it! kind of tone that makes it seem like Jihoon should know what’s going on and he should be on Jimin’s side. Jihoon, as is usually true, does not know what’s going on, and probably wouldn’t even if he’d caught the first half of Jimin’s sentence, but, as is always true, he is on Jimin’s side.

He tucks away Jimin’s casual announcement away to consider later, if he can remember to, and focuses on the more pressing issue: “She laughed at you?” Jimin makes an enthusiastic noise, which Jihoon hears clearly as thank god, you understand, before launching back into a rant about his mom and not being taken seriously. It gives Jihoon the same sense of pride he feels when a teacher calls on him because they know he isn’t paying attention and he gets the answer right anyways.

Jihoon follows the conversation, making vague sounds to express outrage and sympathy at all the right points until he hears a faint knocking through the line and Jimin hurries to end the call with a grateful and cheery, “love you, bye!”

Jihoon does not, in fact, remember to address the part where Jimin just came out to him.  

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i know all of y’all follow me for kpop fic and i don’t really write that anymore (though i did post some good omens fanfic a few months ago if anyone’s a fan of that) but i have been thinking about publishing a series of personal essays somewhere so i thought i would share a rough draft here if anyone is interested!

it is about mental health (sort of) and self-esteem and my bad parents so cw for all of that!

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official hiatus

hey guys! i know i don’t post much and i haven’t written in a long time, but i do come on at least to respond to messages pretty regularly so: i won’t be availiable, even through messages or emails or ao3 comments, until august 17th! i’m working as a camp counselor and i’m gonna be chilling in the woods without access to social media stuff for the next three months. 

most of the questions i get are about continuing fics: if it’s currently unfinished, i might try but currently don’t know when i’ll have the time to sit down and write (but i’ll be trying next semester!) until after i graduate college; if is a one shot or completed, with no mention of a sequel, probably definitely not.

or about doing translations: i’m not comfortable with people translating or reposting any of my works on any site without direct conversation and explicit permission, so go ahead and send a message but if you’re hoping to translate - put a hold on that project until i’m back in august and we can discuss it!

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hey! i’m not sure how many of my followers are American Youth/international youth planning on going to american universities but i know it’s That Time of The Year. i’m a sophomore, double majoring with a work study job at a Pretty Good (and expensive) university in the boston area! i’m also entirely financially independent and came to university from ohio, and have no family nearby! 

if you’re trying to figure out what you want, if you have any questions about college in general, choosing a school, boston or anything else, please hit me up! if you just want to vent about trying to choose or rejections or brag about your acceptances, hit me up as well! i know i was also so excited when i got accepted somewhere, even a safety that i knew i wasn’t going to, but i always felt bad sharing which kind of dampened the pride! 

and i know some people take it for granted but if you applied to college and are making decisions now, or facing a lot of rejections, i’m proud of you! you worked hard to get where you are, and every acceptance, no matter what the school is, is something to be proud of. and i know a lot about the decision process on the college end from programs i did in high school, so believe me when i tell you, rejections do not mean anything. they do not mean you’re not good enough. i got rejected from much lower ranked schools, with much more lax requirements and cutoffs than the one i attend, probably just because they saw me at a bad time, or i didn’t seem excited about their school, or i just personally didn’t mesh with the student body they were trying to create. please do not let college acceptances and rejections reflect on your worth. 

you worked hard to get where you are, i’m proud of you for even trying, and everything will work out somehow in the end. this is not the rest of your life, it’s simply a few steps in one of the many possible paths you can take towards a happy, fulfilling future!

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frevin

very ridiculous that i am expected to graduate college and then do something else after that

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Anonymous asked:

hey can i request fic and sequel? your writing is amazing!! sorry if i disturb you!!

you can request something if you want. but i haven’t been that into writing fic lately and i’m generally really busy with coursework & my job, but! if you request something and i feel inspired there’s a chance i’ll get around to actually writing! 

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VALENTINE'S DAY | ASK SPECIAL

1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
7: Have you ever cheated?
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
23: How many relationships have you had?
24: Do you think love can last forever?
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
29: What do you notice first about another person?
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
33: Do you want to get married one day?
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
36: Are you still a virgin?
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
38: Do you enjoy love films?
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
48: What's your favorite love song?
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?
52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
62: How do you define "cheating"?
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?
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jacksnwangs

apricity

this was written off a prompt i got from an anon months ago, but i’m not posting with the prompt to avoid a spoiler. sorry it’s been so long since i’ve written a fic - i got super busy with adulthood, unfortunately. hopefully it won’t be long until my next!

word count: 6300 rating: t pairing: yoonmin warnings: lapslock, only vaguely edited apricity - the warmth of the sun in winter

jimin first sees him in freshman year. he’s dragged to a university basketball game in the fifth week of classes by his roommate who has a crush on half the cheerleaders and at least two of the players. jimin sees him on the sidelines, next to the bench. he’s wearing a uniform, jersey baggy on his slim frame, eyes darting rapidly from hoop to hoop as he follows the game with impressive focus. jimin’s attention remains on the sidelines. someone scores, and the crowd roars in a mix of disappointment and pride. the ref blows his whistle and there’s a wave of argument. the game continues but jimin watches the unknown player exclusively. players switch out. they tap him on the shoulders, accept half-hearted high fives and inaudible compliments. one ruffles his hair, which annoys the boy greatly. more players change places. he doesn’t play for a single second.

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and maybe we knew it all along

this one won’t make as much sense if you haven’t read it!

rating: pg-13 pairing: yoongi/everyone, ot7, mostly yoonmin word count: 2950 warnings: discussion of homelessness and hunger

five times yoongi and jimin were probably dating and one time they definitely were

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Jin doesn’t like to keep score. He never calculates. Give and take is not an equal exchange.  

Taehyung turns pity into scraps and presents them as if they’re gold and Hoseok works every few nights heaving boxes between trailers in a loading dock and stashes a crisp large bill into Jin’s pocket when no one is looking and Namjoon talks pretty to anyone who comes sniffing around until they leave his family alone. Jimin is gentle and bright and gives them hope even when he can’t provide anything else. Yoongi has the bark and the bite and gives his body, all that he has, to keep them safe. Jungkook has nothing to offer but a cocky façade and a sheepish smile.  

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remember when i said i was done writing? i lied

yooooo im too lazy to make the whole actual post rn and i’ll probably cross post it tomorrow but i just posted a new fic. it’s a third part to the lost boys club which is a series i wrote for my good friend milsy about homeless kids ot7 and if you wanna read it before i post it here when im less tired and more sober y’all can find it here. it’s a 5+1 about everyone slowly realizing yoonmin is in love. 

(((i’ve also been working on a rewrite of the fake bfs au and it’s like, a third of the way done? at the point? and i have another week and a half of not doing anything so hopefully that’ll get finished and posted too! keep an eye out if you’re a fan of the series. it’s not actually better written but i think the plot of the rewrite is much more interesting!!)))

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Anonymous asked:

Read ‘when you’re in love, all the lines get blurred’ for the first time yesterday and i loved it so much ?!!! Happy birthday !!

thank you!!! im happy you enjoyed it

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Anonymous asked:

Happy birthday lovely. Have a wonderful day. (Good luck too!) 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

thank you so much!!

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