𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 || A. Donaldson & P. Zweig x reader
Pairing: Art Donaldson x black!reader, Patrick Zweig x black!reader
Summary: Standing in Tashi Duncan's shadow was not anything a weak minded soul could handle--when the "Pouty Princess" encounters Art and Patrick at her cousin's party, a sudden rush of attention and admiration begins to poison her heart and mind that spans for years beyond her imagination--did you escape Tashi's shadow or had you become an even more calculated adversary?
Warnings: CHALLENGERS SPOILERS, sexual situations, angst, language, minors DNI, edited during sleep deprivation
Word Count: 5.2K
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CHAPTER TWO “BEGINNING OF OUR END”
BILLIE JEAN KING NATIONAL TENNIS CENTER - 2006
“What do you need?”
You couldn’t stand the silence, the only thing occupying any ounce of noise was the sound of Tashi’s shoelaces slapping together nervously. She always put on a tough front, confident enough in her abilities and talent to destroy her opponent. She could uphold that exterior in front of everyone but you…and most times she didn’t want to.
Out of everyone in your family, everyone who expected something from her, you were the only one who just wanted Tashi as a friend.
The locker room was empty. A bit steamy from when the players of the previous match either showered away their defeat or soaked in their victory. Your phone buzzing incessantly with texts from your Uncle, the man wondering how his prized possession was doing ahead of her match.
“Huh?” Tashi asked, tuning back into reality with her thumbnail positioned between her teeth. She snatched her finger from her lips and rested it on her thigh. Slipping back into her powerhouse persona. “I’m fine.”
“You’re doing that shaky thing with your leg.” You pointed out, raising a brow at her blatant lie. You didn’t push her further, just switched the subject. “Look, your bag is all packed and your water is full.”
She remained silent, visibly in her head to the point where you couldn’t break through. You tucked your Motorola Razr in your pocket, stepping carefully over to her bench. “You’re going to kill it out there.” Sitting next to her, you placed your hand on her right knee. “You always do.”
She tucked her long curly hair behind her ears, nodding in assurance. “Can you do my braid? I think they’re going to call me soon.”
Digging into your tote bag, you pulled out her styling gel, hairspray, and her wood-handled bristle brush you always traveled with. Smiling, you held up the products in front of her. “High or low pony?”
“You pick.” Tashi broke into a toothy grin, allowing the stress to melt off of her in the comfort of your presence.
**
“And now entering the court, the girl’s singles world number one and winner of the Junior Australian Open … Tashi Duncan!”
Art Donaldson and Patrick Zweig sat in their seats, cheeks flushed, coming down from the high of their win to watch another victory for the women’s division. The hottest girl in tennis made her way to the court in the sleekest of Adidas gear and her hair braided longly down her back. The epitome of beauty and goddess of Tennis that Patrick so kindly described her as, was everything Art imagined and more.
“Fuck.” Art said, slouching in his seat absentmindedly. His eyes zeroed in on her on the court, watching her take out her rackets, studying how her body moved before the game even began.
Tashi held her gaze on her bag too long, catching even more of Patrick’s attention. She called over her shoulder in the direction of the sidelines. The starstruck boys couldn’t hear what she was saying, only flickering their eyes as another girl ran across the court holding a fresh red and white racket. Boys being boys, they noticed the way her ass jiggled in the short white tennis skirt she wore. It was paired with a red and white “DUNCANATOR” crewneck and New Balance sneakers, what appeared to be a uniform of sorts.
For a split moment, Art thought about what she looked like underneath the baggy clothes—if the rumor was true that girls who dressed like that had banging bodies hidden under the wave of fabric. You turned to face the crowd, hand hovering over your eyes to block out the blinding mid-afternoon sun.
“Who is that?” The blonde asked, tapping Patrick without looking away. You grinned briefly, waving to Tashi before skirting off, taking your place back on the sidelines and in the shadows of the court.
“Her?” Patrick points. “I think she’s Tashi’s sister, Y/N. She’s always just kinda … there at her matches, holding her bags. Nobody really knows anything about her.”
Art licks his lips, adjusting himself in his seat. “She play?”
“If she did, we would have seen her by now.” The brunette stated, briefly tearing his gaze away from Tashi to look at his friend. “You’re into her?”
The boy shook his head, trying to comb through his overwhelming thoughts. “Never said that.”
“You didn’t have to, Big Boy.” Patrick nodded toward the bulge slowly growing in Art’s cargo’s. “He said it all for ya.”
Embarrassed, he placed his crystal trophy over his crotch and held it in position firmly. “For fucks sake, come on, Patrick.”
“I’m just saying.” The boy laughed, patting his friend on the back. “Why have a hard-on for Y/N when Tashi freaking Duncan is right there? Don’t you think you deserve better than second best?”
Art squinted, gears turning in his mind. “You sound like a real dick right now, you know?” He asked, suppressing a grin. “Just because she doesn’t play Tennis doesn’t mean she’s just like .. unimportant.”
His final sentence was punctuated with the opening serve administered by Tashi. Her grunts, footwork, and the way she swung her racket with such ferocity had diminished any thoughts on her assumed sister. Tashi and her Russian opponent had rallied the ball back and forth for what felt like minutes, condensed down into mere seconds of gameplay. The slender girl smacked her racket, the poor ball flying over the net and bouncing on the corner of the court. Her opponent couldn’t keep up, diving for the ball that ran away from her grasp and gained Tashi the first point of the match.
The crowd roared, people jumping up out of their seats simply upon the opening point.
Patrick looked around, nudging Art who was too transfixed on the electricity of the court. “You see who the people are cheering for—you tell me what’s of importance here.”
STANFORD UNIVERSITY - FOURTEEN YEARS AGO
“Why would you do that?” Art asked quietly, sitting beside Tashi in the infirmary, heart pounding at the way this all escalated.
Her own thoughts were muddled and incoherent. She didn’t mean to say those things, but damn, maybe it was what you finally needed to get the hint that your mere presence was too loud. She turned to him slowly, trying to understand how this was now all turned on her. “You mean why did I tell her the truth? Tell her what you said?”
“I never said that.” He said sternly. “I told you that I could tell she was becoming attached to me, I didn’t feel the same, and I came to you for help because you know her best. I didn’t tell you that to throw in her face. You were the one begging me not to hurt her.”
Tashi crossed her arms, licking her lips. “Well, I took matters into my own hands. Now you don’t have to deal with Y/N and can fuck whoever you want.”
“She’s your family, Tashi—“
“Therefore I know what’s best.” She snapped. “She’s a strong girl, she’ll be fine when she calms down.”
Art was in shock. “She’s crying.”
He knew Tashi had a sense of brashness about her, that’s what he liked about having her as a friend, but to see zero compassion for her own blood was concerning. And he was worried as to why that didn’t bother him as much as it should have.
“I didn’t see you running after her.” Tashi shrugged. “I’m more focused on what’s happening with my knee and my career. As far as I’m concerned, she and Patrick can go be wherever the fuck they want as long as it’s not here in my space.”
The blonde flickered his eyes in her direction. “And you want me in your space?”
“Yes.” She said softly. “So will you stay?”
Across campus, huddled in the warmth of your dorm as the mid-afternoon turned to evening, Patrick Zweig sat across from you on your bed. He spent a better portion of the day teaching you how to smoke--which then turned into making you laugh. It was a mutually beneficial pairing in the moment and he brought you comfort in a dark time.
Two lost people, thrown away as if they didn’t matter, and thrust into each other’s paths.
The cigarettes had been long gone but the smell still lingered on your clothes. A half-eaten pizza box was stationed on top of the mini fridge, housing the beers Patrick bought to take the edge off.
“Remember when we first met?” Patrick asked, the music playing softly from your iPod dock filling the silence. “You were so mean.” He chuckled at the memory.
“It was your fault…” You chugged your beer. Sitting the green bottle on the floor and return your focus to him. “Well, you and Art…yeah.” You laughed lightly, eyes drooping at the thought of him. “I’m sorry. I can’t just forget about all of this. If anything I blame myself for being so stupid.”
“You’re not stupid, come on.” He protested. Inching closer to you on your twin bed. “You’re like the smartest person I know.”
You shrugged, staring blankly as that lonely feeling settled back in. Patrick was an amazing distraction but that was all he would ever be…a distraction from your truth. Come Sunday he’d be back on tour, Monday you’d be back in class, and the cycle would remain the same for the rest of your collegiate years.
“I’m not boy smart. That’s what matters.”
He frowned. “You’re going to let someone like Art dictate the entirety of who you are?”
“You all let Tennis define you.” You countered. “What’s the difference with me?”
Patrick took a deep breath. Racking his brain for the right thing to say since he was never good at it. “Because you’re better than me, than all of us. I’d hate to see Art drag you down like this.” He shared honestly, his own personal frustrations with his best friend taking control of the conversation.
“I love him, Patrick.” You nodded, sniffling the sadness away. “I made the mistake of falling in love with someone who will never hold space in their life for me—and I never saw the signs. That is why I feel stupid.”
“Hey. Hey, don’t cry.” He tucked your hair behind your ear, firm hand resting on the side of your face. He didn’t know what was taking over him, maybe it was the beers or maybe it was Art’s betrayal. Whatever this was made him feel out of body as his skin met yours. “You’re too beautiful to cry…and I’m sorry he made you feel less than that.” His thumb wiped a stray tear. “I’d never do that to you.”
You wanted to pull away, to tell him this was wrong or convince yourself that you didn’t feel that way about Patrick Zweig. He was the closest thing to Art in that moment and you were the next best woman to Tashi. You both filled a void that the other ached for.
“When you return to tour don’t think about me and I won’t think about you.” You said. Even in your need for human connection you made the effort to now shield your heart. “It’s a one-time thing.”
“One-time thing.” He nodded.
You cupped his chin, pulling him closer as his hands now found their way to your hips. The softness of his lips pulled you back down to Earth. You didn’t need Patrick to tell you that you’re beautiful or smart, these were things you already knew. It just felt good to have someone validate the quality aspects of who you are. You were mere seconds from giving up all confidence and self-actualization because a man didn’t like you anymore and hurt your feelings.
Art Donaldson was the reason you lost yourself. Too wrapped up in him and Tennis like you’d been with Tashi for years.
Now, Patrick was the key to reclaiming your sensuality, and God, did he feel so fucking good from what you remembered.
ADIDAS LONG ISLAND PARTY - 2006
“Holy shit, Tash!” You bounced up and down in your wedges, whispering in an effort for the adults not to hear you curse. Running up to your cousin as she held her trophy. “It’s so big! Where the hell are you gonna put that?”
You two stood between the newly unveiled posters of her Adidas campaign. The night air was crisp, kissed with a tolerable warmth that made wearing this outfit bearable. Tashi made an effort to pack one of her old knee-length dresses from last year, knowing that her Aunt and Uncle couldn’t exactly purchase a new one for you. You were anxious about wearing all white at a party such as this, but, as Tashi zipped you up she assured you that you were beautiful and that everything would be fine.
The taller girl laughed, holding it up higher in the air. “Hmm, probably with all the other ones.” She smirked. “Come here, let’s get a picture. You wanna hold it?”
“Wait, really?” You beamed, trying not to squeal in excitement. You felt the cool glass placed in your palm, Tashi on the other end of the trophy, the both of you holding it happily as the flash from the camera nearly blinded you.
“Fire and Ice are staring again.” You laughed through the photo, still white-knuckling the glass trophy. “They’re cute but if it gets creepy, I’m calling your Dad.”
Tashi grinned, peering over you and in their direction. “Maybe we can have some fun with them?”
“We?” You scoffed. “They don’t care about me, they’re here for you just like everyone else.”
She narrowed her eyes. “Hey, don’t say that. Why is it so hard to believe they might be into you too?”
You turned to face their direction, the boys too distracted in their own conversation to notice you. “Because nobody ever has been before.”
The sensation of her trophy is the closest you’d ever feel to being a winner, you knew that. The best bet in life was that she kept you around as part of her fan club in some way or another and you’d ride those coattails until you couldn’t anymore. There weren’t many opportunities for someone like you, someone who stuck to the sidelines while the big dogs played the game. But holding that trophy, being encapsulated in the memories, it was the first time you finally understood the thrill Tashi got from winning.
And as time progressed you were unsure if you’d be able to let that feeling slip from your fingers.
“You know,” Patrick took a swig of his Coke, looking over at the giggly Duncan girls as they placed the trophy back onto its display podium. “Her sister’s kinda hot up close.”
Art stood nearby, finding it hard to focus on anything other than Tashi. “Weren’t you the one who just said she’s unimportant?” He was met with silence, filling the time by swallowing a bit of his Sprite.
“Maybe her lack of being an athlete isn’t too bad for her.” Patrick shrugged. “I mean she’s curvy, fills out that dress at the top too—“
“Okay.” The blonde protested, shaking his head in annoyance. “We’re getting into objectifying territory over here.”
He felt a harsh smack on his shoulder, Patrick’s fingers flexing around his bone and pulling him closer. “We’re guys … the hell else are we supposed to do? Make friendship bracelets?” He looked past his friend, radar locked on his purpose of even coming here tonight. “Come on—“
Patrick swung himself and Art around to face the dancefloor. His arm haphazardly jammed into someone heading the opposite direction toward the gardens. You stumbled back at the impact, the sudden cold feeling flooding your chest and dribbling down your body.
You saw the horror of dirty brown splotches covering Tashi’s white dress that surely cost $200. The annoying chirping of the boys apologizing could be heard through the ringing in your ears.
The one night you actually felt good and here it was, ruined.
“What the hell?” You asked quietly.
Patrick placed his now empty bottle down on the nearby table. “Shit, I’m so sorry.” He looked around anxiously for napkins or a cloth to give you. “Can I—“
“You’ve done enough, Patrick.” You hissed, eyes staring him down as tears threatened to poke through. “Maybe if you paid attention to something other than Tashi, you could have watched where you were going. Goodnight.”
Art’s eyes widened, looking between you and his best friend having a staring match. This was the first time he had ever seen Patrick go quiet. Was it out of embarrassment? Out of fear? He wasn’t sure. The only thing that was apparent to him was that you were seconds from bursting into tears. Before he could offer any remorse, you’d left them and darted for the restrooms. He turned to his friend, in shock as to how badly they just fucked up.
“Woah.” Patrick grinned slightly. “She knows who I am.”
The boy hit his friend roughly in the arm. “Dude, she’s about to go cry and you messed up her dress.”
“It was obviously an accident.” He protested, rolling his eyes. They watched you stomp across the grass a sticky mess, only turning back to look at them once and that was all Patrick needed to come up with a plan. “Go comfort her.” He nudged Art, the blonde beginning to tell him how terrible of an idea that was. “I messed up, okay, big time. You’re the only one who can get back in her good graces. You think Tashi will give either one of us the time of day after I just drowned Y/N in Coke? Hell no.”
He pondered the idea briefly, hating to admit that Patrick did have a point. “What if she thinks I’m trying to get with her?” He questioned. “I don’t want to hurt her feelings if things go somewhere with Tashi.”
“Let’s crawl before we walk, alright, she might not even be into you.” Patrick laughed. “Look at it this way, you spark up a friendship with Y/N and you’re in there with Tashi. Better advantage than I have right now.”
Art found you pushing through the crowd, completely changing your course of direction and barreling up the stone steps to the mansion. You could hear someone calling your name, making you turn around. Upon seeing his hair, you rolled your eyes, turning away and walking as fast as you can.
You were tired, sad, and anxious because you couldn’t remember if there was an extra set of clothes in the shared spot where you and Tashi left your belongings. Everything else was at the hotel and there was no way Tashi’s parents would leave her big day to appease you.
“Oh my God.” You puffed, turning to face the tall boy. “If he sent you to apologize for him, I don’t want to hear it.”
Art shook his head. “He didn’t.”
“Then why are you here?” You crossed your arms, impatiently waiting to hear what he had to say.
He extended his elbow in your direction, a charming smile to match the gesture. “To escort you to wherever it is you want to go.”
“You came from the lawn to .. escort me?” You asked incredulously. Looking from his arm and back to him, his grin never left, eyes screaming for you to trust him. “Either that’s the worst lie you’ve ever told or you have a savior complex for damsels in distress.”
He laughed. “Can’t I simply just be a gentleman? My idiot friend spilled his drink on you and I was present. The least I can do is make sure you get to wherever it is you’re going safely.” No matter how hard you tried not to, Art forced a grin out of you in the blink of an eye. “There you go, Pouty Princess. There’s that smile.”
“Nicknames now?” You teased. “Quite friendly aren’t we?”
“I’ve been standing here like an idiot with my arm out for a minute. Please accept it and save me the embarrassment.” Art pleaded.
Against your better judgment, you hooked your arm into his. Still feeling a bit silly about the large stain covering your dress, you tried pushing the thought to the back of your mind in his presence. “Let’s go meet Tashi by the beach.”
THE HOTEL - LATER THAT NIGHT
“I just want to go to sleep.” You whined, being dragged to the door against your will. “They’re teenage boys it’s probably messy in there and smells like cheese.”
Tashi laughed, seeing you squirm like this was adorable. The innocence you possessed was something she had been long trying to shake from you. You were seventeen and needed to live a little … and that’s exactly what she intended this hotel room visit to do for you.
“Come on, it’ll be fun.” She whispered. “You saw them at the beach, they’ll do whatever we ask them to.”
You rolled your eyes. “That’s because of you—“
“Shhh!” She laid her index finger over your lips, shutting down your self-deprecation immediately before it could enter the atmosphere. “Here’s the plan. We walk in there, heads held high, confidence soaring through the fucking roof. If anything goes badly, we never have to see them again.” Tashi shrugged as if it was the most obvious ideology in the world.
“You, me, and Art are all going to school together.” You reminded her, still being met with indifference.
She walked up to their door, knocking on it a few times. “Stanford campus is huge, okay, what are the odds?”
You watched as she held her ear to the door, listening to the silence with a cheerful smirk. Tashi reached for your hand, pulling you closer to join her toying with them. Rapping her knuckles against the wood once more, the scrambling of two boys could be heard on the other side and in turn made you giggle.
Tashi was right, boys really would do anything for female attention.
You were apprehensive about sitting on the floor of their room. It looked dingy and did indeed smell—not of cheese—but of sweaty socks. You didn’t want to seem stuck up so you sat on the back of your legs beside Tashi, positioned in front of Patrick. His green and white striped button-down was open, revealing his toned physique, and making your heart rate quicken.
There were a couple of times when you caught yourself staring at his body, he was too distracted engaging in conversation with Tashi to notice thankfully.
It was when the story came about of how Art masturbated for the first time that you began to tune into the conversation. The beer can was being passed around while the story unfolded. Art’s fair skin now turning red in the face of embarrassment, all of you giggling at the idea that he was laying there in his own cum.
“That’s a very sweet story.” Tashi smiled, taking a sip of the beer.
The blonde disagreed. “It’s horrific.”
“It could be a lot worse, I think.” You chimed in, trying to make him feel better.
“Yeah, you could be like Y/N…” You heard Tashi start, making you whip your head to the right and silently beg her not to finish whatever she was about to say.
“Let’s not.” You tried laughing it off, taking the last swig of beer.
Your cousin pouted, nudging you gently. “It’s cute, Y/N, come on.”
“I mean, we shared a story, now you have to tell one.” Patrick teased, raising his brows at you.
Art leaned back, balancing on his arms. “The curiosity is out there, now we have to know.”
“Y/N hasn’t had her first kiss yet...” Tashi said, the power move covered in the softness of her delivery.
Your gaze immediately fell to the floor. Mood was completely depleted that she would tell two strangers one of the biggest things you were insecure about. Why would she do that?
“What?” Art laughed, hard, glancing between the two Duncan girls. “You’re fucking with us.”
“There’s no way. You’re seventeen.” Patrick shook his head, chuckling a bit under his breath.
They believed it was a prank, a joke that you two had planned to fuck with them. When neither of them saw a crack of a smile from you, only from Tashi, they were quickly able to put together that this was true.
You lifted the beer can, wiggling it in front of you before placing it back on the carpet. “Well, we’re out of beer.” You stated dryly, desperately trying to end the night. “This was fun—“
“How often does this happen?” Tashi ignored you, pointing between the boys. She told them your story in an effort to drum up more interest, knowing that guys liked being someone’s first. She wasn’t going to let her hard work go to waste because you were a little uncomfortable. “Going after cousins?”
“Not as often as you think.” Patrick said, his eyes wandering from you and over to your cousin.
You stood on your feet in annoyance, Tashi shortly following suit with a plan. She sat on their beds, perfectly in the middle as Patrick stared at you hesitantly. He noticed how you looked like you’d rather be anywhere but in this room. How uncomfortable this whole exchange made you feel.
He questioned how had you not been kissed yet? Even if it was something in passing or at a party, you surely had to have had something to begin your journey on human connections. You were too … pretty to have been left alone.
Slowly he turned his gaze to the other Duncan girl positioned on his bed. Tashi nudged her head, telling the boys to join her.
“Which one of us—” Art began, cut off by the sound of Patrick flying to her side.
You examined them, all of them, the overwhelming sense of control she had over Patrick and Art as they came undone in her grasp. Too wrapped up in each other to notice you watching them. It was like a car crash, you wanted to look away but something about their energies and tongues mingling within each other pulled you back in.
Tashi had power. Tashi was power.
You craved to be like her. To have who she had.
She held the boys faces together, leaning back on the bed while Art and Patrick explored each other’s mouths. They were beautiful. Equals in this moment in time and you wanted to experience them together. Biting your lip, your heart rate quickened at the sight. Legs clenched together as the smacking of their kisses sent you into hyper drive. Subconsciously, your hand hovered over the crotch of your black short shorts.
Tashi shook her head at you, smirking seeing her cousin so hot and bothered by something finally. “Okay.” She said, the boys halting their passion and turning to her. She peered over them, raising a brow at you. “Pick one.”
“Pick….?” You asked, chest rising and falling in lust. Her brown eyes flickered between the out of breath Art and Patrick. “I can’t do that. This is … I’m going to bed.”
You slipped on your flip flops, confused and lost with the aching in your core. You’d have to reach an intimate resolution on your own.
“Wait, Y/N.” Patrick spoke up, his hand wrapped around your wrist. “Let me do this with you. I owe you for ruining your dress.”
You were stunned. His other hand grazing around the small of your waist while he pulled you close. Patrick Zweig was all you could see, all you were focused on was being face to face with the gleam of his chest.
With those innocent doe eyes, you looked up at him through your lashes. His thumb and forefinger found themselves on your chin, tipping your face upwards before leaning in to kiss you.
He was gentlemanly. Slow for your first time, Patrick did most of the work—figuring you were either too nervous or too inexperienced to know how to move. He tucked stray hairs behind your ear, giving his hand access to cup your cheek. You felt bad, just standing there and not doing much.
Your manicured hands found themselves against his chest. You could have power, you were a young woman in a compromising position with a guy. Tashi told you to have confidence and just like everything else in life, you decided to fake it till you made it.
You kissed him back, ferociously, trailing his body just as he was doing to yours. His hands hooked underneath your ass, hoisting you up and lifting you in the air. Patrick took you to his bed, laying you down gently. The sound of your lips smacking drowning out Art and Tashi on the other end. You suddenly felt very hot in your velour jacket, grabbing the zipper and pulling it down slightly to reveal your black bra.
You could feel him smirk, the idea of being your first getting to his head. You realized this was a match to him. He wasn't really sorry for spilling his drink on you. You had something he wanted, that was the only reason he was interested in someone like you.
That was fine. If Patrick Zweig wanted a round with you, you'd finally get to play with the big dogs.
Detatching your lips from his, you grinned. "Switch."
"You want me on the bottom?" He asked.
"I want Art." You blinked, smirking at the slight disappointment in his eyes. "Why so sad? You wanted her, didn't you?" Turning to face your cousin, she raising a brow at your sudden boldness. "Come here." You instructed, instant gratification filling your body when the boys swapped positions.
Art was softer in his approach. Rough hands holding your wrists against the bed while his lips trailed your body. Neck, cheeks, and finally your lips were intertwined with his. “Quite friendly, aren’t we?” He teased, coming up for air before worshipping your body.
Tongues fighting over dominance, your body felt like it was on fire. Your back arched naturally, pressing yourself against his growing buldge and feening for more. Every whimper Art released against your lips, sent your core into hyperdrive. The slick of your arousal threatening to soak through your shorts.
Just when you thought you were getting the hang of feeling sexy, you heard him hiss slightly. You stopped, pushing him off of you in confusion. “Did I just … did I just bite you?” You whispered in terror.
“No.” Art said quickly, hovering over you with swollen lips.
“You’re lying.” You scoffed at yourself. “Oh my God. I never should have came here. I’m an idiot.”
The blonde shook his head, trying to calm you down. “It’s your first time, you didn’t know.”
“This never should have happened.”
You didn’t bother to say goodnight or goodbye to anyone. All they heard was the sound of your flip flops as you left the room, holding yourself and crying for being an absolute loser compared to Tashi and compared to the boys. Praying for one day this feeling to pass and you’d get a fucking grip on reality.
NEW ROCHELLE - ATP CHALLENGERS
“The fuck is he doing?”
You whispered, seeing Patrick’s serve hit the net and awarding Art the point. He locked eyes with you, that disappointed puppy look looming before his gaze broke away. “Come on!” You screamed from the crowd, hands thrown up in frustration during the break.
Tashi refused to look at her husband, her laser focus instead on your boyfriend. You stared between them, the exchange reminding you of an incident eight years ago that brought about more mental turmoil than Tashi or Patrick ever knew. Those feelings of dread, regret, fear, and love firing off on all mental cylinders.
"You just couldn't let me have him ... have this one thing." You leaned closer to her, propping your sunglasses on top of your head. “He was with you last night.” You realized, biting your lip in discontent. Tashi didn’t deny it, her eyes cut to you and told you everything you’d suspected was true. “One fucking argument and Patrick’s back to you.”
“We’ve been swapping them for years.” Your cousin shrugged. “Nothing new.”
“The difference is that now you’re married and a mother.” You retort.
Tashi chuckled dryly. Crossing her arms over her chest in annoyance. "You're funding a man's life and managing his career because he wants to play pretend that he's poor. A forever girlfriend with nothing to show for it." She snarled, snapping back into that mentality of being on Stanford's campus when she broke your heart. She couldn't believe what she was hearing, that you were acting innocent when any pure qualities of yours died years ago. “None of that sudden morality stopped you in Atlanta.”
“You fucked my boyfriend while your husband and daughter were asleep.” You grinned madly. The craving for a cigarette break hitting you full force right now. You got up, clutching your purse tightly beside you. Getting ready to leave, you hesitated, leaning down to whisper in her ear. “What Art and I did in Atlanta, you only brought it upon yourself—remember that.”
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