starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

oh! i forgot to do this. okay starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world and i actually seriously genuinely properly truly mean it this time

not people thinking they can escape heartache. avoiding it at all cost is itself a form of it

time is moving so fast and being alive on this earth is so scary and im not even in love. whatever. *watches another movie*

when i'm trying not to say watch more movies but their top 4 looks something like this

Sometimes I Think About Dying (2023)

i love being a hater of media that i’ve never seen or listened to. no i will not give it a chance. it’s called listening to my heart

The Company of Wolves (1984) dir. Neil Jordan

Gregory Peck as John Ballantyne SPELLBOUND — 1945

hellbender (2021) directed by john adams, zelda adams & toby poser

HOLY SHIT LORDI ON VOGUE SCANDINAVIA

LITERALLY SLAYED THE BOOTS HOUSE DOWN

Oppenheimer 2023 | Christopher Nolan

the patron saint of worms that died on concrete

I’m going to have a fucking breakdown

GOD'S OWN COUNTRY 2017 | dir. Francis Lee

Surely this cup of coffee will bring all my loved ones near me and also bring back my youthful curiosity for the world and what i can do in my brief time in

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