looking 4 friends
hello tumblr!
i haven’t really been on here since maybe my sophomore year of high school... which was about three years ago but it feels like a lifetime. the past couple years i’ve really lost touch with who i am and people in general. for a while, i just let myself believe that everyone was going to hurt you in the end so why bother, but that perspective has made this life really lonely and sad. it’s turned me into a person that i don’t want to be with hardly anyone who truly knows me. i came to notice that the only thing i’ve had in common with people since i was like 17 was that we smoked and it’s not the best basis of a friendship.
with the pandemic and being out of school, i’ve found it impossible to find anyone my age that is like me. that is interested in the same things, that sees the world in a similar way. making friends is hard. finding your people is even harder. i’ve tried going across the country, little coffee shops around town, hell even bff mode on bumble. so this is my next resort and hopefully i’m successful. i’m going to list a few things about me and a few interests and if you’d like to be friends, please shoot me a message so we can exchange snapchats or something and make it happen!
and p.s. if you’re one of my two irl friends on here... surprise :)
im 19, an infp, raised in vegas. i used to make films and have always loved storytelling but i got caught up in working when i was sixteen (still working on getting back to that). regardless, i like making my life feel like a movie. i love making day trips to the beaches in california, i’ve felt like it is the place where i belong in the world since i was 13 and i hope to go out there and get a place one day. long drives down pch at sunset is the happiest that i’ll be. i love going on long drives with the windows down and music loud in general, but i dont know shit about cars. i love traveling and seeing the world when i can, i just recently went to new york. i love mac miller more than most people, he changed my life and saved it more times than i can count. frank ocean is also the shit, i like a lot of music like that but also some alt hip hop like smino and all of them or indie like wallows. i love getting tattoos, i want to fill my body up with ink and art as the years pass. i love coffee and making drinks, i was a barista for a while, best job i ever had. i’ve recently found myself reflecting on my life and putting the pieces together to realize that i am trans. taking a trip if you catch my drift really helped me accept that. i’m still scared to come out to anyone other than my girlfriend.
i don’t know if this is gonna work. but if you found this message through one of the tags, hit me up :)
bryce.