( baarishi. )
and, in that moment her heart forgot how to beat. before further explanation could be given for his dismissal of her invitation, her antics spring to life. `g-gray-sama doesn’t want to go with juvia ?! `could another girl swooped in and serenaded her beloved ? could he not want to be seen with her ? ` did juvia do something to upset you ? `// @iicemade
WITH A SHRILL ring, her voice stung at his chest, coinciding with a brief moment of regret. he was no stranger to the wild imaginings of her mind, and yet she always managed to fill his head with an endearing curiosity. ❛ EH? HEY wait, it’s nothin’ like that. i just... already agreed to take a job with natsu an’ lucy. but i’ll take a rain check... or you can come with us, if you wanna... ❜
GRAY LOVED JUVIA SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F I GH T MY A SS ON THI S I FUC K ING D A RE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( raijinrozu. )
Her smile falters, she’d hoped it would bring at least the hint of a smile to his face, seeing how far he’d come from the shattered bits it once was but she could see just how wrong she’d been. ❛ Gray —– ❜ She reaches for him, but her hand falls short, allowing the limb to hang by her side in defeat. Her head dips down to the floor, ❛ You really shouldn’t be so hard on yourself… I know you tried so hard. ❜
IN THAT INSTANT, his mind was taken over by vivid images of every way it had all gone wrong. the horror upon her face when threatened with death by he who was supposed to love her, the darkness of his own heart, the vicious glares of those that makoto surrounded herself with in his absence. progress or not, it still wasn’t nearly enough to be worthy of redemption.
❛ NOT HARD enough... are we lying to ourselves, mako? am i ever going to be able to make things right again? ❜
Gruvia ♥
literally attempts to throw textbooks larger than encyclopedias
ICE MAKE: SHIELD!!
calm down already jfc do i have to slap my hand to your forehead again
man what do i gotta do to get a little peace and acceptance over here...
( raijinrozu. )
❛ You don’t have to worry about it so much, Gray. It looks better already. ❜ She holds out the ice heart he had sculpted for her on her birthday. The crack is still visible at it’s center, but she smiles up at him nonetheless. ❛ See ? ❜ ( @iicemade )
A HEART BREAK that he couldn’t even bear to look at. a daily reminder as he walked into the kitchen every morning of the mistakes he’d made, and the damage he’s done. he averted his eyes, hidden in shadow from raven hair. it wasn’t her fault, but his own.
❛ HN... AND yet there it is... a slap in the face and a reminder. perfect. ❜
ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.
( warstorm. )
A sentiment she could agree with, the male-dominated fanchants at performances led by female starlets only provided her, even fresh from the trainee days, with enough sympathy for him. He has the experience to know how to deal, though, that fact cannot escape her. As devious as it sounded being a stray thought, using him to her advantage in this moment would be for the best. Luckily, judging by his gaze meeting her’s, the lack of stiffness in their conversation, it hopefully meant that there were to be no complications nor hesitation.
❛ How is it here? I mean, I remember years ago, reading about your own… scandal in the media. Being in a new company frightens me, honestly. ❜
HE WAS TAKEN back to a time that had certainly left its brand on him. a stalker of sorts had unearthed his true lineage, left it for the masses of netizens and competitors that wanted nothing more than dirt to bring the entity of “gray” down. he, of course, had set everything straight on his own, as his manager at the time didn’t want anything to do with it. yet it was at that time when “sungjae” learned where his true allegiances fell, and how far he could go to stand up for himself.
❛ EH, I got over that one a long time ago. look, i ain’t gonna sugar coat anything. that’s not going to help you at all. it’s pretty nerve-wracking, i admit that, but the power-hungry scouters LOOK for fear in newbies. gives them more room to manipulate. it’s really not so bad here, so long as you stand tall and stay true to yourself. ❜
Crawls into bed with him uvu
THE SHIFTING OF the mattress underneath him was enough to stir him from a light rest. he hadn’t meant to fall asleep, as he’d been gone for some time and promised makoto he’d share his adventures. a hand reached out behind him, trailing lightly against makoto’s waist as he moved to roll over. with the intention of finding her lips with his own, needless to say he was shocked to get penguin fluff instead.
‘ WHA-- !! BUBBLES!! what the hell... this is a bad time to be a nuisance... go curl up with nana or somethin’... ‘