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the escapism professional

@renamusing / renamusing.tumblr.com

rena. 30+. writer.
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

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aaah mack, thank you for sending me this!! im a bit embarrassed to answer because im not as prolific as i wish i was, and my confidence in my stories tends to diminish with time since im never satisfied and always think i could have done better (imposter syndrome my old friend), but here are what i consider my 5 favorites in no particular order:

how fools fall in love 126k | ginhiji — somehow this became a classic in the ginhiji fandom despite the time it took me to finish and my terribly irregular updates. i reread it recently and it made me cherish not only the characters but my fandom friends so much! always a sure read when in the mood for slowburn and angst.

ceremonials 29k | ginhiji — my post-canon ginhiji fic has some of the best character writing i've ever done imo. it's also a breather for me because i get to write ginchan and toshi being properly together, leaning on each other and healing.

when silver turned white 32k | ginhiji — one of my favorites because of its structure and plot. it's not too long but i managed to cram all my angsty headcanons and fit them into the plot of bfy movie. i also LOVED to write ginchan and toshi in other timelines/ages, which i plan to do again soon!

beware the desert 15k | skysolo — occasionally i go and reread this one and can't believe i wrote it because it hits every beat, it contains every single thing i love about skysolo and depicts so clearly the han solo i have in my head i could cry. honestly, im so glad i took the time (a year if i remember correctly) to write this down because it's made specifically for me and i don't think anyone else could have done it.

give heartache a name 25k | sterek — im so specific about stiles' characterization in fics that i had to write my own because after the movie came out this year the dormant sterek part of my brain came alive after a decade and i needed to put down my love for both these idiots. i think i've reread this story at least 50 times because i wanted it to be canon so much. i know i sound like a loser but i get so giddy about older stiles and derek. as the kids say nowadays, i am cringe but i am free.

im also nuts about my ginhiji zombie au which i fear i may never finish because im always thinking about expanding the plot instead of tying it all up and finish so i can start taking my og writing seriously. oh well.

tysm for tagging me <33

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SERIOUS POST: I have always been fascinated by this seductive aspect of Ryan!Rob. Well not seduction as such, but using another person’s attraction defensively. It feels ultra female - not feminine or camp - but like a very female power to wield. Unfortunately, it’s a skill a lot of women have had to develop and perfect. 

And Ryan does it so well. I said to Millie once, it’s kind of vampish. How he carries himself. There’s a reason Ryan’s Rob reminds me so much of Charity. 

Robert is supremely comfortable with being eyed up like a piece of meat, because he knows he can turn that dynamic on its head. He can make it useful to him. Sure its still demeaning, but he always walks away with most of the power. 

And what I love is that someone like RH who just seems so shy and incredibly awkward, is able to project that kind of slinky, femme fatale, fluttering eyelashes FRONT out into the world so convincingly. In addition to that, it’s something you don’t see very often with male characters. Not etched so thoroughly into the grain of who they are. And Ryan is so comfortable in that space, as Robert, being that person. 

It’s just something all his own that I really, really love about Nu-Rob (can I still call him that?).

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