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Keisha 🦈

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As the King himself once said “I have been crying for 25 YEARS?!?”
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A/N: I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS!

MATURE MATERIAL, 18+, SMUT INCLUDED

FOR @ghostofreggie​ WHO HAS DONE NOTHING BUT SUPPORT AND FEED INTO MY PHASE OF BUCK. YOU ARE AMAZING AND I COULDN’T IMAGINE WRITING THIS WITHOUT YOU. 

Missions far from home were never easy for any of you. But for Bucky they became harder and harder the more he felt for you. You had walked into his world at the right place, and at the time he needed someone the most. When he met you, all he saw was beautiful and all you saw in yourself was the nerd of an assistant for Tony Stark. He knew he could never hurt you, and in doing so he never told you what he was feeling.

The moment you laid eyes on Bucky; your world shifted. He was the only one who caught your undivided attention, whether you were focused on something in the lab or not. He could walk in the room and your whole world would be black except this light that surrounded him. That being said, you guys were far from being anything official. It was just a few one-night stands, and in-depth conversations here and there.

A new mission had come to a head, which included Sam, Sharon, and Bucky attempting to override some of Hydra’s files to unearth any new leads into where or what Hydra wanted. You on the other hand were stuck in the office, attempting to help Tony upgrade his Ironman suit with some new perks, I guess being his assistant is a perk in itself though. But your mind was everywhere but focused on Tony and what he needed. Buck was leaving on this mission tonight, and you had every intention of telling him how you felt before then but didn’t know how.

The doors opened to the lab, the eerie silence was filled with a familiar voice, “Hey we are getting ready to take off….”

The voice was hesitant, but you knew it belonged to Bucky. He was the only one who made your heart skip a beat or cause the eruption of butterflies in your stomach.

You took a deep breath before turning to him, a fake smile plastered on your cheeks, “Oh okay- be careful?”

He shot you his signature smirk before making his way over to your desk, you couldn’t help yourself from chewing on the inside of your cheek- one of your worse nervous ticks.

“I’ll be careful…. I’m always careful.” he said as he stood in front of you, hands stuffed deep into his pockets. You couldn’t help but give him a real smile as you stepped towards him, engulfing him in your arms. His beard tickled your cheeks as you hid you face in the crook of his neck, taking in his cologne that made you feel at home.

His grip loosened before he stepped back, placing a swift, soft kiss to your forehead. The gesture only causing a blush to erupt on your cheeks, and a soft smile to remain more than present.

He smiled down at your short stature before turning away from you, your smile slowly turned to a frown… you hated to see him walking away from you, like you were nothing to him.

But the question was…. Do you tell him how you feel? Or do you just let it go, and hope to god that the feelings stop growing…

“Buck?” You said, your eyes widening at your shaky voice. The concerned look he gave you was making your insides turn at what words were about to escape past your lips.

“Yes?” He questioned, as you didn’t say anything more. The words you wanted to say found themselves stuck in your throat, unable to tell this handsome man what you were truly feeling.

You took a deep breath, opening your mouth to spill your undying love for James Buchanan Barnes, when she came in…

There was Sharon, in all her glory. The most beautiful girl in the room, the one who always got any man she wanted, and the one who had all her sights set on Bucky.

“I’m sorry but we have to go” She said, a hint of annoyance in her voice as she watched you push up your oversized glasses, as your twirled you rings around your finger unconsciously. You were nothing to her, and the look on her face only confirmed that.

Bucky looked back at you, the nervousness was apparent on your face, “Go…” you murmured, not being able to spare him another look. You knew that you would never be enough for him, so why even try to fool yourself?

A smirk appeared on Sharon’s face as she turned hot on her heel, Bucky following behind but not before sparing you another look. He will never forget the look of heartbreak that crossed your features when Sharon came in to get him, to take him away from you.

The minute the door to the lab closed, the eerie silence overtook you once again. You turned towards your desk; a deep breath escaped you as your started throwing your work off your desk. Paper flying through the air, pens hitting the floor in a clatter. The noise was so overwhelming that you missed the sliding door opening again, the anger in the room could be cut with a knife.

“Sooooo are you going to clean up your mess?” Tony said from behind you, terror crossed your features as you turned to face him.

“I-I-I-iiii” You tried to find the words, to apologize, to try and make what you had just done better. But Tony cut you off, sending you a soft smile.

“I’m assuming… that uh you didn’t tell Bucky how you are feeling?” He said, taking a seat at the desk next to yours, trying to read your reaction to what he was saying.

“Me and Buck? No-no- “You started, only causing a bout of laughter to fall from Tony’s lips. Your eyes wide as you watched him fall apart in front of you, his laughter cutting through the anger you were radiating.

“Oh don’t even. We both know how you feel, and I know that he feels the same about you” He said, reaching out to grab your hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. His gesture bringing tears to your tired eyes, it was the first time that you felt that someone understood how you were feeling.

“How I’m feeling is alone. This man is doing things to me that I have never felt, and never thought I would get to feel. I was always the nerd in school, with no friends or anyone to love me. And now- now I have this man who I love, a man I have given my everything to, but I can’t even tell him the words. I can’t even tell him how much I want to spend the rest of my life dealing with his bipolar ass.” The words finally flowing out of you, finally confessing to someone how I felt about Bucky.

You wiped your cheeks, the tears continuing to dampen them. Tony just reached out, taking you into his arms. He knew how you were feeling, you knew that you wanted nothing more than to be loved and not worry about the future.

You couldn’t help the sob that escaped you as you clung to your boss, tears continuing to flow.

“How about you go home? I can text you when they get back…. I think you just need some time to think, you know?” Tony said, placing a soft kiss to the back of your head.

“Thanks Tony… and I’m sorry for the mess….” You said, pulling away from him and shooting him a soft smile.

Carefully you grabbed your things, heading out to your room. The sound of your shoes clicking on the floor, echoing in the silent hallway. The silence only following you once you step into your dark room.

A deep sigh escaped you as you laid back on your bed, your head swarming with scenarios about Buck and if you had told him how you were feeling. To explain the deep love, you felt for him.

Sitting back up, you began to strip yourself of your work clothes. The heavy denim of your jeans hit the floor with a thud, and your thin black tee fell right beside it. Ruffling through your drawers you came across a shirt that belonged to Bucky.

It was from a night, not long ago when he came over late at night for some comforting after a mission. A smile appeared across your cheeks as you shrugged the shirt over your tired body, it barely covered your black panties.

A tired smile appeared on your face once again as you made your way to your empty bed. The coldness of your sheets feeling good against your achy, tired body. Sleep quickly overtook your sense, and your dreams were filled with the what ifs of your life if Bucky was yours.

*BANG, BANG, BANG*

You were drawn from your vivid sleep by several hard knocks at your door. Quickly you rushed over, opening the door swiftly.

There was Bucky…

His lip was split open, a bruise was developing on his cheek but overall, he seemed none too harmed. The light from the hallway showing off his bruised and tattered body.

“I-uh-uh I… I just needed to see you.” he finally choked out, you stepped aside leaving room for him to slip by you in the darkness of your room.

“Okay?” You said, tiredness still clouding your senses.

“I-uh this…. This mission was just really hard, and I know you wanted to tell me something before I left and it was all that I could focus on” he said, you knew that he was embarrassed by what he was saying. He never felt like this before and it was clear by his stuttering.

The Winter Solider was standing in your room, at god only knows what time because he couldn’t stop thinking about something you wanted to tell him.

You ran your hand through your hair, eyeing his figure in the darkness. You stepped towards his, brushing his tattered hair out of his face, making his deep eyes more noticeable.

“You really want to know?” You said, the flirtatious tone flowing out of your mouth, you could see him take a deep breath before nodding at you.

“Well, I was going to tell you that-uh I’m uh in love with you” You stuttered, blush crawling up onto your cheeks. You were nervous about what he was going to say, you knew he never felt that way about anyone.

“You don’t have to say anything” You said quickly, seeing his face change as he processed your words.

You loved him.

Opening your mouth again, wanting to speak more about how you were feeling. The idea that you had ruined your chances with him forever, that he was going to walk away, and you would never see him again.

But your thoughts were hushed when he rushed forward swiftly taking your lips in his. You couldn’t help the shocked moan that fell past your lips as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling at his tangled hair.

He growled as you pulled hard at his hair, carefully he slipped his hands under your thighs before picking you up. Pulling your body close to his, your nipples only hardening against your shirt.

You pulled your lips away from his, carefully pressing small kisses to his neck causing a guttural moan to escape from his throat.

You felt your back fall onto your cold sheets, a moan falling from your lips as Bucky found your sweet spot on your neck that was ever so hidden. You could feel a bruise forming under your jaw from his excessive suckling.

Moans continued to fall from your lips as you reached down to pull at his shirt, pulling the torn material over his head, revealing more bruising and blood dried cuts. Your cold fingers ran across his chest as he watched you carefully.

You caught his eyes, smiling up at him. He was concentrating on your face, the way your face lit up when you saw him.

His thumbs brushed up against your hips, slowly lifting his shirt off your body. The cold air rushing to your hard nipples, sending a chill through your body, which only made Buck chuckle under his breath.

Your shirt went over your head, and almost immediately Bucky took your hard nipple in his mouth, sending a chorus of moans to fall from your lips.

“Buck” you moaned, gently taking his hair in your hand, and pulling slightly.

Rubbing your cunt against his crotch, only causing you to leak more wetness than you already were. Your motions caused a guttural moan to escape from Buck.

He pulled back from your nipples, taking in the moaning mess that you had become under him. He wrapped his fingers around your panties, before ripping them clean off your body.

You gasped at his action, before quickly sitting up and beginning to mess with his pants. You fumbled with the button and zipper before stripping off his pants. His cock was straining against the confines of his boxers, with a stain of precum beginning to appear.

Biting your lip, you lowered his boxers down his legs and letting them pool at him feet.

You took his length in your small hands, but he stopped you. His eyes met yours before he started to speak.

“This is all about you doll.” He spoke in a low tone before pushing you back onto the bed.

You felt his cock at your entrance, brushing against your clit which only sent chills of pleasure through your body.

The feeling of your being stretched as he entered you with his length sent a loud moan to escape from you. Causing your eyes to roll back as you grabbed onto him, bringing him closer.

He waited for a moment, giving you a moment to adjust to him.

You nodded at him, giving him the silent signal to move.

The pleasure began to overtake your senses, causing your eyes to roll back into your head. You could hear the wet sounds of your pussy as he pushed his cock deep inside of you, stretching your walls more and more.

Guttural moans feel past Bucky’s lips, which only sent your over the edge. Your orgasm quickly fell over you as he continued to hit your sensitive spot.

“Oh-uh-ooohhh Buck” You moaned, as your back arched from the overwhelming orgasm.

He threw his head back as your cunt pulsated around his cock, he was on the edge and he knew it.

His speed began to quicken as your cunt still was pulsating from your mind-blowing orgasm, your eyes continued to roll back into your head from the pleasure that was overtaking you.

Your cunt was leaking up a storm as he continued to fuck you hard, before he wrapped a hand around your throat. The action only making your eyes go wide, he never did that.

“Buck” You whimpered to him, as his grip tightened on your throat.

“You’re gonna take it all doll.” He moaned, his metal hand coming into contact with your clit. He quickly began rubbing circles, which drove you into a moaning mess as your cunt began to tighten around him again.

“Buck…. Buck…. I’m gonna-” You began before getting cut off by a moan.

“I’m right behind you” he moaned in your ear as you pulsated around him, scratching at his back with the overwhelming amount of pleasure.

He rutted his hips against yours as he spilled his hot seed into you, causing a small moan to pass your lips as your felt the heat in your core.

“In case you didn’t know- I love you too” He murmured against your ear, causing a huge smile to appear across your features.

In that moment, you knew… Bucky Barnes was yours and only yours….. He was your home.

EMMA YES MA’AM 👏

I love this 😭🥺

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Jealousy does not look good on you

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: None. Just angst with a tiny bit of fluff.

Rating: PG due to curse words

Okay this is my first attempt at writing a Bucky fic so please let this be okay.
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“Tony just had to throw a stupid party and invite all these stupid women”, you mumble as you walk up to Steve, Nat, Sam, and Pepper. You huff and plop down on the couch next to Pepper and cross your arms with a mad look on your face. Nat laughs and asks what’s wrong. You look at them and say “ Tony threw this party and invited all these women which I don’t understand because he is dating Pepper.” They look at you confused and not understanding what you mean. You scoff, “Barnes is over there flirting with at least three of them.” Steve, Nat, Sam, and Pepper all let out a collective Oh!. Sam looks at you and says “Oh honey is someone jealous?” You let out a loud HA. “Me? Jealous? Jealous of what?” They let it go seeing as you weren’t going to admit it.

Another hour or two of the party passes and you start ignoring Bucky and his stupid decision to flirt with anything that moves. You go up to the bar where Nat is making a drink. Nat sees you and makes you a strong margarita and says you look like you need this. “Thanks Nat. You know it hurts seeing him flirt with all these women especially after he told me he doesn’t want a relationship after I told him I had feelings for him. What the hell did I do to push him to that?” At this point Steve had walked up to you and Nat. He puts his arm around you and says “Sweetheart you didn’t do anything. Buck likes you I promise. He is just afraid of Winter coming out and hurting you.” You push Steve away and scoff. “I am so sick and tired of Bucky being afraid of The Winter Soldier hurting me. Winter is gone. Shuri made sure of it and I trust her. I’m calling it a night and going upstairs. Goodnight guys.” Steve tries to follow you but Nat holds him back. Little did you know Bucky saw and heard everything.

As you get off the elevator upstairs you sense another body. You don’t even have to turn around to know its Bucky. “Go back to the party Barnes,” you say as you continue to walk to your room. Bucky being Bucky continues to follow you. Finally you reach your room and try to close the door on him but alas his stupid metal arm stops the door. “James Buchanan Barnes leave me the hell alone now!” Bucky looks at you and smirks. “Oh come on doll you and I both know that I will never leave you alone.” You give in to him and just let him come in. As he walks in he says. “Hey so doll quick question. How stupid do you think I am?” With wide eyes and an open mouth you say “Excuse me?” Bucky laughs and says “Look you and I both know that I feel for you more than anything so this little temper tantrum isn’t going to get you anywhere.”

“Screw you Bucky. I am not throwing a temper tantrum. Okay maybe I am but you are out here flirting with these women after you said you didn’t want a relationship.” Bucky scratches the back of his neck and takes a few moments to think about what he wants to say. Minutes that seem like hours start to pass and you are getting fed up and anxious and start to walk away from him and go towards your bed. In one swift move his metal hand grabs your hand and pulls you into him while his flesh hand caresses your cheek and he says “Screw no relationship Doll. All I want right now is you to be mine” He pulls you more into him and kisses you. After a few moments you both pull away and just look at each other. He lets you go knowing you just want to go to bed. “Go to bed Doll we can talk more tomorrow.” As he starts to walk out and shut the door, he stops and looks at you.

“By the way, I have yet to find something that doesn’t look good on you but tonight I found it. Jealousy does not look good on you Doll.” You look at him with a smile and wide eyes and he just says good night as he shuts your door.

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Don’t-  Bucky Barnes x Reader

A/N: I TRIED SOMETHING NEW, SO I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!

WARNING- SMUT, 18+ MATERIAL. DO NOT READ UNDER THE AGE OF 18

This mission was different than most, only four of you had been chosen to dive into the world of Hydra and attempt to extract valuable information to take Hydra down. Steve and Buck were on the other side of the compound while Sam and yourself were on the other side attempting to breach the communication center to take over their eyes and ears.

Bullets whizzed past your head as you turned down a darkened hallway, the gasp that escaped your lips seemed deadly as you reloaded you weapon. You could hear the assailants getting closer to your corner as you continued to reload as fast as your human body could move. You may be assassin but you could only move so quickly.

As you went to make your move, aiming for their heads. Sam went to pull you back, in his eyes back to safety, in yours to be a pain in the ass.

“Let me go, now.” You gritted through your teeth as his grip loosened, you went to turn the corner again but only came face to face with Bucky and Steve. They had taken down every assailant before turning to you, taking in your annoyed expression.

The glare you were sending their way was fatal, they did this every single time. Every time they thought you wouldn’t be able to handle the heat on your own. So of course, this is nothing different, but this time you weren’t biting your tongue about it.

“I had it; you should have let me finish this damn mission.” You grunted, pushing past them before making your way to the Quinjet.

You sat in your seat, running your battered hands through your long hair. You could feel blood running down your cheeks, most likely from a cut on your forehead, as your hair kept sticking to it.

“Dammit” You said, throwing your gear across the Quinjet, the anger still radiating off of you as you heard the guys loading their stuff back onto the jet before heading back to Stark Tower.

“You good?” Sam asked as he took a seat next to you before Bucky and Steve loaded up.

You were holding back tears as you looked at him, “Honestly- no. I am so over feeling un-helpful when I know I’m good at my job. I know I can do this. But he thinks I can’t- The fucking Winter Solider, my own damn boyfriend thinks I can’t do my own job. And now I am too the point I want to leave.” You said, a single tear running down your cheek as you made eye contact with Sam.

He just gave you this look of sadness, “Don’t do that, you can’t leave.”

“Can’t leave what?” Bucky said trying to catch your eyes and you looked to the floorboards. He was trying to read your face, but you weren’t going to give anything away- not to him.

“None of your business, Barnes” You hissed at him as he sulked into his seat next to Steve as the Quinjet was being fired up.

You just closed your eyes trying not to focus on the events of today, you just wanted to be back at the tower and in your room away from everyone else.

Before you knew it the Quinjet was touching down again, the rough landing drew you from your slumber. You looked around checking your surroundings before gathering your things.

You quickly stepped out of the jet, making your way to your room. You were halfway off the helipad before someone grabbed your arm, spinning you towards them.

Of course, it was no other than Sargent James Buchanan Barnes, the man who you love when he doesn’t turn into a complete ass.

“What is the problem? I saved you ass back there” He said, glaring down at me.

“You- you are my fucking problem” You said, tearing your arm away from him and made your way back to your room in the tower.

You could not make it to your room faster, the door sliding behind you brought the blissful silence that you so deeply needed. A loud sigh escaped past your lips as you laid down your gear, carefully stripping off your uniform. Gasping as it slipped past a large bruise forming on your upper shoulder.

You made your way to your large bathroom, turning the shower on the steam quickly filling the large space. Looking in the mirror, you took in your appearance. An expansive cut was your forehead, dried blood stuck to your forehead and cheeks, even the evidence of a black eye forming.

A sigh escaped your lips as you stepped under the steaming water, the hot feeling good on your bruised and battered body. The water slowly turning a reddish-brown color due to the blood streaming off your body.

Closing your eyes, you just thought about the mission and how you wish it had gone differently. You knew you could handle the mission, but of course Buck thought you can’t do anything without breaking a nail or accidentally shooting yourself in the foot.

You just shook your head trying to focus on anything else but the mission and how you were being treated. The bubbles from your shampoo mixed with the steamy water, as you just tried to relax.

Could you really step away from the Avengers? Could you really just leave this new world? Could you step away from Bucky forever?

You left out a deep breath you didn’t know you were holding in as you turned the water off, your stomach growled as you dried yourself off. Trying to think about what tomorrow could bring, you threw on your pajamas, also meaning shorts and a large hoodie with fuzzy socks.

You tossed your wet hair over your shoulder as you made your way to the kitchen, just praying that everyone was still in their rooms or even better asleep. You could hear the peanut butter calling your name as you rounded the corner, only to come face to face with the one person you were trying to avoid.

“Hey Baby” He said, looking up from his files that were spread around the kitchen island, multiple pictures of former Hydra members scattered around with their own individual files.

You barely looked at him as you opened the kitchen cabinet, pulling out the crunchy peanut butter and a spoon. Leaning against the counter you just kept sparing him looks as his brow was scrunched together as he read more of his files.

“You want to stop looking at me or are you going to talk to me?” He grumbled at you, looking up from his files. The bruising on his face was noticeable, and so was the split lip he was sporting. Clearly you weren’t the only one who had some reminders of today’s mission.

You just smirked at him, you were annoyed with him and you weren’t going to engage in whatever he thought he was going to get away with saying to you.

Placing your spoon in the sink, you started to stroll back out of the kitchen just barely passing Bucky. You felt his metal hand wrap around your wrist, making you stop in place.

“I don’t want to talk to you” You said bluntly, trying to pull your already bruised wrist out of his cold hand.

“Well too bad- we need to talk about today. Cause you clearly have some kind of problem with me and how I do my job on missions” He said, turning towards you before standing to his feet causing you to step back as his height overtook your small frame.

“I don’t want to talk about this with you. I have absolutely nothing to say about today. I don’t want to talk to you, okay? Get that through your head please. I am so tired of people trying to protect me and keep me from doing my job. So please- leave me the hell alone Buck.” You said, standing your ground. It was a clear a fight was coming, and you didn’t have the energy to even try to defend yourself or your actions.

“I was trying to protect you! And everyone else on that mission, that is something we need to talk about. Not you ignore me because you’re mad at me cause I stepped in your way. You know I couldn’t live with myself if something was to happen to you.” He said, trying to step towards you more but you kept stepping back away from him.

“Are you kidding me? You think you are so high and mighty, and you aren’t Bucky. You aren’t as special as you think you are! I was perfectly fine until you stepped in my way! I know how to do my job, but I cannot do it when you are all over me.” You finally screamed at him, clearly frustrated by the man you had come to care and love.

“Maybe next time don’t try and get yourself killed! Then maybe I wouldn’t be so obligated to come save your stupid ass” He screamed back, watching the tears stream down your face.

You let out a deep breath, tears continuing to dampen your flustered cheeks, you turned towards the door attempting to walk away from this toxic situation.

You wanted nothing more than to escape this tower, escape from him and his ego. You were just so done.

Before you could pass through the doorway- his metal hand wrapped around your bruised wrist, spinning you close into his chest.

“Let me go Bucky” The anger evident in your voice and you attempted to pull your wrist away from him.

His eyes darkened as he looked at you, analyzing every feature of your face before speaking.

“That’s Sargent to you.” A smirk appearing on his face as he closed the distant between you, his lips on yours as the metallic taste of blood danced on your tongue from his split lip.

A slight moan escaped from your lips as the kiss continued to intensify, you gently pulled at his matted hair causing a guttural sound to escape his lips. His lips pulled away slowly looking for the sweet spot under your jaw that makes you go crazy.

“Oh Buck…” You moaned loudly, your voice bouncing off the kitchen walls. It would like your moan was in utter surround sound.

He pulled away, darkened eyes looking deep into your eyes before speaking in a low tone, “That’s not my name angel.”

You leaned in close, your hot breath hitting his ear, “Oh I’m sorry…. Sargent Barnes”

A shutter rippled through his body as he threw you over his shoulder, making his way over to Tony’s new and very expensive couch. Tossing you down, the armrest digging into your bruised back, only causing a moan to escape from you.

“Tony is going to kill us…” You moaned as he rutted his hips against yours, slowly grinding against your clothed heat. But that only added to the pleasure as you were already dripping wet.

“I don’t care” He silently moaned against your ear, as he found his way to your sweet spot under your jaw once again. Leaving a liter of hickey’s as he made his way down your body, slowly stripping you of your hoodie. Your nipples becoming hard as the cold air rushed onto your exposed skin.

A low moan escaped from you as he made his way down your neck before working his way to your breasts. He shot you a small glance as he took one of your nipples into his mouth, the contact sending your eyes to roll back into your head. The pleasure taking over your body, you were ready to give everything to this man.

You grinded your hips against his, your juices continuing to leak from you as you were a moaning mess under him. He made his way back up to your lips, kissing them so gently as he stripped off his shirt, and began to remove your shorts which barely covered anything.

You let out a shaky breath as he grazed your clit with his metal fingers, which only caused a ripple of pleasure to travel through you. He couldn’t help but smirk at the bucking of your hips.

“You’re leaking baby” He said, rubbing his thumb across your clit almost too slow for your liking. He knew exactly what he was doing as he continued to press his thumb into your clit, as he slowly enters two fingers into your leaking cunt. You couldn’t help yourself as your eyes rolled back into your head, the pleasure building inside of you.

Your legs began to tremble as your orgasm was quickly approaching, you could hear the wet sounds of your cunt as he continued to press his fingers deep inside of you, hitting your most sensitive spot.

“Please- I’m gonna…Sargent…” You began to pant out as your legs continue to tremble even more.

“Go.” Was all he had to say before you came undone under him, you became a mess of moans as you felt your cunt pulse around his fingers as he continued to pump in and out of you.

“I need you…” You said as you grinded your leaking cunt against his hand even more, he couldn’t help but groan as he fished his thick length out of his sweats. His tip was swollen, and red with precum started to leak.

He stroked himself a few times before guiding himself to your opening, stretching your cunt to accommodate his size. He gave you no time to adjust before he began thrusting into you at a fast speed.

The frantic pace was too much for your pleasure riddled body as you could feel your cunt started to pulse again, your orgasm was only seconds away. You arched your back as the orgasm began to overwhelm your body, sending your eyes straight back into your head.

He threw his head back as he felt his high approaching, he just took in the glorious appearance under him as you continued to fall apart under him.

“I’m closed” He moaned as he continued to hit your sensitive spot with such force, only causing the pleasure to increase even more.  

“Cum in me….” Was all you worked out in-between your panting. He smiled down at you before snapping his hips one more time, spilling hit warm seed deep inside of you. Only causing you to pulse even more around his throbbing dick.

He collapsed on top of you, just taking in this moment and taking in you.

“I love you… only you” You said as you pushed his matted, sweaty hair out of his face. A smile appeared on his face, as he pressed his lips to yours, hard.

“I love you so much” He said, brushing your wet hair out of your face, taking in every feature as he continued to study you.

You opened your mouth to say something when a voice came over the loudspeaker, “Mr. Stark would like to inform you that you owe him a new couch, cause that was disturbing”

You both couldn’t help but laugh as the loudspeaker cut out again. In a world where the Winter Solider used to be nothing but a killer. Now here he was, in all his glory as the one man who would do anything to keep your safe.

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TEASER Don’t- Bucky Barnes x Reader

“Are you kidding me? You think you are so high and mightly and you aren’t Bucky. You aren’t as special as you think you are! I was perfectly fine until you stepped in my way!” You screamed at him, clearly frustrated by the man you had come to love

“Maybe next time don’t try and get yourself killed! Then maybe I wouldn’t be so obligated to come save your stupid ass” He screamed back, watching the tears stream down your face.

You let out a deep breath, tears continuing to wetten your flustered cheeks, you turned towards the door attempting to walk away from this toxic situation.

You wanted nothing more than to escape this tower, escape from him and his ego.

Before you could pass through the doorway- his metal hand wrapped around your bruised wrist, spinning you close into his chest.

“Let me go Bucky” The anger evident in your voice and you attempted to pull your wrist away from him.

His eyes darkened as he looked at you, analyzing every feature of your face before speaking.

“That’s Sargent to you.” A smirk appearing on his face as he closed the distant between you, his lips on yours as the metallic taste of blood dancing on your tongue from his split lip.

A/ N: WHAT DO YOU THINK?!?

Me reading this like more please ^ 🥺🥺

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Your Camera Roll If You Were Best Friends With Charlie Gillespie and Owen Patrick Joyner

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The One Where Charlie Gillespie Gets Stoned| Charlie Gillespie X Reader

Warnings: Drug use, Alcohol use, FLUFF, beware there are horrible jokes at the end of this.

This was a request from the lovely @cookiebuba she gave me full control over this and I decided to sorta base this off of how I am stoned. This is in no way stating that Charlie is a stoner but I wouldn’t be mad to know he was. The man just gives off major stoner vibes and I live for it as a former stoner myself. But I hope you enjoy this! This was really fun to write!

Word Count: 3215

I love the idea of Stoned!Charlie

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Almost Paradise ( Owen Patrick Joyner Fic )

Hey everyone! This story is gonna be a Owen Patrick Joyner story and I will be pairing the reader with Owen, so I’ll put Y/N anytime the main character is mentioned or is talking. This is my first story since high school so please bear with me as the writing will slowly become better the more I write. I hope all you fellow Owen simps like myself like this story. FYI this story takes place if COVID 19 never existed. Please check out my best friend Sydney ( @imsydneywalker) for cute Charlie Fics. Love Yall.

Summary: Y/N just turned 22 and decided to make a spontaneous trip to L.A California USA from Dieppe,New Brunswick, Canada to visit her best friend Charlie Gillespie for her 22nd birthday present to herself. He doesn’t know she’s coming, hence the surprise. But little does she know would she get a little surprise of her own on her way to America.

Chapter 1: Someday

*Week before Reader’s birthday* 2021

Y/N’s thoughts: It has been forever since I’ve last seen my best friend Charles Jeffrey Gillespie or how I like to call him Arlo *as I hold onto the necklace he gave me for my 15th birthday*. Weird nickname I know, but I’ve been calling him that since kindergarten and I’m not changing it. It’s almost my 22nd birthday so I felt like I should treat myself to a present of seeing my best friend for a little while. Momma bear doesn’t know yet but I don’t think she’ll care as much since she loves Charlie as one of her own kids, so just taking a trip cross country shouldn’t be too hard to tell her. Right? Let’s find out.

*Y/N walks down to the kitchen from her bedroom*

“Hey mami,” Y/N says as she sits on one of the barstools, popping a green grape and dipping it into nutella into her mouth.

“Yes Y/N nickname?” Y/N’s mom says in a what do you want tone, while finishing cleaning up the kitchen after dinner.

“What?” Y/N asks.

“I already know you want something. You never come back downstairs after dinner unless you’re getting a snack or you want something. I’m your mother, remember.”

“Damn, that predictable huh? Anyways, yes I wanted to ask you something or more like tell you something. So I was thinking for my 22nd birthday I could possibly fly down to America and see your adopted son for a couple weeks. You know I’ve been wanting to move down to L.A so why not go for my birthday. I’d obviously stay at Arlo’s, money shouldn’t be an issue since I’ve been saving plus birthday money from past years. Sooo?” Y/N finishes saying while looking at her mom with puppy eyes.

“You already bought your plane ticket didn’t you?” your mom says while staring at you with one eyebrow raised.

“…. maybe…. no actually, I wanted to see what you’d say first before splurging.” Y/N  says while looking down at the bowl of grapes and looks up again to smile cheeky at her mom.

Your mom rolls her eyes and laughs. “ Sure, why not. Do you want me to call Maman J so she can tell Charlie?” your mom asks.

“No no, I want it to be a surprise. It’s kind of a birthday present to myself since Arlo decided to be like “ I wanna be an actor and blah blah blah”. You say mimicking him.

“Alright, well as an early birthday present, I’ll buy your ticket. Should I make it a round trip or a one way?”

“Ummm make it a one way trip, I’ll let you know when I want to come home. You know Arlo, he always has some random hiking trip he wants to take, and knowing him he might drag me to one of those trips” you say rolling your eyes.

“No problem. You better go upstairs and start packing.” your mom says.

*You dip one last green grape into nutella and pop it into your mouth before you hop off the bar stool to give your mom a kiss* “You’re the best mami!”

*You run back to your room and start planning the whole trip*

*5:30pm One day before reader’s birthday and your flight*

*you’re sitting on your bed finishing up some last minute packing, when you hear a knock at your door.*

“Come in.” Y/N says without turning around.

“Hey hun.” your mom says.

*you turn around to face your mom* “Hey mami, whats up?” *you say while sitting on top of your luggage trying to close it*

Your mom chuckles, “Here is your plane ticket for your flight, it’s at 5:55am, you have a connecting flight to Oklahoma City, Oklahoma which will have a connecting flight to L.A.X.”, your mom says handing you the tickets. “So you better finish packing and get some rest.”

*You reach for the tickets while trying not to fall of your luggage* “Awesome, thanks mami.”

“No problem, just get some rest ok. I will drive you to the airport.” your mom says while walking out of your room.

“Ok!” you yell through the door. *You finally got the luggage to close* “YES!” you say standing up on the edge of your bed but then proceed to fall off your bed in the process which leads to a loud thud hitting the floor. “I’M OK!” you yell before your mom asks.

You place your luggages and carry ons by your door and start getting ready for bed. You look into the mirror one last time and stare at the picture of you and Charlie at the waterfront, ( https://www.instagram.com/p/B-suC_WF8Cu/) ( just pretend its yall, I know its like his cousin or friend)

“L.A.X I’ll see you tomorrow.” you say to yourself before walking to bed.

*Reader’s birthday* 3:00am

Airport Outfit: https://urstyle.fashion/styles/2813992 (girl on the left is what your hair looks like)

*your phone goes off at 3:00 am with the song I See Fire by Ed Sheeran playing from your phone softly.*

*You groan annoyingly wondering why you’re up so early, when you realize it is your 22nd birthday and you have a flight to catch in two hours. You spring out of bed, pop your airpods in and blair The OtherSide from The Greatest Showman and begin getting ready for your long day of flying*

*Dancing towards your bathroom, you turn on your shower to warm up and start brushing your teeth. You lay out the outfit you will be wearing to the airport on your bed, take out your headphones and head into the shower.*

*20 mins later. You hear a knock on your bathroom door*

“Almost done sweetie?” your mom asks.

“Yes, I’m just finishing up, I’ll be down soon.” you say through the door.

*Because you’re going to the airport you didn’t put too much makeup on, just enough to make yourself look kind of awake on the flights. You put your hair in a messy bun, put on your jean jacket, take one last look in the mirror before you shut off the light and head out.*

*You look around your room to make sure you grab any last minute items for your carry on. Especially making sure you have your Beats, charger, spare hair elastics and gum. You go to grab your luggage when you realize your mom already did and placed them in the car. Best mom ever. You grab your guitar case and your bag and head out.*

*Skip the car ride, you’re already at the airport*

“You’re sure you have everything right?” your mom asks while taking the stuff out of the car.

“Yes, I promise, I have everything I need. If I forgot anything important I will call you and have it shipped to Arlo’s.” you say while closing the trunk of the car.

“Alright, have a safe trip hun, please be safe and try not to get Charlie in too much trouble ok?” your mom says while hugging you goodbye.

*GASP* “ HEY! I’m a good noodle, Arlo’s the one who dared me to jump in the fountain at the mall. You know me I could never pass up a good dare.” you say while breaking the hug.

“Haha, yes I know which leads you to getting sick. Remember, it was winter.” your mom retorts back.

“ Yeah yeah I know, I’m still a good noodle though.” You chuckle while grabbing your stuff again.

Your mom shakes her head, “Go before you miss your flight silly.” She says while turning you around.

“Ok, ok I get it you want me gone.” You say laughing while walking towards the automatic doors.

“OH SWEETIE!” your mom calls out.

You turn around. “Yes?” you ask

“Happy Birthday!” your mom yells in front of everybody.

You stare at her like really. “Thanks mami. I love you too”

*You walk inside the airport and walk towards the check in line to check in all your luggages.*

*Skip to you’re already on the plane before take off.*

*You check your phone for the time, plug in your Beats, place them on and hit shuffle before. You look out the window watching the sun just barely starting to rise before you close it and begin to read your book, for the next 4 hours.*

*4 hours later*

*You finish up one of your books, you pull off your headphones just in time to hear the pilot announce that you guys are about to land. You place your book and headphones back into your bag and prepare to land.*

* You get off the plane and check the time on your phone to notice that your connecting flight is almost here and you begin to panic. You check your ticket and realize that of course your flight is on the other end of the terminal, so you begin to run and book it to the other end, hoping you’ll make it on time.*

“Excuse me! Sorry! Sorry! Excuse me!” you say as you weave through airport traffic.

*Half way through your running spree you look down at your phone again to make sure you didn’t miss your flight when you feel your arm get tugged from behind you. You notice one of yours and someone else’s luggage clipped each other by the wheels and they both go flying. “Sorry, my bad.” you say as you grab a luggage, not even looking up to see who you collided with and go back to your sprinting.*

“Yes!” you say to yourself as you make it to your gate. The flight hasn’t boarded yet so you take a seat and wait for your row to be called. You get to your gate, hand the lady your ticket and proceed to board your flight.

*You place your carry-on luggage into the overhead bin and take your seat, when you notice a very sweaty guy just barely making it onto the flight. You chuckle to yourself.*

*3 hours later*

“Alright passengers, we will be landing very shortly. The weather today is 89 degrees, partly cloudy, and 40% of humidity. Welcome to Los Angeles, California passengers.” the pilot announces over the intercom.

*You place your headphones back on, and calmly this time walk off the plane and head towards baggage claim*

*As you’re waiting your favorite song Someday by Max Schneider starts to play. You begin to sway back and forth, humming to the tune when you then feel a tap on your shoulder. You turn around to see who it was and begin to stare at him weirdly wondering why you can’t hear the guy talk*

“Oh shit, my bad. Forgot.” you say as you take off your headphones to actually hear what the guy was saying.

“It’s cool, all I was saying was that I was sorry for colliding with you back in Oklahoma. I wasn’t paying attention, I was in a rush and didn’t see you. It wasn’t until after that I noticed that the gate was in the opposite direction.” A dirty blonde guy explains to me.

“Oh no, it was totally my fault, I should have been looking up instead of on my phone. I guess we were both in a rush. But hey, I like your jean jacket. Pretty dope.” I say to him.

“Right back atcha.” he retorts.

*Awkwardly stands next to each other waiting for your luggage to arrive*

“Welp, that’s my luggage. Have fun in L.A.” The guy says as he grabs his other luggage and heads towards the exit.

“Thanks, you too crash buddy.” you say back.

*you grab your luggages from the conveyor belt and pull to the side so you’re not in the way of people. You go to open one of your luggages to make sure nothing spilled on the flights/crash over, when you notice that the things in one of the luggages isn’t yours.*

“Shit, I must have accidentally switched luggages with that guy back in Oklahoma.” you say to yourself as you look around to hopefully see if he is still around.

*You close up the luggage, and begin to gather your things and head towards the exit, hoping the guy hasn’t left the airport yet. You get to the exit, head outside and don’t see the guy you bumped into.*

“Damn it!” you say defeated, “How will I ever get my stuff back? What a way to start off my birthday.”

*You get an uber and head towards Arlo’s place*

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Reggie x Reader

This has been a hard thing to post my anxiety kept telling me no but people kept telling me to so you know what screw anxiety 😂. So here is my first Reggie fic 💕

Gif credit to @hotdogalex

“Hi Y/N. You told Julie to tell me to stop with the notes but I can’t help it. You look really pretty today and I just wanted to tell you that”

“JULIE!”, You yell walking into the studio. Julie looks at you waiting. Looking at her you huff. “Reggie left me another note. Jules I asked you to tell him to stop. It’s not fair to me. He can see me but I cant see him.”

“He likes you. The two of you spent months talking with the notes. Why the sudden change in heart about it now?” She asks you.

You look around the room trying to avoid answering that because how could you tell your best friend that you were falling in love with a ghost that you have only ever seen a few times when he performed with Julie. What happened with you and Reggie was an accident. After you found out about the ghosts these random little notes started appearing on your desk, your bed, on your phone, and wherever else he decided to put them. Eventually you started to write back on the notes. You and Reggie would talk for hours that way about anything and everything. Of course if the world didn’t hate you enough you just had to go and develop feelings for the ghost bassist. About four months after you and Reggie started to talk through notes, you asked Julie to talk to him and ask him to stop since you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. You just wish you could tell him you love him.

“Y/N, are you okay?” Julie asks you. You didn’t even realize you had zoned out. You look at her and say “ Yeah sorry I was zoned out thinking about Reggie. I wish I could tell him how I truly feel about him.” She looks at you and says “ Tell me how you feel about him.”

“I’m falling in love with him Julie. The notes and seeing him when he performs with you is all it took to make me fall in love with him. It just sucks that I can’t see, hear, or touch him. I want to cuddle with him and watch Star Wars. I want to have baking fights in the kitchen trying to bake together. I want to fall asleep in his arms and wake up and just run my fingers through his hair and hear his morning voice. I’m falling so hard for him that it hurts me because I can’t be with him.” At this point you were crying so you just look at Julie and tell her you were going home. Little did you know Reggie was there the whole time and heard it all. All he wanted was to wipe away the tears.

Reggie looks at Julie and says “She loves me too?” Julie looks at reggie and just laughs at the cute little lovesick puppy eyes he has going on. She says to him “Hey Reggie. Why don’t you just write her a note telling her you love her? Maybe then she wouldn’t be as scared, upset and worried.” He thinks to himself that she has a point.

Later that night you were working on a school assignment when your laptop gets moved away from you. Of course you know that it is your precious ghost so you just laugh and tell him hi. After about 10 minutes you finally get your laptop back in front of you and you see that reggie wrote you a note.

“My dearest lifer (learned that from Alex’s boyfriend)

I was there in the studio today when you were talking to Julie. I wanted to wipe away the tears so bad and seeing and hearing you cry upset me. You shouldn’t worry about the feelings you have for me because I have them for you too. I would love to cuddle with you and watch Star Wars especially all of the 6 that came out after I died. Baking fights seem fun so we would have to do that as long as its cookies we are baking. Cuddling with you and sleeping with you and waking up to you would be a dream come true. You can only see me when I perform with Julie but I can see you all the time and you are amazing and wonderful. You have a heart of gold and are so loving and caring. You make everyone want to smile even on your darkest of days. You have had issues but you have overcome everything the anxiety and depression has thrown at you. I love you for everything that you are and everything that you will be. One day I know you will be able to see and touch me and I can’t wait. I love you.”

You could feel the tears and you just laugh and say “I love you too you dork”

You could only hope that he was right and that one day you would be able to see him and touch him. What you didn’t know was that day was coming sooner than either of you expected.

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Christmas Isn’t Christmas| Charlie X Reader

Well here it is. I have been working on this all day. I had many pauses due to having to go look at new cars since my lease is now up. This also put me in some major feels because I want to do cute shit like this for Christmas ugh!

Pairings: Charlie x Reader

Warnings: Tooth rooting fluff. You’ve been warned

Word count: 3717

     Living in LA was what people always told you it would be but the difference was you had a group of friends that made it worthwhile. After you got cast on Julie and The Phantoms during the first season you immediately hit it off with Savannah and Tori. You guys became roommates during your time in Vancouver and you definitely caught the eye of Charlie. Everyone noticed how he pined after you except for you. You spent many holidays in Vancouver during the filming but now that you were back in LA with Savannah you were gearing up to go home for Christmas this year. You missed your family but you were also nervous to go back home. Some members of your family were rather envious of your success and tended to pry into your life or try to one up you, that being your oldest cousin Rachel. She was about 6 years older than you and she was already engaged. She was always rubbing the fact that she had someone in your face thinking it would get to you. Secretly it did because you wanted someone to do cute dates with, you wanted those cute moments during the holidays, you wanted to be the light of someone’s life. You weren’t ready for the family to ask you why you have yet to find someone. While you were packing your bags Savannah peaked her head in.

“Hey, are you sure you don’t want me to come home with you this year so you don’t have to deal with your family harping on you?” She asks.

“What about your family?” You ask.

“Babes if you need me my family would understand. You know they love you.” She says.

“No it will be okay, I just have to go another year listening to my cousin boast about her poor excuse for a fiance.” You say. It is unknown to you that Savannah had Charlie and Owen over for a live and Owen was currently listening down the hall to the conversation.

“Have you thought about asking Charlie? You know he’d love it if you took him home for Christmas. That boy is head over heels for you and he has been since the start of filming.” She smiles at you.

“Please, Charlie has better things to do then come home with me for Christmas. He’s

going back home to his family too, and me and him are just friends, I don’t want my family to scare him .” You sign throwing your family christmas sweater in your bag.

“Both of you are so oblivious to your feelings. The whole time we were filming you two couldn’t take your eyes off each other and it wasn’t just because your characters were madly in love. You two are madly in love with each other and it’s driving us all crazy.” She says stopping you for a moment so you can look at her.

“Sav, I don’t know what you’re talking about. We’re just friends.” You say.

“Not from what I’ve heard from his mouth.” She winks walking out. Your brain was running through the possibility of Charlie actually liking you as more than a friend. You were brought out of your thoughts when you heard laughter from the living room. Savannah didn’t tell you she was having the boys over. What if one of them heard the conversation. What if she’s out there right now telling Charlie how he should go home with me for christmas so I’m not lonely. You place the shirt you were folding to the side and walk out to see what was going on. Upon entering the room you see Savannah, Owen and Charlie goofing off on live which causes a little chuckle to leave your lips, it wasn’t loud enough for anyone to notice but you hear Owen read a comment stating you were behind them. They all consecutively turn around to meet your confused expression. Charlie is the first to dart over to you hugging you tightly.

“Y/N! I’ve missed you!” He laughs spinning you around.

“Charlie we live like 40 minutes from you, whose fault is it that you never have time to visit.” You laugh at him. The live was apparently going crazy at the scene they were seeing play out right in front of them.

“Guys, the fans have questions about your relationship. Care to enlighten us all on when it started?” Owen snickered causing Savannah to smack him. Charlie puts you down and his cheeks immediately turn red.

“Guys were just good friends, don’t listen to these two. We’d have said something by now if we were a couple.” You say patting Charlie’s chest to calm him down.

“Anyways, I guess I have now joined this live, so what is everyone doing for the holidays?” You ask and the answers just poured in. Some said they were traveling home from college for christmas, some said they are finishing up their holiday traditions. Savannah and Owen talked about going home for christmas and that left you and Charlie to tell your plans.

“Well I’m heading back to my hometown to see my family. It’s been so long since I’ve seen them and I didn’t get to spend Christmas out there with them due to being in Vancouver. As for Charles here, I don’t know what he’s doing, probably going back home as well.” You say looking over at him.

“Well actually my family celebrated early. So I was going to see if you wanted me to

come home with you?” Charlie asked looking over at you. Your eyes went wide at his statement and the fans were eating it up. Savannah has told you how much the fandom shipped you and Charlie together but you never believed her.

“W-what?” You stuttered trying to wrap your head around his request.

“I want to go home with you this year. If you’d have me.” He smiles.

“U-um yeah! Sure! I leave tonight. It’s a day drive give or take. But with two people driving we might be able to make it by morning without stopping to rest!” You smile.

“Well that’s all for today folks. You heard it here first Charlie is going home with Y/N this christmas. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays!” Savannah says before ending the live.

“Well it looks like someone needs to get packing.” Savannah smiles looking over at you two. Owen and Charlie bid a farewell before heading out. Charlie said he’d be back in a couple hours when you’re ready to head out.

As the hours passed you grew more and more excited about the idea of spending christmas back home with Charlie. Savannah could definitely tell you were excited. She was currently getting her things together to head home as well.

“I told you he loved you.” She says from your doorway as you zip the last bag of presents for the family.

“Sav that doesn’t mean he loves me. He just wants to have something to do and not feel left out.” You reason.

“He could have easily gone home with Owen if he just wanted to feel included.” She says crossing her arms. You hear the front door open letting you know Charlie was back. You grab your bags and brush past Savannah to greet Charlie.

“You ready?” You smile at him.

“Yeah! I’m excited for this trip! I get to meet the people that brought such a lovely person into my life.” He smiles grabbing your bags for you. You bid farewell to Savannah and then you two were off. Charlie opted to drive since it wasn’t the first time he’s made a cross country drive. You didn’t fight him on it for it gave you time to sleep some before having to deal with your family. You haven’t told them you were bringing someone home since it was so last minute but also you’d rather surprise them instead. You had small conversations up until about 4 hours into the drive when you fell asleep on Charlie during a story he was telling you about back home. He smiles at your sleeping figure wondering how he got so lucky to meet someone like you. During a brief stop for gas he may have taken the opportunity to snap a picture of you curled up with one of his flannels he so graciously let you borrow as you got into the colder states. You packed your stuff but it was too far out of reach and the time of you passing out that Charlie took the orange one he stole from set off and handed it to you. He posted it to his story for you to see later furthermore feeding into the assumption you two are a couple. Once he starts back up after grabbing gas and snacks you stir in your sleep .

“Good morning sleeping beauty.” He smiles as he pulls out of the gas station. You stretch in your seat as a yawn tears from your body.

“Where are we?” You ask, looking out seeing the pitch black sky.

“We’re about 20 more hours out from Ohio so we are just getting out of Colorado.” He says. You look at him for a second before speaking up again.

“Do you want me to take over for a bit? Let you sleep some. I should also mention the guest room will be taken already so you can take my old bedroom and I’ll sleep on the couch.” You say.

“No, I’m good with continuing the drive, I’ve driven further than this before. Also I’m not taking your bed. I’ll take the floor or the couch I don’t mind.” He says looking back at the road.

“Charlie! I can’t let you take the floor or couch when you are driving the whole way back home FOR ME!” You exclaimed.

“Hush, if you’re that concerned we can just share the bed. Not the first time. Remember that time we napped in Julie’s bed on set? Same concept.” He smiles.

“Fair point.” You say. The rest of the drive was filled with you sleeping off and on. Stopping for gas and food, Charlie finally agrees to sleep for a bit before demanding he take back over driving and have a mini concert of Julie and The Phantoms. By the time you reach Ohio the sun was setting once again.

“Okay, so I just want to warn you now. My family can be a bit crazy. Hopefully they’ll be asleep by the time we get there and that my other family members haven’t flown in yet but on the off chance they are awake and everyone is there they are going to immediately assume you’re my boyfriend and they will question you into the ground about things. My oldest cousin Rachel will shove her stupid ring in your face and wonder why you haven’t given me one yet and blah blah blah. So if you get uncomfortable don’t hesitate to tell them to shut up or I will put them in their place.

“I’m sure it’ll be okay, and why not play along with it and see how long it takes them to realize it.” He laughs.

“Always the prankster.” You chuckle. He turns down the street of your childhood neighborhood and you see the pile of cars on the plat, you curse under your breath as Charlie pulls into the last open spot in the driveway.

“The lights look off so maybe they’re all asleep.” You say unbuckling your seat belt to exit the car. You go to grab your bags but Charlie stops you.

“I got this, you go open the door and settle yourself in.” He says.

“Charles, I can’t settle in until I have my comfy clothes.” You argue placing your hands on your hips.

“You got a point, but still march your butt up there and get the door, I got the bags.” He scolds.

“Okay…. Dad.” You throw your hands in the air in mock surrender as you walk to the door to unlock it. You peek in and see that your mother is still up in the kitchen getting this ready for tomorrow.

“Hey mom.” You smile making yourself fully known. She looks up and smiles at you before dropping what she was doing to rush over to engulf you in a hug.

“Oh honey it’s so good to have you home this year. We’ve missed you so much.” She smiles as tears fill her eyes.

“I’ve missed you guys too. Christmas wasn’t quite the same last year without you all.” You smile at her. Charlie comes walking in with the bags causing your mother to gasp.

“Y/N you’ve brought someone home. Oh this is a miracle.” Your mother cheers.

“Mom, this is my castmate and best friend Charlie. His family celebrated early so he offered to come here with me since everyone else was going home as well, Charlie this is Y/M/N.” You say trying to emphasize the term bestfriend so your mother wouldn’t try and pry.

“It’s nice to finally meet you Y/M/N.” Charlie smiles, giving her a hug.

“Charlie if you want to go get some sleep my room is the 3rd door to the left upstairs.” You smile lightly rubbing his arm. It was something you did when you knew he was nervous. He nods his head taking the bags with him as he heads up.

“He’s cute, you sure he’s not your boyfriend. The way you two act with each other isn’t very convincing.” Your mother winks.

“Ma! I deal with that enough from Savannah and the rest of the cast and fans. I don’t need to come home to it too.” You smile stealing two cookies from the try on the counter.

“Honey, go up to bed, you’ve had a long drive. Your aunt and uncle are already here but your cousins and their families won’t be in until morning.” She says.

“Thank god Rachel isn’t here yet.” You sigh.

“Y/N she’s still your cousin.” Your mom scolds but smiles afterward. She knows how obnoxious her sister’s eldest was and tried her best to keep you two separated as much as she could. She knew how envious Rachel was of your life and how she tried her best to one up you in everything. You kiss your mother’s cheek goodnight before heading up towards your room. When you enter you see Charlie already fast asleep under the covers. You smile at how peaceful he looks and you also take the opportunity to snap a picture of him and you too decided to post it to your story. You notice his post as well and the Dm’s and reblogs of the post he made. You were glad the fans were so accepting of you that even if it was to happen you wouldn’t receive too much hate from the Charlie simps. You change into your pajamas and crawl in next to him trying to keep as much space from you as possible so you don’t make things weird. Your eyes immediately get heavy upon laying your head on the pillow, you don’t even notice that Charlie has pulled you closer to him in his sleep as you yourself have eased into a peaceful slumber. The next morning when you wake up you see the compromising position you are now in. Legs tangled together, your face was pressed into the crook of his neck as his arms held you securely to him. You try to move but you are stopped by the words that left his mouth.

“Babe stop, just sleep in for once.” He mumbles in his sleep.

“I-I gotta pee and help my mom before the family comes.” You whisper and he loosens his grip on you rolling over and curling deeper into the covers. Your heart is racing as you make your way to the bathroom that’s connected to your room to shower and get ready. You forgot to grab your clothes so you thought Charlie was still asleep snuck from the bathroom with your towel wrapped tightly around you into your room to rifle through your bag for the black long sleeve dress you saved for this occasion.

“Well this is interesting. Not what I was expecting to wake up to, but also not complaining.” You hear Charlie’s sleepy voice say. Your cheeks turn red but you shake it off and let him know that the bathroom will soon be free for him to use it. You rush back in throwing the dress on and opting to curl your hair. You put the finishing touches on your makeup and you walk out catching Charlie’s eye once again.

“Wow, you look.. Great.” He swallows hard. You blush again saying a small thank you to him. You move out of his way as he heads towards the bathroom to get ready. You head downstairs after putting your strappy black heels on only to be greeted with Rachel and her fiance.

“Well lookie here, miss hollywood finally made time for her family.” Rachel smiles.

“Well you seem to be the only one who was pressed about me missing last year’s dinner. Everyone else understood why I couldn’t make it due to, you know my job.” You counter walking over to your mother in the kitchen.

“So whatcha need help with mom?” You ask.

“If you wouldn’t mind setting the table and then arranging the gifts under the tree that’d be great dear.” She smiles at you.

“No problem mom.” You smile grabbing the plates and setting the table with one extra plate than you have in the previous years.

“Um I think you set too many places there Y/N.” Rachel mutters. You tilt your head and look at her just about to answer when Charlie enters the room.

“Hey babe, you need some help.” Charlie says placing a kiss to your temple. The moment he heard the comment your cousin made he immediately decided to come to your rescue.

“Um actually can you run up to my room and in the second suitcase I brought, bring all those gifts down and set them under the tree?” You smile sweetly at him.

“Sure dear.” He smiles kissing your forehead before running back upstairs. The feeling of your mothers eyes on your was enough to turn your cheeks red. She really doesn’t believe you now when you say you and him are just friends but if it shuts Rachel up so be it.

“Um, who was that?” Rachel asks.

“Oh, that’s Charlie. I work with him on our netflix show. You know the one that kept me away from family last year.” You say brushing past her to meet him at the bottom of the steps to help arrange the gifts. Rachel was quiet up until dinner and that’s when she started boasting about anything and everything. Charlie could see just how miserable you were so he took it upon himself to ask your mother and father if he could play a piece on the grand piano in the middle of the living room. You see him get up and pull a confused expression.

“Don’t worry, I’m right here.” He smiles walking towards the piano. Your mother pulls out her phone as if something was discussed that you weren’t in the loop for. As his fingers glide across the keys you all decide to make your way to the living area you are sitting the closest to Charlie as he plays a few keys before he begins singing.

Every city street
Would be celebrating
All the evergreens
Would be decorated
And there’d still be a million lights
There’d still be mistletoe
But it wouldn’t feel the same
‘Cause all I know is
Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
Red and green and silver bells would all be blue
All the presents are just boxes with no one to give them to
'Cause Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
It’d be just a day at the end of December
And a lonely night if you and I weren’t together
And those songs wouldn’t sound the same
Home wouldn’t feel like home
I’m thankful you’re here tonight
'Cause all I know is
Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
Red and green and silver bells would all be blue
All the presents are just boxes with no one to give them to
'Cause Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
With you holding me close
Looking out the window
While we watch the snow come down
Oh, it’s true
Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
Red and green and silver bells would all be blue
All the presents are just boxes with no one to give them to
Oh 'cause Christmas isn’t Christmas if it’s not with you
If it’s not with you.

The tears in your eyes well as you make eye contact with him. This whole time you two had been so oblivious to your surroundings and how you felt and he just gave it all away in that song he sang in front of your entire family. He stands up as you do. No words are spoken when you make your way towards each other. He grabs your face in his hands and finally does the one thing he’s been dying to do since the day he met you. His lips ignite a fire in your chest.

“No gift under that tree is worth this moment right here.” You smile pulling away from him.

“I love you Y/N, I have loved you since day one. Every feeling I gave to Luke towards Skylar was all real. It wasn’t acting. Loving you was the one thing I didn’t have to play into a part.” He smiles holding your face still.

“I love you too.” You smile feeling a tear slide down your cheek only for Charlie to brush it away. Your mother is tearing up at the sight of her daughter so happy.

“Guys it’s snowing!” You hear one of your baby cousins scream from the window.

“It’s a christmas miracle.” You smile looking from the window back to Charlie before kissing him one last time.

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PSA: the fact this needs to be said is absolutely appalling.

but- everyone makes mistakes, and everyone says things that they eventually regret. right now owen is one of those people. he speaks out of turn, and immediately regrets what he says. that is clear.

but there is no reason on this earth why people are telling him to commit suicide is disgusting. im sorry but he is a young man and i know when i was twenty, i was making all kinds of mistakes. PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES PERIOD! and we learn from them.

he fucked up- and ya shit was said. but there is no need to be sending him death threats and telling him to die cause it would make the world better. i’m sorry but it’s unacceptable.

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

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PSA: please join my Ted Talk for a second...

It’s come to my attention via tik tok that a fan posted that Owen allegedly has a girlfriend and now people are finding her and publicizing HIS FUCKING PRIVATE LIFE! I’m not making this PSA to draw attention to his life but to make a point that this is a violation of his privacy and her privacy. I don’t know what’s fully going on all I know is the poor girl is now getting hate and Owen is probably as well. The girl has since deleted her tik tok but posted another one acting as if she did nothing wrong. People are apparently giving the girls @ out and it’s a whole mess now. THIS IS THEIR PRIVATE LIVES AND PEOPLE JUST CANT LEAVE IT ALONE. The cast and any celebrity in general show us what they want to show nothing more, nothing less and the fact that some have to dig so fucking much and feel it’s okay to post about something that wasn’t addressed by the person themselves is disgusting. BOUNDARIES PEOPLE! They share their lives with us and we can accept the fact that we don’t know everything. It’s not being said there is a possibility Charlie is taken to and people have started searching for that as well. This shows another reason why tik tok and Twitter are so fucking toxic. Leave them alone! RESPECT THEIR BOUDNARIES, RESPECT THEIR PRIVACY! The fact that this even has to be made pisses me off. I really feel for Owen if this is true because I’ve seen what fans do to relationships. I’ve seen it tear apart many of my OTP’s it was a main reason one of my favorite actors got less active on social media because of the hate they received. I love these boys to death and I will protect them as much as I can. Please understand boundaries. You wouldn’t want someone exposing information about your life the way some do these boys and other celebrities in general.. I’m about to throw hands y’all this is bullshit

PERIOD- if he has found his happiness. it is not our job as fandom to judge him or her during this time. we are supposed to be supportive and it makes me uneasy how much hate i have been around the internet as this is starting to come into the light.

respect their privacy, they may be celebrities but they deserve the same about of respect as the rest of us period.

thanks for the ted talk

XO em

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I just realized Flynn was filming during the Finally Free performance

meaning she got this moment

on camera.

Imagine julie being able to singlehandedly watch the moment luke realized he fell in love with her.

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