yes girl I think it’s incredibly sexy how indecisive you are about every single decision in your life. I also love how you haven’t let anything go since you were 12. can we make out now

youre weirdly obsessed with finding meaning

what do you mean by this

U want something and then when u get it it’s like omg………… I’m scared

I NEED TO READ I NEED TO WRITE I NEED TO CREATE I NEED TO DRAW I NEED TO CLEAN I NEED TO WORK OUT I NEED TO LEARN *watches YouTube for 6 hours*

someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

pond, by claire-louise bennett

haruki murakami, norwegian wood

The little girl’s sense of secrecy that developed at prepuberty only grows in importance. She closes herself up in fierce solitude: she refuses to reveal to those around her the hidden self that she considers to be her real self and that is in fact an imaginary character: she plays at being a dancer like Tolstoy’s Natasha, or a saint like Marie Leneru, or simply the singular wonder that is herself. There is still an enormous difference between this heroine and the objective face that her parents and friends recognize in her. She is also convinced that she is misunderstood: her relationship with herself becomes even more passionate: she becomes intoxicated with her isolation, feels different, superior, exceptional: she promises that the future will take revenge on the mediocrity of her present life. From this narrow and petty existence she escapes by dreams.

Simone de Beauvoir, The Second Sex

noo brain don't start missing things you've outgrown please ahah

– F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Short Stories

yeah sorry they gave me an open wound instead of a heart that's why im like this

you'll just be minding ur business and then suddenly the air smells like an august evening in 2005