hey everyone !! so i saw those messages on the main earlier today after work and i have to admit they made me pretty sad but also i can’t really blame them. i know i’ve been slacking on my part here and i deeply apologize for that. for the next few days, until the 31st, i’ll try to get on the main whenever i can, answering questions, and also just to keep up muse n stuff i’ll be doing some mini threads. i have all my current threads drafted and i’ll still try to work on some that i have the most muse for but it’ll probably be put off until i get back from my hiatus. anyways ! like this and i’ll try to write up a little gif chat/mini para starter for you, from yours truly !! and as always if you wanna plot, talk about headcanons, or plain ol’ chat just talk to me on discord @ chuckiesullivan #8644 !
i am so so sorry for being really mia lately i underestimated how busy i would be this week, prepping for my trip n stuff. unfortunately i'm gonna have 2 request an early n pretty long hiatus cause ill be working all weekend, then ill be leaving immediately like wednesday i think? and i wont get back til the 4th which is the day right before school starts :// but ill still be around lurking n stuff, ill try to do my replies when i have the time to spare !! if u just wanna chat just im me or ill give ya my discord :~))
Got your eye on anyone in particular?
“ what am i ? fifteen ? no, of course not. ”
Do you believe in true love?
“ yes, but it’s nothing like they show in the movies. finding true love won’t fix all your problems and it won’t always work out the way you WANT it to. happy endings simply just aren’t realistic, life is more complicated than that. ”
If you could wake up in the body of someone else, who would you pick, and what would you do?
“ no one. i’ll admit, my life right now isn’t ideal but there’s still a lot of good things in it that i wouldn’t trade for the world.now maybe, if i could just tweak a few things about myself, maybe go back in time a little..”
favorite kid?
“ all of them. you will never catch me picking favourites but i will tell you my favourite thing about each of them — trix ;i love that she’s a lot like meshe has a very good head on her shoulders, i don’t know where she gets it from. but her.. individuality and boldness, it’s astounding and extremely impressive. claudia ; although frustrating sometimes, she stands her ground and i know that she won’t let anyone just push her around, as a father i find comfort in that. theo ; his sense of humour and what he can do with it. he can tear down your walls and make you feel comfortable with something as simple as a laugh. i don’t think he’s fully away of what he’s capable of, his own strength and resilience. andie ; despite everything, she still manages to be hopeful and tries to find the good in everyone. in certain areas where i think most have given up, she hasn’t. i’m proud of all my children, of everything they have done and will do. even if it is my natural instinct, i try not to worry about them because i know that they’ll all be forces to be reckoned with in their future. everyday, they’re sources of inspiration for me, mainly to do better and keep going. ”
would you give up the life you have for a life with jude if it meant never having your kids?
“ i — no. as much as ilovecare about jude, my kids still come first. always, and nothing could ever change that. besides, that life.. was clearly not meant to be. there was so much against us at the time.. ”
when do you plan to run for president?
“ well, if i have a say in it, hopefully never. ”
biggest regret?
“ i have a lot but i don’t think i’d change any of them if i had the chance. but i guess it’d have to be doing that.. thing back when i was a rookie cop. ”
Who are you closest with?
“ i used to be alot closer with.. judith belova but i guess now i’d have to say violet. at this point she’s more than just my assistant really, i’d trust her with my life.we did cover up a murder together after all. maybe not with my KIDS life but, y’know, baby steps. ”
biggest wish?
“ this ... is harder than i thought it would be. i guess it would be ridiculous to wish for something in my past to change, plus it’d be hard to only pick one. so, i just wish that whatever my future holds for me that my kids are happy and safe — and i suppose it’d be a nice bonus if i was too. ”
bishop, beatrix !
sitting on the steps of the bishop home’s porch, a single notebook and pen kept her company. the piece of paper was filled with doodles, song lyrics, and tattoo ideas. she’d been thinking about inking her skin for YEARS now but the muse to get one image in particular hadn’t struck her. she tapped her pen against the lined paper and SIGHED dramatically. ❝ ugh, i know tattoos don’t have to MEAN something but i’m not getting something dumb as fuck tattooed on me. ❞ she complained the person beside her only relying on HOPE that they were listening. ❝ maybe i’ll get pepe the frog. he never lets me down. ❞
standing in the middle of the front entrace, gabriel leaned his shoulder against the door frame with his hands shoved in the pockets of his slacks. eyes narrowed, he tilted his head at his daughter as he considered her words. “ first of all, language and second, i have no clue who pepe is — i’m not sure i WANT to know, but i don’t think i’m a very big fan of that idea, ” his tone was light, the small hint of a smile tugging the corners of his lips UPWARDS. “ am i allowed to make suggestions on this topic ? or is that too lame for you.. ? ”
Listen, I can keep a secret, okay? What do you want?
gordon, levi !
Levi stood by his boss. watching the man shout out such vulgar accusations about Gord. He was used to it. It was a part of his job, and not everyone likes a politician, so it always made him realise how important he was to his friend’s career. He tensed his body. Stepping closer to the mayor. Ushering him to walk away from the situation. until he heard one more nasty spatter. he stepped back, moving to push the man away until he suddenly felt a fist impact his jaw. the lower half of his face knocking slightly. his imediate reaction was to turn and throw a fist back until he was who had thrown the first punch. his angered expression dropping suddenly when he saw Gabriel’s apologetic expression. ‘’Fuck man!’’ he exclaimed. finding himself smirking a little with his own hand caressing his throbbing jaw. ‘’yeah- fine, it’s cool, boss. i’ve had way worse. no offense. the impact was there but you’re swing felt a little weak.’’ he teased, trying to make light of the situation.
despite his playful comment, guilt still flooded gabriel’s body. he tilted his head to try and take a look at the man’s jaw - no bruise had formed but that’s not to say that it wouldn’t. thankfully, given levi’s occupation, it wouldn’t raise too many eyebrows if it had. “swing weak or not, maybe we should get some ice on that - there might be some in the offices inside or we could check one of the establishments down the street, like a cafe or something.. ” gabriel was babbling now, muttering the words more to himself rather than the man before him. “i’m really sorry, levi,” he sighed, annoyance with himself rising. “i shouldn’t have even tried to do that in the first place,” a frown on his lips he shook his head lightly at himself.
belova, judith !
IT WAS AN UNEVENTFUL NIGHT for judith and she was quite pleased because of it. spending a little extra time at the station she SNEAKED away to her home later than she expected too. she didn’t mind, however her body ached to REUNITE with her bed and maybe earn a well-rested sleep to prepare for the following day. as unusual as it was for someone like jude to fall into a ROUTINE it proved to be good for her. the normalcy she adapted to helped her earn control over her ptsd as well as CLEANSE her descent into alcoholism. trading in a glass of wine for a glass of water before bed she petted the behind the ears of a STRAY cat she found on her way home. prepared to retire for the night she walked to her room with a glass of water in her hand. the ring of her phone almost CAUSED her to drop it. she didn’t expect anyone to call her so late and she knew it’d only be TROUBLE if she answered. however, her instinct almost forced her pick up the phone. when she realized it was gabe calling, she could only blame it on FATE. she could barely understand him as he spoke but she was more than willing to keep her door open for him — that’s what friends did, right ?? she waited patiently for him to ARRIVE now regretting that she didn’t OFFER to pick him up instead. the knock on the door startled her but she was quick to open it — already knowing who was behind it. she looked at gabriel and it was EVERYTHING she wished it wouldn’t be. a small sigh left her lips as her brows knitted together. they stood in silence and jude was afraid to break it. she could only watch as he greeted her already KNOWING he was lying when he tried to convince her that he was fine. ❝ gabe !! ❞ she shouted as he fell into her arms. she watched as he eased into her touch so easily. her fingers tangled into his dark brunette locks; she helped him GAIN strength on his feet as he spoke. she responded with small ‘hm’s’ — more concerned about his INJURES than his wit. she sat him down on the couch and fell to her knees in front of him. she brushed tears away from his cheeks with the edge of her thumb. almost instinctively she kissed his cheek, his forehead, his chin, and the tip of his nose. it felt INTRUSIVE but it felt —- right. she took his hands into hers. and pressed her lips against the bruised knuckles. ❝ of course i remember, i remember every boy you tried to scare off. ❞ she wanted to laugh but it was interrupted by his next set of words. ❝ of course it was you’re favorite night — grape. ❞ she smiled weakly at him. before letting go of his hand and standing on her feet. she winced at his injuries — funny how she could look at herself in the MIRROR all beaten and bruised but felt HURT when he was the one injured. jude worked quickly to retrieve the first aid kit in her kitchen. she returned to him on her knees and opened the kit. noticing specks of blood on the collar of his shirt she sighed, ❝ you’re gonna have to take of your shirt. ❞ it sounded like more of a demand than a suggestion. ❝ i’ll put in the wash while i patch you up . do you want anything — a cup of hot chocolate ?? ❞
even with his disoriented state, gabriel still found himself FULLY aware of jude’s touch. it felt like it was all he could focus on, her small hands dragging him by the arm, and her fingers, soft on his face as she wiped away at his tears. almost like a lighthouse in his currently foggy mind. it was comforting — grounding. eyes closed, having given into his body’s protests only moments ago, gabe let out a faint exhale as he suddenly felt the light brush of her LIPS, starting on his cheeks and then more small pecks everywhere on his face. he certainly didn’t expect that, but he let himself savour and enjoy the moment. it sent shivers down his spine and a stupid fluttering warmth in his stomach. breathing in the familiar scent of her and her shampoo, gabriel’s lids slowly rose into a half-open state and his eyes roamed her features. not looking for anything in PARTICULAR, just looking — admiring. “ none of them deserved you, ” he whispered, lips parting only slightly and his voice croaky as if he hadn’t spoken in YEARS. in gabe’s eyes, no one would ever be good enough for judith, HIS judith. not even close. okay, maybe steve came close but he had.. complicated feelings about that one. mostly conflicting ones between ENVY and guilt , but he could barely even admit that to himself. just thinking about it gave him a headache and he was already dealing with at least three at the moment so stubbornly, gabe IGNORED those thoughts, hiding them away until the time came to appropriately face them. instead, he focused on allowing a small SMILE to cross his face as jude mentioned his childhood nickname. a nickname that was only ever used by her because she was the only one he ever let get away with it. something all of his friends, mostly jeremy, pointed out many times. why had he been so naive with denial ? anyone else he heard refer to him as GRAPE would’ve been met with a steely, warning glare, something he had managed to perfect at the age of thirteen, thanks to his father. head leaned back against the couch and eyes once again closed, gabriel hummed distractedly in response to her words, the demand BARELY registering in his thoughts. but fingers trailed down to the edge of where his shirt tucked into his pants anyways, feeble tugs eventually pulling his stained dress shirt FREE. “ only if you promise to make it the same way aunt vanessa does, ” gabriel murmured with an almost PLAYFUL smile as he slipped off his already loosened neck-tie. he fumbled for a moment with his buttons ( this was usually easier in the daytime ) and a soft, frustrated huff flew past his lips as he was met with the same struggle on the second button.