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I miss you more everyday instead of forgetting about you...

I really meant nothing to you... you look at her the same way you looked at me... you forgot about me like i was nothing... you left me like i was nothing...

Self harm... i wanna do it again.... it’ll make it go away... just like it did before... maybe thats what i need... to take away this pain...

You have no idea how much you’ve ruined my outlook on life... i can’t even stand seeing my own parents... my own family be happy... i just wanted what they have with you...

Please just come back to me already... before it’s too late...

Time doesn’t heal... just numbs the pain... scars are still there as reminders... bits and pieces of you are chipped away as you continue to “heal”... i dont want to be bits and pieces of who i was... thats not living... thats just existing...

They say whats yours will find you... you did find me... 9 years ago you came up randomly to say hello to me when we never even spoke before... within that first hour we were already laughing like we’ve been best friends forever... you found me...

I daydream about you texting me telling me you were wrong... that we’ll run away together...

Please... you must’ve cared even if it was just a little bit... after 9 years... this can’t be it... i need you...

I always do the most i can for everyone i choose to care about... but when i need help no one is there... why does matter if i’m gone or not when no one notices i’m here....

It hurts seeing their name drop lower and lower on your messages list... soon it will be at the bottom... but life wont go on.. this is too much for time to heal because as time goes on your happiness and life without me do as well... and i’m stucking picking up the broken pieces of me... i wont be complete because you ripped the biggest piece of me away and its yours to keep forever...

I know you’re gone... and this time you might not come back... but I still look at my phone hoping I’ll see DoomBear popup....