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I think I am going to delete the app off my phone... I don't really come on here much unless I am bored and want to read something. While I don't get satisfaction out of sharing my writing anymore, I do appreciate those who have interacted with and appreciated my work. I'll come on sometimes! Don't forget to update me on little life events, I'll do the same! ❤️❤️
I miss writing so much, but I have no motivation anymore. Burnout hits hard when you spent your whole life trying to be the very best.
Random thought... One thing I hope for is to remember how my writing made them feel.
I have read so many wonderful pieces of art in my time (a short amount with all things considered), and every single one has made me feel some type of way. I may not remember the premise of each particular piece, but I remember feeling seen. If I can provide that for one person, then I have accomplished the one thing I've wanted since I started writing.
Gotta delete all my online presence here because he for real just saw that I had tumblr on my phone 😭
Goodbye everyone, it was a pleasure serving you, and I will never forget you 🫡
I literally get to watch Nico Hisher play LIIIIIIVE!!!!!! Like we are gonna be in the same room and I might cry!!!!!
OF COURSE MY CAR BATTERY WOULD DIE THE DAY BEFORE I LEAVE FOR SPRING BREAK
OF COURSE I WOULD ACCIDENTALLY LOCK MY KEYS IN THE TRUNK OF MY CAR
OF COURSE I WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE GUY I AM TALKING TO TO COME PICK ME UP
OF COURSE HE LET ME SHOW OFF MY COOL CAR SKILLS
of course things turned out alright and when I hugged him I felt 10x better than I did not even 5 minutes ago
live laugh laufey
James Potter x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Sirius Black x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Remus Lupin x Pettigrew!fem!reader Trigger Warnings: HEAVY depression descriptions, mentions of dying, moving on from grief Summary: What is a grieving girl to do as the world moves on and she is stuck in a moment of time? Word count: 2.5k a/n: 4th piece to this 5 part series. This one is a bit long! Hopefully it is good, let me know what you think! I hope you enjoy it! <3 send an ask to be tagged!
*No ones grief or depression is felt or looks the same, this mixed depiction is some of what I go through and how media portrays depression and grief!
Isolation. One thing you were sure you were good at. Something you had done for years, when others hurt you, when you knew expressing your feelings would hurt others, when you didn’t know who to turn to. It was almost second nature. And that is what you were defaulting to now.
Peter Pettigrew x sister!reader - James Potter x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Sirius Black x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Remus Lupin x Pettigrew!fem!reader Trigger Warnings: Betrayal, major character death, description of immediate grief and shock. Time skip Summary: Maybe you were foolish for thinking you could have a happy ending. Word count: 1.1k a/n: 3rd piece to this 4/5 part series. This one is a bit short but I was struggling with writing it and have been incredibly busy! Also there is a time skip! I hope you enjoy it! <3 send an ask to be tagged! series masterlist
time skip from last part (end of final year to October)
Was it wrong to be happy? You had spent months worrying about your brother, and yet here you were smiling alongside James and your friends making plans for Halloween next week. The absence of Peter, alongside Regulus, left a noticeable gap in your life. But there wasn’t much you could do except hope they were okay. At least that's what Remus kept telling you. He seemed to be the one most level headed with this situation.
I write for myself
*checks AO3 every few hours to see if I got any new kudos, comments or subscriptions*
"Just because you're screaming into the void doesn't mean your heart isn't aching for an answer."
May I please be added to the tag list of you will never be a god series 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Of course!! <3
This week's post for You Will Never Be A God is probably going to be late. I have had such a busy week with almost no free time, and I have a date on Thursday! Soooo wish me luck, and hopefully, I can have our next piece up before Sunday!
Peter Pettigrew x sister!reader - James Potter x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Sirius Black x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Remus Lupin x Pettigrew!fem!reader Trigger Warnings: Yelling, Peter hurts reader, crying, mention of Peter betraying his friends, reader also cries Summary: One moment is all it takes for everything to go down hill Word count: 1k a/n: Hello!! This is the second piece to the 4/5 part series, hopefully you enjoy. This part is a bit shorter than I wanted it to be buuuuut the next part is going to be a bit longer and a twist is coming! Also the next part will have a time jump because I am not that creative! send an ask to be tagged! series masterlist
The study room door was thrown open without a care in the world. You stood up from your sitting position at the table and caught your brother's eyes staring back at you. It had been about a week since you had last talked to him, give or take a few days. The bags underneath his eyes seemed darker, heavier even and he was clutching his back pack to his chest.
He bought me my favorite flowers today <33
Babel is basically about like British colonialism with small amounts of fiction. It’s quite like a dark academia vibes and really good (it has found family trope as well!)
You have read love hypothesis? How is it?
Oooooo, I love that!!! I might have to look into it! Yes, I have, and it is one of my favorites. It kind of helped me see that love is attainable for someone like me, and I liked the academic aspect of it. While it is a romance, it's college/graduate school and women in stem based... so that is what mattered most to me! It's soft and sweet, and yeah!! He fell first and harder and fake dating trope!!
Peter Pettigrew x sister!reader - Sybill Trelawney x Pettigrew!fem!reader - Sybill Trelawney x Peter Pettigrew (mentioned) Trigger Warnings: Yelling, Peter is angsty, crying, mention of Peter betraying his friends. Summary: Your brother began to pull away for unknown reasons. But when confronting his girlfriend seemed like a good idea, you got more than you bargained for. Word count: 1.4k a/n: Hello!! Here is the beginning of this new series brought on by my depression and dead brother! Let's jump right in! send an ask to be tagged! I am hoping to update like... once a week? on Fridays or Saturdays also I will update the links when the next piece is written series masterlist
He began pulling away about 3 weeks before summer began, you didn’t think much of it. You had asked him a few times if he was okay and he said it was simply just the realization that it was his last year. So you let it go, because you understood what it meant to him. Prior to Hogwarts he had always been an outcast and alone, besides you of course. But that first week after meeting his friends Sirius, James, and Remus, something had changed, he had changed for the better.
Omg babe *squeals* that’s so sweet of him I’m so happy for you!! 🥹🥹
I have not started writing the essay unfortunately.. but I’ll get through it.
I have started reading but I can’t remain consistent.. I have started Babel by rf kuang and I wanted to start re reading Percy Jackson
TAYLOR SWIFT NEW ALBUM OMG it’s giving me evermore and folklore vibes and I’m loving that. How do you feel?
LITERALLY I AM SQUEALING TOO!! Thank youuuu! <3
Aw! You got this! No I totally get you!! I just finished a reread of The Love Hypothesis... it took me forever to finish though. I've never heard of that, what is it about? And also, you should totally reread the Percy Jackson series!!
I heard that its supposed to be like a pop synth vibe??? It most definitely looks like it will be good and I can't wait for it to come out!!
