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I'm Gavin Shepherd. 30 years old, English professor at Havenoaks College. Brit-merican, gay, obsessed with Victorian Lit and collecting old records. If you want to know more, that's what the ask button is for.
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Pizza || Xera & Gavin

His last text rang through just as she put the car in reserve. She didn’t bother to grab it from the inside of her handbag, she was already on her way over. They could talk when she got there. She hadn’t even grabbed the papers she was supposed to grade. Gavin had tempted her with food, food she didn’t need to pay for and that was really all Xera needed. 
Her apartment was already boxed up and ready for moving, even if she didn’t have a place lined up. Cash was short for her, as it always was. Eventually, she would pay off her student loans and the world wouldn’t seem quite so similar to a hamster running in place on a big wheel, but until then, free food and friendly company weren’t things she was likely to pass up. 
The trip was quick, only 10 minutes. Everything in this town was 10 minutes away. She’d told him 15 only because she’d been sitting on her couch with her earbuds in, listening to a random station on Spotify or Amazon music while an old TV show played on the tv in a pair of boy shorts and a tank top. She liked the multitasking, she didn’t like getting dressed. 
For pizza, she would get dressed. 
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She parked on the street, not wanting to obstruct the driveway for Victor should he come home while she was there not grading papers with Gavin. Her chucks made barely any noise on the pavement as she got out of the car and made her way up the walkway and knocked on the door. Her outfit today was unlike any she wore at school. When she was in the classroom, Xera was always well dressed and put together. Makeup on her face, pencil skirts, heels. She wore none of that. Jeans, an old sweatshirt from the University of Arizona, and her chucks. Ever her hair, that was normally stick straight and down the middle of her back was thrown up in a messy bun. She looked far more human and less robotic. 
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As Gavin waited for Xera to get there, he threw on one of his favorite records, humming along to David Bowie's "Five Years." He'd never been an especially good singer, but he was at least on key, and the music was a delightful backdrop for preparing the living room for Xera's arrival. He retrieved glasses for them both, selecting a soda for him and bringing in another for Xera, along with a bottle of wine that was kept in the house for guests. He didn't know if she'd want a drink, but he throught it good to offer. He also grabbed plates, napkins... He couldn't think of what else she might need, and he made a note to ask when she got there. Gavin loved to be a good host when he could, but he so rarely invited people over anymore. When Victor was home, he devoted as much of his to him as possible, loving nothing more than an evening curled up with his boyfriend.

The doorbell sounded and he got it quickly, scratching lightly at his beard as he opened the door. It was the pizza, and he was glad that it had come first. He paid, tipping generously, and placed the pizza and breadsticks he'd ordered onto the coffee table before walking back into the kitchen. He glanced around quickly, still wondering if there was something else she might want. Should he have ordered a salad? Dessert? Looking down at the dark jeans and button down he wore, he chuckled softly, thinking it not unlike the clothes he wore to work, minus the occasional tweedy vest or jacket. "Presentable," he murmured, "but unpretentious."

He wondered why he was thinking so hard about this. He usually didn't feel such a strong need to impress anyone, but the desire was there, and he thought perhaps that it came from the fact that she was a collegue. He hadn't gotten close with many of the collegues at his school, feeling a little out of place with some of the stuffier old American professors. His Britishness had always othered him, but he was also quite a bit younger, and that was why he'd latched on to Xera when she'd come to Havenoaks, eager to meet someone who did what he did while being much closer to his age.

When he heard the knock, he hurried back to the door, bare feet padding softly against the floor. "Moonage Daydream" had just started, and he hummed along as he opened the door to her, grinning as he said, "You're just on time. The pizza just arrived, the coffee table has been set, and I've just completed all of my overthinking for the evening." Stepping back to give her room, he held an arm out toward the living room to invite her in. "I tried so hard to think of everything you might want that I couldn't think of anything."

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Anonymous asked:

[PM: From Danyelle] Gavin! I miss you! How are you doing?

[PM] Danyelle, my darling! I’m well as always. How have you been? How’s business? How’s dating? How’s... I must stop asking questions. Let’s go with the first three and work from there.

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[PM] I'm having a friend over for pizza tonight. Just so you aren't surprised by her presence when you get home. How are you, Beloved?

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[PM] Thanks for the heads up. I’m okay. I have one more late night client and then I’m done. I really shouldn’t be working this late, but the client insisted. How are you doing?

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[PM] A hot bath and a hot night under the covers with my love is a dream come true. I can’t get home fast enough. Besides your company and not grading papers. How was the rest of the day?
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And I’m very glad that you understand and are very supportive. We can plan it together. Just one night at a bed and breakfast or something. And yea they are hiring, but until then, I have to suffer. The only perk is that I”m getting paid extra and body is getting more conditioned.

[PM] Sounds perfect, doesn’t it? My day was lovely. Walked the dogs, picked up some groceries. I acted very much like a responsible adult today. I was proud of myself, and now we have milk again.

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I can plan that. I’ll have to find out when Spring Break is, make sure I’m off as well. I’m sure it won’t be a problem though. To be fair, the body was incredibly conditioned before. Is it possible for you to have more abs?

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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I don't much care for envy, but yes I think I did.
Xera: Fostercare wasn't always fun but she was always happy.
Xera: I understand that. She's all I have for family.
Gav: I suppose my father is all I have for family. Wherever he is, and the last time we saw each other made it perfectly clear that he wasn't worth seeing again.
Gav: I feel I should say I'm sorry about foster care, but that also feels rude. Like I can't assume I know how either of you feel about the concept.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I'm fairly certain she has springs in her feet...
Xera: It's never bothered me, though.
Xera: I always marveled at her ability to be happy.
Xera: There is something to be said for adopting siblings, too.
Gav: Is it something you envy?
Gav: Oh, I've had a few of those. At least of the "family of choice" variety. Sometimes you find people along the way who you want to claim as your own somehow.
Gav: Proper adoption though, my father was never the type. And I was my mother's only son.
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[PM] I'm having a friend over for pizza tonight. Just so you aren't surprised by her presence when you get home. How are you, Beloved?

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[PM] Thanks for the heads up. I’m okay. I have one more late night client and then I’m done. I really shouldn’t be working this late, but the client insisted. How are you doing?

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[PM]  Hey the weekend is for not doing anything and relaxing, so I’m completely envious of you. And the fact you can get other people to follow your lead is quite impressive. Having left over pizza will feel like heaven.
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I miss you also. Sorry I’ve been working so much lately. We had lost a trainer and I’m taking over her clients as well as mine. So I’m swamped. But I do think that maybe we can take a day and do a little 24 hour getaway thing.

[PM] Leftover pizza and whatever else you’d like for the night... A hot bath, a hot shower, a hot night under the covers. I can be all about your needs. Especially now that I’m taking my weekend off as God intended.

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You’ve been busy and I’ve understood it. Should I plan a getaway for us, or would you like to do that together? I assume they’re looking to hire someone else, another trainer... Let you get back to the schedule you’re used to?

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Gav -> Xera

Xera: well i meant the plight of not being as hot as your boy. But he is a personal trainer, i bet the abs make you forget.
Xera: It is common with siblings.
Xera: T is just a little over the top with her excitement.
Xera: You'd be shocked at where you find family. Don't discount the possibility of being a brother.
Gav: Oh, I know. I'm just saying... He's somehow been tricked into thinking I'm hot, so there's no plight here for me. I'm just happy to be invited to his party.
Gav: Does the hyperness get to you? How hyper are we talking about here?
Gav: I've always known that it could be possible. My father left when I was quite young, and he's a complete idiot.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: Well, at least you accept this plight.
Xera: She's okay. Mostly... I love her.
Xera: You'd probably like her. She's a little like me but really hyper.
Gav: Coming home to a guy hotter than me every night isn't a plight, it's a treasure. The abs alone are worth every bit of it.
Gav: Is that the mostly of all siblings being annoying?
Gav: I do quite like you, and I don't mind hyper.
Gav: I've always wondered what kind of brother I'd be, though I won't ever find out. At least, I don't think I will.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: it explains how you managed to snag that boy. He's got a strange kink.
Xera: As for grandkids, I much have kids. To do that, I would need a guy. I don't got one of those, so no kids or grandkids.
Xera: Just a little sister.
Gav: If you're suggesting he's hotter than me...
Gav: ...you're honestly right, and I can't fault you. :P
Gav: I don't know how I snagged him. He's brilliant and beautiful, and I'm completely aware of how lucky he makes me.
Gav: Do you like having a sister? I've always wondered what siblings are like.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: ....This explains so much.
Xera: Professor kink. I should have known.
Xera: Grandkids? I would have to have a prospective male to even think about that...
Xera: My sister would never let me live it down.
Gav: I can think of a number of things it could explain, but I'd love to know what you mean.
Gav: I meant my own grandkids, though when you have yours, I'll be sure to come over and tell them about the time I bailed Grandma out for going pantsless.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I wonder if the boyfriend would agree with that assessment... I might have to ask.
Xera: Pants are very important.
Xera: I don't want to get arrested for indecency.
Gav: Have I not mentioned Vic's professor kink before?
Gav: I don't know if it outweighs any superhero kink he might have. We haven't tested that theory.
Gav: I wouldn't want to have to bail you out. Though I would... It would make an excellent story for future grandchildren, don't you think?
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[PM] I'm having a friend over for pizza tonight. Just so you aren't surprised by her presence when you get home. How are you, Beloved?

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[PM] Thanks for the heads up. I’m okay. I have one more late night client and then I’m done. I really shouldn’t be working this late, but the client insisted. How are you doing?

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[PM] I am excellent now that I’ve decided not to grade anything tonight. And I’m enabling a fellow teacher to avoid working too. It’s what I was meant to do... Inspire people to inaction and not the other way around. And I’ll save you some pizza if you like. There’s plenty... as always.

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I miss you.

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Gav -> Xera

Xera: Some heroes don't wear caps. Sometimes they wear elbow patches.
Xera: It might be Davis... I dunno. I'll let you know tomorrow.
Xera: Okay, pants and then I'm on my way. See you in 15.
Gav: I'm far more handsome in elbow patches than spandex. I don't think I could pull any of those superhero suits off.
Gav: Pants are very important.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: you know, i might take you up on that.
Xera: I'm meeting with some guy named David... Davis? Something like that.
Xera: Alright alright, I'll get dressed and be over soon.
Gav: Please do. I make an excellent superhero if necessary.
Gav: Oh! If it's Davis, we've spoken briefly. He's a fellow Brit... Seems lovely.
Gav: I won't hesitate to eat your pizza without you. :P
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I will let you know as soon as I see the place.
Xera: I just hope he's not a creeper...
Xera: I might need to take you up on some of those names.
Xera: Did you check on the dogs?
Gav: If you want to text me the address or have me sit in a coffee shop nearby, I can be over in less than a minute if you get a weird vibe off the guy. Text me a 911 and I'm there.
Gav: I checked and they don't appear to be home. Records still in tact, and I think I'll be throwing one on. Pizza has been ordered as well.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I will unpack as soon as I find a place to move.
Xera: I'm meeting with a guy tomorrow about a room for rent.
Xera: Cross your fingers.
Xera: How important is that record collect?
Gav: Fingers crossed... that the place is lovely and the guy is too. If it falls through, I know a few people in search of roommates.
Gav: It's not. They're just things.
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Gav -> Xera

Xera: I've already got a mess... I'm living out of boxes currently.
Xera: it's a nightmare
Xera: oh man... haha.
Xera: I would recommend checking on the dogs. Silence is rarely a good thing.
Gav: Do you intend to unpack eventually, or are the boxes what you prefer? Like an excuse to never need furniture.
Gav: You're probably right. Silence might mean they've left with Vic, but it might also mean they're eating my record collection.
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