hey guys, or to whoever sees this. also minor tw
i deleted all my posts because I no longer want to use this blog, the account will still be up but I’ve been in such a bad mental state, and other stuff I’ve had to deal with.
unfortunately don’t be expecting me to come back, this blog will be abandoned. I’m so happy for everyone who I’ve met here, and all the wonderful writers I’ve met.
thank you all for letting me be here and feel accepted, but good things must come to an end. also no, I won’t k word myself, but I will be leaving this blog and everyone else behind. hopefully one day, just, maybe one day. if this guilt I have ends, I’ll come back. but there’s no guarantee that will happen. i did bad thing without realizing and hurt those around me. i feel disgusted about myself.
ps: if you are wondering, yes I did leave the discord server (this is for those who were in the dc only if you weren’t don’t worry) something happened and I just felt so guilty and bad about myself, I didn’t feel like I had a place there anymore.
again, thank you to everyone. this isn’t some post that I put out for people to see, because I want sympathy. i’m a grown woman, so I wouldn’t need any of it.
-yazmin