@craftamo brushes which since buy are so awesome to work with and @speedball_art farbic paints which are great to use especially on lighter colored farbic. Haven't painted on fabric in a whiiiiile....needed new shorts...PLUS these glow!!! I'll add a pic later to show!

I thank you Iron

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Oh my god...

I have not been on Tumblr for almost a year and a half. I have not posted up new artwork in so long, I have secluded myself to building a better me. I come back on and I see someone bought a design of mine on Society6. I have never have had the honor to thank this person who took the time to Order one of my works. whoever you are thank you. 

I am writing this because I believe I have finally healed. healed my mind and accepted that things are as they are, but does not stop me from always reaching out and helping. Does not stop me from seeing a speck of light within people who clouded themselves in dark grey storms. it’s because I understand.

I understand that you have to cut the bullshit. if you want to heal, want to be better for yourself...do it.I understand.

I understand that a story will always have many different perspectives, weed out the unnecessary information and focus, focus on what you are looking for. the focus to ensure that you will have the necessary means to stand out in the end in this mental fuck of a battlefield we call our reality...

I understand you need to call out injustice, Reasonable injustice. the weight you put on yourself so you don't become “the problem” should be so much less because in reality, we are all someone else's problem. whether we actually know it or not. focus on yourself and those who support who you really are...appreciate them. look to them and thank them. if they ask why it’s for all the reasons we are still sane, for all the reasons we can find ourselves, our true selves with them.

I understand I will one day die but the thought of beath is so far removed from my thoughts at the moment. my end will come in the most spectacular or perhaps in the most fucked way imaginable. either way, I want to live life as I choose to because I can actually choose to. A choice I first thought I didn't have but realized I have been ignoring it.

I understand most of all... Hard work is needed always. to be humble because we are no better than the food we put on our plates. in the end we become what everything else in this world end up as... Shit. 

P.S.

so sorry for the terrible grammar. English is my first language. Giving enough fucks to go back and fix it... None. Plus I was born in America and even I find the grammar and pronunciation of certain words baffling like the word Fuck is the most gratify and well-expressed word... you’ll soon notice I use it...Often.

HELLO! Hi, I’m Indeed Alive...

and I also have opened up A society6 account!! so check me out, I would greatly appreciate it! Click HERE  I am also opening up For commissions! so if your interested Send me a message, I promise I won’t bite....nibble maybe...but bite, no.