my circle so small i almost cut myself off
Mild nsfw whoops 😅
Everyone (aka the 0 ppl still active and following this blog 😅) PLEASE manifest good sex for me, and soon!
The girl I’m seeing is so gorgeous and her kiss drives me insane and I’m just PRAYING she thinks I’m hot and wants to fuck me too HAHA AGHHHH GAY PANIC
“I think that after the first time you give your heart away, you never get it back. The rest of your life is just you pretending that you still have a heart.”
— Unknown
Just 8 months ago I was given the most beautiful gift I have ever received.
Just 34 weeks ago I read probably the most heartfelt words I’ve ever had the honour of reading.
Just 8 months ago my partner, for our anniversary, wrote the most beautiful letter detailing what they saw when they looked at me. Saying they saw home.
I think of those words far too much, bc something that honest and beautiful and vulnerable was made just for me? I can hardly believe it, still to this day.
8 months ago those words were true. And now they aren’t. I don’t understand how she saw my soul, captured it words, put it to page, and now 8 months later she feels none of it anymore.
How they could speak of home, and forever, and wanting to wake by my side every single day. How they could see me in a way that I don’t think I’ll ever be able to see for myself, how they could be so deeply in love with me. And how all of that could be completely erased in less than a year.
I was always terrified that one day she’d wake up and slowly fall out of love with me. I was SO SCARED. And she said that was something she could never do. For something I was so afraid of, I sure was surprised when it happened. I didn’t even see it coming. I truly truly truly never saw it coming.
I listened to their words and trusted every last one, like a partner is supposed to do.
And yet I am ultimately “set free” once again. Caring more than I am cared for. Loving deeper than I am loved. Totally blind to what is so obvious to everyone else. Giving my whole heart, soul, and everything I am to someone who doesn’t want it. Heartbroken and betrayed night after night, while they live a beautiful and carefree life, looking for their next adventure and next love.
Sorry to get so emo, just trying to come to terms with losing my soulmate ❤️
“I just wanna feel like I’m on drugs without taking drugs.”
— Edan
im always DTF
(Dealing with Thoughts of Failure)
corny wlw solidarity art 🏳️🌈
I decided to create something that I wish I had when I first got diagnosed with autism - so here’s my comic for ASDComicTakeover! You can find out more about the project here!
me: wow that guy is attractive
me to me: look right past him as if he doesn’t exist
flirting 101
13 year olds and 15 year olds are the scariest people ever. 13 yr olds are mean and 15 yr olds are full of anger and hatred
rolls up in a sandwich car to steal ur girl
Listen all I really want. Is to pick up The Irregulars' Watson. And his little gaggle of adopted children. And place him in 221b with the Enola Holmes Sherlock. And let him have a buff and actually intelligent man to love him and care for his children with him okay