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Hi everyone! I just want to give you guys a little updaye.  A couple weeks ago I was diagnosed with Leukemia in like. the first stage??? But yeah i was told I had cancer and then i got mad depressed and I do have to go to treatment regularly, but I was told that they caught it in the first few weeks of my sickness and that If my treatment works I should be Cancer-free by april! I havent really been around because of this, and also because school is fixing to start and ive been working my financial issues with the goverment. 

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Hi everyone! I just want to give you guys a little updaye.  A couple weeks ago I was diagnosed with Leukemia in like. the first stage??? But yeah i was told I had cancer and then i got mad depressed and I do have to go to treatment regularly, but I was told that they caught it in the first few weeks of my sickness and that If my treatment works I should be Cancer-free by april! I havent really been around because of this, and also because school is fixing to start and ive been working my financial issues with the goverment. 

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it’s not like he looks down on the male, honestly he needs to learn that people who worries about him are not trying to do that, kirishima will never do such thing, he worries because he cares a lot for him, he wants bakugou to open up, to rely on him just as he relies on him and he knows to achieve such thing would be hard. the male is stubborn, always keeping his feelings hidden, always dealing with his problems alone, always carrying a huge burden on his shoulders and kirishima wants to help but the other keeps pushing him away. does he really trust him? he is yet to answer that though…
“why won’t you let me ease your troubles? i’m not looking down on you…” his head lowers breaking eye contact with the other. “i worry because i care a lot and just saying not to do it won’t make me stop…” a low sigh leaves his lips. “you still didn’t reply my question though… you… you don’t trust me fully, do you?”

Kirishima’s words spread through his system like a foreign toxin, stinging his nerves and making his bones chatter. He looks up to him in the dim of the lightlocked kitchen, eyes seemingly glowing. He does trust Kirishima, he trusts him with the blood that runs beneath the brut of his skin, but never a chance to cough up the words that hurt his throat so, like they were locked in his throat for all eternity. He cannot be vulnerable. He cannot even allow weakness to taint what is left of his broken body. He turns to Kirishima, his mouth opening to alleviate the situation, but instead, something he wished he didn't say comes out.

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How ta’ hell am I supposed to trust you, when I cant even trust myself?

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hi so to make a long story short, i caught a summer flu after my trip back from L.A. and i went to the doctor and hes like “yah ur pobably fine except you might be going deaf” which was really really great to hear and THEN the second i took the medicine given i got sick even worse than before so im like. softcore bedridden now but ill make a better effort on being around

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“i just noticed you’ve been struggling all alone and well…” he wants to help him, bakugou was always there to cheer him up when he needed some ego boost and he wanted to return the favor too but if the other doesn’t trust him enough to help him when he is on his moment of weakness then how can he even call himself a friend? his eyes remained on the other male.
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“you always help me and i really do want to return the favor.”

There it is again. It prods him in the back so he knows its present, like a stranger looming at the door. At first,n he processes it as pity, as something ill intended that he doesn't need in his life. Then, it turns into concern. Rational Kirishima-Brand concern that only bloomed so much more when he told him he loved him. In competence, he bites his lip.

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“Kiri, It’s all aight, okay?” He says in the best reassuring tone he can muster. “Dont go worryin’ yaself over me so much.” he whispers. 

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“ I’ll be fine.”

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