Forbidden
Synopsis: you knows you shouldn't do this. You know it's forbidden. But why can't you stop? Why can't you forget him and be his brother's wife like you should be? Why now, of all the times did you decide to want something for the first time in your life?
Genre/warnings: mafia yoongi, yoongi, legal age gap(6 years), forbidden relationship, smut,fluff,angst, unprotected sex,fingering,oral(m receiving),inexperienced reader, mentions of killing, protective yoongi, younger brother's fiance au, deep throating,nipple play, breast play,riding, gun play.
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@bunnyrhe @yoonaasa @creatorspalace @shymagda-7 @rosquilleta @raineandskye
Your chest heaved up and down as soft whimpers left your swollen lips, with your hands flying to grip his shoulders to support yourself as his raspy voice hit your ears like a melody "look at you so fucking wet for another man" he cooed mockingly as his thumb applied more pressure on your swollen bud causing you to moan his name as you slowly rocked against his fingers which were rubbing slow circles on your clit. "Y-yoongi" you gasped as he thrusted his long finger in and out of your cunt with purpose as he found your g spot so easily, as if he has memorized each and every part of your body. you would have been ashamed if you weren't so drowned in the pleasure he was giving you. Pleasing you as if you were his woman. Your heart ached at the thought.
A low groan left his lips as he watched your eyes rolling back,your face scrunched up in pleasure as you held him desperately. His gaze falling at your heaving chest, as he breathed heavily, staring at the swell of your soft breast which was exposed to his and his eyes only. But the silk gown you were wearing didn't do much to cover you, with your matching robe lying by his feet which was discarded the moment you stepped in his room. He could see the outline of your hardened nipples brushing against his firm chest which caused you to moan his name softly "Aren't you a fucking sight to see flower?" He grunted, quickening his movements and you whimpered at the nickname, your mouth hanging open in a silent scream as he whispered against your ear "come for me angel. Give it to me" his name left your lips like a chant as your high washed over you. If someone walked outside the door you were pinned to, they would be able to hear you clearly. And with the position you were both were in, nobody had to guess what was happening here. You pinned against the door of your fiance's older brother's bedroom. With his hand in between your thighs and your panties in his pocket.
But even with the high risk of getting caught, you didn't care. Not when he was holding you so tightly and so securely. Not when you knew that this might be the last time he holds you like this. He leaned his head against your shoulder, his one arm wrapped around your waist to hold you up as you clinged onto him, feeling your legs shaking and your knees giving in.
After a few seconds of silence, he looked at you with hooded eyes, your eyes were still closed as you panted with your arms wrapped around his neck. Breathing heavily he leaned his forehead against yours, closing his eyes for a moment as your hands gripped his jacket. He closed his eyes so he couldn't see the small tear that escaped your eyes and slided down your rosy cheeks, which you wiped immediately thinking he didn't noticed. "You with me doll?" He mumbled rubbing your cheek with the rough pad of his thumb, and he felt his chest tighten when you opened your eyes and looked up at him like he's the most precious thing in your life. Like he's the whole world.
You nodded shyly, as he loosened his grip slightly but still kept his hands on your waist,with you looking up at him from the curtain of your hair. As you bite your bottom lip nervously, his gaze followed your movement. And he raised his hand to gently tuck your hair behind your ear. You felt your heart racing as he slowly leaned in and pressed his lips on yours with the most gentle and soft kiss you've ever had. There was no rush or lust in it. It was slow, and gentle as he moved his lips over yours smoothly. It scared you. And it scared him too. Because he could no longer ignore how he felt for you. And it scared you because you knew how you felt for him. But he didn't felt the same for you. And you would have to return to the arms of a man who you were soon to be wedded with. A man who didn't cared about you. A man who was sleeping with your sister on the night of your engagement. That was the night you and yoongi became one for the first time. When he found you crying alone, under the rain. When he couldn't stop the anger bubbling inside him as you looked at him with a broken heart. When he kissed you for the first time. It's been almost 7 months since that night. And your wedding is in a week. After that night you found yourself knocking on his door again. Gripping your robe nervously as he opened the door with a cigarette in between his lips. That night you let him take you again. This time in front of the large window in his room. Where anyone could see both of your naked bodies if they only looked up. But you weren't scared even though your chest was pressed against the glass with him pounding inside you. Because deep down you knew that he would never let anything happen to you.
Unfortunately he wasn't your first. His younger brother hyunmin took your innocence the time your wedding was decided. He didn't stopped in a drunken haze even though you begged him to. You spent another 2 hours rubbing yourself under the shower to get rid of his scent until your skin became red and raw. But yoongi handled you so gently. So softly as if you were a glass doll.
He pressed you against the door, caressing your face softly while breathing heavily. But suddenly as if he has been burned, he pulled back. Leaving you dazed and hurt as he looked away with his jaw clenched. "Get on the bed" he mumbled pulling his tie and unbuttoning his shirt. But he was stopped when you held his arm. Almost timidly. Looking at you, he let you pull him towards the bed. Staring at your soft features as you avoided his eyes nervously. He let you push him on the bed. Staring up at you as you stood in between his legs with him sitting on the edge of the bed. "I-i want to.." you whispered not looking at him "what do you want doll?" He mumbled holding your hand softly "i-i want to make you feel good too" you whispered almost inaudible but he still heard you, as you looked at him. But as you went to go down on your knees, he stopped you with a grip on your wrist causing you to look at him confused. "You don't have to flower" he breathed as you kept your hand on his shoulder "i want to" you whispered but you were stopped again and it almost caused you to think that he just wanted to get it over with you so he wouldn't have to see you again.
But your heart soared as he took his suit jacket which was probably more expensive than your old house and placed it on the floor. You shyly looked at him as he didn't said anything just like he always does. Just like he always cares for you silently. You stood on your knees on his jacket and placed your hands on his thighs looking at him. And when he nodded with a hard glup, you gently pulled down the zipper and he raised his hips to let you pull down his pants along with his briefs. You gasped as his length plunged out and slapped against his abdomen, before standing tall. The tip of his cock an angry red as pre cum oozed out of it. Yoongi gripped the bedsheets with his jaw tight and rasped out. "Don't force yourself angel" you nodded staring at his huge cock, wondering how will it fit in your mouth completely oblivious to the effect you have on him. He has had many woman in this position before. Always so willing and desperately to suck his dick. But he had zero interest in them . They were only his means to release the pent up stress and frustration which comes with his job. Because they weren't you. He never thought seeing you on your knees, so willing to make him feel good will almost make him go crazy.
He grunted a low 'fuck' as you slowly wrapped your small hand around his rock hard dick. But he could still see some hesitation and confusion in your eyes. "Spit on it doll" he mumbled breathing heavily as you looked up at him "make it wet. It'll be easier for you" you gulped nodding and spit on his cock, before spreading your saliva and his pre cum all over it. And fuck he could cum right then and there at the sight of you rubbing his dick with your delicate hands. You took a shaky breath and held his cock in a tight grip before moving your hand up and down. The small grunt that left his lips caused you to look up at him and the sight made you whimper as you felt your slick running down your thighs. He was panting slightly, staring at you with hooded eyes as you whispered "i-is this okay?" He groaned when you increased your speed and nodded mumbling "perfect doll. S-so perfect " you took a deep breath and leaned down, kissing his tip before taking him in your mouth as much as you can. A long and loud groan left his lips and his head lolled back with his jaw clenched. You tried to relax your throat and slowly took his whole cock in your mouth, taking deep breaths through your nose to fight of the gagging reflex. After you were comfortable, you started bobbing your head up and down, your hands gripping his milky white thighs to support yourself as low and raspy growls left his lips. You looked up and moaned softly, watching his leaned on his elbows, panting heavily as he forced his eyes not to roll back and stared at your face. Fuck you looked like a damn angel. So perfect, so willing to please him.
You noticed his hands gripping the sheets so hard that his knuckles were turning white. You knew he was tryingro control himself. So breathing shakily you continued your movements and sucked him softly, with your hand going towards his. He let you hold his much larger hand and gulped with a low moan when you placed his hand on the back of your head. "Don't wanna hurt you angel" he breathed out, clenching his eyes shut to control himself but you shaked your head, willing him to use you however he liked. Groaning softly he gripped your hair, gentle enough to not hurt you as his hips buckled up. You purposely massaged his balls and at the same time sucked him harder , and he lost it.
Gripping your hair with a tight jaw, he thrusted his hips upwards, at the same time guided your mouth down by your hair. You whimpered as his thrusts got harder amd harder, your nose pressing against his pubic hair as he fucked your throat. You let him use you, and only supported yourself on his thighs as a line of drool dripped down your chin. He growled at the sight of small tears filling your eyes and thrusted in harder. His moans and low growls causing you to gush as he whispered praises of how perfect you are. You noticed his abdomen muscles clenching and moaned softly, the vibrations causing his eyes to roll back a he growled out "fuck I'm coming! Goddammit y/n-" the way he moaned your name caused a warm feeling in your chest, as his cock shot ropes and ropes of his hot cum inside your mouth. You whimpered at the salty and slight bitter taste as his balls emptied completely. He panted heavily, pulling his dick out of your mouth slowly as to not hurt you and looked at you with something you couldn't quite decipher. But you dared to think of it was affection as you gulped down his seed. He leaned down towards you and tapped your chin. You opened your mouth and he groaned, his head hanging forward and mumbled "come here doll" as he held your waist causing you to hold his shoulders as he pulled you up and made you sit on his lap. "You okay?" He murmured, his gaze switching between your eyes and you nodded shyly as he tucked a few strands of hair behind your ear "i didn't hurt you?" You shook your head looking down and gasped as he suddenly flipped you around so that you were laying on his bed and he was on top of you. "Why won't you speak?" He murmured staring at you, trying to read you as you tried to avoid his eyes but he made you look at him. "Talk to me" he leaned his head against yours, closing his eyes and you took a deep breath before whispering "b-because this is the last night i get to spend with you and i don't want to ruin it with my thoughts" and looked away when you felt his breath hitch.
You suddenly felt his weight shift and panic immediately started filling inside you when you realized he was getting up. Oh god this is why you were trying to keep your mouth shut. You knew you would ruin everything. Your hand flied to reach for him as you hastily said "I-I'm sorry i didn't mean-" "do you trust me?" You stopped your movements as he mumbled that and sat up, confused, watching him taking something from the side drawer and without any hesitation you said "i do" you heard him exhale softly before he turned towards you and your breath hitched when you noticed a gun in his hand. "W-what are you-" "relax flower" he breathed out and walked towards you. Your eyes were trained on his gun which he kept on the edge of the bed. He took off his unbuttoned shirt, staring at you intensely as he stood in front of you "do you trust me angel?" He repeated and you nodded "i trust you yoongi" his jaw muscle twitched as he softly kissed the soft swell of your breast before removing the thin straps of your night gown and you helped him remove it, leaving you bare and in your most vulnerable state in front of him. The gown joined his shirt on the floor and he gently pushed you down on the bed.
"Close your eyes doll" he mumbled kissing the side of your lips and you did as he told with a pounding heart. You felt him gripping your soft thighs in his large hands and he spread your legs, leaving a perfect view of your glistening womanhood to his eyes. "Y-yoongi?" You whispered, your hand reaching for him, and he immediately held it "relax for me flower" you took a deep breath but suddenly, a cold feeling pressed against your inner thigh which caused you to flinch and then, the same coldness pressed against your womanhood causing you gasp as you held his hand tightly when he shushed you. You immediately tried to close your legs but he didn't let you and kept them wide open.
You gasped as the coldness rubbed against your swollen bud and only then did you realized that the cold object was the barrel of his gun. But it was too late as he slowly, slided the barrel inside your weeping cunt. Your mouth hanged open at the stretch as the barrel slided in easily because of how wet you were. You whimpered softly as he slowly pulled the gun out, and slided it back inside your cunt. He watched your expression carefully. So he could stop immediately if there was any discomfort on your face. But he found none. Instead, he watched your face contort in pleasure as he increased his speed, biting his lip as he watched the barrel coming out of your womanhood completely soaked "fuck you love it" he whispered groaning as he felt his half hardened cock, hardening completely at the sight of his gun inside you.
"Y-yoongi..ah" you moaned loudly as the pleasure increased with his movements when he suddenly took your perky nipple in between his lips, sucking and rolling it around his tongue. Your hands gripped his soft locks which he is growing. You always thought that long hair suited him so much. But never had the courage to say it. He grunted when you tugged his hair and sucked dark hickeys around your breasts. With his one hand still holding yours, he switched his attention to your other breast, giving it the same treatment "y-yoongi I'm c-close hah" you cried out as he sucked your sweet spot, and at the same time the barrel of the gun hit your g spot causing you to tighten around the object and when he growled out "fucking cum" your 2nd orgasm washed over you like a truck. Your mouth hanged open and some saliva dripped down your chin as your head lolled back and pressed hard against his pillow. The whole time, he stared at your face, watching you coming down from your high. And when you opened your eyes, he looked away, taking his gun out. Your eyes widened in embarrassment when he raised the gun and you saw how soaked it was. Your cheeks only got warmer when he smirked, and placed the gun on the table before looking at you again "you good?" You nodded whispering a small yes.
Despite the slight pain in your legs, you gingerly got up on shaky legs and pushed him on his back so he was laying on the bed. He watched you silently as you climbed on his lap, biting your lip as you felt his hardness underneath you. You looked at him with your doe eyes and shyly whispered "c-can i ride you?" A groan left his lips at your words and he nodded with his jaw clenched. He leaned against the pillows so he wasn't fully laying on the bed and gripped your hips, helping you slid down on his cock which was standing tall and hard. But he immediately stopped your actions with a firm grip on your waist when you whimpered in slight pain. Still sensitive from the previous orgasms "don't force yourself y/n." You nodded taking a deep breath and slowly slided down, and once you were settled on his lap completely, he rubbed your clit gently, to ease your muscles causing you to moan softly and you rolled your hips slightly, the delicious pleasure immediately causing a loud moan to leave your lips while he groaned, his grip around your hips tightly as he massaged the supple flesh "still so damn tight" he grunted and you slowly rolled your hips, grinding down against the head of his cock with a small whimper of his name.
Taking a shaky breath you slowly started bouncing up and down, your hands gripping his shoulders to support yourself as your pace increased and so did both of your moans. He growled a low 'fuck' when you rode him harder, the sound of skin slapping getting louder and louder as his hips buckled up in a hard thrust every time you came down. "Yoongi!" You cried out as he hit your g spot, causing him to thrust up at the same angle which threw you into another level of pleasure "fuck just like that doll. Y-you're doing so good. So perfect " he moaned lowly, pulling you by the back of your neck and smashing his lips on yours in a messy kiss. He swallowed your every moan and cries of pleasure as his hips matched your movements, but soon ,the pain became too much to handle. Which caused your movements to get slower. So you gasped out "y-yoongi it hurts ah! M-my legs hurt-" before you could even complete your sentence, he flipped you around with a strong arm around your waist, and you sighed as the soft sheets enveloped you with his scent.
He wrapped your legs around his waist, and buried his face in your neck, biting your sensitive skin to muffle his groans as your fingers played with his hair, and your nails scratched his back with your eyes rolling back. He could feel your walls fluttering, signaling you were close. So he increased his movements and pounded inside you harder. Hard enough for the bed to shake and he growled watching your breast bouncing with every thrust, and a small bump appearing on your lower stomach. "Who do you belong to" he mumbled holding your jaw in a rough grip to make you look at him. And without a second thought, a secret you wanted to hide, escaped your swollen lips "you! Yoongi I'm yours!" Because you knew that even after you marry his brother, your heart, your body, your everything will only belong to him. You wished he knew that.
He smashed his lips on yours as his movements got sloppier "cum with me babygirl" he mumbled and both of your high washed over you. It almost became painful but it was mixed with the overwhelming pleasure as he shot his warm seed inside you. He buried his face in your chest, as you both panted heavily with him collapsing on top of you. You immediately wrapped your arms around him. Holding him close to you and he closed his eyes, his grip around your waist tightening. None of you wanted to let go. But he knew he had to. He has to let you go before it's too late. Groaning he gently pulled his cock out of your womanhood, frowning when you whimpered softly. Forcing himself to look away from you, to ignore how beautiful you looked, he walked inside the bathroom to bring a wet cloth. Spreading your legs with so much gentleness and being even more gentle and careful while cleaning your womanhood. All the while you avoided his eyes. Because you knew what was coming next. Every time he cleaned you up, it was time for you to go. But you weren't ready to part yet. You covered yourself with the sheets as he cleaned himself and wore his pants, picking up his shirt which was lying on the floor and silently gave it to you. You sniffled quietly and took it. The silence was becoming too much that you couldn't handle it anymore.
You knew you had to say it. Even though he didn't felt the same, you wanted to tell him. Have him reject you harshly so you can forget him. But you didn't knew that your eyes spoke before your voice. "Y-yoongi " you whispered watching as he didn't looked at you once "I-I want to tell you-" "no" you looked at him surprised as he looked at you with his fist clenched "you should leave. Aren't you going to pick your rings tomorrow? Go." After a moment of silence you said "so you're okay with it?" "What?" He looked at with narrowed eyes, his breathing getting heavier by the second "you're okay with me marrying him? You're okay with me wearing a ring of his name?" "Y/n stop-" "you're okay with him touching me and showing everyone that i belong to him?" "Y/n-" "you're okay with him taking me on the night of my wedding? With me carrying his child-" "i said fucking stop!" He growled pinning you on the bed and for the first time, he looked at you with so much anger in his eyes.
Your bottom lip trembled as he breathed heavily above you, and you whispered "i lo-" "don't " his eyes were cold as you looked at him with shock and hurt. So you got your answer. You weren't anything to him. The way he was looking at you right now. It showed and gave you your answer. Of course, why did you even hoped that he would feel the same? Tears filled your eyes and his eyes hardened when he saw you crying but you were shocked when he said "if you say it, I'll kill him" "w-what?" You whispered as he pressed a soft kisa on your forehead with his jaw tight with anger and pain."If you say those words, I'll kill him to make you mine" you gasped as he suddenly stood up mumbling "leave" but you grabbed his arm and said "i love you" his eyes clenched shut and he looked down, "i love you yoongi" you whispered with tears running down your face. He turned around and grabbed your waist, pulling you towards him and you kept your hands on his bare chest ,leaning against his hand as he wiped your tears softly "last chance doll" he whispered leaning his forehead against yours "this is your last chance to leave. Because after this, I'll never let you go. I'll kill every single person who tries to come in between us or take you away from me. Even my own brother" you looked in his eyes, finding raw emotions in them, as he looked at you with a pained expression. He can't control himself any longer. It hurts him physically to even think about you getting tied to someone else.
"I don't want to leave yoongi. I'm yours" you whispered pressing a gentle kiss on his lips, and he took a deep breath, mumbling "i love you flower. I won't ever allow anyone to as much as look in your way." He sealed that promise with his kiss, desperate and needy as he pulled you flush towards him, rubbing your bare cunt in his clothed cock which was slowly hardening again, and his one hand pulling off his shirt that you were wearing. To show you the love that he had kept hidden for the last 7 months.
