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( LOYAL DOG.*

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bite the hand that feeds.
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I’m going to move Cloud back to my main blog at reflectingchaos,  and work on reposting headcanons there a little later on.  it hasn’t been worth the while to have him on his own blog,  so I think I can give him a little more reboot energy over there.

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headcanons that will be coming up.

  • cloud developing MPD due to the experiments and the trauma.  yes,  I will be doing my research on it,  but also yes,  I will be taking creative liberty because a) this is fiction,  b) this is final fantasy,  and c) I do what I want so fite me.
  • talking about the similarities between mako poisoning and schizophrenia.  I have dealt with persons that have schizophrenia literally my entire life,  so I feel confident to the extreme when tackling this one.  it will be based off a lifetime of watching it develop in a person,  and then having to deal with it once it is fully developed.  it may seem odd,  but when I start comparing,  I think you will understand why I found so many similarities.  but again,  because mako poisoning is its own thing,  I will be using aspects as they truly are,  but then I will also be taking creative liberty as I see fit.
  • at the end of the Remake,  the weird sort of space-universe looking place where Cloud and Sephiroth talk?  I’m going to be expanding on that,  because it gave me lots of ideas tbh.
  • the Whispers will be a form of monster,  they will have nothing to do with destiny.  I’m not going to pretend I like how their butchering the game until it comes full circle and I know what their 100% plan is.  until then,  Whispers are a unique creature created by the events going on with the Lifestream.  I’ll detail more in the actual headcanon when I write it.
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memory loss starters send a sentence, get a drabble.
  • “ trust me. we’re [friends/family]. ”
  • “ you’re groggy from the medicine. ”
  • “ this isn’t funny. stop it. ”
  • “ i know you’re scared and confused, but i’m here to answer your questions. ”
  • “ you’ve suffered a shock. ”
  • “ i’m [name]. don’t you remember? ”
  • “ trust me. ”
  • “ hey, hey. don’t overexert yourself. it’s okay. ”
  • “ you’re talking nonsense. ”
  • “ you lost your memory. ”
  • “ take your time. ”
  • “ you…forgot me? ”
  • “ the doctor said it’s temporary. ”
  • “ be patient, it’ll come to you. ”
  • “ tell me what you remember. ”
  • “ who are you? ”
  • “ let me go! i don’t know you! ”
  • “ i’m sorry. i wish i could make myself remember. ”
  • “ prove it. prove that we know each other. ” 
  • “ i need answers, and i need them now. ”
  • “ help me understand. ”
  • “ don’t go. i’m scared. ”
  • “ you look…familiar.”
  • “ do we know each other? ”
  • “ i can’t remember anything. ”
  • “ don’t come any closer. ”
  • “ i’m sorry, but we’ve never met. ”
  • “ maybe i don’t want to remember. ”
  • “ my memories are gone. ”
  • “ i’m not joking! i don’t know who you are! ”
  • “ [name]? who’s that? ”
  • “ everything you’re saying could be lies. ” 
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so I can’t stop thinking about Cloud with chocobo chicks while his family still had the chocobo farm being succssful,  and it’d be super sweet if there was a Tifa interested in doing stuff when they were kids and the chocobo farm was still on its feet.  just running around and playing with baby birds.

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★ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐆 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏 (𝟏𝟗𝟒𝟔)

dialogue starters from 1946′s the big sleep, based on the story by raymond chandler.  change names / pronouns / wording as needed.

’ you’re not very tall, are you? ’ ’ you’re making fun of me. ’ ’ i was fired for insubordination.  i seem to rate pretty high on that. ’ ’ what did you want to see me about? ’ ’ i’m being blackmailed again. ’ ’ you wanna know anything?  or just get rid of them? ’ ’ i just wanna get rid of them. ’ ’ it might cost you a little. ’ ’ i don’t know that i like that. ’ ’ you wanted to see me? ’ ’ you think you can handle it for them? ’ ’ what will your first step be? ’ ’ i see.  no professional secrets. ’ ’ i thought you wanted a drink. ’ ’ you don’t have to play poker with me, ____. ’ ’ it wasn’t right for ____ to go off like that. ’ ’ broke ____’s heart, although they won’t say much about it. ’ ’ and i don’t like your manners. ’ ’ don’t waste your time trying to cross-examine me. ’ ’ people don’t talk to me like that. ’ ’ do you always think you can handle people like little trained seals? ’ ’ just what is it you’re afraid of? ’ ’ they found ____’s car parked in some private garage. ’ ’ they?  who’s they? ’ ’ that’s what you’ve been trying to get me to say, isn’t it? ’ ’ i’m sure i don’t care what you say, ____. ’ ’ you find what you wanted? ’ ’ would you do me a very small favor? ’ ’ i don’t know, it depends on the favor. ’ ’ know anything about rare books? ’ ’ you begin to interest me.  vaguely. ’ ’ look, you’ve got a dead man lying right under your feet.  how did it happen? ’ ’ you talk a lot, ____.  yak, yak, yak. ’ ’ come on, lie down there and be quiet. ’ ’ don’t you ever go to bed? ’ ’ come into my boudoir. ’ ’ you don’t put on much of a front, do you? ’ ’ there isn’t much money in this business if you’re honest. ’ ’ i’m sorry.  also about yesterday, perhaps, i was rude. ’ ’ we were both rude. ’ ’ you’d better look at this.  a messenger brought it this morning. ’ ’ ____ was asleep when i left. ’ ’ ____ is not on any cheap blackmailing scheme. ’ ’ you could go on forever, couldn’t you? ’ ’ i suppose i don’t wanna talk to you. ’ ’ your story didn’t sound quite right. ’ ’ i don’t get it.  i don’t get your game here. ’ ’ you know, you talk too much. ’ ’ hello, sugar. ’ ’ i knew you were trouble.  i told ____… ’ ’ look at him.  he’s all curious and bothered, wondering about stuff. ’ ’ i guess you think i’m dumb. ’ ’ who are you?  and what do you get out of this? ’ ’ you’re cute.  i like you. ’ ’ i suppose i should thank you. ’ ’ just don’t lie to me next time. ’ ’ what’s the matter, sugar? ’ ’ ____ gives me a pain in my- ’ ’ i told you to get out. ’ ’ you got an alibi for last night? ’ ’ well, you can’t pin that on me. ’ ’ i can make an awful good try. ’ ’ maybe you and i can make a little deal. ’ ’ you got a table for us. ’ ’ maybe i wanted to hold your hand. ’ ’ that’s a lot more than i expected but welcome just the same. ’ ’ i’m generally working on something most of the time. ’ ’ i like you.  i told you that before. ’ ’ i like hearing you say it. ’ ’ oh, come on, now, angel, stop shaking. ’ ’ i’m trying to help you. ’ ’ never been here before, have you? ’ ’ but i see now you knew what you were doing. ’ ’ you didn’t bump ____ off, did you? ’ ’ no thanks.  i’ll go out here with the rest of the suckers. ’ ’ maybe someday i can do you a real favor. ’ ’ it’s your money, don’t you want it back? ’ ’ i don’t like people who play games.  tell your boss when you wake up. ’ ’ well, i’m glad i asked you to take me home. ’ ’ don’t tell me you’re scared, because i won’t believe that. ’ ’ when did you first begin to feel that way about me? ’ ’ i just woke up, i haven’t had breakfast. ’ ’ you generally do all right following your own hunches. ’ ’ uh uh, i can’t afford to be seen with you. ’ ’ we’re thinking about getting married. ’ ’ do you wanna know what i got, or don’t you? ’ ’ you had to go on with this, didn’t you? ’ ’ too many people told me to stop. ’ ’ get a knife and cut these ropes.  watch your fingers, don’t cut toward your hands. ’ ’ i guess i’m in love with you. ’

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okay,  I’m going to say it.  in the Remake,  I like that Cloud turned hard,  and I like that his first instinct in dealing with Johnny was to kill him,  and I like that the reason he decided not to kill Johnn was purely because Tifa didn’t want him to,  and I like that Tifa is afraid of what Shinra has turned him into and no longer knows who he is as an adult,  and despite all the other stuff they’re screwing up,  I hope they keep up with the Cloud and Tifa thing.  because that right there is the kind of shock value that is important,  that a great,  kind,  and caring kid went to this extreme version of the army and was changed for it.  because even what we have today will change someone,  you don’t just go into the army and not be changed,  but then FF has not just an army,  but one that weaponizes kids and experiments on them,  and it’s in a world where it’s so normal that nobody is speaking against it.  it’s normal.  it’s just not realistic to imagine that he could stay the same after everything,  that he and Tifa could just pick up like nothing,  even if he wasn’t experimented on,  but especially given the fact that he was,  it’s impossible for him to be the same after as he was before,  and I’m going to build on that,  and hope that I'll find partners also interested in building on this with me,  because this is what I crave,  but what I feel like the general fans are trying to devalue.  and I get it,  it’s not a pleasant thing to think about,  but we can’t just erase difficult truths,  and the difficult truth is that while Tifa and Cloud are not able to have the same magic fairytale friendship as before,  it doesn’t mean they can’t get to know who each other are now and build from that.  the film Advent Children is proof of that,  but they’re trying to erase the events of Advent Children by changing the entire story of the main game,  and it’s just not cool.

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am I the only one that wants to introduce a small-boob Tifa?  big boobs are so impractical unless she has a hell of a bra on,  but most of this artwork is drawn as if she’s braless,  and if she was braless,  she’d be miserable.  I only have 36B’s myself,  and even these girls would hurt a lot if I tried to do all the boxing and fighting maneuvers that she does,  unless I was wearing a really good sports bra.  it just seems like over the years her boobs are getting bigger and they need to be getting smaller.

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feel free to change pronouns / wording !
  • why can’t these guys write me a fuckin’ decent part ?!  
  • who’re you calling ?  
  • oh, y’know what ? I’m sorry, I have the wrong number.  
  • wait a minute, I know your voice.  
  • i think he’s got a really sexy voice.  
  • i can’t believe this.  
  • why don’t you tell me who you are ?  
  • she’s got a nice little … voice.  
  • let’s play a little game.  
  • jesus, you scared the shit out of me !  
  • i didn’t mean to scare ya !  
  • come on, open the door.  
  • talking about how much fun it’s gonna be to rip your insides out.  
  • why do you wanna kill me ?  
  • being the best means being willing to do what the others would not.  
  • was it worth it ?  
  • i assume you’re not here for an autograph.  
  • so if we stop making scary movies, what, all the psychos in the world will retire ?   
  • i am my own character.  
  • we are not in any danger.  
  • cue the violins, right ?  
  • i don’t mind you never returning my calls.  
  • i’m surprised you thought about me at all.  
  • do you see a camera ?  
  • could i be more popular ?  
  • why do you have so many secrets ?  
  • it’s as if you don’t exist.  
  • psychos can’t kill what they can’t find.  
  • everything you touch dies.  
  • you’re just like me.  
  • i’m not happy that i’m thirty-five playing a twenty-one year old.  
  • how the fuck are we supposed to learn our lines when there’s a new script every fifteen minutes ?!  
  • brace yourself, all of this is actually not about you.  
  • you’re not a detective.  
  • ten more murders and we can publish a calendar.  
  • very hannibal lecter.  
  • god, it’s not the end of the world.  
  • that is so easy for you to say.  
  • i’ve killed someone.  
  • turn on the news.  
  • are we safe ?  
  • was that a threat ?  
  • i’m leaving my legacy.  
  • the reason i’m here is to help you so that my death will not be in vain.  
  • true trilogies are all about going back to the beginning and discovering something that wasn’t true from the get-go.  
  • the past is not at rest.  
  • i work better alone.  
  • basements creep me out.  
  • so how can i help you ? or do you want me to tell you who you look like.  
  • i wanted to make you proud.  
  • you don’t deserve to be protected.  
  • as if life isn’t tragic enough.  
  • you see what i see, day in day out, the violence that people do to each other, you get haunted.  
  • ghosts are tough, you can’t shoot ghosts.  
  • i think what you saw is real.  
  • how do i know that this is you and not the killer ?  
  • the question isn’t who i am, the question is: who’s with me ?  
  • do you have somewhere we can be … alone ?  
  • you follow directions well.  
  • now that we’re all here, the party can begin.  
  • it’s your turn to scream, asshole !  
  • i’m here to help.  
  • put the gun down.  
  • why don’t you take some fucking responsibility ?  
  • lose something ?  
  • i swear i’ll kill you !  
  • i guess we think alike.  
  • he wasn’t superhuman, he wasn’t superhuman at all.  
  • what kind of movie ?  
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interest check?

maybe I should delete this blog and make him a fresh one?  I’m feeling like a lot of people went inactive,  so it doesn’t seem like there’s anyone still presently here to continue stuff with,  so starting new might be the best route,  or else put him on my multi again.  hmm.

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