“when im old and it’s time for us to meet again tell me i worked hard too”

“when im old and it’s time for us to meet again tell me i worked hard too”

Jonghyun “So Goodbye” - Music Box Edition by SMYang

Our beautiful Jjong,

It’s been a day since you’ve gone to sleep, and we dearly miss you.

But now you’re no longer in pain, and although we feel so lost without you, I find solace in knowing that you now painlessly shine just as bright as you ever would have.

I want you to know that we’ll remember you as the compassionate musician who has saved countless lives, including my own. I remember having no reason to wake up except being able to listen to your voice or see you smile and hear you laugh. You were the hope a lot of us needed, and I wish we could have done the same for you.

Your efforts and influence will never fade, and we will remember you as our dorky and loved member with the amazing singing abilities and wonderful laugh that could make the flowers grow. Maybe if I close my eyes, I could see you here with me, smiling like you always used to.

It will be hard for many of us to let you go, but please know that we will always remember you for the heart-warming ball of sunshine you were. Wherever you are, I hope you no longer feel pain, and I hope you grace everybody around you with your mesmerizing voice like it will continue to do for us for decades on.

We miss you already, and know that we will always love you. So instead of crying, we’ll smile through the tears and remember all your best moments and cherish them with everything we’ve got.

We love you forever, but now it’s time to say goodbye for a little while. Thank you for everything you’ve ever done, and thank you for saving me when I thought I truly couldn’t be saved.

Good night, angel, you did well. We’ll meet again someday.

I love you, rest in peace.

you did well

Wind speed 4.0 m/s. Sea temp: MM °C, air temp: 21.0 °C. #jonghyun

“A few years ago, I was crying and whining at my mom and sister while I was really drunk. I asked my mom and sister… it wasn’t long after we’d moved. I asked them if they were happy. I got drunk and woke up my entire sleeping family, like some ahjussi. It had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. They both woke up and told me they were happy. But I was so envious at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. Because it wasn’t like that for me. I told them while sobbing: I want to be happy too. Then I felt like I’d done my mom and sister wrong. But from then on, I started contemplating about happiness. For about six months, I pondered specifically over what I would need to do to become happy. I think that time of transformation has come. I think I need to be happy, now. I must become happy. I am going to be happy.” 

Rest in Peace. You will be missed, our dear Jonghyun. Life may have been cruel now, but I hope you find another life where you’ll achieve your happiness. Sing on in heaven, and watch over the boys and shawols you left behind. We aren’t angry, we aren’t going to curse you, you won’t be remembered for how you died but for how you lived. You touched millions of hearts and graced a gift upon this world that can never be replaced. You’ll live on in our hearts and within the happiest memories we shared these last ten years. Go In peace, this is our final goodbye.Let’s meet again.

we will always love you.

CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LISTEN.

Kim Jonghyun  08.04.1990 - 18.12.2018 Rest In Peace ♥

D.O. Voted 2nd Most Popular Male Idol By Gay Men in South Korea.

According to a new poll, EXO’s D.O. ranked the #2 Most Popular Male Idol by Gay men in South Korea. The poll gathered approximately 1,000 Gay men in South Korea, asking the question ‘Who is your favorite male idol?’ D.O. ranked #2 out of 16 Male idols, he is the only EXO member to appear on the list.

Full List

1. INFINITE’s L 2. EXO’s D.O 3. TVXQ’s Yunho 4. BTS’ Taehyung 5. BIGBANG’s T.O.P 6. BTOB’s Sungjae 7. BEAST’s Doojoon 8. 2PM’s Taecyeon 9. ZE:A’s Siwan 10. SHINee’s Minho 11. Seventeen’s Mingyu 12. BIGBANG’s G-Dragon 13. BTS’ Jungkook 14. SHINee’s Jonghyun 15. BEAST’s Kikwang 16. INFINITE’s Woohyun

Congratulations D.O.!

cr: @94_degrees (Twitter)

KD top 5(x2): Ten Kaisoo Moments that are total relationship goals

Hey guys, how are you feeling after Bangkok concerts? Some interesting Kaisoo moments, right? Everyone is on fire, I can feel you all.

I stopped what I was doing cofthesiscof* to do this post, because I’m so inspired and this concert was so beautiful, and I wasn’t even there! Let’s go. Oh, and thank you for this anon that give me the idea. Just want to reinforce the same warnings: pics/gifs don’t belong to me, sarcasm and terrible quality jokes ahead. 

1. Kaisoo in EXO Second Box

That DVD is full of relationship goals. Since their couple interview where they were praising each other for no end, matching in terms of body language and smiling for no reason and the water park date with Chen, we can see many different faces of Kaisoo. All of them have one point in common: how they always have each other’s back no matter what. This is something that friends do a lot, but what better friend that your boy/girlfriend? 

A highlight for Jongin pulling Kyungsoo out the water

Since there’s so many stuff to point out about it, I suggest you to see those two posts (1, 2)

2. Kyungsoo fixing Jongin’s mic

That’s a moment that always caught my attention. If you remember well, Kyungsoo wasn’t at his best condition that time. He suffered an injury during MAMA 2013 that made him limp after. But he made an effort to go at Jongin’s direction to fix his mic. It’s admirable the effort not only Kyungsoo but Jongin does for each other at the smallest things and not everyone realise this in a relationship. So, moments like these make me really glad.

3. Kaisoo mutual support during Exoluxion Tokyo

In my opinion, that one of the most precious Kaisoo moments I’ve seen. How Kyungsoo notices Jongin posture, how he put his hand on his back to confort him, how Jongin backhugged him and how Kyungsoo patted Jongin’s hand. Everything is so sublime and tender, you can see that it’s not for the fans. They do this because they are there for each other, to support each other. In moments like this I understand why many people ship Kaisoo. They are not an ordinary fanserviced couple, but they show how relationships should be and it’s touching.

4. “If you were a EXO fan who would be your bias?” Kaisoo version

This is super hillarious, I need to tell you. Meanwhile Kyungsoo was super excited to tell how much he liked Jongin’s dance, Jongin choose Baekhyun instead. Not very happy about his bro’s bf’s choice, Kyungsoo just ignored Jongin.  His reaction to that was the best tbh

5. Jongin and the ice bag

I love how Jongin puts the ice bag under his shirt and keeps rubbing it while looking at Kyungsoo (that fucking smiles lmao). Because couples aren’t only serious around each other, but know how to play around too.

6. Kaisoo tickling each other

Talking about having fun with each other I came across an article with the title “Top 10 Qualities of Gay Super-Couples” and one of the points was “have fun with life and try not to take things so seriously”. This reminded of all the different times Kaisoo tickled each other, for example. Their reactions say it all.

7. Kyungsoo holding Jongin’s paper bags like a great gentleman he is

Look at me in the eyes and tell me that Kyungsoo isn’t a boyfriend material. Just saying.  I mean, he even carried Jongin’s bags that are a big proof of his and Krys relationship! Kyungsoo is always considerate!

8. Kaisoo and the ribbon

A symbol that show that sometimes a romantic relationship can de similar to a motherly one in terms of care and it’s adorable.

9. Movie nights

In a relationship, is important to take time to be with each other. And it seems that Kyungsoo and Jongin enjoy (or used to enjoy) most of their time together watching movies and even Pororo together. It’s not everyone that sacrifice at least two hours of time to be with the person they love nowadays, so it’s really beautiful.

10. Celebrate special dates together

Okay that Kyungsoo and Jongin went to the movies together one day after Valentine’s Day, but who cares. Be able to do something with your partner and celebrate small dates and anniversaries always make a different in any relationship.

KD top 5(x2): Ten Kaisoo Moments that are total relationship goals

Hey guys, how are you feeling after Bangkok concerts? Some interesting Kaisoo moments, right? Everyone is on fire, I can feel you all.

I stopped what I was doing cofthesiscof* to do this post, because I’m so inspired and this concert was so beautiful, and I wasn’t even there! Let’s go. Oh, and thank you for this anon that give me the idea. Just want to reinforce the same warnings: pics/gifs don’t belong to me, sarcasm and terrible quality jokes ahead. 

1. Kaisoo in EXO Second Box

That DVD is full of relationship goals. Since their couple interview where they were praising each other for no end, matching in terms of body language and smiling for no reason and the water park date with Chen, we can see many different faces of Kaisoo. All of them have one point in common: how they always have each other’s back no matter what. This is something that friends do a lot, but what better friend that your boy/girlfriend? 

A highlight for Jongin pulling Kyungsoo out the water

Since there’s so many stuff to point out about it, I suggest you to see those two posts (1, 2)

2. Kyungsoo fixing Jongin’s mic

That’s a moment that always caught my attention. If you remember well, Kyungsoo wasn’t at his best condition that time. He suffered an injury during MAMA 2013 that made him limp after. But he made an effort to go at Jongin’s direction to fix his mic. It’s admirable the effort not only Kyungsoo but Jongin does for each other at the smallest things and not everyone realise this in a relationship. So, moments like these make me really glad.

3. Kaisoo mutual support during Exoluxion Tokyo

In my opinion, that one of the most precious Kaisoo moments I’ve seen. How Kyungsoo notices Jongin posture, how he put his hand on his back to confort him, how Jongin backhugged him and how Kyungsoo patted Jongin’s hand. Everything is so sublime and tender, you can see that it’s not for the fans. They do this because they are there for each other, to support each other. In moments like this I understand why many people ship Kaisoo. They are not an ordinary fanserviced couple, but they show how relationships should be and it’s touching.

4. “If you were a EXO fan who would be your bias?” Kaisoo version

This is super hillarious, I need to tell you. Meanwhile Kyungsoo was super excited to tell how much he liked Jongin’s dance, Jongin choose Baekhyun instead. Not very happy about his bro’s bf’s choice, Kyungsoo just ignored Jongin.  His reaction to that was the best tbh

5. Jongin and the ice bag

I love how Jongin puts the ice bag under his shirt and keeps rubbing it while looking at Kyungsoo (that fucking smiles lmao). Because couples aren’t only serious around each other, but know how to play around too.

6. Kaisoo tickling each other

Talking about having fun with each other I came across an article with the title “Top 10 Qualities of Gay Super-Couples” and one of the points was “have fun with life and try not to take things so seriously”. This reminded of all the different times Kaisoo tickled each other, for example. Their reactions say it all.

7. Kyungsoo holding Jongin’s paper bags like a great gentleman he is

Look at me in the eyes and tell me that Kyungsoo isn’t a boyfriend material. Just saying.  I mean, he even carried Jongin’s bags that are a big proof of his and Krys relationship! Kyungsoo is always considerate!

8. Kaisoo and the ribbon

A symbol that show that sometimes a romantic relationship can de similar to a motherly one in terms of care and it’s adorable.

9. Movie nights

In a relationship, is important to take time to be with each other. And it seems that Kyungsoo and Jongin enjoy (or used to enjoy) most of their time together watching movies and even Pororo together. It’s not everyone that sacrifice at least two hours of time to be with the person they love nowadays, so it’s really beautiful.

10. Celebrate special dates together

Okay that Kyungsoo and Jongin went to the movies together one day after Valentine’s Day, but who cares. Be able to do something with your partner and celebrate small dates and anniversaries always make a different in any relationship.