just because

i sometimes wear fake tan it does not mean i dont like my pale skin. i didnt get my belly button pierced just to seem attractive to boys- i did it because i always wanted them as i thing they look pretty. i sometimes wear fake eyelashes just because im in the mood. i dont do anything to be like anyone else. if i do the ‘basic’ things it is because i want to look different than normally for myself, not to look like anyone else. im not trying to be someone who i am not- in fact, i love the person i grew to become and because i wear ‘fake’ things now, it does not mean i will get ‘lip injections’ in few years fine. and even if i ever did, why would that be so wrong if it made me feel better? i’m not ‘harming’ myself mentally, i am doing what i feel like. i like myself the way i am, but sometimes, i want to look a little bit extra. why is it such a bad thing? as my own family, you should support me.

Summertime Sadness, Chapter 4- Sweet Pea

Summary: Sage arrives to Riverdale to spend her summer holiday with her cousin Toni. She gets introduced to the Southside Serpents and cannot help being drawn to one of them. After not many days, she becomes close with Sweet Pea, who starts to see her from a completely different side- mature and understanding.

Warnings for this chapter: movie plot explained I guess?

A/N: I and @soff-ie present to you chapter 4, enjoy! 

Chapter 4

“Basketball Game”

The boys decided to have a basketball game which I, Betty, Toni and Cheryl decided to sit through and gossip about the most random things. At one point during the game, Fangs took his black shirt off and damn- his body was sculptured in Heavens…

I didn’t even realise I was staring when I got a basketball thrown at my head by Sweet Pea.

‘What was that for?!’ I asked angrily and took his ball and threw it back at him and then I took Cheryl’s volleyball and threw it right after. Both balls hit that annoying mountain peak and he gave me the death stare- one that could freeze the blood in your veins. But I was too upset to care.

‘Don’t get too hyped, I let you hit me’ he said as he saw my grin.

‘Is that so?’ I asked standing up, ‘Ever played volleyball?’

‘Pretty good at it’ there goes his cocky side.

‘We’ll see’ and everyone knew I’m challenging him, so we all got into teams and moved along to the appropriate court for our game. I stood right in front of him, sending him a quick smirk before serving.

Of course- my team won- 8:5. I was on a volleyball team for years so I can play it pretty well. It used to be a big hobby of mine and another excuse to come back home late and avoid the reality of it all… Many were shocked with my skills, especially Sweet Pea, who excused his loss of the game as my “good luck”. Oh he could wish! I’m just skilled- I worked a lot and succeed and am proud of my accomplishments, although no one close to me ever appreciated them.

Everyone decided to go home and freshen up to meet up later again to watch a movie. We decided to do it at Toni’s as she surprisingly has the most available area. I had a long shower because short ones just don’t exist to me. I treat my shower time as kind of meditation- its the moment during which every human being is most fragile and vulnerable against the World. It’s the real you facing your own mind… Our body is fully exposed and no scar is hidden and every stretch mark that decorates our bodies is on full display.

After my desired shower and drying my self off, I threw on some grey Adidas leggings and a baby pink hoodie. I reapplied my makeup and tied my hair up in a high pony tail.

When everyone came and we were arguing about a movie, I came up and begged everyone to watch my favourite one- “Leon The Professional”. I fought bravely and for my luck they all agreed.

I was so happy to watch that movie again- I love it with all my heart. It is something meaningful- especially to me. It is one of those movies that are close to our heart and dear to our soul- one that brightens up our mood and tells a story that never bores us, and it always feel like it’s a brand new movie- a story we don’t know yet. Even if we watched it many times. A storyline worth telling- one that is beautiful.

I sat on the small coach with Sweet Pea and Toni, who switched her place as soon as Cheryl appeared. Sweet Pea decided to be a frustrating brat and sat across the coach so I didn’t have much space for myself to use so to give him “a taste of his own medicine”, I just lied as comfy as I could, what meant throwing my legs over his knee and being as much of a frustrating brat as he was. I straightened one of my legs across his other knee and he started fidgeting with my gold anklet and the rubber lining of my sock, randomly snapping it.

When the movie finished, as always I had tears in my eyes, and I could see that Toni and Cheryl did too, including Betty whom I missed and never knew she was even here, until she complemented my movie choice.

‘I don’t get it’ Sweet Pea mumbled and I looked at him as if he was ghost.

‘Are you serious?’ I asked.

‘Well yeah, their relationship was obviously wrong, I just don’t get it’

‘Well let me explain to you the art of it’ I sat up excited, ready to explain my favourite movie to him- a part of me…

-Sweet Pea POV-

She sat up with a big smile on her face, playing with rings on her fingers, ready to explain to me the concept of the movie.

‘So Mathilda comes from a toxic-broken family- her mother neglected her and Mathilda’s abusive father stores drugs for those people, what gets him into bad business and trouble with them. You can see that she’s very mature for her age straight away due to her having to take care of her younger brother. As a payback to her dad, they kill his whole family including him as well. Few minutes before the tragic event Mathilda left to get milk for Leon and came back to see her whole family murdered- even her little brother who meant the world to her. She carried on walking to his doors and was already sobbing as she knew what happened. Leon opens the door after a long while of doubt if he should help her. Later, he ever tried to kill her but couldn’t- what shows their growing bond as a professional killer couldn’t kill her. He starts teaching her and their relationship grows. And you have to remember that she is lost- her whole family was murdered and they’re looking to kill her next. She only ever felt any kind of love and kindness from her little brother and she lost him and misses his love, what makes her confused with falling in love and loving him as a father figure, which is what she actually feels. He becomes her safe place, helps her and educates. Her love for him is one she felt for his brother but it’s different as she feels protected instead and she never felt that what confuses her with being in love. Her love for him is pure- not sexual’

I watched how much passion she talked with while explaining the concept of the movie. The amount of energy she put into her speech and how deeply she understood the movie. Seeing her talking about something she loves made me feel something very different and unknown- I couldn’t explain it.

It annoyed me but I couldn’t even be angry or ignore her words as her passion just showed through. I was amazed yet nervous of what a big tangle she created in my head and a war she started within my mind. I just feel lost and confused.

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Summertime Sadness *Sweet Pea* (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/VhhM9dIaGO The small town of Riverdale- where many suspicious accidents have happened. But now, it's summertime and teenage Sage spends her summer vacation with her cousin, Toni. Sage is introduced to the whole Southside Serpents gang and was drawn to a certain tall Serpent, with jet black hair and a dreamy smirk straight away- Sweet Pea. The two go on a quiet an adventure, getting to know each other's secrets and the dark pasts... How will it all end? What dark secrets does Sage hide?

Summertime Sadness, Chapter 3- Sweet Pea

Chapter 1!

Chapter 2!

Summary: Sage arrives to Riverdale to spend her summer holiday with her cousin Toni. She gets introduced to the Southside Serpents and cannot help being drawn to one of them. After the encounter with Bulldogs the first day of Sage’s time in the small town with pep, the second day there wasn’t any different- from Sweet Pea’s deadly stares, to another encounter with the Bulldogs… But the third day was a big flashback at the motorcycle race she came to see, as she came across someone she knew very well... From their bad side...

Warnings for this chapter: cursing and mention of violence

A/N: I and @soff-ie present to you chapter 3 and are hope you’ll enjoy it! 

The story so far is not getting much acknowledgement, however, we’re hoping some of you appreciate it as we worked hard for it!

Chapter 3

‘Motorcycle race’

‘Serpents VS the Ghoulies?’ I was thrilled about the race Toni dragged me to. She explained that Ghoulies are the enemy Southside gang and there has been war between them and the Serpents which were pretty intense. I looked around the abandoned racing track, which now was filled with many leather wearing teens. I and Toni both walked around looking for any trace of Fangs and Sweet Pea and surprisingly got informed my the Ghoulies themselves, planning to do something to the Serpent bikes. After we got the groundbreaking information, we rushed away to find anyone from the racing Serpents. We found Jughead and told him straight away and he got the rest of the Serpents together, telling them what the two of us have heard. Everyone angrily rushed towards a group of Ghoulies and pushed one of the tallest one grabbing their attention.

‘Now, who the hell has a death wish?’ The well known to my heart voice sent a cold shiver down my spine, as my heart skipped few beats. I was hoping my hardest that it was not him, I glanced at the dark haired boy turning around and all my dreams and hopes were crushed within seconds- Malachai…

I quickly moved further back to avoid his glare and attention and trying my best to calm my breathing down. Unfortunately, someone was pushed into me and I was shoved right to the front, all exposed to my nightmare. As soon as he saw me, a wide grin emerged across his face. Sweet Pea stood next to me straight away as Malachai was taking slow, dreading steps towards me.

‘What a great surprise to see you here Sage!’ He shouted sarcastically, over exaggerating every word that comes out of his pitiful mouth. ‘Never thought you’d have a damn nerve to comeback’

‘Back off Malachai’ I hissed at him with every bit of despise for him left in me.

‘Now, why would I do that if I have a chance to see what you’ve been up to over the very few months and I can see that you switched sides’ he looked at the Serpents around me.

‘Stay away from her Malachai, or we’ll do what we did last time to you with Tall Boy, remember?’ FP appeared out nowhere and Malachai’s face became charged with anger.

‘It was your doing wasn’t it? Sage you Serpent whore’ he growled and got straight up my face ready to attack my guts but I came prepared- I pulled out my very own pocket knife to his throat not letting him go any further.

‘Go and die in hell’ I spat and he backed off. I was raging with anger and was more happy that ever when a heavy rainfall started and I hoped to cool off, but then we heard police siren and colourful lights in the distance. Everybody begun to escape and I got pulled away by Sweet Pea onto his bike. He sped to the trailer park and pulled me to one of the trailers which I assumed was his, without asking any questions.

‘Can you in the world explain to me what happened over there?!’ He stood right opposite me, towering over my frame.

‘You saw everything…’ I stuttered.

‘Yeah and I need an explanation for what the hell I saw! How the hell do you know Malachai?!’

‘He is… My ex boyfriend…’

‘You went out with a Ghoulie?!’

‘I didn’t know he’s in a gang! He hid it away from me! I just found out today!’

‘When did your little relationship take place?!’

‘Last summer… When Toni lived on the other part of the Southside’

‘So you came to Riverdale before?’

‘Well obviously…’

‘Toni knew you were sleeping around with our enemy?’

‘Not until like the last week of me being in Riverdale’

‘And she didn’t tell me?!’

‘You didn’t know me why in the earth would you care!’

‘Why wouldn’t she introduce you to us then? Since you were in Riverdale before!’

‘Because I was always either with Malachai or at home’

‘Why didn’t you go anywhere else?’

‘He wouldn’t let me.’

‘You have your own mind, what do you mean he didn’t let you?!’

‘Sweet Pea I was 15 then while he was 18 and I was terrified to say “no” because he abused me!’ I shouted feeling tears building up in my eyes. Sweet Pea’s facial expression changed straight away- from raging anger to more worried anger- his jaw was clenched tightly as he was holding back a question which wanted to be ripped out of his mouth.

‘I didn’t know… Um…’ He was trying to say something else but his phone rang- it was Toni, asking him if I’m with him and to bring me back home, so Sweet Pea walked me to Toni’s trailer.

‘What did you mean when you said he abused you? Like how?’ He asked awkwardly.

‘He would hit me, push me, cut me and burn me… All that pretty violet stuff…’ A silence filled the air between us.

‘How long for?’

‘Two months’

‘He’s a fucking pussy, we’ll get him back I promise’ he hissed.

‘No, FP already took care of it. Toni told me last summer and I just put the facts together as I was confused as to how familiar his name sounded’

‘He still should get his part from the other Serpents’

‘It’s okay, it’s not happening anymore with him, I’m all good’ I sent him a slight smile and a quick goodbye after thanking him for walking me home and finally, went inside Toni’s trailer. The pink haired girl hugged me straight away which is what I really needed…

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Summertime Sadness, Chapter 2- Sweet Pea

Chapter 1! 

Chapter 3!

Summary: Sage arrives to Riverdale to spend her summer holiday with her cousin Toni. She gets introduced to the Southside Serpents and cannot help being drawn to one of them. After the encounter with Bulldogs the first day of Sage time in the small town with pep, the second day there wasn’t any different- from Sweet Pea’s deadly stares, to another encounter with the Bulldogs...

Warnings for this chapter: cursing!

A/N: This is the second chapter @soff-ie and I are presenting to you! And this will alll get better!

Chapter 2

‘Keep it lowkey’

I was surprised to be invited to the Serpent gathering at Sweet Water River. Honestly, thought they would hate me, but instead they seem to accept me pretty well. Liking me is a strong opinion and I would not trust it, so I’ll just say they seem to stand me since I’m Toni’s cousin. As always, I dressed like a 5 year old kid- but it’s just how I feel most fulfilled, like replacing the loss of childhood innocence with the style of youth- filled with ribbons, frills and pink soft hearts. My baggy white top with a black outline of a crown was tucked into my baby pink ‘tennis’ skirt, and my feet supported by white Air Forces which I loved. The sharp pleats of my skirt were stiff like statue- standing hard.

Me and Toni both left, her attempting to encourage me to not be scared of the Serpents and think of them as bees- unbothered won’t sting. I just plainly listen to her words still stubbornly claiming they hate me, as I’m different.

We finally got to the lake and I took a seat next to Cheryl and Toni, carelessly looking around the lake. I missed this place… But how does a person like Cheryl feel about it? I heard about what happened from Toni and felt pure sorrow and pain for her- we both lost someone we cared for… I looked at the red-haired girl; her pale skin decorated with a few delicate freckles and her beautiful fire-hot hair were blown in each direction but she still managed to look ideal. At one point I saw her slight smile drop, presuming the death of her brother was the cause. Toni seemed to notice to as her hand wrapped around Cheryl tightened even more, and a small smile decorated my face. I was happy for them and wished them best.

I decided to leave them alone so they’re not bothered as I knew Toni works a lot and the two love birds deserved some time “alone”. I sat next to Fangs who was looking away into bright and cloudless sky.

‘Hey, Cinderella how you doing?’ I looked up confused as I never met anyone nicknamed “Cinderella” and oh boy- they were looking at me.

‘Umm… What?’ I asked not know whats going on.

‘I asked you how you doing’ Joaquin repeated.

‘Oh right, good. Wait, did you call me the Cinderella?’ I  raised my eyebrows.

‘You look like her- wearing all pink like some Disney character’ Jughead added.

‘Actually, Cinderella had a blue dress thank you very much’ the sarcasm in my reply was sneaked in like a serpent they all are.

‘Well, which princess had a pink dress?’ Sweet Pea asked.

‘Aurora!’ Toni suddenly replied and I looked at her with a facial expression saying “Really?”

‘Well Aurora how do you like it here?’ Joaquin asked.

‘I’d rather be called Sage, but alright I guess. Different from a city’

‘It’s not about what you rather but what we want’ Sweet Pea replied.

‘Yeah, alright Sweet Pea” I answered mocking his name and stuck my middle finger up at him and he just smirked.

‘Oh just leave her alone’ irritated Fangs wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer making me laugh.

‘If they bother you just call them Dumb Dicks- the double D makes them mad’ he whispered making me chuckle. For the rest of the hour, I and Fangs were talking, laughing and messing around. During that time, I couldn’t help but notice the death stares we received from Sweet Pea. Does he hate me?

At the same moment my phone rang so I got my phone and walked way from a loud surrounding of Serpents, which was pointless, as it was one of them “you took part in an accident” annoying calls. I was ready to walk back to the surrounding but my body froze as I heard a familiar boyish voice.

‘Well, well, well, it’s the new pretty thing herself’ I rolled my eyes as if it was my last time doing it and turned around to face the brunette guy.

‘Oh there’s the dickhead and his dumbass friends’ I hissed and the two other friends stood on both sides of him.

‘Where’s the other one of your filthy dogs? Got lost? Well I guess you should do too’ I added as he chuckled.

‘Oh you want me’ she smirked and I almost chocked.

‘You fucking wish!’ My shout was pretty intense and filled with despise.

‘Shut up you loud mouth’ he tried to quiet me down.

‘Oh why’s that? So I don’t appear ready to kick your ass Reggie? Get the hell out of here’ my heart sunk and rose again as I heard Sweet Pea’s voice. I slightly smirked and heard the rest coming.

‘What have we got there- the lost Bulldogs?’ Fangs stood on the other side of me while Joaquin walked in front of all of us holding a pull out knife and carelessly, yet perfectly was flicking it around, showing his ability to use it just as perfectly on their skin, to create a deep bloody pattern.

‘Psychopaths’ guy apparently named Reggie said and all three turned back and walked away.

‘You’re alright Sage?’ Joaquin asked and I shook my head as a ‘yes’ and thanked them all.

-Sweet Pea POV-

My body was overflown with boiling blood, as I looked at the two of them. I didn’t know why- I was just angry and wanted to smack Fangs in the head for some reason. The view of the two of them made me madder than ever. Suddenly, her phone rang and she stood up walking away to find a quieter place. I tried to follow her with a blank stare but then my eyes caught Fangs, who was now walking towards me. The brunette guy sat next to me and leaned in ready to whisper.

‘Piece of advice for you dumbass- you might wanna calm down and stop trying to murder me with your eyes, especially if you want to keep it lowkey…’

‘Keep what lowkey?’ I asked confused.

‘Your little crush on her’ I grinned and looked back at Fangs.

‘Little crush? Yeah right, you wish’ and he gave me an intense “Are you serious?” look and I rolled my eyes far back.

‘Maybe I just wanna sleep with her?’ I said looking at him with my eyebrows high up.

‘Yeah right’ Fangs looked at me like I was the world’s biggest idiot and stood up ready to walk away.

‘Fogarty’ I growled. He stopped and looked back at me- ‘tell anyone and I’ll chop you up and feed you to Hot Dog’ I hissed and he just smirked and at that point we heard a loud “You fucking wish” from a known voice of a fellow Serpent’s cousin. I looked back at Fogarty who stood off the ground walking to where Sage disappeared too, Joaquin and few Serpents following us.

‘Shut up you loud mouth’ his annoying voice pissed me off and I couldn’t believe he showed up here after the last night.

‘Oh why’s that? So I don’t appear ready to kick your ass Reggie? Get the hell out of here’ I hissed at him. They don’t learn, do they?

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Summertime Sadness, Chapter 1- Sweet Pea

Chapter 2 here!

Chapter 3!

Summary: Sage arrives to Riverdale to spend her summer holiday with her cousin Toni. She gets introduced to the Southside Serpents and cannot help being drawn to one of them. Soon, their adventures begin, even on the same day they met and will continue!

Warnings for this chapter: underage drinking

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Chapter 1-

‘Pretty new thing’

‘Are you sure they won’t mind me? Like you just told me that you’re in a gang and I can’t help it, but to worry what they’ll do to me if I accidentally roll my eyes at one of them’ I mumbled trying to talk Toni out of taking me to meet her “friends”. I came around 2 hours ago and did not expect that my summer holiday will start off my meeting a bunch of gang members.

‘Sage, they’re really not that bad- in fact, they’re pretty harmless… Well unless you piss them off or they just hate you’ I looked shocked at her.

‘You’re not helping!’ I groaned and she laughed.

‘Don’t worry, you’ll be fine- besides, we’re here’ she said and we took a sharp turn and my eyes shot open seeing a group of well build men wearing thick black leather jackets with a snake patches. Toni was wearing the same leather jacket, decorated with a snake as many others’ had but I didn’t think it meant anything until now… I looked down at my very different ‘fashion’- I was wearing cropped but oversized baby pink sweatshirt and a black tight skirt with a decorative ‘chain’ belt and a platformed Puma sneakers. Well, at least the belt matched their style a bit, right?

‘Everyone, this is Sage, Sage meet the Southside Serpents! This is Fangs, Jughead, Joaquin, Sweet Pea…’ I stopped listening when the giant guy ironically named “Sweet Pea” was staring at me as if he was reading me inside out. I felt so intimidated that I sneezed making everyone chuckle and I wanted to burn. I sneeze like a broken squeaky toy…

‘You look young, how old are you?' Joaquin asked.

’16… Well 17 in few months’ I answered leaning on my left leg.

‘Oh she’s like a baby’ I lowered my eyebrows feeling my pride being shattered.

‘Oh and how old are youse?’ I asked crossing my hands over my chest.

‘I’m 19’ said Joaquin ‘and the rest are either 17 about to turn 18 or 18… Or 89 like this guy right here’ he pointed at the oldest - yet still handsome man walking out of a trailer.

‘Very funny Joaquin, Sage right? I’m FP Jones, Jughead’s father’ he came up and shook my hand.

‘That’s the gang leader’ Sweet Pea said and I heard Jughead grunting.

‘And who am I?’ He asked visibly offended.

‘A mere copy’ he snapped back.

‘Jealous much Sweet Pea?’ Jughead commented back.

‘Oh Jones don’t flatter yourself’ he smirked and the area was filled with many arguments I didn’t really understand.

Few hours went by at this “Serpent Gathering” and I was left on my own without Toni, as she went somewhere with the red-haired girl named Cheryl. I felt as if I was bothering everyone there, so I decided to go home as it was already dark outside.

Suddenly, I heard a deep voice behind my back- ‘Pretty new thing’. I stopped and turned around to see four boys with baseball jackets, who I have never seen before.

‘Excuse you twat’ I hissed back at him.

‘Woah, calm it there babe- anger hurts beauty’

‘Stupidity hurts the world and you’re the reason why it’s always in so much pain’ I spat back.

‘Oh and she’s feisty- I like it’ he took a few steps closer as I took a few back. The other three bulky guys following behind the dark haired boy.

‘Go back to where you come from, I’m sure you don’t belong here you high school brat’ I snapped back at him. They got much closer to me trying to get in physical contact with my body. My hopeless “Get off!” cries were as helpless as ever, until a loud growl on a motorcycle engine disturbed the deadly silence of the park.

‘And what are the dumb dogs doing here? Your bitch of a mothers never taught you not to invade our territory?’ I hear a known voice and as I saw Sweet Pea getting off his bike- Fangs and Joaquin right behind him, I felt a great sense of happiness- I’ll live- I thought…

‘Shut your mouth you dirty Serpent and go back to where you came from- she has nothing to do with you so she shouldn’t concern you’ the one who approached me first spoke back.

‘Are you sure about that?’ Sweet Pea came closer to him and I got slightly worried.

‘You Serpent dicks trespassed our Bulldog school- we’ll invade your territory as you invaded us. Go back to hell you dead snakes’

‘You just made a bug mistake’ Sweet Pea smirked and pulled out his pocket knife making me a little more scared of the gang which Toni described as “harmless”… Yeah, I don’t think so…

‘Chill man we were just playing’ the “Bulldog” said. ‘Let’s leave boys, we’ll sort out our business some other time’ he hissed and all four left.

‘You’re all right?’ Joaquin asked and I just nodded my head as a “yes”.

‘Have they done anything to you?’ Fangs said and I answered with a short ‘No’ and quickly added a ‘thanks’ after that.

‘We’ll take you the the Wyrm- Toni might be there’ Sweet Pea said and got on his bike the same time as the other two did.

‘Need help getting on’ Sweet Pea smirked and I slowly walked up to him and sat behind him.

‘Hold on tight’ he commanded right before he raced out towards some “Wyrm” place, making me squeak and hold on to him tightly.

We got to the Wyrm around five minutes later. Today’s night in Riverdale was bitterly cold due to a chill wind, which made me shiver. Sweet Pea looked me up and down and also concluded that I was cold and took off his leather jacket, placing it on my shoulders. He turned back around- Fangs and Joaquin were weirdly looking at him, with a hint of shock and confusion.

‘What? She’s Toni’s cousin- and Topaz would kill me if I’d let her freeze’ he said and the other two shrug their shoulders with an inert facial expression.

Later that night, I was peacefully sitting on a single bar stool and carefully watching Sweet Pea play pool- I never played it and therefore I was fascinated by his constant “wins” and successes and didn’t even realise when he caught me staring at him. When I finally did, I looked back at his face and he smirked at me making me roll my eyes as far as I possibly could. I faced the other way as I saw him coming my direction.

‘Ever played pool?’

‘Nope’ I carelessly answered.

‘Let me teach you then’ he demanded and I looked up at him as if he was speaking Latin.

‘Are you serious?’ I asked.

‘More than ever’ he nodded his head at the bartender and few second later he reached for two shots of vodka.

‘Here, drink this first so you’re not so moody’ I rolled my eyes with a light smile and swallowed the bitter liquid, keeping a straight face after to show that the taste didn’t bother me. Sweet Pea dragged me towards the massive pool table and attempted to teach me how to play. During this time we drank more and more, getting further drunk with every shot. Sweet Pea many times attempted to be cocky but his confidence was crushed with every mean joke I made. We play fought a lot, until I was so tired and could literally sleep on the pool table itself. He suggested he’ll walk me to Toni’s trailer, but I said that I know my way home. The sense of knowledge I felt towards Toni’s trailer was demolished when he told me that earlier I was going in completely wrong direction, at the same time winning me over and walking me home.

We had the most random conversation about how he met Toni and how I really like photography. When we got to Toni’s trailer, it turned out that I was locked out so we had to walk back to the Wyrm as Sweet Pea put forward, to see if maybe she appeared there. We walked all the way back to find so trace of the pink haired girl. Both of us got even more drunk while sitting on a black coach, waiting for Toni to magically show up. We didn’t last and ended up falling asleep.

In the morning, I was woken up by a loud and angry scream of Toni. Her voice made me jump and I fell on a hard surface. I looked up at Sweet Pea, realising I slept dangerously close to him- meaning I slept on his laps. I was shocked at how close we were and worried at how wrong I may have looked to Toni.

‘What were you thinking?! I came back home and you were nowhere to be seen and in the morning, I find you in some dude’s arms and may I remind you that you only know him for one day?’

‘Some dude’s? Really? Oh, and if you wouldn’t have locked her out she would be home but since you did, I think it’s better she stayed the night here with someone you can trust Topaz’ Sleepy Sweet Pea with a deeper and huskier voice than ever spoke up to uneasy Toni, who staring at me and him ready to illuminate us both straight away.

‘Just get back home’ she said and pulled my up my my arm and dragged me out. So it’s all my fault now?

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