• January Ito na talga totoong life update, I am currently looking for work na ulit, Biglaan din kasi ako pina redeployment sa company without knowing why but I have a hint naman na kung anong reason (hindi po ako yung kumain ng okoy sa ref pero allergic ako sa hipon hahaha). So instead na mag wait ako for other projects na ibibigay nila nag ttry ako mag apply outside. Pero ito yung ayoko, The feeling of Hoping and Rejection ulit parang ang sakit ulit maranasan ng ganun. The past few days most ng pinasahan don't have a good reply and sunod sunod sila. Expected ko naman na pero still hoping parin, kaya sobrang bigat sa feeling. Pero lalaban parin at basta bahala. Pero bat ang tagal matapos ng January?

• February kind of feel lost the past few days. I was so scared sa mga changes na mang yayari for the future sa work. If I don't get out sa company namin I will transfer na sa other project and parang di ko fully bet yung lilipat. Hoping na mag mapasa na yung mga inapply ko sa labas hahaha (pls replyan niyo naman ako ng magandang result hahaha). I am taking a risk and getting out of my comfort zone kasi, as in back to zero ulit kaya sobrang kabado bente me!! Mamiss ko lang yung work and workmates pero hindi yung managment/leads hahaha. Grabe bilis naman ng feb pa tapos na agad!!!

• March March feels so smooth to me, nothing much happens as always. pero still want to look for a job na marketing or research, There's one company na muntik na pero I failed to get the job, so medyo sad pero immune na tayo sa rejection and nakakapagod na sa BPO hahaha more training na since nalipat form Health account to Billing Collector account and ayoko mag calls and maninigil, so talagang looking ako for new work pero need ng pera and mahirap mag hanap ng work now ih. Sana maganda pasok ng april satin huhuhu

• January Ito na talga totoong life update, I am currently looking for work na ulit, Biglaan din kasi ako pina redeployment sa company without knowing why but I have a hint naman na kung anong reason (hindi po ako yung kumain ng okoy sa ref pero allergic ako sa hipon hahaha). So instead na mag wait ako for other projects na ibibigay nila nag ttry ako mag apply outside. Pero ito yung ayoko, The feeling of Hoping and Rejection ulit parang ang sakit ulit maranasan ng ganun. The past few days most ng pinasahan don't have a good reply and sunod sunod sila. Expected ko naman na pero still hoping parin, kaya sobrang bigat sa feeling. Pero lalaban parin at basta bahala. Pero bat ang tagal matapos ng January?

• February kind of feel lost the past few days. I was so scared sa mga changes na mang yayari for the future sa work. If I don't get out sa company namin I will transfer na sa other project and parang di ko fully bet yung lilipat. Hoping na mag mapasa na yung mga inapply ko sa labas hahaha (pls replyan niyo naman ako ng magandang result hahaha). I am taking a risk and getting out of my comfort zone kasi, as in back to zero ulit kaya sobrang kabado bente me!! Mamiss ko lang yung work and workmates pero hindi yung managment/leads hahaha. Grabe bilis naman ng feb pa tapos na agad!!!

“A normal human being … does not exist.”

“You will either step forward into growth, or back into safety.”

“Sometimes, you have to stop over-thinking so much and just go where your heart takes you.”