Farqaad Star Squad

I fucking hate that everything is done electronically. How do old people cope

Glad to know after 25 years, still don't think it's worth it. Should have eaten the wall 🧱

At what age is it okay to drive straight into a wall

Happy to have a platform where I can comfortably word vommit. Example: I feel like im fucking alone even though I have people 🙃

There's no winning, is there. You lived, but at what cost.

At what point are we allowed to give up? I'm getting real tired of "everything is going to be okay" and ready for it to be okay.

I wish I wasn't so poor. I wish I could help so many people out but I can't even help myself.

Throwing a going away party this Friday. It feels like a bit of joke at this point. No one has texted me, asked me to hang out, or even asked how I'm doing in months. My lonely has been at an all time high this last month. But sure come over and tell me how much you'll me, when you haven't.

Feeling extra alone this week. I feel like water wells have been installed in the back of my eyes. I feel like I keep telling people I need help, I need love, some support. But even my best friend is ignoring me when I tell her these things. I just want someone to hold me and listen. And tell me it sucks.

Thanks tumblr for being my diary as a 24 year old.

I like having a way to get out my in the moment feelings without judgment or anyone I know seeing this.

It's so. Fucking. Hard to be alive. It's always been. Even as a kid I didn't think it was worth it. 24 years later, it's just as fucked, just on a much more serious level.

Fucked up is cashing out saving bonds that were probably left for you to put a down payment on a house, and instead using it to pay for your car insurance and car title, water bill, electric bill.

It's been 3 years since I've logged on. And I can honestly say I'm back for the same reason I came here in the first place, a way to cope with life. 3 years later LIFE STILL SUCKS A BUTT. Lol Now I just have even more bills.