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it's me, jun!

@kitsunerokko / kitsunerokko.tumblr.com

URL is still rokko since, not gonna re-link lots of stuff again. she/her. 30. trans woman. japanese/white. ΘΔ https://ko-fi.com/rokko i have autism & dissociative disorder. pan. part of the @ArceussWish crew. This blog, when not reblogs, will usually contain me going on about my mental problems or stuff related to my special interests, which include pokémon, kamen rider, and more.
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taqoou

donate an esim for a coloured sketch!

hey guys!! im one of the artists for this round

click here for the full thread of the tutorials and how to request for a coloured sketch. help us spread the word! 🇵🇸🍉

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Hey so photographicmat 6locked me today, if my 6log vanishes any time soon you know why, make some noise if you don't see me after this post, okay?

Also remem6er, love each other, protect those of us who are targetted and never trust a rich 6astard who thinks they know what it's like to live like us. Hell never trust a rich 6astard period.

Hoping my signature sticks through any possi6le deletion I get, I want my vore mouth to remain even if everything else is gone.

Finally, follow me on cohost and add me on discord at haven_sea6126, if I knew you I'll accept. I love you all, and I hope my icon never turns to the anon face.

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i doubt i'm in much danger, given my sheer obscurity (also like, my camera aversion meaning i don't really have transition pics to share) but gosh yeah

recent events... cohost... can't post there yet but it is there, for like, hopefully can keep in touch with mutuals from here

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reblogged

Holy fuck

Okay, whatever the fuck you think of this situation. Matt is personally harassing predstrogen across other websites. This is a 40 year old CEO hounding a fucking diabled trans woman after personally discussing the choice to ban her for life from the website he bought. This behavior is fucking disgusting and cannot be allowed to stand.

Do not forget his actions here, do not let him forget them either.

whatever was your position on this before, this crosses into a personal conflict, into harrasment. this unprofessional idiot has no place here. also for someone supposedly fighting missinformation, all of those blogs were blank and did not contain any content, let alone one that would break TOS.

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senil888

I made an archive of the asshole's tweet, too, if anyone wants: https://archive.ph/PXYc5

He is not beating the lawsuits coming this way. "Queerest place on the net" my ass.

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syn4k

"who radicalized you" ever since i was a child i wanted other people to be treated nicely and fairly because i didnt understand why theyd deserve otherwise and it fills me with disgust seeing how people treat their fellow human beings sometimes

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sharkface

They'll threaten to call the FBI on a trans woman for saying she hopes the CEO of this site dies in a looney tunes car hammer explosion but they won't even terminate the blog of the person who was proven to be a pro-contact pedophile running a forum website for other pro-contact pedophiles to congregate with children who self identified as "adult attracted minors." Which they were advertising on this website. Okay.

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stuckinapril

Wanted to let you guys know that Let’s Talk Palestine has just launched fundsforgaza, an initiative created for the purpose of spotlighting families in urgent need of emergency funds. This list highlights families who’re trying to evacuate Gaza, but which aren’t getting enough attention. Please donate if you can—and whether or not you can, spread this to as many people as possible. The delay between this second and the next could make a difference in whether a family gets to live or not.

They will also be rotating through various campaigns to ensure that families get prioritized in turn. That way no family that’s “further down” the proverbial list gets neglected.

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this is bullshit, my body owes me a disgusting metamorphosis at the end of all these troubled dreams

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the last post i reblogged is such a mood like, for around half of the past week was just being so bad at verbal and felt like if it wasn't for my pain-limited body i would've just jumped on the insatiable urge to run on all fours to the nearest wooded area

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would you love me if my bestial form had no remnant of human expression? if my face was unreadable, stoic, if the signifiers of personhood were gone? if i crawled on all fours, if my spine was hunched, if i didn't just bark and purr but chuff, snort, snarl? is monstrosity good when it isn't palatable? how much inhumanity can you tolerate?

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i feel like i could solve many of my emotional problems by just, shutting off emotions when interacting with anyone besides my girlfriend. just... can't be hurt if i, act like a machine, try to take it all mechanically. so that i won't feel hurt anymore.

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souldagger

i love when characters don't get to die

this is about villains/antagonists/general horrible people who finally face up to what they've done. especially if they try to pull the good ole "Dramatically Does One Good Thing To Redeem Themselves And Dies," but despite their best efforts they DON'T die. like yes motherfucker there's no easy way out for you, there's only the slow, awkward and painful process of learning to live with yourself. of learning to live with the weight of your mistakes. you get a second chance regardless of if you think you deserve it. you get to try to make amends and do good. you get to live.

this is also about every self-sacrificial bastard of a protagonist who puts themselves in harm's way again and again and again to a wildly unhealthy and unnecessary degree. see, there's something so compelling to me in the unspoken suicidality of repeated heroic self-sacrifice, and the thing about implicitly suicidal characters is that i want them to live. and that can be used to make a death so much more tragic and impactful - noble sacrifices and last stands certainly can and have been done beautifully - but there's also something special to me in seeing such a character make it. because you'd die for the people you love, yes, but would you live for them?

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You hate yourself so loudly. You hate yourself at the top of your lungs. Your loathing for yourself permeates your speech. “Sorry I’m just rambling.” “Don’t worry about it.” “Just ignore me.” “Sorry if I’m annoying you.” “Sorry I don’t make sense.” “Sorry about that.” Sorry, sorry, sorry. You act as if you have to beat everyone else to the punch. As if the punching bag is you. If you hate yourself first, if you hate yourself loudest, then nobody will hurt you. You clapped your hands over your ears and shut your eyes and balled yourself up so that you’d never have to experience people’s loathing for you. And it meant you never heard their love. You drowned it out. You screamed your hatred over it. And you never got to hear it. 

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In case the esim process confuses you or you aren't able to buy them yourself for any other reason, crips for esims for Gaza is collecting donations, they've almost met their goal of $150,000 raised. Donating allows them to buy esims in bulk which allows them to obtain more than individuals would be able to. I just donated and it was super easy as you can use paypal.

I just did this! As someone who is easily overwhelmed and confused even in life or death matters, this is extremely handy and rewarding. Get at it!

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