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jenna ~ 27 ~ she/her ~ bisexual disaster
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Reflections - Chapter 8: Locks and White Walls

Bucky Barnes v fem!Reader

WC: 7.5k

Chapter Summary: Sam and Bucky have a conversation. Firebug settles in.

Content Warnings: PTSD, flashbacks, allusions to torture.

a/n: HI SORRY my life is insane but I hope this is okay and worth the wait!!!

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It’s been a long time since Bucky had forced himself to remain this still and quiet.

Yes, that even counts the few Avengers missions he’d taken part in.

The quinjet is a smooth flight no matter what. Turbulence, storms, even during battle, it kept pretty steady for the most part. Any sort of movement feels like gliding. It’s consistent that way.

Usually, smoothness is something Bucky and the jet have in common. Even before…all of that…he’d been nothing but smooth. Suave, even. Even when his brain was at war with itself, his body maintained surety and control.

The only difference now is her.

JENNAAAAAAAAAA! You’re chapters are always worth the wait and this one was no exception! I am so invested and you just keep pulling me even further in with every part! 💜💜💜 I am so excited to see firebug and Tony’s relationship develop, and I am dying to know more about her past with Bucky!

I’m super proud of you, bestie! Ilysm 💜💜💜

VI!!!!!!! thank you SO much my friend ❤️ your love and support to not only this fic but also to me means the absolute world. i’m so excited for you to read more!!! (whenever i get my act together enough to post a chapter)

ILYYYYYYY

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Reflections - Chapter 8: Locks and White Walls

Bucky Barnes v fem!Reader

WC: 7.5k

Chapter Summary: Sam and Bucky have a conversation. Firebug settles in.

Content Warnings: PTSD, flashbacks, allusions to torture.

a/n: HI SORRY my life is insane but I hope this is okay and worth the wait!!!

***

It’s been a long time since Bucky had forced himself to remain this still and quiet.

Yes, that even counts the few Avengers missions he’d taken part in.

The quinjet is a smooth flight no matter what. Turbulence, storms, even during battle, it kept pretty steady for the most part. Any sort of movement feels like gliding. It’s consistent that way.

Usually, smoothness is something Bucky and the jet have in common. Even before…all of that…he’d been nothing but smooth. Suave, even. Even when his brain was at war with itself, his body maintained surety and control.

The only difference now is her.

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Bucky Barnes Avenger!AU Fics (Pg. 2)

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AH OMG violet is the kindest person and recommends my work and every time it makes me so happy 💜💜💜💜 feeling very honored to have been included in this list of very talented writers

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I was tagged by @jacksope-lives (who put me in a post with a blacklisted name, so I'm on another post instead) for a tag game!  Rules: spell out your url with song titles, then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.

N: No Ordinary Love - Sade

E: Expression - Salt N Pepa

S: Symptoms of True Love - Tracie Spencer

H: Hello Tomorrow - Karen O

A: Aww Naw - Nappy Roots

T: Thug Luv - Bone Thugs N Harmony and 2Pac

R: Recall - Joanna Teters

I: It's Not Up to You - Bjork

U: Underneath the Stars - Mariah Carey

M: Miss Moon - Cree Summer

P: Playas Rock - Hurricane Chris

H: Home - The Wiz Soundtrack

S: Step Yo Game Up - Snoop Dogg, Lil' Jon, Trina

Whoever thinks I know 13 people well enough to tag is trippin...

Thanks for the tag @lovebittenbyevans

T: Thunderous - Stray Kids

H: Hands Up - B.A.P.

E: Euphoria - Jungkook

S: Swipe - Itzy

O: On the Ground - Rosé

O: Outta My Head - SOMI

T: Treasure - ATEEZ

S: Savage - Aespa

P: Pretty Savage - Blackpink

R: Russian Roulette- Red Velvet

I: I’m a B - Hwasa

T: Tomboy - (G)I-dle

E: Egotistic - Mamamoo

hehe thank you @the-soot-sprite

M— Me Enamoré de Ti —Chayanne 

A—All The Stars- Kendrick Lamar 

L— La Vida Es Así- Ivy Queen

A— Amor Prohibido- Selena

D— Duele el Amor - Aleks Syntek & Ana Torroja

A— Angel - The Weeknd

P— Primavera- Ludovico Einadui

T— The Awakening - Christopher Haigh

I— Impatient - Jeremih 

V— Video Games- Lana Del Rey

E— Entre Nosotros- Tiago Pzk & LIT killah

X— X - Nicky Jam  

X— Xo- Beyonce 

D— Drops- Jungle

A— Ayer - Enrique Iglesias 

Y— You & Me - Disclosure

D— Downtown- Anitta & J Balvin

R— Rock That Body- The Black Eyed Peas

E— Everybody But Me- Lykke Li

A— Amour plastique - Videoclub

M– My Blood– twenty one pilots

I– Inolvidable- Reik

N— Nunca Es Suficiente - Los Ángeles Azules 

G– Good as Hell - Lizzo

24 loves 💜 no pressure:

Thank you my darling Ali 💜💜 this was a fun challenge!

W - When You We’re Mine by Joy Crookes

R - Reforget by Lauv

I - I don’t want to watch the world end with someone else - Clinton Kane

T - Tell Me That You Love Me by James Smith

I - If You Love Her by Forest Blakk

N - Never the 1 by ROSIE

G - Getting Over You by Lauv

F - Fix It to Break It by Clinton Kane

O - On Your Way Home by Patrick Droney

R - Rescue by Lauren Daigle

M - Medicine by Robinson

A - A Little Bit Yours by JP Saxe

R - Red Ribbon by Madilyn

V - Visiting Hours by Ed Sheeran

E - Everywhere by Michelle Branch

L - Light On by Maggie Rogers

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real-jane

Ooh fun!

R - Runaway by Ben Abraham

E - Eyes Wide Open by Gotye

A - And So It Goes by Billy Joel

L - Let Me Drown by Orville Peck

J - Jericho by Ethan Carlson

A - A Sunday King of Love by Etta James

N - Nobody by Mitski

E - Empress by Morningsiders

Thanks Kate! 😘 I love this idea!

O — Oh My Love by To Kill A King

B — Brain Damage by Pink Floyd

S — Saw You In A Dream by The Japanese House

I — I Couldn’t Be More In Love by the 1975

D — Dust to Dust by the Civil Wars

I — I’m Not In Love by 10cc

A — Ain’t No Rest For the Wicked by Cage the Elephant

N — New Kid In Town by the Eagles

V — Void by the Neighbourhood

I — I Want to Break Free by Queen

B — Blame by Bastille

R — Renegade by Styx

A — Anagram by Young the Giant

N — Nights in White Satin by the Moody Blues

I — I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

U — Up 2 U by Walk the Moon

M — My Future by Billie Eilish

No pressure tagging: @sweetascanbee @breadqueen95 @lisstothebliss @notgoingwell @demonpoxballad @heavenlybarnes @sanguineterrain @earth2bucky @winter-soldier-vibes @hailing-stars @rodrikstark @mellifluousmusings @loving-bucky-is-easier @lovelybarnes @aphrogeneias @imaginearyparties @intrepidacious
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breadqueen95

PLEASE I LOVE THIS i’ve done something like this in the past but i’m doing it again idc. thank you for the tag violet! the numbers i decided are dealers choice bc idc

B - Bodies by The Knocks and MUNA

R - Rivers and Roads by The Head and the Heart

E - El Tango De Roxanne from Moulin Rouge

A - Akuma no Ko by Higuchi Ai

D - Doomsday by Lizzy McAlpine

Q - Quite a View by Thomas Newman

U - Unbowed, Unbent, Unbroken by Ramin Djawadi

E - Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears

E - Earth by Sleeping at Last

N - Notos by The Oh Hellos

9 - Why Am I Like This? by Orla Gartland

5 - Family Tree by Ethel Cain

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Reflections - Chapter 7: Soft Metal

Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

10.9k (wut)

Chapter Summary: How can you possibly say goodbye?

Content warnings: PTSD, flashbacks, panic, general trauma, physical pain

a/n: here's some food for ya sorry i can't make a commitment to a schedule. also i will not lie this is not proofread sorry

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The rest of the night passed in a blur.

Despite having thought you’d need every single nighttime hour to make a decision, one conversation with Natasha Romanoff had you agreeing to their proposal before 11pm. Definitely not something you’d expected.

Even now, as the anxious roiling of your stomach begs you to back out and stay right where you are, you can’t say that you think you made the wrong choice. You won’t know that for sure until you get there, and even then, you already decided to give this a try.

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eren with an insomniac so (modern au)

UH THIS RAN AWAY FROM ME FRFR

anyways welcome to another round of "jenna's processing her shit through fics for fictional characters"

eren jaeger x fem!reader

  • for most of his life, eren's been a heavy fucking sleeper
  • not even kidding, someone could slam every door in his living space at once, and he wouldn't even twitch
  • but he's the kind of man who gets tunnel vision with something or someone he loves, and you definitely fit the bill
  • after you start your relationship, and especially once you move in together, eren's habits and patterns kind of start orbiting around you
  • it's not something he does consciously; he honestly just notices the things you do or how you act. he can't help but pay attention, it's just who he is

OP is really over here just making eren (a man from an anime I DON'T WATCH) my comfort character-

PLS OMG YOURE SO KIND 😭😭😭😭😭😭 tbh i definitely take some liberties with his character, it’s just my interpretation of what he’d be like in a different time without all the titans and shit. but i’m so so happy you like it so much it means the world to me 🥹

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Anonymous asked:

hi i love your eren insomniac au so much 😭💛 may i request for a modern au eren x reader (fem/gn) - where eren stands up for the reader from being disrespected by toxic parents? more of like a comfort hc? don’t worry if you are unable to, thank you so much for reading this & putting in so much effort to ur writing <3 have a great day lovely !!

oh my gosh thank you!!!! it's one of my favorite hcs i've written so I'm so happy you like it too! and thank you the most for being here and saying such kind things, it means a lot to me

but FUCK YEAH i can do that for you!!! i'm sorry if this is a situation you have to deal with :( i have my own set of toxic parents so i know how hard it can be. i hope this helps, even just a little <3

kind of turned into a whole ass fic???? i'm so sorry about that lol i hope it's okay!

CW: anxiety, depression, slight ptsd, heavy themes of toxic parental relationships, body issues

modern!Eren Jaeger x fem!Reader

Before

Eren knows about your family. He's known, or at least suspected, from those very first few weeks of getting to know you. He has his own issues with his dad - even though everyone's situation is different, he's come to learn how to recognize those long lasting scars in other people. It hurts him beyond belief that he can see those scars in you, his favorite person.

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Anonymous asked:

hi i love your eren insomniac au so much 😭💛 may i request for a modern au eren x reader (fem/gn) - where eren stands up for the reader from being disrespected by toxic parents? more of like a comfort hc? don’t worry if you are unable to, thank you so much for reading this & putting in so much effort to ur writing <3 have a great day lovely !!

oh my gosh thank you!!!! it's one of my favorite hcs i've written so I'm so happy you like it too! and thank you the most for being here and saying such kind things, it means a lot to me

but FUCK YEAH i can do that for you!!! i'm sorry if this is a situation you have to deal with :( i have my own set of toxic parents so i know how hard it can be. i hope this helps, even just a little <3

kind of turned into a whole ass fic???? i'm so sorry about that lol i hope it's okay!

CW: anxiety, depression, slight ptsd, heavy themes of toxic parental relationships, body issues

modern!Eren Jaeger x fem!Reader

Before

Eren knows about your family. He's known, or at least suspected, from those very first few weeks of getting to know you. He has his own issues with his dad - even though everyone's situation is different, he's come to learn how to recognize those long lasting scars in other people. It hurts him beyond belief that he can see those scars in you, his favorite person.

dude this is free fucking therapy- the aot fandom writers are really making me want to join the fandom

OMG THE WAY IM SO HONORED LIKE???????????? thank you so much!!!!!! i too have a type so I GET IT LMAO

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Anonymous asked:

hi i love your eren insomniac au so much 😭💛 may i request for a modern au eren x reader (fem/gn) - where eren stands up for the reader from being disrespected by toxic parents? more of like a comfort hc? don’t worry if you are unable to, thank you so much for reading this & putting in so much effort to ur writing <3 have a great day lovely !!

oh my gosh thank you!!!! it's one of my favorite hcs i've written so I'm so happy you like it too! and thank you the most for being here and saying such kind things, it means a lot to me

but FUCK YEAH i can do that for you!!! i'm sorry if this is a situation you have to deal with :( i have my own set of toxic parents so i know how hard it can be. i hope this helps, even just a little <3

kind of turned into a whole ass fic???? i'm so sorry about that lol i hope it's okay!

CW: anxiety, depression, slight ptsd, heavy themes of toxic parental relationships, body issues

modern!Eren Jaeger x fem!Reader

Before

Eren knows about your family. He's known, or at least suspected, from those very first few weeks of getting to know you. He has his own issues with his dad - even though everyone's situation is different, he's come to learn how to recognize those long lasting scars in other people. It hurts him beyond belief that he can see those scars in you, his favorite person.

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This was so fucking amazing I want to cry

PLS IM 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 thank you so so much 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

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hi hello

send me bc requests for modern eren bc i have so much brain rot about that idiot it’s ridiculous and i wanna share

could i do it on my own? yeah probably. do i have too many ideas to narrow down? yeah that too

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Anonymous asked:

hi i love your eren insomniac au so much 😭💛 may i request for a modern au eren x reader (fem/gn) - where eren stands up for the reader from being disrespected by toxic parents? more of like a comfort hc? don’t worry if you are unable to, thank you so much for reading this & putting in so much effort to ur writing <3 have a great day lovely !!

oh my gosh thank you!!!! it's one of my favorite hcs i've written so I'm so happy you like it too! and thank you the most for being here and saying such kind things, it means a lot to me

but FUCK YEAH i can do that for you!!! i'm sorry if this is a situation you have to deal with :( i have my own set of toxic parents so i know how hard it can be. i hope this helps, even just a little <3

kind of turned into a whole ass fic???? i'm so sorry about that lol i hope it's okay!

modern!Eren Jaeger x fem!Reader

Before

Eren knows about your family. He's known, or at least suspected, from those very first few weeks of getting to know you. He has his own issues with his dad - even though everyone's situation is different, he's come to learn how to recognize those long lasting scars in other people. It hurts him beyond belief that he can see those scars in you, his favorite person.

love this mf with my whole heart

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Anonymous asked:

hi i love your eren insomniac au so much 😭💛 may i request for a modern au eren x reader (fem/gn) - where eren stands up for the reader from being disrespected by toxic parents? more of like a comfort hc? don’t worry if you are unable to, thank you so much for reading this & putting in so much effort to ur writing <3 have a great day lovely !!

oh my gosh thank you!!!! it's one of my favorite hcs i've written so I'm so happy you like it too! and thank you the most for being here and saying such kind things, it means a lot to me

but FUCK YEAH i can do that for you!!! i'm sorry if this is a situation you have to deal with :( i have my own set of toxic parents so i know how hard it can be. i hope this helps, even just a little <3

kind of turned into a whole ass fic???? i'm so sorry about that lol i hope it's okay!

CW: anxiety, depression, slight ptsd, heavy themes of toxic parental relationships, body issues

modern!Eren Jaeger x fem!Reader

Before

Eren knows about your family. He's known, or at least suspected, from those very first few weeks of getting to know you. He has his own issues with his dad - even though everyone's situation is different, he's come to learn how to recognize those long lasting scars in other people. It hurts him beyond belief that he can see those scars in you, his favorite person.

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oh my goodness hi it’s been a hot minute

i’m so sorry it’s been so long :( i’ve been going through some big life changes. whenever i’m like “okay phew now i can settle down and commit to writing again” it just never happens

just wanna remind y’all that my ask box is open for headcanon requests 🥰 i really wanna write and get fluffy and shit but i’m running low on inspiration. i could always use the help!

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eren with an insomniac so (modern au)

UH THIS RAN AWAY FROM ME FRFR

anyways welcome to another round of "jenna's processing her shit through fics for fictional characters"

eren jaeger x fem!reader

  • for most of his life, eren's been a heavy fucking sleeper
  • not even kidding, someone could slam every door in his living space at once, and he wouldn't even twitch
  • but he's the kind of man who gets tunnel vision with something or someone he loves, and you definitely fit the bill
  • after you start your relationship, and especially once you move in together, eren's habits and patterns kind of start orbiting around you
  • it's not something he does consciously; he honestly just notices the things you do or how you act. he can't help but pay attention, it's just who he is
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this is my favorite eren headcanon out there, it's so amazingly written and it's so calming

This is so amazingly kind of you to say 🥺 thank you so much for reading, and even more so taking the time to comment!! this hc definitely came from a place of needing peace and comfort, and i honestly come back and read it myself from time to time. i’m so happy it did the same for you

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