Siren Song: Part 10
Villain’s entire life as a siren, she never ever expected that she would be the one stranded in the ocean, surrounded by sirens.
Hundreds of times she’d dreamed of Hero being in this position—Villain would certainly be able to kill her then!—but the true reality of it sunk to the bottom of her stomach. Hero was unconscious when Villain needed her most. They were floating together in the same ridiculous white circle—Villain didn’t know what it was called. All she knew was that as she tumbled off the side of the ship during the storm, Captain threw it at her and screamed for her to get Hero on it, too.
But she didn’t know how to swim, she’d never been the one receiving the siren song, and she definitely didn’t know what to do.
“How are you liking your legs, Villain?” Friend snickered, batting her to the left with her tail.
A second smacked her back to other way, smiling sinisterly as she giggled. “Join us in the water, you can be a siren again~”
Friend held onto the float. “We can take the human with us, too~”
“Go away!” Villain kicked at her, but her struggling only made the posse of murderous sirens laugh harder, splashing her with water as they flicked their tails around and batted her to and fro. “You did this to me, didn’t you?!” Friend only smiled deeper, and Villain’s anger only grew.
Her only friend was the reason for all of this! Her only friend in the whole world had taken her tail—had stripped her of her home, her powers, and her dignity—and now she was laughing?! Giggling as if it were some sort of game. It was easy for sirens like her with beautiful scales and effortless skills of seduction; Friend was the type of siren who didn’t ever let banishment cross her mind because the thought of her ever struggling to kill a measly, weak pirate woman was incomprehensible.
“I helped you!” Friend cackled. “You wanted to be with Hero so badly, so I made it possible. Now the two of you can die together~” She grabbed Hero, and Villain smacked her away, holding onto Hero with one hand and the float with the other.
Nobody but her was ever going to kill Hero. If anybody was going to do it, then Villain would ensure she’d be the one stealing her last, beautiful breath. She would travel to the underworld and drag Hero back to life a million times to ensure that she was the one to kill her. Not any other siren. Not any other human, pirate, witch, elf or anybody or anything.
Her breathing got heavier. “Stay away! You’re all a bunch of freaks!”
“Calling your own kind freaks now?” One tittered, grabbing onto her leg and trying to pull her into the water. “Oh, I forgot! You’re not one of us anymore! I doubt you ever were. And to think that your parents are royalty! Hah!”
“Shut up! All of you!” Villain screamed.
From the very moment that she was born, Villain was a disappointment to her family. Her lineage was of the most noble and most powerful sirens that had ever been since before the humans even had boats, but somehow she was subpar compared to the others in her school. Yet, she tried. She tried and tried and tried to keep their attention and their love, but every time she improved, they told her how much better she needed to be before they’d ever applaud her, and she only got pushed further away from the family until the fact that she was siren royalty didn’t even matter. Nobody saw her as such, and Villain knew she wasn’t worthy of it.
Despite the shame burning behind her face, she opened her mouth to utter something humiliating.
“Why don’t you go get them? Huh? I bet you’re scared to kill their child in front of them~” Her tone was sticky with persuasion, and she wasn’t even a siren. Not anymore.
“It’s not like Villain can swim.” Friend sneered. “Let’s go. This’ll be a show~”
The water settled around her, and she held onto Hero tighter, fumbling to feel her pulse. Humans had a heart. She could always their hearts stopped beating when she drowned them, but she’d never searched for one before, and, as she did so, it dawned on her that this was her life now.
She’d be doing human things she’d never done before her whole life.
As she thought about it, she wondered if she’d ever have her tail back again. She hated legs. They were uncomfortable poles of flesh, and horribly unpleasant. As a siren she could do so much more. She could arc in the water and twist around however she pleased. But legs were so…restrained. The idea of so many bones being inside of what she had to maneuver with and restricting her flexibility was atrociously inconvenient.
Humans were flawed. They were ugly creatures, and yet, they enjoyed things despite that. Humans laughed; humans danced in crowded bunches or intimate pairs of two; humans joined together and bonded over their mistakes—over what they said made them human… the mistakes.
Sirens wouldn’t dream of that. Mistakes are purged. Unworthy sirens are banished to wander the ocean alone. Forever. Mistakes don’t make a siren, but perfection does. Being able to kill one human woman—a pirate at that—makes a siren a siren.
But as Villain stared at the water, desperately struggling to kick her legs, she realized that perhaps sirens were wrong.
Hero woke up, coughing and sputtering out salty water and sand, on a shady patch of beach, and there was a certain siren administering horribly botched chest compressions.
“Trying to save my life?” Hero asked.
It didn’t make any sense, but her head was pounding too much to question it any further. She breathed in air, her throat burning like a fire, and she continued to spit out sand from her mouth. How did so much sand get in there anyways?
“Don’t do that to me again!” Villain shouted, her voice raw. “I thought you were going to die!”
Her bottom lip shook as she tried to glare at her enemy. Water droplets clung to strands of Villain’s hair, the water shining faintly in the moonlight that spilled from the cracks in the boardwalk, and her hair stuck wetly to her skin in long, inky rivulets. But that wasn’t the only thing that was dripping. Tears beaded in the corners of Villain’s eyes, and before Hero could blink, her siren foe was crying.
“Are you okay?” Hero asked, sitting up far too fast and working her way over to Villain despite her dizziness. “Villain, what happened?”
Whimpering, Villain looked away, but Hero grabbed her chin and pulled it back, gently angling her chin upwards to look into her eyes.
“Hey, it’s okay.” Hero soothed.
“It’s not!” Villain cried. “I—I really thought that you were going to die, and I’m the one that’s supposed to kill you!”
“That’s my Villain.” Hero wrapped an arm around her shoulder, squeezing it gently as she looked over the deserted beach. They were by a port, she could tell that much from the faint flicker of lights in the distance, but it looked far off from where they had washed up and she wasn’t certain Villain could make it. “Anything else?”
Villain wrapped her arms around Hero, leaning into the comfort. Hero’s eyebrows furrowed. Something was wrong.
“My friend did do this to me, and—and she and her new friends tried to drown us.”
“You wanna know what we’re going to do about it?” Hero asked.
“I’ll teach you how to use a harpoon gun. Let’s see if they’re still pleased with themselves then.” Hero soothed. “You can show them exactly how brutish humans can be. I bet the crew would even help if you asked real nice.”
Fortunately for Villain’s ‘friend’, Hero didn’t believe in hunting sirens. So long as the sirens didn’t try to drown her or her crew, then she was under no orders to kill. Unfortunately for the friend, she didn’t seem like she would simply let Villain escape with her life.
Drowning people was a point of pride for sirens—Hero had more experience with that than any normal human had—and letting two vulnerable people drifting in the ocean live? When they were so easy to kill? Unforgivable.
If that siren ever dared get close again, then Hero was going to ensure that she didn’t have a tongue to torment anybody with ever again.
“I was scared, Hero. I was so scared that…that I was gonna be without you—I don’t think I would’ve been able to handle it if I lost you.”
“Who would you cuddle in your sleep if k weren’t around?”
“I didn’t cuddle you.” Villain sniffed, some of her stubborn indignation sparking inside of her again. “I was holding onto you because you humans are weird and sleep on things that dangle off the floor. It’s dangerous.”
“Any more dangerous than sharing a hammock with someone who’s tried to kill me?” Hero hummed. “Look, it’s late, and there’s a town a little down that way.” She notched her head in the direction of the lights, watching the lights shimmer off of Villain’s eyes. “I can take you to this mystical human place called…a tavern.”
“Oh, you’ll hate it.” Hero laughed, recalling her first time she’d been in one with Captain. Within minutes there was a fight between the patrons and the guards…and the guards didn’t win the fight. “But, they have beds, and you wanna know the best thing about beds?”
“Correct.” Hero replied. “And, you won’t have to share with me.”
“Oh…yay.” Villain murmured, her eyes fixed to the horizon.
Smirking, Hero continued. “We’d save money if we shared…only if you want, of course.” She laughed at the shade that Villain flushed to; it never got old seeing her look so flustered.
While walking to the town, Hero held Villain in her arms. For most the ride, Villain leaned her head against Hero and pretended to be asleep, but her mind was a whirring whirlpool.
If sirens were wrong, then maybe they were also wrong about loving humans.
What if Villain loved Hero?
The moment when she’d managed to drag Hero to shore and she’d thought that Hero was dead had been worse than anything she’d ever felt. Her heart was crumbling in a way she didn’t know was possible, and the fear she felt as she realized that she didn’t know how to save a human life couldn’t even be put into words. It could only be described with the feeling of falling and realizing while you’re tumbling down that you forgot something…a step, something to do, anything…but while you’re falling you have this dread knowing that it’s you’re own fault your breath is rushing out your throat.
“What does love feel like.”
“It’s the most painful emotion humans are capable of. Why?”
“I…I’ve taken a lot of time to reflect after tonight, and when I thought that you were gone, I felt the most pain I’ve ever felt in my life.” Villain’s voice shook—a siren’s voice shaking for a human! “And I think that I—I love you.”
“Your obsession with murdering me was a crush this whole time?”
“I’m sorry.” Villain looked away.
Stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid—
“Villain, dearest, can I kiss you?” Hero asked.