i remembered the password to this blog and i am having a fucking existential crisis
i'm not about to start writing here again (i don't think!!!!!1) but i have been thinking about pasha, and about franny, and about a lot of other characters i've written on this website (rita rader, real ones know) and that's possibly something to do with venus in retrograde
but anyway i wanted to write something on here and i don't know why. hope anyone who sees this is good. i've been living in fuckng montreal, canada for the last year. it is insane to think of time passing.
sometimes i write things on motcollins.substack.com if any of you ever wanted to get in contact with me. anyway!