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🌹 HeavenlySeraphim 🌹

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Like he cared about what it means, he had what he wanted. The seraph put both arms on the blonde’s shoulders and shook him gently.
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“I don’t care, I’ve missed you and I want attention.”
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Gosh so needy, what am i to do with you?” He answered his own question by wrapping the other up into a hug, pulling him in and holding him there, giving him the ‘attention’ he demanded and indulging himself in the affection he missed. 

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“Subtle enough to say it like it is and get what I want.”
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That’s not what subtle means but okay” subtle was lowkey mentioning it, not blurting it out like it was and demanding he get what he wanted, that was the opposite of subtle. 

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The atmosphere suddenly drifted, and Yuu felt how tense Mika became. He was filled with laughter then void of any emotion whatsoever, this being the initial reason Yuu stopped alongside the blonde. His brows furrowed in confusion, worried by the mood change and speechless by such a personal question.
Yuu’s cheeks became inflamed, recoiling from their linked arms as he got defensive. Where on earth did that come from? He had little to no interest in intimacy. All of those years they were separated, Yuu shut out every aspect of forming any type of relationship. The very notion made him sick, stomach churned over the reminder of his first attempt of having a family.
If he couldn’t even make a friend how could he be like that with someone? He was incapable of harbouring romantic feelings because he lost the one person that mattered the most. And now he had found him again, the underlying crush he kept trying to hide as a kid surfaced again.
That wasn’t to say he didn’t have needs and indulged in them from time to time. He was human. It was only human to crave the opposite of pain.
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“W-What?! No, you idiot! Of course I haven’t done any of that… stuff!” He shook his head furiously, arms waving from left to right because… hell this was embarrassing to even talk about. “And I’m not so useless, I can handle myself if anybody trid to take advantage of me.” But that was it, nobody spared him a second glance, he was too much trouble.
“How about you, huh? Since we seem to be getting nosy here, have you done that?” God, he was so immature for referring to sex as that. But as he anticipated Mika’s answer, the thought of him being like that… hurt.
“Look, I just need a drink…”

And just like that a weight was lifted from Mikaela’s shoulders. He didn’t know what had inspired such thoughts, the jokes maybe but gosh the surge of anger, the surge of volatile anger was foreign, he’d felt nothing for four years, nothing but a deep emptiness slowly gnawing at the furthest depths of his mind, of his soul, then within an hour of Yuu being in his presence he was already feeling things again. How did this boy do it? How did he make a vampire, a creature that shouldn’t have feelings, shouldn’t have emotions other than the desire to feed, how did this adorable human boy make him feel so much?

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Good… good, s-sorry I... I didn’t mean to make things weird I just… I’ve not been around to keep you safe” like he’d kept the others safe… at least for a while. He’d made so many mistakes so quickly and all those good intentions, keeping them safe from the deplorable crap going on in the underbelly of Sanguinem… perhaps he should have just let it happen.

Apparently, sex was fun and enjoyable… they might have felt good before they’d been led to the slaughter by their brother with good intentions. He shook his head to rid himself of the thoughts, might have looked weird but it was better to look weird than be plagued with thoughts of what he should and shouldn’t have done growing up.

---and then Yuu asked him the exact same question, knocking him right back into the train of thought because hold up, Yuu thought that stuff happened between vampires down there? “Uhm… n-no… no, i… I don’t feel that stuff… none of the vampires here do that…” there were no urges, the only urge they had was to feed, and god was he hungry, just thinking of urges had his own rearing its ugly head, he had to stop.

For a moment he stopped in step, hand reaching for the railing along the walkway they were stood upon, fingers cracking through stone leaving chunks broken out of the stone in the ancient walkway “M’fine…” he spoke before he was asked, teeth grinding together as he tried to rein them in, ignore the sound of blood rushing through veins so close… “m’fine… I need a drink too I suppose…” he needed food and his food was so close he could taste it on the air.

S-stay over there… just give me a moment…

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The noble just stares at him. "If you're the Captain why don't you have an eyepatch or peg leg, hm? You're more like a prince if you ask me with that hair."

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You must read a lotof fiction about pirates hm?” This child, this noble boy was quickly working on literally every single last one ofMikaela’s nerves, he’d not only stowed away, but he’d taken quite quickly to sassing him in front of his crew. Suchinsubordination in front of dangerous men was dangerous, if they saw even a hint of weakness from their captain,it could be mutiny. 

We’re not all dirty,damaged old men, bilge rat” infact he took pride in the fact that his crew were quite clean, sure they weremessy here and there but they were healthy men. Strong men.

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He grasped the material of Mika’s uniform, holding it tightly while their lips met. It was gentle at first, pouring out unspoken feelings of admiration and need. Yuu needed the blonde at his side, practically glued to him if he had a choice. The times they were this intimate gave reassurance that he was here, Mika was safe and loving him. Mika loved him. Those words could dance off his tongue and he’d never get tired of saying it.

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“I love you.” He mumbled against his lips, leaning straight back in but for a much more searing kiss. Loved him so damn much. Fingers tangled themselves in blonde tresses, stroking through them until the flat of his palm rested on the back of Mika’s head so he could deepen the kiss.

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He is just gon pin Mika to the nearest wall and kiss him.

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Mikaela loved when Yuu happened to be feeling just a littlebit needy, he loved knowing this boywanted him, even if he was technically the enemy, even if he was technically what Yuu had fought for months,had hated for years, it didn’t stop him from wanting him, proof given when he did things like this.

Of course, Mikaela could have stopped it had he wanted to,far stronger in every single way he could have pushed Yuu back, refused it, butthen… why would he want that? Instead he allowed it, arms pulling Yuu in as theboy pushed him back, pulling him into that kiss just as quickly as Yuu pressedit against him, lips taking Yuu’s as his own almost in sync with Yuu leaning upto kiss him.

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It’d been too long, far too long, and this was just what they needed.

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“You’re not taking it from me, I told you have as much as you need. Don’t force yourself to make it enjoyable for me out of guilt. I only care you’re fed and okay.”
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I’m not going to just use you Yuu-chan, if i’m going to take something from you, i want to make sure you at least get something in return

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The pouts intensifies. "But Mika we never have anything to look forward to anymore! All we do is fight, move around and hide. I thought being a bit more festive might be nice." Just do the opposite of what their lives had always been.

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That’d just leave us open for an attack though... perhaps we could use the majority of December to find a place to celebrate during that one day?” Celebrate safely 

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