Hey guys

I made a new blog. Xqueenofthedarkx.

I will exclusively be using that for both this blog and my other blog that we’re separate before. Just felt I needed to start over.

Hey all. It’s been a rough year. I think the last time I posted, a good friend of mine had passed and I was struggling to get out of the hole that is emotional over eating. Fast forward to thanksgiving, starting to get on track again, and my grandfather passes. Falling back into emotional over eating yet again. In this time I also started weight lifting. I’m still struggling a bit. Passing my friends one year was hard. Thinking of coming back here and hoping it helps. I’m not sure.

What what

Here’s an updated picture of my face holding an armadillo

Uhhh hi guys. I’ve been MIA awhile I know. It’s been a rough year. I’ve gained some weight and am working on getting back on track. Recently a friend of mine has been weight training me so I’ve been in the gym 2 hrs a day 2-3 times a week. If you tagged me in anything or messaged me, tumblr has not been giving me notifications so I haven’t been ignoring you.

Day 1 of mostly Whole Foods and is day I did pretty well. Haven’t actually eaten dinner yet but that’s what’s planned (may not finish it).

Plans and things

I’ve decided to try a (mostly) Whole Foods diet. I say mostly because I know there will be times I’m not perfect and also because I’m not counting protein shakes/supplements and my coffee creamer haha.

So yea. We’ll see how this works out.

I drank three of these worth of water today. Go me.

Last nights work out. Weights & step ups for cardio

Went to the gym yesterday. Hit some goals yesterday. I’m not going to lie, I’ve been struggling hardcore lately. My eating has been out of control since my friend passed and I hadn’t been able to muster the energy to go to the gym. I’m completely unhappy/uncomfortable with how I look. Trying to get out of the rut.

Death and emotional over eating

Last week, a good friend of mine took his own life. I have never experienced the death of someone close to me and I’m struggling. I’ve been having issues keeping my eating in check.

I wish I was one of those people who couldn’t eat when they were upset, but I’m not. I haven’t had this much trouble with my emotional over eating since surgery.

Im struggling guys. I’m grieving and I’m struggling.

Did a half hour of weights and then started C25K (again)

Got to the gym and realized I forgot my watch

Guess I won’t be tracking my workout today D:

Excuse the hair dye on my scalp. Killed my workout today if I do say so myself. Also, this makes session 3 this week!