i’d like to open this blog back up to submissions/art/whatever, a lot of people still follow it and scrolling back through things we created made me really happy. this is for everyone and if you wanna send something, please do!

it was so humid today and ridiculously boring, but when she handed me her sweatshirt to protect me from the pouring rain, everything was better. when we first started dating, the thought of spending the rest of our lives together felt almost scary in a way, but if it’s with her i know i can make it.

I used to suffer

When i woke up i felt empty. I felt no joy seeing my dad wake me or cook me breakfast I could care less about my appearance School was boring, i was straight And a depressed little girl One night, i guess the moon heard me speak “I wish i found someone who could make me feel complete” I remember meeting her like it was yesterday It was my first day in 11th grade. I was still empty…until my eyes landed on her. She wore glasses and had a cute boy haircut. Eyes that looked as if an Angel dusted them with gold and the stars She looked at me and her smile was sweeter than honey We bonded so well in several months When she told me She liked me, i didn’t believe her But pretty soon i told her i loved her too We had ups and downs,breakups and make ups. Two years pass, and i plan on making her my wife I she gave me her heart so i want to give her my last name She is my moon, when the stars falter in the night, i can look for her and she can shine my path and show me the way Now every morning im excited Not for school, but to see my father To know i am not straight To know that i have a queen by my side And a future to look up to A darkened soul now colorful My favorite being red,. It always reminds me of the color of her face when i made my confession.

Sorry for the long poem, i just wanted to share how i met my girlfriend. And yes..sadly i am suffering with an ED. But she’s helped me so much with loving my body and not caring about numbers on the scale