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artsy-fartsy and very silly

@misctea / misctea.tumblr.com

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people anonymously announcing that they're unfollowing you is one of the funniest phenomenons on this site to me i hope it never stops happening

"yeah sorry but i'm going to have to unfollow-"

no. i do not release you.

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kremlin

this is so fucking funny

i can't stop thinking about this. this kind of shit is not like milsim plane nerds with their own super-expensive desktop cockpit recreations. that kind of hardware makes sense to exist.

this does not. they're playing world of tanks which is like the "call of duty" of tank games (casual, players only slightly bad-smelling). it also doesn't have support for tank peripherals. no game does. no trainers do afaik. which means that (assuming this isn't just a video editing) all of that shit they are fucking with translates into mouse/keyboard inputs that the game understands. that's weird/hard and perplexing, uh, and considering that "tank peripherals" aren't a thing that exist i can only guess they built them theirselves

which is fucking hilarious because why are they so good. why does the fucking cannon breech have a little dry ice smoke effect when the breech opens like they just shot a shell. what. manual turret traverse crank?? did they build a fucking ready rack!! they're even using the correct phraseology which means one of these mofos read a PDF file

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social anxiety is frustrating as a concept and in practice, we all know that. what’s more though is when it manifest in any way other than the classic visibly scared and panicky demeanor that’s easy to pick up on.

to those of you whose social anxiety is construed as being rude or uncaring, I see you. avoiding friends and family and any social situation, and having it come off as rude because you seem like you don’t want to be there. not talking to anyone for days, and having it come off as you stopped caring. going completely silent on social media platforms for weeks or months or years to avoid having any kind of presence, and there are many ways that can come off. ignoring texts. cancelling plans. isolating in your home. I see you I see you because me too.

It looks pathetic. It FEELS pathetic. Desperately trying to make yourself small in every facet of your life to avoid any perception and having it feel like any perception is negative by default, it’s exhausting. I have friends I promised I’d hang out with for weeks and because I have no concept of time, it dawned on me this morning that it’s been months.

“I should talk to my friends I should post more I should reach out to old classmates I should talk to my family I should go out more I should do more I should do more but I am so so so tired” yeah I hear that!! and also sometimes doing one thing just needs to be enough.

Not sure where I’m going with this. It’s exhausting and isolating to be scared for what feels like 99% of the time. Not really sure what my goal was by pulling away from most of my social connections for years but maybe just maybe if anyone resonates we can get through this together. one terrifying step at a time

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desinteresse

It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

“What will I be if I don’t graduate/don’t get a promotion/don’t get my shit together/don’t make this relationship work?” You would be a perfectly normal human being who is inherently valuable and who possesses many talents and good traits

“What if I fail even when I tried my very best?” The world keeps turning and you will find many other things you will succeed at.

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