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Update about Wattpad Hackers

Hey guys, 

as you all saw and probably heard about is that Wattpad got hacked. And my E-Mail was on to get hacked made usage of without my permission. So the only way to get my personal data back was to delete my Wattpad and I had to delete my books on there too. 

Luckily my E-Mail was a secondary E-Mail so I didn’t have my personal information on it. But I still wanted to make sure that I have no of my E-Mails on hacked Websites.

I will still be on Tumblr though. It’s just very sad that hardwork has to get deleted not only by me but of lots of creators on Wattpad because of security reasons.

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betray | pjm | kth | 11 | end

summary: in which taehyung leaves you on the day of your wedding to run off with your best friend and you finding out about their secret

pairing: park jimin x reader | kim taehyung x reader

genre: angst

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11   [m.list]

(a/n: hello my wonderful readers and followers who support me through this shitty ass series haha, i am so thankful for each one of you. for reading, liking, commenting and sharing this series. i let you all wait for so long and again i want to apologize. and also i was thinking about writing a sequel to this series. if you’re interested in reading it, let me know because i already started writing it! enjoy the last chapter. i love you all!)

"What if I like the idea of being your boyfriend?"

The room went silent and you two stared at each other for a long time. You froze in your place, not being able to move an inch. Your mouth dropped open. But then you started chuckling which turned into loud laughter.

"That was a good one, Jimin!" you shut your eyes not being able to stop your laughter. He was silent and didn't even smile back. Your smile dropped and you furrowed your eyebrows.

"Are you serious?" you asked him, getting no reply. Suddenly, you felt strange and you couldn't tell your emotions apart.

"Y/N" he started as he stood up, avoiding your surprised gaze, "I, I don't know how to start actually. I know that this could be the end of our friendship but I really don't care anymore." he sighed, turning back to you to stare at you.

"I like you. Like, a lot. I really like you and not only as a friend. The first day you entered the staff room, I was overwhelmed by your smile and when you sat down next to me I tried my best to act cool. I surely failed, didn't I? But then I got to know you. Your mysterious sides and the sides everyone knew about.  I wanted to know you more and more. You remember the first days where I told you about the staff reservations we made in that cafe? But it was only you who came and the others turned out to be busy? Well, that's a big lie because we never went out with our staff members... I only wanted to spend time with you without being afraid of getting rejected. Yeah." he chuckled and stepped closer to you.

"We became friends, immediately and learned so much more about you. I can't even put it in words. You mean so much to me and I can't stand the fact that this asshole is still tossing around you without feeling guilty. I can't see your sad face anymore whenever you see them or even their son. Shit! I hate them for hurting you even though I don't know them." he went through his hair, feeling a little lost in his own words. He felt like he mixed everything together.

"Jimin" you softly breathed out and were cut off by him.

"You, you don't have to answer me now. I don't want to rush anything and I don't want to force you into something you don't feel comfortable with. Think about it! Take your time, as much you want ..." his voice was getting quieter by each word and you felt sad that you couldn't say anything. As if your mouth was glued together. You weren't shocked, just a little surprised. All of a sudden, he confessed and it made you feel irritated. You weren't sure of your feelings for him. Was it more than friendship or did you only like the idea of him being by your side, comforting you. It was completely selfish to think that way but you couldn't help but think rationally. He didn't know what to say and slowly left the room.

You turned around and stared at the door.

Yes, Taehyung hurt you so much. He betrayed you and completely played with your feelings but that doesn't mean that anyone else would do that, right? After all, you knew Jimin and how humble he was, he wouldn't even dare to kill a fly. You still weren't sure about whether you were ready for a relationship or not. You admired him by appreciating you and your decisions. As for now, you didn't know what to answer and you surely knew that this would be only awkward for the two of you.

Now, you had something to take care of, though.

You took your phone and dialed Taehyungs number.

"Y/N??" he was surprised about your call but without going into further detail you replied.

"I want to talk to you. The last time." you said and told him the location. He didn't even hesitate when he agreed and came to the location.

The night was beautiful tonight. Something about today was special but you didn't know what. You smiled when you watched the stars illuminating the earth.

"Y/N?" a deep voice called you from behind. You turned around to be met at the glance of Taehyung. You took a deep breath before walking up to him.

"Are you cold?" he asked as he wanted to remove his jacket but you stopped him while shaking your head.

"Why did you hit Jimin?" you crossed your arms in front of your chest and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"When you asked me to come only to talk about that jerk I will leave-" you interrupted him.

"Can you stop acting so childish? You're an adult and you have a son! You're a freaking father but act like a child yourself." you hissed and stepped closer.

"I don't know what you aim for. You and Somin." you sighed and stared at him.

"Y/N. I just want you to forgive me. As much as I wish to return time, I know it's impossible" he mumbled and you let him talk. "I don't deserve you and it makes me sick to know that you belong to some other man"

"So you're not letting me be happy?" you asked, lifting an eyebrow.

"No. I, I hate myself for ruining us ..." he groaned loudly, as he kicked a stone from the ground. "I'm a horrible human being. I can't even let you be happy"

"Taehyung I am happy" you said, even though deep down you still weren't over that awful day. You just wanted to make him feel a little better. It was time to break the cold ice and talk to each other like adults do. What he did wasn't right and of course, you wouldn't ever be able to forget about that day but still, you wanted to set an end to this chapter of your life. An official ending.

"You should now focus on your own life and your family. I am okay. I, I did forgave you" you weren't sure about the last part but you were sincere about the other words. "Junho. He needs a father. He struggles in school. He needs a friend and a father who is by his side. You should focus on your son and his happiness before you ever think about something else" you said. He stared into your eyes, intensely. He knew that you were right. He couldn't really focus on his own child because of the circumstances. After all, it was you who popped up in his mind every time his eyes met Junho's. Instant regret filled his mind and made him suffer. He wasn't sure about Somin's feelings though but he could tell that it didn't affect her that much.

"I know that you're a good person. What you did was awful but you, you're not of an awful person. Well, depends actually" you chuckled, feeling the burn in your throat while you talked. "I don't want to be a barrier to your happiness in your own family."

"Y/N, stop being so generous. I'll feel more wretched" he interrupted you.

"I'm not generous. I just say what I feel," you mumbled.

"Y/N, what I did to you. It was nothing but awful and as much as I want you to forgive me, as much as you tell me that you forgave me I can't ever forgive myself" you were quiet, not sure about what to say. "Me and Somin,  we were never meant to be-" he stopped mid-sentence and you talked further.

"Taehyung, what you and Somin are doing is not okay. If you don't feel happy in a relationship then you must let go instead of pretending to be a perfect family. I worry about Junho. He, he is innocent and finding out that his parents only acted as if they're married would make him feel not only sad but probably depressed. Stop the toxic games which you're involved in and start telling the truth. It's for the best" you clarified.

He bit his lip, trying to think of something. "I just wanted to say this. It was a burden for me which I wanted to get rid of... what kind of decision you make doesn't concern me at all. It's your life" you said before he could get into further detail about his relationship. "I have one wish," you stared as he nodded. "I don't want to get confronted with my past every now. I promised myself to never cry for the same reason again. I want to go back to the time where I never met you. In which I never knew you" you whispered, loud enough for him to hear. He knew what you meant and just looked at the ground. With that you wanted to close the book officially, throwing it away and not even glancing back at it.

After today you wanted to delete every memory with him and erase everything which had a connection with him. Including Junho. For the sake of your happiness, you wanted to give in your resignation letter and look for another job. It this is the only way to stop the ache then you would accept it.

Even though it will be strange to suddenly stop talking to the person you thought you would marry.

After leaving for the US you were sure to come back as a new and happier person but you didn't and the only reason for that was that you weren't able to set an end to this chapter of your life. After getting answered so many questions, after talking with the two of them you could tell that the pain wasn't as harmful and strong as before. It's still there but it doesn't hurt you anymore. Especially after meeting Jimin.

An awkward atmosphere was approaching your conversation and you bit your lip. Here you are, talking with the person you thought you would marry. It didn't hurt as much as your first conversation, though. It was silent and you could hear your breathing.

"What about you? Are you happy with him?" he suddenly asked, making you lift your head. At first, you were confused about what he meant but then you thought back to Jimin's confession. You tried to think about a good answer when the words escaped your mouth by itself. Sincere words that came from deep in your heart.

"Happy? It feels like I'm walking on air." At that moment you realized what you've just said. You looked up to Taehyung, staring seriously at you.

"Since I returned to Korea he hadn't left my side. Not even once. He was always by my side. He really did everything for me. Made me laugh on my worst days and helped me through a lot. He showed me the bright sides of the world and that's it not only about hurting someone else but rather giving them love and hope. I'm crazy -" the last part you referred to yourself for taking so long to realize.

"I hope he treats you right," he mumbled, looking down.

He does, but were you treating him right?

Your eyes widened as you walked some steps backward. You bit your lip.

"I have to go" you said as you turned around without looking back. Without noticing you felt your feet start running until you were sprinting down the road. Your high-heels were making your race harder as it seemed. You sighed as you kicked them off your feet and bend down to grab them in your hands. You didn't care about the pain you felt, every time your bare feet touched the cold ground. It was a relief that his house wasn't as far as from the school. You hoped for him to be at home so you could jump into his arms.

How could you be so stupid to realize that Jimin was the only one for you? Your first meeting, the time you find yourself in his arms rather than the ones you desired to be in or how he listened to you carefully and sincerely. His angelic voice made you fly high and his pouty lips which you nearly kissed. The thought of kissing him was making you go insane.

A huge smile was appearing on your face once you saw his house and the lights which were open. Without looking for the traffic you ran to the other side of the street.

You reached his small gate and went to his front door, ringing the bell like crazy. You panting loudly since you didn't stop running even if it was a small second. Feeling the heat that surrounded you slowly, obviously, you were sweating like crazy. Finally, the door opened with a surprised Jimin eyeing you up and down.

"Y/N, are-" you cut him off.

"I like you" you mumbled, trying to catch the words since you panted so hard.

His eyes widened. "What?" you weren't sure if he asked because he wanted a clarification or if he really didn't understand.

"I like you Jimin!" you shouted as loud enough for the neighbors to hear. The smile didn't leave your face and you saw Jimin smirking too. Suddenly he pulled you in and grabbed your waist, leaning in.

"You have no idea of how long I've waited for this moment" he whispered in a husky voice as his lips finally touched yours.

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Anonymous asked:

are you going to continue betrayal? i enjoy reading it, and i'm dying to know the ending. thanks!

yes yes yes, i’ll be posting it in a couple minutes !!!

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Anonymous asked:

Are you still going to post chapter 11 or no......?

YES!

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Anonymous asked:

Is chapter 11 or betray going to be the last chapter?

Yess! Chapter 11 will be the final chapter of betray and I’ll upload it tomorrow. It’s ready and finished :) I‘m so happy and hope you will like it.

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I hope I am not rushing you but when are you going to post chapter 11 to betray sorry I asked to late,love your work and be safe.

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Don’t apologize sweetie:) you’re not rushing me in any way. I’ll be uploading it soon. Stay safe too! And thank you <33

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! I was wondering if you're still going to update 'fox mask', I've read it last year if I'm not mistaken, I think back in your old account and I didn't know that you have a new account and just found out now lmao. I did like it very much and I hope you'll still continue writing.I hope you're doing great. Thank you 💜💜💜

glad you found my account again haha, i’m going through my account currently and wanna get into the plot lines. first I gotta finish my series though but i’ll be posting again soon :) ♥

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Anonymous asked:

hello :) i don’t know if you remember but i’m the person who had read betray before and i just wanted to ask if chapter 10 was different than before because i don’t recognize it at all. maybe i didn’t read it before i don’t know but i just want to say i LOVE that series and i think you are an amazing writer:)

thank you so much, it means a lot to me :) ♥  i didn’t change it all all, just made some small touch-ups but the plot is still the same. made sure to erase grammatical errors and all :)

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Hey you all! As you hopefully saw, I have updated the betray series. It’s been a very long time and I want to apologize sincerely for the delay. You can read the new chapter HERE

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betray | pjm | kth | 10

summary: in which taehyung leaves you on the day of your wedding to run off with your best friend and you finding out about their secret

pairing: park jimin x reader | kim taehyung x reader

genre: angst

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11   [m.list]

(a/n: hello my lovely readers. first of all i want to apologize deeply for being inactive for a long time. due to personal reasons i lacked the motivation to post another update. even though the series are finished i wanted to make sure to edit the chapter before posting it. i know it’s been so long and again i apologize for the delay)

It was finally Friday, the last day for the kids to attend school. They will have a break until after the new year and you were in a good mood because you would finally have two weeks break from work as well.

You wore a tight, long red dress with a grey pattern on its dress. Your hair was braided and you put on make-up. Jimin picked you up in his car. You walked up to his car as he made sure to get out, to open the door for you. When he came out of the car his eyes widened and his jaw dropped wide open.

The confidence was now on your side when you mocked him "You like what you see?" he started chuckling at your statement and you rolled your eyes, still smiling. He opened the door. "Milady..." he acted as if he was your chauffeur and bowed down. You chuckled and got into the car. He sure didn't know what to say and was quiet, trying to stop the urge to constantly look at you. He was hoping to arrive soon to admire your beauty even more.

The invitations were already going around and you were happy that everyone was attending. It was 4 pm and all of the teachers were in school, going to the assembly hall.

"You planned it well Y/N and Jimin ... I am amazed!" The principal of your school smiled while looking around the hall. You bowed down, high-fiving Jimin from behind your backs, knowing that you'll get your promotion soon. The families arrived as well, and the hall filled with children and parents. The kids would perform dance gigs, singing, and acting. You were sure that the parents would love to see their children perform.

The event started with Jimin and his class singing "Christmas Day". You cheered loudly for them and smiled, dancing along to the rhythm. Jimin's gaze was fixed on you. He smiled when he spotted you dancing on your own, completely lost in the melody and rhythm. A wide smile appeared on his lips as he looked back at his fingers, playing the right keys. When the song came to an end he was happy to be able to look at you again, but instead, his euphoria disappeared when he noticed that you were looking at the other side of the room. He followed your gaze which was leading to the entrance where Taehyung and Somin were standing at. Jimin let out a sigh, rolling his eyes.

He was waiting for this moment.

As if you were the only person in this whole hall, Taehyung's gaze was straight on you. He couldn't look away, and he also noticed that you were watching him. You sighed, turning away from them as you tried finding Jimin in the crowd. The next act started playing. Another class was singing their Christmas songs. You closed your eyes, trying to avoid the urge to look at them.

"Ms Y/N!" You heard Junho calling out for you. You turned around to where the sound was coming from and was startled by him suddenly hugging you tightly, smiling at his warm gesture.

You kneeled down next to him, smiling "Are you going to perform today as well?" You asked and he nodded happily.

"I will be a reindeer" you chuckled at his happiness. He was so adorable. You saw four pairs of shoes in front of you and lifted your head to look into Taehyung and Somin's eyes.

"Mom, Dad, this is my teacher" Junho smiled. You bowed down in a matter of respect "Nice to meet you" you exclaimed, looking into Taehyung's eyes.

Suddenly you felt an arm sliding around your waist. When you looked to your side you saw Jimin whose hand was on your waist while he pulled you closer to his side. You were startled by his sudden action and couldn't really react. Your surprised expression was making Taehyung furrow his eyebrows, he felt like you weren't used to this. A sly smirk made its way across his lips, your reaction was giving away too much.

"He still thinks that we're in a relationship" Jimin whispered in your ear, being happy that the hall was as loud enough for them not to hear. At that moment you felt thankful for Jimin but also guilty because he had to act as if he was your boyfriend even though you didn't want him to take part in this drama. You felt like you pulled him into this situation, probably making him feel obligated to help you out.

"Did you like my song?" He asked, ignoring the presence of the married couple. You put on a smile, nodding at him while trying to look up at him.

"It was lovely" you muttered and looked at the two again, eyes locking with Taehyung for a split second.

"Good to see that you two are doing well" Somin suddenly exclaimed. If it wasn't for Junho who was standing here you would've ignored them for sure. But for the sake of your student, you stood quiet, put on the biggest fake smile you had as you chuckled.

Putting your hand on Jimin's chest, you leaned your head on his shoulder as if you were snuggling up to him. "We're doing totally well" you hated yourself for playing along, but at that moment the anger was boiling inside of you, overcoming you and the only thing you focused on was making them jealous. Jimin felt a slight jump in his heart as he looked down at you, your hand resting on his chest. He was afraid that you'd be able to feel his heartbeat. That's why he grabbed your hand tightly and pulled it a little lower.

"Ms Y/N! I have to get dressed!" Junho yelled as he started looking around the room, trying to find the dressing room.

"I will bring you to the dressing room," you said, letting go of Jimin's hand to grab Junho's hand. "I'll be right back" you smiled at Jimin and left with Junho. The little children were already changing into their clothes when you entered the room.

"Do you need help?" You asked Junho while he shook his head. "Alright then. I'm excited to watch you. You will do well!" You said, seeing him getting nervous. Just as you wanted to leave the room someone stomped in and closed the door. It was none other than Taehyung. Your facial expressions dropped and you wanted to walk past him to leave when he grabbed you by your upper arms to stop you.

"What kind of ridiculous game are you two playing?" He asked, lifting an eyebrow. You freed yourself and looked up at him.

"What game are you talking about?" You asked, trying to act as tough and serious as possible.

"Do you really expect me to believe your relationship nonsense?" He asked, chuckling sarcastically while he crossed his arms over his chest.

"I don't care what you believe in o not. I don't have to prove myself. Especially not to you" you hissed, trying to move past him again when he stopped you again. His grip tight around your wrist as he smiled slyly.

"I guess you're caring about what I believe. Either way, you wouldn't agree to this fake couple thing-" he hissed back while you rolled your eyes.

"Grow up!" You snapped at him. "You have a family to take care of! Why do you even care about my life?" Just as you finished your statement he grabbed your other wrist and pulled them to his chest. With that he pulled you closer to him, your face was so close to his. He stared intensely into your eyes, into your soul as if he was reading what was going through your mind right now.

"Do you want to know why?" He asked in a calm voice. The room filled with silence and you were happy that the kids were already on stage. He leaned his forehead on yours which made you wince in surprise. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply as you were holding your breath. You felt like you couldn't breathe anymore. Your heartbeat rising as you closed your eyes, fading away for this moment. Immediately, you backed away, pushing him away as you pulled your hands out of his grip.

"No. No" you whispered, trying to hold back your tears "I don't care why" you said while he stared at you in pain. His gaze fell on the floor while he moved a step to the right letting you go. Without thinking any further you moved past him and went to the restroom. You splashed water on your face, trying to calm yourself down.

Was it anger or frustration? You didn't know what happened to you anytime you two were left alone. You watched yourself in the mirror. No more tears, you had promised yourself to never cry for the same reason over and over again. You breathed in and turned around, walking into the assembly hall.

You saw Junho on the stage and smiled while coming closer for him to see you. He was desperately looking through the whole crowd. Obviously, he was looking for his parents who weren't present in the room. You searched for them but couldn't find them either. It was Junho's moment to show his skills and his one and only dialogue which he practiced for.

He stopped mid-sentence and looked through the whole crowd again. His eyes spotted yours and you smiled at him while giving him your thumbs up. He smiled weakly and said his part confidently. You were proud of him even though you knew that he was feeling very uncomfortable at that moment. The show finished and you went into the dressing room where the children would take off their costumes.

"Junho!!" You chuckled while running up to him. He hugged you tightly and smiled at you. "Thank you" he mumbled while lifting his head. At that moment the door opened and his mother stomped into the room. She furiously grabbed Junho's wrist and tried to drag him out.

"You're hurting him!" You yelled at her, seeing the sudden pain in Junho's eyes.

"Don't tell me what to do. He's my son!" She shouted back and dragged him out of the room. "We're going home, Junho!" She said and pulled him out. You ran after them, trying to figure out what happened. At the same moment, Taehyung stomped furiously out of the hall. You couldn't recognize his face at all. Looking around the room you tried to find Jimin who was absent the whole performance. Suddenly something made sense.

Your eyes widened and you ran into the direction where Taehyung came from. Your heart sank as you saw Jimin on the ground. Running up to him, you kneeled down and lifted him up. His nose was bleeding making you feel even more guilty because everything was your fault.

"Shit! It's all my fault! I am so sorry" you muttered in sorrow, tears filling up your eyes. You knew that you shouldn't have used him for your own problems. Nonetheless, Jimin put on a smile that amazed you.

"I'm fine, don't worry" he lifted his head to prevent the blood flow. You helped him to stand up and walked him to the nursing room of the school. He sat down on the nursing bed while you took some tissues and grabbed your needs to treat his wound on his cheekbone. He hissed in pain while you were cleaning his wound.

"It was Taehyung, right?" you asked him, getting no answer. "I already know the answer" you whispered, trying to control your anger while you treated his wound.

"This idiot! Why did he do that?" you turned to the first aid kit to get some plaster which was hard to found. You threw all the first aids over the place in anger to find a plaster that you put on his wound. Nodding to yourself you dozed off, your mind filling with questions and assumptions as to why that happened.

"Y/N, don't worry I'm okay " he chuckled, grabbing your hand as he turned you around to face him.

"How can you be so calm and nice about what he has done to you? I don't understand how you can be so good-hearted, after everything he did to you-" he cut you off.

"I could ask you the same question" immediately, you looked down, feeling weird for a split second and then smiling faintly. He was right but you promised yourself to change. You promised to not cry for the same reason again.

He noticed how silent you got and grabbed your hands. "I didn't mean it like that, Y/N. I'm sor-" just as he wanted to apologize you cut him off.

"No, you're right. I- I don't know what to say actually ..." you stared into his eyes.

"I am sorry. It's still my fault, though. I shouldn't have acted as if you were my boyfriend just because I wanted to make them suffer. That doesn't even affect them-" you said, stopping at the intense stare of Jimin. He was thinking about saying something. Biting his lip, he squeezed your hands tightly and pulled you a little closer to himself. He opened his mouth and stopped himself, thinking about how what he was about to say will affect your relationship with him. This time you waited until he talked. Taking a deep breath he stared into your eyes.

"What if I like the idea of being your boyfriend?"

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I am in love with your betray series! It was like a whole rollercoaster of emotions! I was just wondering if it’s discontinued or something..?

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Thank you so so much!! I was on a hiatus due to personal reasons but I’ll update on the last two chapters. I’ll post them very very soon. If you want to, I can add you to the taglist so whenever I update you’ll be able to read without waiting so long and checking.

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I really love your Betray series! Pls write ch. 10 and 11! I desperately want to know what happens next 😅 love your work ☺️

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THANK YOU you’ll find out very very soon!

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I love your fic "divorce"! I was wondering does y/n and yoongi really get divorced at the end? I was wondering if you could explain their state of marriage at the end?

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in the end they don’t get divorced officially. meaning they’re still married by law. they just decided to take a very long break from each other of course with the hope of getting together in the end again. being married was just a certificate or paper for them. Yoongi wanted her back and Y/N wanted him too, but she realized that there’s so much she has to learn before she decides to get back to him. They’re still very lacking even though they still love each other. They realized their mistakes and have to mature in order to start healthily again. In the end she says “Maybe” which is a sign of hope for both of them. 

Thank you for you support ♥♥♥

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hello guys!

as you probably noticed i‘ve been on a very long hiatus and i don’t know when i‘ll come back. i have the two last chapters of betray which i may or may not post edited. it’s finished but i didn’t re-read and change the whole chapters in order to make it readable for you. since english isn’t my native language. i know i still have a text series going on but i don’t know when i‘ll start posting again. these couple of days i‘ll finish betray and i want to apologize beforehand if it’s hard to read because of the grammar or anything. i‘ll try to change it and make some touch-ups if i find the time and motivation to. thank you all for supporting me and making me smile by your comments and support. i‘ll try to come back soon! I love you all <3 thank you for everything

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tinder dates & secrets | jhs | jjk | mini-series | 01

summary: when your best friend decides to create a fake account of you on tinder in order to set you up with someone

pairing: jung hoseok x reader | jeon jungkook x reader

genre: angst, fluff

01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

(a/n: so i found this in my drafts and decided to post it until I start writing the last two parts for betray. I‘m currently at the hospital and will update my masterlist as soon as I get home. Let me know if you like this mini series and if you’d like to read more of that. Love you all!!)

"One iced americano please" the woman in front of you ordered as her gaze went down on her phone, unbothered about the people who started lining up behind her.

"The name?" you asked and it came off a little rudely than you intended to. The woman stared up from her phone, her eyebrows furrowed together as she gave you a confused gaze.

"Aisha," she said and you nodded.

"You can take a seat, I'll call your name when your americano is finished" you explained to her since you had a feeling that she didn't clearly understand the scheme of this Café. She just nodded as her gaze fell down on her phone again. You sighed, turning around as you went up to the counter where Jungkook was standing

"One iced americano" you kind of mocked the lady who ordered the coffee. Jungkook chuckled as he nodded, taking a cup to prepare the coffee.

"Someone's in a good mood today," he said jokingly, as he focused on filling the portafilter with espresso grounds. He bit his lip softly as he tamping the grounds, making sure to not use too much pressure. Sometimes he was too focused on his work that he forgets to listen to you.

"I wouldn't have applied to this part-time job if I had known that I have to serve people who are not even looking into my eyes while ordering something" you massaged your neck slowly, shutting your eyes as you felt the pain increasing.

"Well wasn't it you who whined about not having enough money for herself. You should thank me for having this job" he looked up as he smiled, focusing on his own job again.

There he was absolutely right.

Just recently you've lost your job as an intern and you had struggled to find a new job in order to pay your rent. Luckily, your best friend's father is the owner of a Café. He helped you sneaking you in as a part-timer in order for you to make a living until you find a new job.

"Excuse me!" someone yelled from behind you and you sighed again, "Hurry" you demanded, turning around to the next customer who ordered a coffee-to-go.

"Taehyung!" you called out for your coworker, feeling yourself getting nervous as the line was getting longer. Taehyung turned around from his place. He was standing next to a table of senior high-school girls who were drinking coffee. He sighed and walked up to you behind the counter.

"Stop flirting with high-schoolers and help me out," you said which he returned with a smile.

"I wasn't flirting" he then started pouting. You ignored his pout and turned around to take the americano which Jungkook had prepared.

"Iced americano for Aisha!" you called out for the girl with the phone in her hand and she approached you. After giving you the money, she left without even thanking you.

The rest of the day was just as stressful and hard just like the other days in which you work here. After the last customer left you were starting to clean up the Café. Jungkook was cleaning his place and you just finished cleaning the counters.

As you started to wipe the floor you noticed Taehyung sitting on a chair, his eyes glued on the phone in his hands. He was constantly swiping left with his thumb, sighing as he leaned his head on his other hand.

"Yah, you should help us cleaning!" you threw a towel at him, making him flinch at the sudden movement. You walked up to him and stared at his phone from behind his shoulders.

"Seriously, you're on tinder while your friends have to clean all that mess up?" you hit him on the back of his head.

"I've haven't had a girlfriend for four years now. I feel lonely at home" he whined, pushing your arm away.

"Jungkook!" you called out, getting a 'what' from behind the counter, "Let's sign a petition that Taehyung should get paid less than me! It's unfair that I do most of the work here" you shouted which Jungkook returned with a soft chuckle. For Jungkook it was a day like any other where you and Taehyung would fight like babies but still keep resembling each other.

"Oh wait!" you exclaimed, leaning into the screen, "She's pretty, swipe right," you said.

"I'm not into older girls. I'm not Jungkook" he laughed as he swiped left on her.

"Yah! I can hear you!" Jungkook called out from behind the counter, making you chuckle.

"I think an older girl would definitely help you to grow up" you admitted as you turned around to keep wiping the floor. Taehyung sighed at your statement, still keeping on with the swiping.

"Oh god!" he suddenly yelled, making you wince at his deep voice for scaring the shit out of you.

"Ahh," he started laughing at you, his finger pointing at you.

"Okay but your description fits perfectly" Taehyung put his hand under his chin as he bit his lip in attend to think about something.

"What's wrong, eh?" you called out, getting cut off by him instantly.

"I mean it's not wrong to have a dating app. I use it too but I would never think of you having a dating app-" he said and you furrowed your eyebrows at his statement.

"What's wrong with- wait, what?" you stomped up at him, grabbing his phone out of his hands as you looked at the screen in shock. There was a picture of you, your name and your age on that dating app.

"But I never-" Your mouth dropped wide open as you tried to think about who could've faked your profile, "That's a fake account" you exclaimed pointing at the phone which made Taehyung chuckled loudly.

"Y/N, it's nothing to be ashamed of. Don't worry" he tried to give you a better feeling but failing miserably. Getting interrupted by your loud shriek, he backed away slowly.

"Who the fuck faked my profile?! Swipe right and ask them! I wanna know who that is!" you pointed at the screen, eyes focusing on the picture of you on that dating app.

"Yah, if you want to date me, you can simply ask me-" without him even finishing his jokingly words, you swiped right and waited in the hope to be able to text that person.

"You can shut the hell up, that's not me and why can't I text this person?!" you asked and he sighed, grabbing his phone away from your grip.

"It's because you have to match with someone in order to text them. That person has to swipe right on me too," he admitted, staring at you with a monotonous stare. You rolled your eyes, annoyed by him as you stomped away angrily.

"What's wrong?" Jungkook asked, still focused on cleaning the coffee machine.

"Someone created a fake tinder account of me" you gasped, your voice coming out raucously. Jungkook's eyes widened as he stopped his actions, turning towards you. His cheeks turned slightly red and the way he stared at you confused you.

"Who would do that?" he said in a small panicky voice, staring everywhere but not at you while he spoke. You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Right? That has to be a joke and I really hope for that person to be safe. If I find out that person was no longer the right to live on" you gritted your teeth, helping him with the last touch-ups.

"But I mean what's bad about it?-" he muttered, trying to sound as stable as he can while you cut him off.

"What do you mean? Someone is using my face without my permission" you hissed, turning away to clean the other half of the counter.

"Just for clarification reasons. Let's assume it was me who created a fake account, what would you do?" he asked carefully, stepping back a little. Right then it 'clicked'. Turning around slowly, you started smiling while stepping closer.

"You remember the boy in high-school who made fun of me?" you asked, the smile not leaving your face as you stepped closer.

"You mean Jiwon? The one whom you nearly broke their arm?" he asked, stuttering half of his words and you nodded.

"This time I'll really break an arm though," you said with simple directness, running up at him as you started screaming his name loudly. He escaped from your grip and ran away from the counter. As soon as he saw Taehyung he jumped up at him and hid behind his back.

Taehyung was confused, "Guys calm down-" he couldn't even finish his words when you pushed him and jumped on Jungkooks back, grabbing his hair harshly. You weren't able to pull since he was much stronger than you. His arm surrounds your waist and turned you around. You fell on the floor, a hiss escaping your lips as Jungkook muttered an apology. Just as you wanted to stand up and hit him, you were taken back by Taehyung, who grabbed your upper arms from your back, holding you tight so you won't be able to move an inch.

"Let go, I'll kill him!" you shouted, fidgeting around in his grip. He just chuckled from behind your back.

"You know you can't escape, just stay here and calm down" once he felt that you calmed down, he let go. You pushed him away, glaring at Jungkook who was giving you a cautioned stare.

"What's going on?" Taehyung asked, switching stares from Jungkook to you.

"That guy is the culprit" you pointed at Jungkook angrily, "He created the fake account," you said, furrowing your eyebrows at him. Taehyung eyes widened as he again switched his gaze between you and Jungkook, starting laughing wholeheartedly.

"I must've known that, to be honest. You're not the type of a person who'd start searching for a partner after you got disappointed so much with them" Taehyung blurted out, still laughing until he saw your angry glare at him. His facial muscles loosened and he dropped his smile, staring at the ground with a whispering 'sorry' from his lips.

"What was the reason for you to create that account Jungkook? Seriously, behind my back?" you asked a little calmer than before. He shrugged his shoulders.

"Y/N, you deserve to be happy too. When was the last time you had a boyfriend or girlfriend? You should go out, meet people and eventually start something. I can't let my best friend die alone" his words literally stabbed a hole into your heart. It made you sad that he never saw the signs of you actually liking him more than just a friend. You've been developing this feeling since you started working together with him.

He was being so sweet to customers and so dedicated to his work. Plus, you've been literally seeing him day and night since you were also neighbors since childhood. You've been living alone and he was still with his parents, helping with the coffee shop which they've opened a few years ago.

Your parents were outside of Seoul and made sure to visit you from time to time. With the part-time job and them sending you money over time you were able to start living alone. Until you find another job you knew that you could rely on your parents. Also, you never felt alone since Jungkooks family was always there for you, giving you the warm feeling of a family household so you never felt alone. After they decided to leave for Seoul you had insisted on coming to Seoul with them since you knew you had greater chances in a big city. Of course, life was hard and expensive but until now you never regret your decision in accompanying the Jeon family to Seoul.

Focusing on work and a stable career made you forgot about your personal life and of course, the love life included but since you've started working with Jungkook you started getting this tingling feeling in your stomach whenever he touched your hair or hands jokingly. You've found yourself being lost in his eyes whenever he started talking about something he was excited about. Of course, you've seen him with many girls since then and you didn't mind. Maybe it wasn't the right time for both of you or maybe it was just a deep crush since you've been seeing no guy than Jungkook more than 24 hours a day. Him not seeing the way you look at him and rather starting to search for a significant other for you was heartbreaking. Maybe you should start working on not minding these feelings, maybe they're just illusion or maybe you feel like that towards since he's literally the only guy in your life whom you spend your time with constantly.

"Still, my love life is none of your business Jungkook. I'm off" you mumbled, opening your apron and putting it on the desk as you walked away from Jungkook and Taehyung with a sad expression on your face.

"Y/N!-" Jungkook called out for you but you already grabbed your coat and headed off. It was a cold autumn day and you walked through the dark alleys into the direction of your small apartment. The leaves started falling or flying on the ground due to the wind. You felt your eyes getting teary and blamed it on the rough wind that was touching your skin. Pressing the coat tighter against your body, eyes focused on your feet as you were trying to stop the aching in your heart.

It's true that's it's been a long time since you last had a relationship but you never really searched for it. Rather you waited for it to happen all of a sudden. You were focused on your part-time job and since you've lost your job as an intern you decided to get your life together before starting anything serious even if that person had to be Jungkook. You were willing to wait until your life started getting better again.

Pressing the code of your lock you entered your small apartment. Closing the door behind yourself as you were throwing your coat on the hanger and letting yourself fall into your bed. It wasn't taking long and you felt your eyes getting heavier. Just as you wanted to shut them you heard your door unlocking and someone entering the apartment. Jungkook. He was the only one who knew your password.

"Ugh" you grabbed the pillow next to yourself as you pressed it into our face, regretting changing the password beforehand.

"Y/N" you heard his voice coming from the living room, probably spotting the nightstand in your room and you heard his steps getting louder and louder.

"Leave me alone" you mumbled through the pillow that was still on your head. Suddenly you felt a tight grip on the pillow and before you could react he already pulled it away, only to hit your face with it one time and then pulling it into his chest, hugging it tightly.

"I'm sorry, I should've told you before creating an account for you" he mumbled and one thing Jungkook disliked was apologizing. Making a mistake and having to apologize for it, for that he had to step on his pride but it wasn't like that with you though. He knew you'd forgive him for anything he does and he relied on that.

"Get the fuck out of my room" you glared at him for a brief second before turning your back to him.

"Y/N don't be childish. I really had no bad intentions. I just want my best friend to find love and happiness-" you cut him off loudly.

"That works without having to commit me to someone." you said with simple directness.

"Okay, the truth is. I've been talking to this girl for a quite long while now and I feel so much happiness these days. Thinking that you've never been in a serious relationship breaks my heart and from the bottom of my heart I want my best friend to feel the beauty of loving, liking and crushing on someone" he stared down at his fingers, playing softly with them.

Your heart broke into pieces when he started talking. You didn't know why but it ached and the pain grew the more he talked. He never noticed your behaviors or maybe it was just normal to him. In fact, he probably was too focused on that girl that he never really noticed you. You had no chance but to move on and start focusing on yourself and other people around you.

"I really want to go on double dates with you-" he chuckled and you rolled your eyes at his obliviousness, turning around fast as you locked your eyes with his.

"Alright, I'm in!" you said in a serious voice, looking directly into his soul. You couldn't take him talking about other girls anymore. It hurt you too much. Maybe it really was just a deep crush that you had to move on from.

"What?" his mouth dropped wide open. He expected you fighting him, arguing with him or even throwing him out of your apartment but he surely didn't expect this.

"I'll go on these stupid dates but if they won't work out you have to promise me to never annoy me with these stupid relationships or interfering into my love life, promise?" you furrowed your eyebrows, holding out your pinky finger.

He showed you his bunny smile which your heart made a slight jump at as he pulled out his pinky finger and intertwined it with yours.

"Promise"

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