bug hugger weirdo™

I know I'm spotty as hell on tumblr but I don't have as much time for it as I once did. But for some reason I'm feeling introspective right now so I want to talk about my... Danganronpa phase. So many things about my Danganronpa phase irks me.

The Tofu obsession... I do like the idea of Togami and Fukawa together on a Basic level, but I never wanted to admit I was as into it as I was chiefly because I wanted to see content of my favorite characters interacting, especially in a more normal, free way that canon didn't really allow. I don't care about romance at all. It makes me feel nothing whether involving myself or others, real or fictional. Which brings me to...

the Togami obsession... don't wanna talk about that one in full detail as the full truth to it is very personal, but I will say the "husband" crap was an act. Cool, interesting character. Do I find him attractive? Like, in a tertiary attraction way. (As, reminder if you need it, I am aroace.) No. He is not even remotely my type. Would I even want to have a platonic relationship with someone like him? absolutely not. Mostly, I clinged to him because my other close friends had fictional crushes they obsessed over and I wanted to fit in.

And... I didn't even like DR's premise...? I didn't like the gameplay. I liked the characters and their banter. That's 100% it. That's why I wanted to make DRRPG. I wanted a game with the characters that I actually found fun with a kind of plot that I enjoyed more.

It was a weird 5 years of my life. (that I can't believe started almost 11 years ago)

(now why do I still have a DR url? idk I like it and idk what to change it to, all the cool urls are taken)