BOUQUET  DIPPED  IN  CRIMSON    ———    a       blossom      rises,        tattered      and      worn,     stepped   on.     didn’t     BURN    them  enough,  they’re       still      there.   maybe   they   were   meant   to   last         forever,      have   damage   done  on  them   until   they   just   wasted  away.   ———   DO PLANTS FEEL  ? marcus  bishop.  independent    [   undead    ]    witch oc. penned by lukas.       est june ‘16.        revamped oct ‘16. previously           hazeds             &             embalmeds !

this post is announcing a permanent hiatus until further notice. i have no muse for jazz and quite frankly feel like i’m talking to a wall trying to get anything going anywhere.  i do have another oc , so you might see me around , and if you want to say hi that’s fine. hell , drop me a follow , too. i don’t care. i’m mainly just frustrated because i do have quite a few followers ( by my standards ) and absolutely no interest in anything i post so i’m… frustrated i suppose. so anyway. that’s that. my little reasonings until further notice.

if you want to keep in contact for sure , im me or send me an ask. otherwise, ttfn babus. 

• “please don’t forget”
• “you know you should have stayed”
• “you’re cold on the inside”
• “there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”
• “you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”
• “i know that you can’t hear me anymore”
• “it’s so loud inside my head”
• “i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”
• “if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”
• “i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”
• “how can i say this without breaking?”
• “i loved and i lost you”
• “i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”
• “i don’t think they would accept me”
• “your heart fits like a key”
• “it’s so quiet here”
• “you said that you weren’t alone”
• “you still owe me a reason”
• “i act like i don’t fucking care”
• “maybe you’re too good for me”
• “lately colors seem so bright”
• “i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”
• “losing you was something i always did so well”
• “i don’t do anything anymore”
• “sorry, i nearly lost my head”
• “this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”
• “i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”
• “i come home on my own”
• “i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”
• “big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
• “i’m in pain”
• “she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”
• “i didn’t care much how long i lived”
• “heaven and hell were words to me”
• “i need to feel your hands upon my face”
• “words can be like knives. they can cut you open”
• “i think i might have inhaled you”
• “i can feel you flowing in me”
• “i miss you more than i thought i would”
• “i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”
• “i’ll love the world like i should”
• “the blood on my hands scares me to death”
• “you took a chance and you took a fall for us”
• “my love, look what you can do”
• “i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”
• “was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”
• “i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”
• “i can’t see you, you can’t see me”
• “everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”
• “there’s a bitter storm inside of me”
• “i do it all for you”
• “it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”
• “if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”
• “as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”
• “does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”
• “memories never lie”
• “tell me that i’m right”
• “your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”
• “even though we all grow old, love will never die”
• “that was long ago”
• “i used to call you my own, my dear”
• “now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”
• “when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”
• “if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”
• “our love was made for movie screens”
• “i tried to be someone else for you”
• “i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”
• “there was something that was not there”
• “i can sleep forever these days”
• “i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”
• “there is no distraction to mask what is real”
• “now you’ll be missing from the photographs”
• “in my thoughts, you’re far away”
• “i can picture you so easily”
• “what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”
• “every minute of every hour, i miss you more”
• “it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”
• “i’ve lost control of all of my senses”
• “put me in my place”
• “i can’t help but think of you”
• “it’s always been just you and me”
• “and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”
• “i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”
• “hold me in your arms”
• “don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”
• “it’s pulling me back”
• “when you go home, everything looks different”
• “i wish you would tell me how you really feel”
• “when you leave me, you take away everything”
• “that’s not our deal”
• “i want you so much”
• “i want to go back to the first time, the first place”
• “my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”
• “you came and took me by surprise”
• “maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”
• “now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”
• “please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”
• “i’ll never be like you”
• “absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”
• “it hurts me everytime i see you”
• “i hate that i love you”
• “you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”
• “do you miss me like i miss you?”
• “wedding bells were just alarms”
• “you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”
• “i guess this is moving on”
• “you don’t care, you never did”
• “you don’t give a damn about me”
• “you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”
• “if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”
• “i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”
• “tell me that now is not the end”
• “if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”
• “i’m a first class let down”
• “how did it come to this?”
• “love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”
• “if it’s broken then it can be fixed”
• “all you need is time”
• “we promised the world we’d tame it”
• “i wonder what keeps us so high up”
• “could there be a love beneath these wings?”

Imagine your Smol and Tol otp where Tol is doing push-ups and Smol is lying under them so they are more motivated to stay up on their arms and keep going and sometimes when they push down they get a peck on the lips (and then Tol gets tired and collapses heavily on top of Smol, smushing them while they flail)

i deserve what’s coming to me

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i like to be called: micah or mini  my favorite color is: i know it says ‘colour’ but i’m going to pretend it’s ‘colours’ so black , purple , pastel pink and baby blue ! gender: ??????????? click me one thing you should know about me: i have no idea how to do the ‘social’ thing but u best believe i fuCKIN TRY  one thing you should know about my muse: he’s probably that weird kid in the back of your class that gets hot senior year first language: english. second language: spanish ! i live in: Hell(TM)

          HIGHLIGHT:

age range:   under 13 | 14-17 | 18-22 | 23-25 | 26-29 | 30+ | 80+ am i okay with nsfw?:   yes | no | no, not even a little | sometimes | excluding smut my favorite/most common thing to rp is:   angst | fluff | smut | crack | other oc friendly?:   yes | yes, absolutely | no | depends rp blog:  does | doesn’t contain ooc posts.

“i’ll do it.” “please just don’t.” “let me help.” “i hate you.” “i love you.” “you love me?” “please stop it.” “i can’t breathe.” “just go away.” “what the fuck? ” “you’re an ass.” “you’re a bitch.” “don’t leave me!” “don’t walk away.” “stay with me.” “i’m begging you…” “for fuck’s sake…” “clean this up!” “please kiss me.” “are you bleeding? ” “get off me!” “you are despicable.” “are you okay!?” “don’t do this.” “please shut up.” “are you drunk?” “don’t forget me.”

                                   ♡       NOBODY   BREAKS   MY   HEART.     ♡                                         silas      andrew       jones.        indie     oc.     18+                                             triggering.          written            b  y            LUKAS.     

a;lsdfja;dlf ad;lf prim recently hit a milestone ! i honestly thought that it would be SUPER tough to get prim back up after moving her, but it was definitely good for this blog due to the energy a fresh slate brings, and it was a lot easier than it would have been because y’all have been supportive through the move, and i can’t thank you enough. ♥

i released a poll earlier asking whether or not y’all wanted a giveaway, follow forever, or resource pack, and giveaway + follow forever won out. so without further delay (tbh i’ve been delaying for about two weeks now while this has been sitting in my drafts, gathering dust), here it is.