Anxiety.
this is exactly what social anxiety is like, and it’s not fun at all.
Anxiety.
this is exactly what social anxiety is like, and it’s not fun at all.
aries: hell bc they mean
taurus: hell bc greedy af
gemini: satan himself
cancer: heaven bc they’re MOSTLY nice
leo: heaven bc they generous af
virgo: hell bc they judging everyone wtf
libra: heaven bc at least they TRY to make things fair
scorpio: satan’s dad
sagittarius: satan’s son
capricorn: jesus duhh
aquarius: satan’s brother
pisces: hell bc they’re secretly evil
Anxiety attacks can take different forms, such as:
Understanding the way our or other’s anxiety works can help to decrease the stigma and help to calm a person faster and get them out of that state. These are just a few, but it gives an idea of the range in which attacks can come.
i don’t understand why people think that depression goes away on holidays?? like ho ho ho I’m still feliz navidying
i relate to jughead because i, too, would start a gang war to get my dog back
Since i spend every night curled up in a ball at 3 a.m. reading klance fics i thought i would let you guys know some of my favorites !
in no particular order i give you my top klance ao3 fanfictions (that i have come across so far)
I HAVE A TON MORE RECS SO LEMME KNOW IF YOU WANT A PART TWO!!
or even a dan and phil fanfic rec/ a larry fanfic rec
SUMMARY: "Two whole months of free laundry in exchange for two weeks of being my fake boyfriend. Deal?” Keith hesitated for a moment. Was this really worth it? Hardly. Lance was an asshole, and he wasn’t sure what fake dating would entail. But, free laundry was free laundry, right? “Alright, it’s a deal.”Or: Lance makes the mistake of telling his Mom he has a boyfriend coming home with him for Christmas. Keith makes the mistake of agreeing to be Lance’s ‘fake boyfriend’.
SUMMARY: Keith pinches his eyes shut, slamming the book down again and swiveling to face Lance. “Oh my god,” he groans, standing up and crossing the two feet between them before Lance can get out a word. He grabs Lance’s face between his hands (perhaps a bit rougher than needed, but hey, he’s always wanted to slap Lance’s stupid face) and the last thing he sees is an expression of pure surprise before he leans down and presses his lips against Lance’s.It’s a peck, and it lasts a second, and then it’s over. Keith leans back, releasing Lance’s face, and hisses, “There.”
A Fish and A Bird (series)
PART ONE: http://archiveofourown.org/works/7327459
SUMMARY: Lance has a boyfriend. Lance does not realize he has a boyfriend. Keith, understandably, does not react well.
PART TWO: There Is No Lube in Space ((my personal fav in this series fyi)))
SUMMARY: A journey through Keith’s eyes as we explore the begining of he and Lance’s relationship; wherein he learns about sex, trust, and how falling in love can work for your mental illness and not just against it. Also, they both almost die in that huge planet-wide conspiracy Keith gets them caught up in.
PART THREE: Honeymooning http://archiveofourown.org/works/9282554
SUMMARY: Or, five times Hunk somehow got caught in the middle of an intimate moment between Keith and Lance, plus one time they just straight-up made out in front of him.
i think i found myself a cheerleader (BEWARE THIS FIC IS NOT FINISHED BUT IT IS SO GO OD) http://archiveofourown.org/works/7787473/chapters/17764684
SUMMARY: the fic in which antisocial loner Keith seeks chemistry tutoring from resident airhead cheerleader Lance. Who, actually, isn’t that much of an airhead as it turns out
Never Been Kissed http://archiveofourown.org/works/7282174
SUMMARY: “You give off the obnoxious popular vibe. The mullet, and the rap sheet, and—the fingerless gloves,” Lance replies, and barrels on before Keith can take it the wrong way. “I’m so handsome, my name’s Keith and I’m a pilot.”“That sounds more like a compliment than an insult,” Keith says slowly, a disdainful quirk to his eyebrows that only spurs Lance on. He tilts his head a bit, his bangs shadowing his face, like he’s assessing a particularly impossible physics problem. “And I don’t like that voice you’re using.”
SUMMARY: Lance is badly injured and has a few skeletons in his closet. Or maybe just the one.
It’s Still Happening (series) THESE ARE SOOOOO GOOOOD Y’ALL
SUMMARY: it’s space, shit happens
PART ONE It Just Keeps Happening http://archiveofourown.org/works/7999129/chapters/18311689
PART TWO That’s Supposed to Be My Job http://archiveofourown.org/works/8569507
PART THREE Communication: In Space
HAPPY READING
he’d have to have nightmares about that fight sometimes, right?
Summary: A Supernatural AU. Dean and the Reader are next door neighbours. Dean has an active sex life that keeps the Reader up at night. One night, the Reader decides she’s had enough and decides to confront Dean.
Pairing: Neighbour!Dean Winchester x Female!Reader
Warnings: Mentions and implications of sexual intercourse. Language. Angst. Jealousy. Alcoholism. Sexual intercourse. Violence. Blackmail. Mentions and implications of STDs. Make sure to read the warnings for each part.
last updated: 30-05-2018
After spending the summer in Lawrence for a so called “change of scenery”. Y/N has found herself in a healthy, loving relationship with Dean Winchester. Her rocky relationship with her father, Bobby Singer has just started to blossom. But leaving one life and starting to build another isn’t as easy as it seems. Everyone has a past and secrets they don’t want others to know. One chapter ends. Another begins.
Part 6 - The Zoo — Comic by @iliketowrite02 for this part.
After getting an email from an old friend about ominous activity in her house, you leave the bunker and the boys to go check it out, thinking it’s a simple salt and burn and you’ll be back in time for dinner. What happens when you get there and it’s nothing like you expected?
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Characters: Dean Winchester, Reader, Sam Winchester, Charlie, Crowley, Bobby Singer.
Warnings: ANGST, Torture, Violence, Sexual Assault, Minor Implications of Rape, Emotional Abuse, Blood, Panic Attacks, and a little bit of Fluff.
Pairing: Dean x Reader Series Warnings: Fatal illness, character death, blood, canon violence, language, eventual smut, kidnapping. Word Count: 4,535 Square Filled: Fatal Illness Summary: Six months earlier, Y/N wakes up to a pleasant reminder of the night before, though their blissful morning is soon interrupted and she has to make another decision. Present day, Dean needs to know why, and their conversation turns into something more. A/N: This is the fifth part of my SPN Angst Bingo Card series, hosted by @spnangstbingo. It will be seven parts, and the schedule has already been posted. It will post twice a week (Monday and Friday) until it wraps up.
This part is implied smut and then actual smut. Though it’s not smut for smut sake and does move the plot along some, IF YOU ARE NOT 18, DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER. If you’re following along and want to know what happens, I will be more than happy to give you an abbreviated version so that you’re caught up for part 6. Seriously. Look at me. Look at my face. I’m not kidding. Do not pass go, do not collect $200. Or smut. I will not be held responsible for your corruption. Nope.
It was beta’d by my most wonderful water bear, @trexrambling, “yesssss, this is perfect. I nominate these two as best friends. I want to know when Sam was called short stuff and then he hit his growth spurt and that’s how the nicknames started. Because just yes. I claim this canon.”
My beautiful twinny, @pinknerdpanda: “Dammit Hannah. My heart is mad at you.”
And my dear, sweet angel baby @masksandtruths: “Seriously made me cry! Is smut supposed to make you cry? Is that normal?!”
Thanks go to them for helping a girl out so that her words make sense. I owe a lot to all of you.
As always, tags are at the bottom. If you’d like to be added, please let me know.
6 months earlier…
My eyes feel like they’re glued shut, and I press my face further into the pillow, wishing for a quick end just to make this headache go away. What the hell did I do? I stretch out, and instead of my hand hitting empty space in the bed next to me, it smacks harshly against bare skin.
“Ow! What the hell?!” Dean’s deep voice rumbles from beside me and I groan. That’s what I did.
“Wake up.” I roll over and throw my arm over my eyes, blocking out the blinding devil light coming through the cracked blinds.
“I am awake, you just smacked me in the face.” I can feel him shifting, and suddenly his arm is draped over my waist. “Mornin’, by the way.”
“Good morning.” I know I should move, I need to remove myself from this situation and travel in the opposite direction as fast as I can, but the warmth from his arm is lulling me back to sleep.
Y/N has wished for Dean Winchester to turn his eye her way since the moment they met, silently pining for him and loving him from deep within the friend zone. When Dean suddenly returns her affection, Y/N is in Seventh Heaven, but nothing gold can stay, and she soon finds out that things aren’t always what they seem and that some wishes are better left unfulfilled.
Dean x Reader, Sam, OFC
Warnings: NSFW. Angst. Smut. Rough, violent, possibly triggering situations. (All chapters will be tagged with their own warnings)
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SPN FanFic
~Some wishes are better left unfulfilled.~
Dean x Reader, Sam, OFCs
4,280 Words
Chapter Warnings: Angst. All The Angst. Blood. Self-inflicted Injury. Show-level Violence. Death.
A/N: I very much appreciate you guys waiting for this one. Let’s get back to the action, shall we? Let me know what you think…
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“She’s coming back. She’s just- she’ll be back. She has to. If I can get to the door I can go find her. I can’t reach. She’s coming back. I have to get her back. I have to get her back. I have to get her back.”
Dean lay on the cold floor, his eyes red from crying, throat torn to shreds. His face was marred by tiny cuts where he’d dug in with twitching, frantic fingers. He tugged at his hair, pulling at it as he shook; his gaze locked on the door, waiting, praying for Y/N to return.
“She’ll be back. She’ll be back. She loves me. Have to get her back. Have to get her back. Have to. Have to.”
His words echoed through the empty room, twisting his voice and pumping it back at him until the air was filled with maniacal chanting.
Y/N has wished for Dean Winchester to turn his eye her way since the moment they met, silently pining for him and loving him from deep within the friend zone. When Dean suddenly returns her affection, Y/N is in Seventh Heaven, but nothing gold can stay, and she soon finds out that things aren’t always what they seem and that some wishes are better left unfulfilled.
Dean x Reader, Sam, OFC
Warnings: NSFW. Angst. Smut. Rough, violent, possibly triggering situations. (All chapters will be tagged with their own warnings)
Who is this bitch Y/N?
And how are they getting all these hot men to fall in love with them?