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“and an old cripple like you should know not to try a young whippersnapper like me when they get testy,” he quips back without nearly as much bite as he normally would have, were yeongkwang any other person. yet that’s another thing that makes them such an odd pairing, in that ian certainly doesn’t mind having someone to banter back and forth with. it’s a nice change of pace from having to be rather poised a majority of the time, and he takes quite fondly to that. 
“i make promises, not threats.” ian smiles, mischief written in his very pupils as he taps the cane with his foot none too gently. “i’m looking forward to tonight.” with a wave of his hand and an affirmation, he concedes for now as they part ways.
dinner is business as usual ( or rather, as unusual  ), and ian’s decided that they meet up for food at a surprisingly smaller restaurant, contrary to his usual rather posh tastes. the side dishes here are much better though, and come with a home-cooked feel that ian hasn’t managed to find anywhere else. even as he stuffs his cheeks full of radishes and munches on them like a happy teenager, he can’t bring himself to care too much for keeping up appearances with yeongkwang.
it takes him a minute to swallow everything down, only remembering to finally take a sip of water when he nearly chokes on one that was partially still whole. he clears his throat awkwardly and looks up at the other, expression blank as if nothing had happened. “i suppose you’re forgiven now. even if he apology wasn’t verbal, food is accepted in its place.” the almost imperceptible smile on his face is teasing, and ian places a small bit of meat on top of yeongkwang’s rice as a peace offering of sorts. “and i’ll stop threatening to swipe your cane out from underneath you.”

Yeongkwang is a bit surprised by the choice in restaurants on Ian’s side, but he goes with it- he finds it all sorts of exciting, because he never ventures into restaurants such as these. He grew up so sheltered, with friends who also came from money, and so he rarely ever found himself in places like this. Not to say he never ate at McDonald’s, or some other fast food establishment- but even so. 

But Ian is full of quirks, so he doesn’t think too hard on it. 

“This isn’t an apology,” Yeongkwang insists, even if he’s quick to shovel that piece of meat into his mouth. The food really is quite tasty, he must admit. “Besides- if a meal this cheap would really be enough to placate you, then I don’t really think you were that upset in the first place. And you best leave my cane alone, or else I’ll bend you over and whoop you with it like your daddy clearly didn’t do to you often enough.” Just a jest, of course- but Yeongkwang can’t help but think back to all of the beatings he got as a child as he was being groomed to be an heir worthy of the title; even if all of that harsh discipline only made him more rebellious, more hot-headed, two of the very qualities that got him into the accident that crippled him.

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more angst & post angst sentences.    since this is the meme i see the most on my own rp dash, have a part two of sentences indicative of trauma and pain, past or present. feel free to edit the sentences to your own needs as you wish.
  • “ what happened to her? ”
  • “ is this it? ”
  • “ duty before love. ”
  • “ you were gone. ”
  • “ i keep seeing you. ”
  • “ please, don’t tell him. ”
  • “ i need to get you warm. listen, you’re gonna want to go to sleep, but i can’t let you do that, okay? just stay with me, stay with me—! ”
  • “ she figured it out. ”
  • “ you were too late. ”
  • “ i don’t want you apologies, i want my [relation] back! ”
  • “ i told you! why didn’t you listen?! ”
  • “ it’s me—wait! …please don’t hang up. ”
  • “ they gave me a new life. ”
  • “ and you believed them? ”
  • “ don’t… don’t touch me. ”
  • “ could you, for once, think about everyone you’re gonna leave behind if–/when/ you finally get yourself killed? ”
  • “ it’s nothing personal. ”
  • “ you’re going to have to kill me yourself. ”
  • “ it’s always been just you and me. you and me. no one else. ”
  • “ the worst punishment for a parent is to bury their child. ”
  • “ lie to me. ”
  • “ i already have [name] risking their job for me. i can’t risk anyone else. ”
  • “ you kill me, you’ll never find [name]. ”
  • “ he has [name]. ”
  • “ i don’t care what happens to me. do it to save yourself. ”
  • “ i—-i can’t breath…! ”
  • “ if /your/ family was being threatened, you’d do anything to save them. ”
  • “ i needed to learn how to never be afraid again. ”
  • “ please—just pull the knife out! ”
  • “ why do you own a gun? ”
  • “ i don’t know who to trust anymore. ”
  • “ you’ll fuck me but you won’t [go out with/date/marry] me. ”
  • “ we need to stop this. it’s too risky… and i can’t lose you. ”
  • “ i carried your coffin! ”
  • “ don’t follow me. ”
  • “ i’m mad at god. ”
  • “ none of it was real. i was just doing my job. ”
  • “ why didn’t you tell me you were hurt?! ”
  • “ i was the only survivor. ”
  • “ i never met her. ”
  • “ you choose your family, but it doesn’t change the fact that i’m still 50% him. ”
  • “ she’ll kill you if you don’t get out. ”
  • “ not if i kill him first. ”
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protective sentence starters

as requested. Feel free to change pronouns or anything else !

  • “Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”
  • “Hands off!”
  • “What do you think you’re doing to him/her/them?”
  • “I’ll never let you go.” / “Don’t ever let me go.”
  • “Don’t ever leave my sight again.”
  • “I got your back.”
  • “Where are you going? It’s not safe out there!”
  • “Do you trust me?”
  • “Be more careful next time. I don’t want to bandage you up again.”
  • “Hey, it’s cold outside. At least wear a jacket.”
  • “I’d die for you.”
  • “You’ll back off if you know what’s good for you.”
  • “Get behind me NOW.”
  • “Here, I have an extra weapon.”
  • “Duck, you idiot!”
  • “Go on without me.”
  • “Well what did you expect would happen while you’re walking alone at night? Come on, let’s get you away from that creep.”
  • “Hey. Pal. I’ve got a gun/knife/fist/weapon and I’m not afraid to use it.”
  • “You can stop hugging me now.”
  • “You scared the shit out of me. I’m never going to stop hugging you.”
  • “Quit babying me! I can protect myself.”
  • “I’ll always be there to save you.” / “I know you’ll always be there to save me.”
  • “If you even THINK about touching him/her/them, I’ll kill you.”
  • “[choked up] I thought I lost you.” / “[choked up] I never thought I’d see you again.”
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ian’s mouth curls up in a mixture of annoyance and petulance, and he’s always thrown off when it comes to yeongkwang. the other is older and even though he has his fair share of problems, he never fails to make ian feel as though he’s one step behind somewhere. it’s an infuriating feeling, but it’s also one that he can’t seem to feel entirely displeased towards, considering it’s actually nice to have someone to look up to. no matter how much of an older, irritating sibling they might resemble. 
“i can do both, and i will do both,” he huffs out anyway, averting his gaze. “just because i’m eating with you doesn’t mean i have to acknowledge your presence. and stop poking me with that damned thing,” he hisses, swatting the cane away. “i’m gonna fucking hide it one day, or i’ll break it. either way i’m gonna trip you when it happens too, so be prepared old man.” he straightens out his suit jacket, frown still etched into his features ever so slightly. “and this isn’t a ‘sulky, immature dinner party.’ it’s simply you buying me food as an apology, since it’s clear i’m not gonna get a verbal one from you at least.”

Yeongkwang can only laugh at how Ian is acting up- even if he does enjoy it, secretly, because his stubbornness is something that Yeongkwang very much has as well. It’s their similarities that make them butt heads all of the time, but it’s also what makes him a bit fond of the young man; he wouldn’t go as far as to say that he sees himself in Ian, but it’s something quite similar. Their drive for their businesses, their mental strength, the way they carry themselves. 

There’s an edge of familiarity in Ian, and Yeongkwang appreciates that.

“You wouldn’t do that to an old cripple like me, surely,” he says with a sly smile. “Did no one teach you not to make threats you can’t follow up on with actions? But fine, I’ll buy you a dinner if that will make you stop whining like a child. It’s not very charming on you, I must tell you, so don’t try that with anyone you actually want to impress. I’ll have my secretary call yours, alright?” An air of detachment is what he always likes to maintain, even if in all honesty, dinner with Ian sounds like it could be quite enjoyable. 

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“and if i were to say i was, what then?” the younger glances up from where his eyes had previously been glued to his phone screen, having accidentally run into the other upon the adjournment of one of his routine biweekly meetings. it’s not often that ian meets someone who can hold his own in a conversation or even general interests with him, and he believes it’s in part due to the similarities they share ( and not to mention the fact that he’s forced to call the elder hyung no matter how foreign the word feels on his tongue ). even so, yeongkwang was of a different breed, and if ian looked up to him, well, no one had to know. 
 “all i’m saying is that you completely ruined not one, not two, but three of my business proposals when you took my laptop and shut everything down without looking at the background programs running, i have backups, but that’s not the point,” he huffs, adjusting his cufflinks as he makes to slide past the other in an uncharacteristically petulant display of annoyance. “if you’re here to say your apologies, then i suggest you do so within the next three minutes, because i’ve got somewhere to be. otherwise, i’ll continue to proceed with the current progression of things, which includes ignoring you until i get that apology.” ian steps around the other, an air of finality in his tone as he looks back and claps a hand on the elder’s shoulder briefly, “oh, and you’re buying dinner tonight. hyung.”

If anything, Yeongkwang finds great joy in riling up others, especially those used to feeling powerful and in charge in their daily lives. It’s such an ego boost to see them falter, hesitate, and crumble; to know that even if he’s the cripple, he still has the upper hand. And well, Ian is just fun to mess with- there’s just something to it, a challenge that makes Yeongkwang rise to the bait every single time. After all, it’s the reward he gets for his words and actions that drives him to continue with it. 

“So which one is it then? Are you ignoring me, or eating dinner with me?” He swiftly raises his cane to poke at Ian’s side lightly. Gesturing with his cane is one thing, but using it to physically touch others, well- it hasn’t made him so popular. Guess some find it humiliating to be herded like cattle. “Because you can’t do both. I don’t do sulky immature dinner parties, you know that.” And he also doesn’t do apologies. He feels no regret, not even in the slightest, and if Ian expected such from him, well... He clearly didn’t know Yeongkwang at all.

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"Appa, if you could be an animal, any animal, which one would you be? I think I would be a bat because bats have wings like you, appa! It would be so cool to be able to fly!" -joonie [because I refuse to let this go]

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“hmm,” the angel drawls dramatically, if only for the toddler’s sake, “if appa could be any animal, i think i’d like to be a dolphin! wanna know why?” he grins as he leans in to tickle the cherubic toddler currently perched on his lap as they sat in the middle of the living room floor, “because it’s hard for appa to go swimming with his wings. they get really wet really easily, and then they become heavy, and that’s no fun. i know how much you like appa’s wings, so i keep them out just for you, but if we ever go to the beach or the swimming pool, appa has to put them away.” a makeshift from spreads across his lips, and the tip of a feather ghosts along joon’s jawline gingerly. inael smiles wholeheartedly and gathers the toddler up into his arms easily with a bear hug, yelling playfully as he tickles the squealing toddler. “but you can always fly with appa! i’ll fly you any and everywhere you want, joonie.”
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SHRIEKING REAL TEARS CAUSE OUR BABY QUEEN IS BACK

WHO YOU CALLING A BABY

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KAROLIINA BALLERINA IS THAT YOU

YES IT IS I BACK ON MY BULLSHIT AS A MULTI MUSE

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sits sehun here - not siv.

He knows he’s always welcome here. 

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The kingdom is brimming with excitement, common folk flocking the downtown of the capital, scouring the tents of merchants for gifts. The skies have been filled with bright red lanterns, the concrete floors of the square decorated beautifully with colored chalk.

A celebration that has been anticipated for weeks has finally started. 

In the castle, a new born’s cry breaks the silence, maids smiling as they hand the queen her hour old son. The birth of a healthy prince, a blessing upon the royal family! The queen gives an exhausted smile, but it still brims with love as she gazes at her son. 

“Joonmyun,” she whispers, “today is the day you are shown to the world.”

In the same castle grounds, in a small hut by the gates, a maiden and a blacksmith crowd around their 2-year old son, smiling as they hold sweet bread for him to take. They each give him a kiss, before they break the bread into five pieces to be shared among the siblings. 

“Happy birthday, our Chanyeol.”

-

Chanyeol is five when he is explained the purpose of his birth and existence. 

His mother is helping him get ready for bed, reprimanding him (again) for his freshly scraped knees and the dust he had collected while playing outside. Chanyeol is barely holding his tears, feeling apologetic and guilty for having gone played with the other castle children.

“Why can I not join them in fun, mother?”

His mother had sighed then, her lips pressing together as she held unto his hands. 

“Because you are not like them, Chanyeol,” she chided. Her lips turns into a frown, and Chanyeol blinked, noticing the wrinkles that dot around her eyes and mouth. “You are a promised child.”

Chanyeol sniffles, his eyebrows knitting together. “Mother?”

“Chanyeol, you are the promised child for the prince.”

-

When Chanyeol is ten, he meets Prince Joonmyun for the first time.

The prince is only eight, small and skinny under royal clothing, and barely comes up to Chanyeol’s chest. He has a sweet, shy smile, his fingers holding tightly to the Queen’s as Chanyeol is presented to the entire court along with his parents.

They are all bowing low, on their hands and knees, and only Chanyeol is given permission to stand and meet the Queen’s eyes. 

She is gentle in the way she smiles, but it is not warm, not like his mother, as she pushes Joonmyun forward. 

“My son, meet Chanyeol,” she says, ‘your promised one.”

-

Prince Joonmyun is very special. 

Chanyeol is ten, has lessons on servitude every day from the break of dawn, and training lessons all of the afternoon. He is taught how to speak and how to carry himself, as well as to how fight and defend the prince. He is fed ideas from the scholars, some that sink in easily and others that he quickly rejects in his mind.

He no longer dares to speak up against them, not after his last lashing. 

The loud bubbly child that had first entered the castle quickly becomes into a quiet, obedient one, his eyes always cast down. 

Prince Joonmyun is the most important person in the kingdom. 

Next, is the royal family, followed by the nobles, next the scholars, then the merchants, and in the very bottom of the social ladder, the servants. 

“You, and your family were born and raised servants. The royal family has been kind in your upbringing, and you should consider yourself honored that you have been chosen to carry out what may be perhaps the most important role for the kingdom. If you prove yourself worthy, of course.”

Prince Joonmyun is not a normal prince. 

“Kumihos are nine-tailed beasts, who were born deep in the forest and possessed incredible magical ability,” his teachers reads off the text, glasses perched over his nose. “They were the most powerful, and ruled their land. Legend has it that Ahri, the kumiho queen of the time, fell for a human man. She conceived him a son and a daughter, before the man betrayed her and fell for another human woman.”

“The kumiho, betrayed and hurt, set upon to kill the lovers, but upon realizing that the woman was pregnant, was unable to. Instead, she punished them for the rest of their lives, forcing them and their descendants into a life of servitude. The bastard child was born on the second birthday of her son, and for his parents sin, was appointed to guard and worship the young kumiho prince. The queen, afraid that the bastard child may hurt her son, performed a magical ritual on the boy, enslaving him to her son with a seal on his body.”

Prince Joonmyun is a kumiho. 

Once a month, Chanyeol is given permission to meet the prince. The queen sees it fit that the servant is allowed to face the person he will guard for the rest of his life.

“And I ask for it,” Joonmyun had once whispered, shy and looking anywhere but where Chanyeol had been kneeling on the floor. Joonmyun was resting over large pillows, sipping on tea. 

“Thank you, my prince,” he had answered, unsure of what else he could have possibly said. He is not even allowed to meet the prince’s eyes yet. He has been told over and over that this time (while short) was a blessing, and a low life servant like him should always be thankful. Always thankful. 

Chanyeol usually does not life his gaze off from the floor during these times, even if Joonmyun tries to coax him to speak and eat. But after he learns of the royal family’s background and lineage, he steals a small glance at the prince. 

There, among the pillows and in between the prince’s robes, a short, fluffy white tail lays flicking, and Chanyeol almost faints on top of the expensive marble floor. 

-

On the morning that Chanyeol turns thirteen, he is awoken by guards who break into his home and take him away. He’s confused, and at first, he cries out as he’s dragged away, calling for his parents that stand shell shocked and helpless to help him. 

He believes he is getting punish, and that this time it will certainly end in death. They have gotten stricter with their punishments, their patience thin whenever Chanyeol dares to make a mistake or step out of line. 

Yesterday, when he had met with the prince during their monthly get together, he had been tired and bold. He had met the prince’s stare on whenever he spoke, and prince had turned red on his face. Chanyeol thought a guard would have intervened whenever Chanyeol spoke up, and had left the meeting sweating upon realizing what he had done. 

The boy is thrown into a rugged room, the space dark aside from the candles light up in a circle in the middle. Chanyeol isn’t given a chance to get up, three more men grabbing his body despite his struggles. 

“Please, please, stop,” he begs, confused and hysteric over what they’re doing. They’ve never done this before. He is slammed against the floor and it knocks the wind out of him, his lips parting in a silent scream. His hands and feet seem to be restrained because suddenly he can’t move, a pair of blue eyes coming into view. 

“Chanyeol, my name is Yixing. The kingdom witch,” the strange man with blue eyes explains. “Today is the day you are given your seal.”

-

It’s painful. 

Chanyeol comes in and out of consciousness. Most times, it’s because of the blazing pain currently wrapping his body. Other times, water is dump on his body, strange hands moving him here and there, his bare body lifted upon a table. He is given water and spoonfuls of food that he can barely keep down, body to weak to protest or even process the events. 

He cries, he cries a lot, his screams unheard by the witch who burns his body with black ink. 

At some point, he begs for death, pleads for it all to stop, for everything to just end. He begs for mercy, apologies spilling out of his lips before he can even stop them. Yixing touches his cheeks and places well aimed kisses to his forehead and nose, smiling sadly at the boy. 

“Shh, do not give up yet.”

On what seems to be the third day of his delirium, his chest heaving as fire consumes his body, the doors of the room are kicked open, and a flurry of activity starts inside the room.

A second circle is created next to his own, and the servant can only stare blearily as the body of the prince is placed next to his own. He makes a pain sound, but the kumiho remains asleep, a sweet smile on his face and his features soft. 

The witch moves to stand over the prince, knife in hand. Chanyeol makes a noise of protest, a weak whimper that goes unheard as the witch lowers the knife and very carefully, begins slicing through the skin of the prince to draw blood. 

The witch begins to chant as the blood coats the floor, and after that, all Chanyeol sees is red. 

-

Chanyeol is not the same boy when he leaves the room.

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The seal covers the side of his neck, his chest, and down his left arm. He moves out of his parents home to a room inside the castle that is only his, and is handed an uniform in the colors of black and red, the kingdom’s colors. 

His training increases, and his lessons are reduced to fit the hours of the early morning. 

“The Seal, upon placed on the promise one, will go through a phase of rejection or acceptance. If the magic rejects the vessel of the promised human, the human dies. But if the magic accepts the promised user, the human’s soul, body and mind is sealed forever.”

“The seal serves a protection. The servant, who will become the human companion of the kumiho, cannot bring harm upon the kumiho. Any ill action or thought against their master will only inflict pain upon the user. The kumiho is also able to control their promised human with their magic. In exchange, the human is given strength, agility, intelligence, discipline, and good luck.”

Chanyeol grips his quilt pen that much tighter as his teacher reads off from the text, glaring down at the black ink that paints his skin. 

He has become a slave. 

-

Joonmyun upon seeing Chanyeol breaks out into a smile, hands grabbing his robes as he runs towards his promised servant, a large smile on his face. 

“Chanyeol!”

The kumiho throws himself against the servant’s body, and the other boy splutters as his arms automatically move to encase the smaller boy, making sure neither of them spill all over the floor. 

“Prince,” Chanyeol gasps, his eyes wide as he looks down at him and to the guards. “Prince, you cannot - “

“I can, Chanyeol,” the soft voice rings, quiet laughter following the kumiho. His eyes shine as he looks up at the human boy, smiling. “I can touch you now.”

Later, when Joonmyun insists for Chanyeol to sit with him in the pillows, he shows Chanyeol his left arm, black ink decorating his wrist in the form an intricate droplet. Joonmyun takes Chanyeol’s own left arm, pointing at the spot blank spot over his wrist. 

“See? We’re meant for each other.”

-

Chanyeol learns very quickly that it is hard to hate his prince. 

All those years of strict, rigorous education to turn him into the perfect servant seems almost like a lie. In the books, kumihos are unkind, powerful mythical creatures. To Chanyeol, Joonmyun is a person to be hated and to be fearful of. He is Chanyeol’s only purpose of life, and for that, the young servant comes to resent him for many years. 

But as Chanyeol’s days begin to be filled with Joonmyun, he learns many things that were never covered in his studies. 

One, is that no one besides the queen or the other princes, are allowed to touch Joonmyun.

Two, kumihos love sweet things very much. And shiny things even more, if Joonmyun’s secret hoard of shiny trinkets is any proof.

Three, Joonmyun has two other brothers, older, who also have promised servants. Sehun has Jongin, the youngest son of the castle’s baker, and Baekhyun has Jongdae, an orphan who was dropped on Sehun’s second birthday. 

Chanyeol had thought he was one in a million - the only boy who had dared been born on the exact date as the prince - but he learns that any boy, born among the servants who is two years apart in age of the prince and is born on the same date is promised to the kumiho. 

In Sehun’s case, Jongin and another boy were chosen, but the seal only accepted Jongin. In Baekhyun’s case, no one had appeared for two years, until Jongdae had been dropped in the castle’s doors. 

Four, is that every kumiho alive has a unique shade of fur. Joonmyun’s is snow white, and so, so soft. He means purity and his powers align with that of water. On the nights were the moon is full, his ears won’t grow on the sides of his head but on top, lined with fur. 

“I look strange in those days,” Joonmyun admits, painting the flowers from the garden as Chanyeol stands guard next to him, back straight. “I am not myself, but a demon.”

-

Chanyeol turns eighteen on the same day Joonmyun turns sixteen. 

The day is spent differently. 

For the first time in sixteen years, Joonmyun was to be presented to the kingdom as the next prince in line for the throne. Chanyeol, for the first time in his life, was to finally step officially into the role he had been prepared for his entire life. He has graduated from all his studies and training, and reported to the Queen the day before along with all his teachers. 

“From this day forward, your days will begin and end with the Prince,” she had said, sitting on her throne. “Guard him with your mind, with your body, and with your soul.”

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“I do think we’ll see at least something we recognize,” she reckons. She had been an army general once, had she not? She had protected the very scholars that are now celebrated in history books, and had been present for the creation of great palaces that are still preserved today. 
The museum is big, and lovely. The natural light coming from the windows is just right, and Chanmi wonders why she’s never come before to take pictures. 
“You do realize half the women in paintings are half naked?” 
Her smile is coy as she says it, flirty and her eyes a little bit dark, and she squeezes her lovers hand. Oh - an art session. Junhee half naked, wearing only lacy panties as she paints with oil, as she covers herself in hues of blue and yellow and presses her breast against a large canvas. Junhee in a high pony tail, a brush in her mouth, looking over her shoulder at the camera and acting as if she had been caught. Chanmi has to blink herself out of it, lest she allows her thoughts to wander too much. Something to consider for the future, no doubt. 
The first paintings are really nothing they recognize - emperors that must have existed way before they were first born. Even their outfits are a little too much from what they remembers, and as they go down the timeline, they joke about how pretty they would have looked with such a large head piece on. The ages and times in the pictures seem so far away, and yet, Chanmi can somehow picture herself perfectly in the day and age she was first born. 
“Huh, I guess we really won’t recognize someone-”
They round the corner as she says it, and just like that, they encounter a large piece in side of the room, and she has to stop, her eyes widening as she gasps softly. 
“Oh, it’s you,” she says breathlessly, staring wide eyed at a picture.
And it is. It’s Joonmyun - no, Junhee - painted over a large canvas and standing proudly in the middle of the room. In the corner, it reads ‘Slave boy’, the year it was made, and under it, a small description. 
Slaves and concubines were common for the rich clergy of this era. They represented wealth and lust for their owners, and were often problematic. This slave boy in particular - named Joon - was so lovely, he enamored his owner, a powerful army general, until he was stripped of his slave status and given citizenship in the kingdom. 

“As if shooting me half naked is anything new."

They've done a lot of soft porn type of shoots, a lot of artsy and tasteful pictorials with Junhee wearing hardly anything. Some have been published, some are just for them to keep as their private treasures. Chanmi has a knack for that too, knows just the way to capture her toeing the line of innocent and sinful. Seeing herself through Chanmi's photography has really taught her things about her own body she would have never otherwise discovered.

Besides, the nude shots sell for a lot of money.

She's about to give up as well, when Chanmi suddenly stops short in her steps, points out a huge painting on the wall- and Junhee recognizes the piece immediately, knows exactly what that beautiful shade of blue is even if decades and centuries have made the color fade.

It's a piece Chanyeol had done of him before they got married, before Joon was made a regular citizen. Back then, he'd still been a slave, a pet, and it shows in his clothing. The robes he's wearing in the painting are revealing, leaving most of his chest and even his upper stomach visible, his collar bones standing out, his delicate wrists wrapped in bangles and jewelry. He's wearing his heavy leather collar, and he's standing in the middle of the gardens, surrounded by roses that contrast the blues of his robes beautifully. It's a gorgeous portrait, one that cost Chanyeol a fortune back then. To think that it has been preserved makes something heavy weigh on Junhee's heart- nostalgia, longing, but also memories of the pain she went through in that particular life.

She steps up to the portrait. One part of her is looking at it like a stranger would, as so much time has passed, and one part of her is looking in the mirror. Even as a girl, she still looks a lot like she did back then. The resemblance is striking, as is the contrast. The pet that she was back then could not have imagined any of the lives she's lived since then.

"You have to shoot me in front of it- god, I wish I was wearing blue, we have to come back and do a proper photoshoot, we have to. Everyone will freak out, it'll be so cool." But it will also be for their memories, for their own amusement- after all, no one else knows of their secret, of their love story greater than life itself.

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Somewhere inside the third floor up in a building down the street. Joonmyun looks up from a sliver piece of crinkled paper in his hand— attention diverted, he makes a careful stride to window.  
“What’s wrong?” 
The man he previously been holding a conversation with lowers his drink from his lips, eyeing Joonmyun’s change in behavior. 
Joonmyun’s fingers push one of the blinds aside to form a gap wide enough to peer out the window without bringing attention to himself from the outside, “It’s just…” he starts, voice falling silent. “It’s nothing.” He replies, moving from the window. The blinds swing back into place. 
“Thanks for this.” He holds the paper up and then tucks it into a pocket of the leather jacket he’s wearing, “I know it wasn’t easy to obtain the information. I appreciate the risk you took.” He pours himself a drink from the bar then takes to swirling the contents of his glass, rather than actually drinking it. 
“What you’re doing is dangerous.” The other man speaks up, downing the last of the drink. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “You’re crazy. The Jedi are only fighting a losing battle, forming a new order will only anger the Sith more.” 
Joonmyun only raises an eyebrow, smiling a smile that says ‘I know’ as a response. He drinks everything in his glass in one shot and then tosses a couple of bills onto the counter. “Keep the change.” is all he says instead of goodbye before exiting the room.
Outside he breathes in deep, letting the cool air of the night sooth him. Then he breaks into a run, trading the facade of being calm in exchange for one of sheer desperation, his mind won’t let him stop reliving the scene from the window.— ‘Please, don’t let me be too late’ becomes a mantra in his mind. Truthfully, he ought to just ignore it and go. Jedi get into squabbles daily, it’s not his fault this idiot managed to get caught out in the open with a fucking green lightsaber, practically an advertisement to be attacked in this part of the city. 
Why should he care? This problem is beyond him, he has better things to do and yet he can’t seem to ignore the prompting. Almost as if the presence is calling out to him specifically. A presence that’s strangely familiar. His feet move faster, and faster still. 
He arrives just in time to draw his own lightsaber. The brilliant red glows dangerously in the night, illuminating his face in such a way that the Sith gets the hint and lowers his own weapon, confused by the fact that a supposed fellow comrade is pointing their weapon at them. The hesitation is all Joonmyun needs, and makes use of the opening by raising his hand. The force sends the Sith backwards with such force, he hits a brick wall and knocks him unconscious. 
Breathing heavily Joonmyun turns away from the gruesome scene. “Come on, we need to go before he wakes up.” The thoughts inside his head suddenly go very still and all he can do for that moment is stare in disbelief at the face that mirrors his own, staring directly back at him. 
Regaining some sense of composure, Joonmyun takes a step back. He run fingers through his own hair, brushing back the hair covering his forehead in thought. “Shit. Am I…. drunk?”

Joon was already losing hope before the new Sith arrived. Even in the midst of tumbling around and clumsily avoiding being sliced into half and shooting out with his force blindly he came to the realization that it would be less painful to just take his own life- how and when he was going to do that, he hadn't decided yet. The new Sith showing up only confirms this decision, because there's no way he's going to get away from them unscathed.

Just as he's about to run into his own saber or stab himself in the chest, he stops and stares at the newcomer. His face, illuminated by the light of his saber- it's like looking into the mirror. A very strange, warped mirror- an image of what he could have been. The guy looks dark, powerful, strong, his dark hair and nice outfit only adding to the aura he has. The blinding saber though, it doesn't match up. Nothing adds up, quite frankly.

His initial attacker seems equally confused, and the pause in his movements is what brings him down. The Sith is flung across the parking lot like a ragdoll, a force which Joon can only envy, but it leaves him all the more confused. Sure he knows that the color of the saber doesn't always correspond with the moral alignment, but even so... Even so.

Is this the glitch in the matrix people talk about? Is this him, from another universe? Him, but stronger?

It's a small comfort that the mysterious carbon copy of him is equally confused, when they realize the state of things. Joon scampers back up on his feet, wincing slightly in pain, regarding the man warily. "If you're drunk, then what am I? High?" he asks, still holding his saber in his hand, not ready to put his guard down. "I get attacked by a Sith, then another Sith comes to my rescue apparently, but also looks... exactly like me? I do not understand." If this is a joke, it's a bizarre one.

He glances at the lifeless Sith, then back at the man standing in front of him. "What the actual fuck..." he murmurs, takes a step back, thinking about just running away from this weirdo, but the pain reminds him of itself again. So maybe no running, then. "Who the actual fuck are you?"

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Joon might not be very Force sensitive, but he does know he's in trouble when there's a dude with a blazing red light saber about to slice his head off.

Granted, he was looking for trouble. Just, a little less severe kind of trouble. Loitering around, using his small knack for the Force to pick locks and get into places, steal cigarettes and other small objects, that kind of thing. It has been his past time for years and he's pretty good at it, and even if he sometimes does get beat up, he doesn't mind terribly. He has nothing but time in his hands, and any way to prevent boredom is a win in his book.

But right now, he's in over his head. His training doesn't cover much else but which way to hold his saber, and that's not much in combat. He doesn't know much about these guys of the dark, the Sith Order, but he knows that whatever this dude has in mind for him, it's not pleasant. He's decidedly too young to die.

They're going at it on a parking lot next to an old restaurant, and the spacious venue is the only thing keeping Joon alive right now. If he didn't have the space to dodge and dive out of the way of the red saber, he'd be burnt to a crisp already. But he's been trying to formulate his escape plan for a while now, and he's not making any progress. Things are not looking up.

It's in moments like this that he resents that his master had to die before his training could be completed. "Fuck." Something hurts in his leg, and something else hurts in his arm, but he will have to assess the damage later- if there is such thing as later.

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Let There Be Light

The doors close, and before he does a single thing, he asks one thing of the universe: 
(Cease, for just tonight.) (Please.) 
The universe responds silently, and for them, it abides him, for just tonight. The universe stops, and this is where they begin. 
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Kisses, never enough kisses. But his skin remembers, his body knows every move; it's only his mind that is overwhelmed, struggles to keep up. His body knows what it wants, what it needs, like a delicate flower to be nurtured so it can bloom, a plant in a haste to grow when it finally finds itself being granted what it needs.

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