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my soul is painted like the wings of butterflies

@beezm / beezm.tumblr.com

90's girl. TRR and Rys Brothers fangirl.
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Illusions of Love Epilogue: I Don’t Love You, But I Always Will

Series Premise: After abdicating the throne 5 months following his failed proposal to Riley, Liam is shocked to discover her married to Francesco. They rehash the events of the engagement tour, attempting to find closure.

Chapter Summary: 6 months later.

A/N: This is the official end of Illusions of Love. I honestly never thought I would finish this one. I’m going to miss this chaotic Riley, even if being in her head frustrated the hell out of me. Oh, and Cesco. He can keep a girl stuck in the house anytime. 🥵

Special thank you to @burnsoslow for talking this out with me and giving me ideas that made this chapter better. ❤️

Francesco Mancini belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters and some dialogue belong to Pixelberry. Italian phrases are courtesy of Google translate, apologies for any errors.

TW: Language

Music Inspo: Poison and Wine-The Civil Wars

Word Count: 3505ish

Thank you all so much for the reblogs, likes, and comments. ❤️

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I loved how things end to everyone, especially to Riley!!

This was really sweet! 💖💖

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So beautiful, I loved. 💖😍

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Irreplaceable Chapter 9: Tell Me What You Want Me to Say

Series Premise: Two years after his abdication and wedding to Katie, Leo meets Riley the night of Liam’s coronation.

Chapter Summary: Leo and Riley go to the beach. Luca has a rough day and Leo tells Riley the truth.

A/N: I hate this chapter. 🤣😭 I’ve been messing with it too much, I need to post it.

Luca belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters belong to Pixelberry.

Content Warnings: Language, angst, discussion of infidelity, excessive alcohol consumption

Music Inspo: No Light, No Light-Florence and the Machine

Word Count: 5852

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I've been waiting for this, and now I'm broken. 😢

This chapter was awesome but so, so sad.

I really really loved the music inspo, Florence and the Machine is all my heart. It was perfect for the chapter.

Can't wait to see what comes next. 💖

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I really loved this.

What are the odds of you write a few more chapters?

I'm absolutely in love with Riley and Leo!! 💖

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Gonna Leave You Anyway Part One: No Love at All to Be Found

Series Premise: Riley and Leo meet at the wedding of a mutual friend. A one night stand turns into more, despite their better judgment.

This is based on the You’re the Worst, some lines and scenes are from the show.

Some canon, some not. Most TRR/RoE characters are messy versions of canon characters. If you want on or off the tag list, please let me know. 💕

TW: Language, sensuality, crude conversations, theft, alcoholism, little squeezes of 🍋-no full scene, mention of arson, reference to drug use, smoking

Music Inspo: Roll Up-Fitz and the Tantrums

Word Count: 3200ish

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I loved it! 💖

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Illusions of Love Chapter 14: I’m the One Who Burned Us Down

Series Premise: After abdicating the throne 5 months following his failed proposal to Riley, Liam is shocked to discover her married to Francesco. They rehash the events of the engagement tour, attempting to find closure.

Chapter Summary: Drake and Riley talk. Francesco and Liam talk. Riley and Drake return, and everything comes to a head.

A/N: This is the last official chapter, epilogue to follow. I’ve been messing with this for way too long, I need it to be out there.

Huge thank you to anyone who’s read this far, I appreciate it so much.

Special thank you to @burnsoslow for reading the first draft of this, and making suggestions that made this chapter better. And putting up with all the whining. ❤️

Francesco Mancini belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters and some dialogue belong to Pixelberry. Italian phrases are courtesy of Google translate, apologies for any errors.

TW: Language, angst

Music Inspo: Afterglow-Taylor Swift

Word Count: 3765ish

Thank you all so much for the reblogs, likes, and comments. ❤️

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It was unexpected, I loved!!

Can't wait for the epilogue.

It was awesome!! 💖

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Irreplaceable Chapter 8: No One Who I Could’ve Been Was Good Enough for You

Series Premise: Two years after his abdication and wedding to Katie, Leo meets Riley the night of Liam’s coronation.

Chapter Summary: Leo meets with a lawyer and has a difficult conversation with Katie. Riley preps for her interview, hears from her parents, and checks in with Liam.

Luca and Milo belong to me, as does this story. Other characters belong to Pixelberry.

Content Warnings: Language, angst, mention of infidelity

A/N: Thank you to @kat-tia801 for introducing me to this song that’s perfectly Katie and Leo’s relationship. 💕

I had Leo’s height written here before last week’s TRF, when Lena tried to act like Leo was short. As @choiceskatie decided; and I completely agree, Leo is 6’3, Lena thought he’d be 6’5.

Biggest thank you to @alyssalauren for prereading. 💛

Word Count: 6632

Music Inspo: Mars-Alexander 23

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Can't wait for the next chapters!!

This was amazing 💖

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When in Rome: Insecure

Pairing: Bastien x ? (It’s pretty obvious who after a few sentences)

Summary: Leo and Riley are in Cordonia for a royal ball. Riley overhears something and brings Leo in on the fun.

I am participating in @wackydrabbles The prompt is “This is my lucky day!”

A/N: I was writing this for Aiden, and Riley eavesdropping popped into my head-and this happened.

A/N 2: This is my entry for this week’s @smut-tember prompt.

Words used: love stick, baby batter, meat curtains, pubic hair, special place, suckle

Mood killer is a pet interruption.

TW: Lemony, no full lemons. Really bad dirty talk, inappropriateness of WIR Leo and Riley, eavesdropping

Word Count: 1000

Music Inspo: A Thousand Miles-Vanessa Carlton

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This was hilarious, I LOVED IT! 💖😂

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Illusions of Love Chapter 13: Let Go

Series Premise: After abdicating the throne 5 months following his failed proposal to Riley, Liam is shocked to discover her married to Francesco. They rehash the events of the engagement tour, attempting to find closure.

Chapter Summary: Maxwell leaves. Riley and Francesco talk. Liam and Riley go over the tea party and opera.

A/N: The tea party is not a big deal here, Riley already knows it was Constantine, that whole scene doesn’t make sense. I was originally going to leave the opera out, but Regina’s part felt too important.

Anything from Francesco’s POV is Riley remembering what he told her as she’s talking to Liam. She isn’t relaying this information to Liam. She’s only telling him what was said out loud with Francesco. Riley isn’t going into detail with kisses or anything along those lines.

Canon TRR book 1.

TRR Book 2: Riley and Liam’s interactions are mostly canon, her inner monologue is not.

Major Book 2 Canon Deviations: Olivia isn’t being blackmailed. No Justin. Maxwell is not canon. Shanghai is part of the tour, but Hana isn’t in the season. Francesco wasn’t friends with Liam’s mother, and is 42. Hana’s mother and Francesco’s ex-wife are a couple. Book 3 didn’t happen.

Francesco Mancini belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters and some dialogue belong to Pixelberry. Italian phrases are courtesy of Google translate, apologies for any errors.

TW: Language, violence (two punches), 🍋🍋

Music Inspo: Let Go-Frou Frou

Word Count: 5440

Thank you all so much for the reblogs, likes, and comments. ❤️

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I loved it! 💖

Max really deserved those punchs, it was awesome!

And dear lord, Francesco is hot!! 🔥🔥🔥

But I'm still cheering for Liam, can't deny! 💁🏻‍♀️

Can't wait to see the talk between Riley and Drake.

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Irreplaceable Chapter 7: The Only Heaven I’ll Be Sent To Is When I’m Alone With You

Series Premise: Two years after his abdication and wedding to Katie, Leo meets Riley the night of Liam’s coronation.

Chapter Summary: Leo calls a friend. Riley meets Luca’s new client.

Luca belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters belong to Pixelberry.

Thank you @dcbbw for making genius suggestions that helped so so much. ❤️

Thank you a million @alyssalauren for prereading.💛

The story is told in first person POV that switches between Riley and Leo.

Chapter Warnings: 🍋🍋, language, suggestive conversation, infidelity

Music Inspo: Take Me To Church-Hozier

Word Count: 6783

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OMG, I really loved it!!

Those lemons were hot, dammit! 🔥🤤

Finally Leo is leaving Kate, but I'm afraid what will happen when he tells Riley, it won't be good. 😥

This chapter was awesome! 💖

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I'm wondering if you have more to come about The Commoner's Wife, I really loved everything you wrote until now, and I'm so anxious to know what happens after Drake catches Riley and Liam together.

Please, give me something, I'm suffering. 😂

Your work is amazing, thank you so much! 💖

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@beezm, thank you so much for checking in on this story! I am repurposing all I have for Chapter 6 and it is so not ready, but here’s a throwback one-shot to help ease your suffering. This takes place early in Drake x Riley’s marriage when Riley first agrees to be Liam’s mistress while he searches for a Queen.

Issa lotta rambling, and then I had to toss some Bertrand and Savannah drama in there as well. Why, I have no idea because NO ONE ASKED FOR IT!

Soooooo many folks have read and pre-read snippets of this story, and I thank each and every one of you!

To all who will read this full-blown fic, THANK YOU! Your comments, likes, and reblogs mean everything to me.

Please forgive any errors; quick edit here.

Everyone belongs to Pixelberry

Word Count: 3,362

Song Inspiration: Panic Switch, Silversun Pickups: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdjzU0c9YGg

Fic is a little lemony

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Thank you thank you thank you! 💖

I really needed this, and now I want more! 😂

I'm curious to know more abou what happens between Bert, Sav and Chuck.

And babe, give more lemons to Liam, this one is amazing, he deserves lol

I think Hana is following Sav and Drake is behind Max. 🤔

I loved it, thank you again. 💖💖💖

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Human Contact: The One

Summary: Riley spends six months in New York. Part of my Human Contact AU

TW: language, discussion of depression, pining, Leo being unsympathetic to vegetarians

Word Count: 3623

Music Inspo: The One-Kodaline

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I'm speechless, this was so cute and amazing and my heart is melting, I loved, I love HC! 💖

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Irreplaceable Chapter 6: Take Me Back to a Time When I Loved and I Meant It

Series Premise: Two years after his abdication and wedding to Katie, Leo meets Riley the night of Liam’s coronation.

Luca belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters belong to Pixelberry.

The story is told in first person POV that switches between Riley and Leo.

TW: language, suggestive and crude conversation, angst

Music Inspo: Girl-Jukebox the Giant

Word Count: 6324

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Oh dear lord!!!

I want to kick Kate and her family asses. They're all annoying.

Leo needs to tell Riley he's married, although it'll broke her heart, she needs to know.

Otherwise this was amazing as always, can't wait to read the next chapters. 💖

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Anonymous asked:

I have an ask for your Un-Romance AU, how would Liam react if Riley actually said stop?

Hi, Nonny and thank you so much for this ask. The answer is actually the original ending to the UnRomance series, but I have decided to mark the series complete at Chapter 8. It simply makes sense to me given that previous asks have already given us 2 epilogues. However, their story lives on via asks and at least six scenes I can easily turn into standalones/snapshots versus being part of the bigger story.

I would like to thank everyone who is as intrigued and possibly as in love as I am with this version of my OTP. I have always stated that this story is a total self-indulgence, and to know that others are enjoying it as much as I am, is both humbling and an honor.

By now we all know the drill: This isn’t the Liam you’re used to and it ain’t Cordonia. Answer to the ask is below the cut.

All characters belong to Pixelberry.

Word Count: 2,054

Song Inspiration: Body Dysmorphia, Eyedress: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OWop5nD8LI

Post contains (not a lot) limes.

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I love this serie, but Riley deserves more than this Liam, this chapter was really good, sometimes we need to see the worst to know what to do. 💖

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Illusions of Love Chapter 12: What Little Remains

Series Premise: After abdicating the throne 5 months following his failed proposal to Riley, Liam is shocked to discover her married to Francesco. They rehash the events of the engagement tour, attempting to find closure.

Chapter Summary: Riley and Liam go over the bachelor party. Liam recounts how he found out about Riley and Francesco.

A/N: I did not include Riley and Liam’s bachelor party interaction. The bit in this chapter about him finding out was painful, and I couldn’t do it. It’s canon with the least leading on options. Which are not great.

I’m not sure how I feel about this chapter, I just don’t know. The next chapter is almost done, the rest have been outlined for a while, so this bitch is getting closer to being finished.

Big thank you to @burnsoslow for letting me pick your brain with all the questions re: Damien and Constantine. ❤️

Canon TRR book 1.

TRR Book 2: Riley and Liam’s interactions are mostly canon, her inner monologue is not.

Major Book 2 Canon Deviations: Olivia isn’t being blackmailed. No Justin. Maxwell is not canon. Shanghai is part of the tour, but Hana isn’t in the season. Francesco wasn’t friends with Liam’s mother, and is 42. Hana’s mother and Francesco’s ex-wife are a couple. Book 3 didn’t happen.

Francesco Mancini belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters and some dialogue belong to Pixelberry. Italian phrases are courtesy of Google translate, apologies for any errors.

TW: Language, sensuality

Music Inspo: Breakeven-The Script

Word Count: 5948

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This serie makes me confuse about want Riley with Liam or Francesco, they are both adorable. This chapter was intense, I loved it. 💖

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Illusions of Love Chapter 11: Waiting Around Never Did Me Any Good

Series Premise: After abdicating the throne 5 months following his failed proposal to Riley, Liam is shocked to discover her married to Francesco. They rehash the events of the engagement tour, attempting to find closure.

Chapter Summary: Riley confronts Penelope at the fashion show and spends time with Francesco in Paris.

A/N: Sorry I haven’t updated in a month. There shouldn’t be too many chapters left. I’m going to try to focus on this more, I will finish it even if it kills me. 🤣

Hugest thank you to @alyssalauren for prereading this giant thing. 💛💛

Canon TRR book 1.

TRR Book 2: Riley and Liam’s interactions are mostly canon, her inner monologue is not.

Major Book 2 Canon Deviations: Olivia isn’t being blackmailed, none of that storyline. No Justin. Maxwell is not canon. Shanghai is part of the tour, but Hana isn’t in the season. Francesco wasn’t friends with Liam’s mother, and is 42. Hana’s mother and Francesco’s ex-wife are a couple. Book 3 didn’t happen.

Francesco Mancini belongs to me, as does this story. Other characters and some dialogue belong to Pixelberry. Italian phrases are courtesy of Google translate, apologies for any errors.

TW: Language, discussion of attempted assault, sensuality

Music Inspo: I Was Gonna Marry You-Tristan Prettyman

Word Count: 6587 sorry

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I could finally read this, and loved it, Francesco was so adorable in this chapter, although Liam has all my heart. 💖

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When in Rome: Messes

This takes place 5 years from My Life’s Booked, and is part of my When in Rome AU.

Thank you so much for the softness prompt, @gkittylove99 ❤️

“You….sorry, you just got a little something on your face…here, let me get it for you.”

I don’t know how soft this is because these two are just 🤣😂

This also sort of answers a separate anon ask, I’ll link it following this post.

I’m participating in @wackydrabbles, the prompt will be in bold.

Chapter Warning: Suggestive conversation, injury, swearing, general inappropriateness of WiR Leo and Riley.

Word Count: 1141

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I love these two, it was awesome! 💖

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