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five word prompts

[inspired by this]
  • “actually… i just miss you.”
  • “alright, i’ll leave you alone.”
  • “and slowly… i was forgotten.”
  • “and then everything just disappears.”
  • “and where do i go?”
  • “anyone could tell from here.”
  • “are you finishing that or…?”
  • “are you stupid or stupid?”
  • “anything, just call me, okay?”
  • “bitch better have my money.”
  • “bro… that’s so… not cool…”
  • “but did you do it?”
  • “call me now. it’s urgent.”
  • “can’t you listen to me?”
  • “cross that. don’t answer that.”
  • “don’t even think about it.”
  • “don’t you dare walk away.”
  • “do it. i dare you.”
  • “did you think i forgot?”
  • “eventually… you just move on.”
  • “even if you still do.”
  • “everything will fall into place.”
  • “fight me, you attractive stranger.”
  • “for once, i need you.”
  • “for once… i was right.”
  • “for once… i was wrong.”
  • “forget i even asked you.”
  • “forget it. you fucking suck.”
  • “fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”
  • “fuck off. i mean it.”
  • “give and take. that’s life.”
  • “great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”
  • “have you lost your mind?”
  • “hello? it’s me. i was-”
  • “hey… that wasn’t so nice.”
  • “here’s a glass of whatever.”
  • “how about a hug, hm?”
  • “how about you make me?”
  • “i haven’t forgot you yet.”
  • “i can’t be around you.”
  • “i don’t need you, really.”
  • “i don’t need this now.”
  • “is this your first time?”
  • “it’s just a cut, really.”
  • “it wasn’t me, i swear!”
  • “i said i love you.”
  • “just don’t fuck it up.”
  • “just… come back alive, okay?”
  • “just make sure you’ve eaten.”
  • “kick his ass for me.”
  • “killed him? wait, what, literally?”
  • “life really sucks. feel better.”
  • “letting go hurts… a lot.”
  • “let me live, will you?”
  • “no, i don’t need you.”
  • “nothing can hurt me now.”
  • “nothing matters anymore to me.”
  • “okay it was me… so?”
  • “people lie all the time.”
  • “pipe the fuck down, asshole.”
  • “please, you can’t die now.”
  • “please don’t leave me alone.”
  • “quiet. they can hear us.”
  • “quick! give me your phone!”
  • “quicker, you freaking piece of-”
  • “quit it or i’ll bite.”
  • “quit staring! they’ll notice us!”
  • “really? do i look stupid?”
  • “real smooth, tripping over air.”
  • “rise and shine, sweet thing.”
  • “rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”
  • “seriously? give me a break.”
  • “so… what are we now?”
  • “so… did you miss me?”
  • “so… can we go eat?”
  • “so… when’s the next flight?”
  • “so… how did everything go?”
  • “sometimes, i wish you died.”
  • “so what? you did it.”
  • “time passes slower without you.”
  • “then what do you suggest?”
  • “the fuck? who are you?”
  • “then you tell me why.”
  • “this is not working out.”
  • “this isn’t what i wanted.”
  • “this is all a fucking disaster.”
  • “when did it all happen?”
  • “who knew you’d be here?”
  • “why do i even bother?”
  • “why do i love you?”
  • “why didn’t you tell me?”
  • “you’re just… so, so stupid.”
  • “you can’t be here now.”
  • “you look like an accident.”
  • “you really need to go.”
  • “you know who to call.”
  • “zero fucks given. next please.”
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*anon question* when will the mighty jiwon give his hyesoo noona a cuddle and an autograph?

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[ @abscondos​

      “Depends – when will, Noona make me a homemade meal… ramen is great, but, I need real food once in a while.”

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*whispers

     “I’ll sign your forehead while you sleep.”

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❛ you’re all wet. ❜

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[ @aetus​ ]      prompt; +

         Its cold today, more so than usual for December’s normally chilled touch – 

       He’s dripping, from head to toe, drenched from sheer accident alone. Having turned on water hose a bit too quickly, allowing built water pressure to come all at once, it was no wonder the twenty-year old model was soaked; looking like lost pup while staring at leaking garden hose that still remained in his right hand. He’d been attempting to clean up chalk doodles left by his four year old cousin had left scattered in front of his aunts restaurant. It’d been his day off from work, time to help out his aunt and spend time with his cousin who’d be getting home from her pre-classes anytime soon (his aunt still in outer city stocking up on few ingredient while he looked after the place). So, when unknown female had approached, Jiwon thought nothing of it, still knelt down attempting to run digit through partially damp bangs, tier pursed.

    “Ah – yeah… accident?” he offers her a sheepish chuckle alongside soft smile , although it can only been noted through slight crinkling along his optic; face mask covering pearly whites and lower half of visage. “Mmm, if you are looking to eat here – my aunt won’t be back for another thirty minutes, but, I know a few recipe on the menu – if you rather not wait.”

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         “I could make something if you want?”

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three word starters.

❛ please don’t go. ❜ ❛ don’t turn around. ❜ ❛ eat my dust. ❜ ❛ suck my ass. ❜ ❛ what’s for dinner? ❜ ❛ drunk i’m not. ❜ ❛ where’s your coat? ❜ ❛ bring some beers. ❜ ❛ are you home? ❜ ❛ say my name. ❜ ❛ i can’t go.❜ ❛ i’d like none. ❜ ❛ well fuck me. ❜ ❛ are you sick? ❜ ❛ i’m freezing cold. ❜ ❛ you’re all wet. ❜ ❛ are you drunk? ❜ ❛ don’t look back. ❜ ❛ it says ‘positive’.❜ ❛ run far away.❜ ❛ you are screwed. ❜ ❛ damn it’s hot. ❜ ❛ get here easily? ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. ❜ ❛ it’s cold out. ❜ ❛ just leave me. ❜ ❛ i like you. ❜ ❛ talk to me. ❜ 

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Above is a preview of the released spread for NYLON magazine’s special Fashion addition featuring one of 2KENT’s model, 20 year-old, Kwon Jiwon.

Be sure to purchase your copies now!

                                see few regarding magazine below comments below :

[ 081216 ] SO HANDSOME OOPPPPPA~!~!~!~! [ 081216 ]  please feel well! know that your fans are always supporting you! [ 081216 ] I met jiwon-oppa on the streets once. he let me take a photo with him even though his manager seemed to disapprove! He’s a really nice guy~ [ 081216 ] I don’t get the hype with him??? he seems so average looking... [ 081216 ] I heard he’s got a secret project coming up 👀 👀 I’m looking forward to it~~ [ 081216 ] I bet he only get’s good connections because of 2K he’s such a weird guy there’s no way he’s got real talent 😂 😂 😂 😂
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“why are you walking like you’ve pissed yourself?”

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@jeonkk97

    Jiwonloved animals, in fact he downright adored them from paw to paw, often times volunteering at shelter when time allotted. Yet, hadthere been on natural enemy of the young model it was that of insect, not thesmall and feeble bug that held no harm, but the large and ‘why do you exist, goback to where you came from’ types that had him questioning moving off to some foreigncountry where said bug don’t exist. It probably goes back to time when he wasnothing but a kid, boy still youthful in mind and age, taking a bath only tofeel the crawling of large shelled insect crawling upon his damp flesh. Inturn, causing him to scream bloody murder and waking half the neighborhood inprocess – it probably didn’t help that said insect could swim as well. It hadbeen safe to say, he wasn’t too fond of bugs since then and held a minor grudgeto those that happened to cross his path – often leading him to avoid theirs. 

    So, when he’d found one in his kitchen, crawling all over the damn floor like itowned the damn place, leave it to Jiwon to hop upon nearest counter and call upfirst number that happened to be in his recent log. He nearly sighs a breath ofrelief when loft door is opened, him being rather trusting always leaving itunlocked, and nearly hops off counter only to be reminded that it was not safeby scurrying of black spec upon tile. “Thank god – you’re here. Kill it. KILLIT BEFORE IT KILLS ME.” Groan emits from the model’s lips and he nearly keensover when insect decides to crawl upon shelf, getting all the more closer tohim. Jiwon, very shamelessly, let’s out a high pitched yelp and hops downquicker than one could blink, nearly tripping over his own two feet (slipperlost in process, a true fallen solider) and slips himself behind male, “….go….go do your thing..” he groans once more, “AND I DIDN’T PISS MYSELF.

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“should i be worried?”

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@crxssfadead​

“I – well,probably…. not…”     Squint is made because he’s not really convinced of his own words, alreadyturning back around to get ‘situation’ under control while he still could. Whyhis aunt had thought him to be the best option in babysitting his four-year-oldcousin, Jiwon would never know. It wasn’t like he was bad at it, no, Jiwon hadlearned to change a diaper at a young age from helping at his old daycare whenhe’d been nothing but pre-teen. He enjoyed the time spent with his cousin aswell, young girl still in peak of her innocence, untouched by the worldscruelness – his free spot in his schedule very much appreciated. Still, thatwas issue here – the issue was in the form of four-year-old girl who wasstaring him down, crayons marker in dainty hands and walls graffiti from asher toes to where short appendage could reach. He was probably going to get itwhen his aunt got back from her day out with a new beau. 

   He too, had suffered afew causalities upon his visage, flower decorated here and there against hisflesh, few illiterate scribbles as well. It was probably then he’d enlistedhelp of Nathan, already glancing back to male with a look of ‘please save me’and a soft whine building in his throat, “Can you get a wet cloth – I need toNOT die today. Please? Thanks.” He groans, attempting to take marker from girlshands for the fifth time without having her on verge of tears and him having tomake it up by allowing a brand new scribble to appear upon his cheek – he wasvery weak to tears and it seemed his baby cousin had learned this.  

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1k likes jiwon_nie       Well. Today was eventful. I gave Bella a bath (she was surprisingly happy?). To top it off, I visited my aunt’s house and was attacked by the new litter of kittens #maybeanimalsloveme #eventfulday

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jiwonnieismine   LOOK HOW CUTE T_T I WANT TO MEET BELLA. OPPA IM COMING OVER matt07             this is explains so much 😒 no wonder your aunt said there wasn’t any leftovers

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It was late, probably just turned midnight, if not just past. Micha was working until 8am the next morning, not that she minded. The nights in her department were usually quiet unless a patient falls badly sick and ends up having to have emergency surgery or something; and though those were frequent occurrences, the night had been fairly quiet tonight. She’d been doing her checks, examining the patients in each room and making sure their medication was set up correctly before filing the paperwork for the patients.
She listens to the lost male, of course the street clothing and the fact he wasn’t in the emergency room was a sign that he wasn’t a patient here and that he was clearly here for a family member but he looked like a lost puppy and Micha felt bad for him and wanted to help him find his way. “Room 401?” She checks the clipboard she was holding and smiles. “That’s the next room on my list anyway so come on. I know hospitals can be like a maze sometimes right?” She chuckles softly, gesturing for the male to follow her as she walks down the corridor.

  He doesn’t like hospitals, at least, not so much anymore. There had once been a hint of childlike wonder to the place that gave out free lollipop to those good children that allowed doctors to stick their arm with needle, a hint of life in these hallways where normal human beings performed seemingly god-like miracle – yet – now, all Jiwon could see, all he could smell, was a heavy stench of death and disappointments.  How long had doctor worked upon his mother’s form until she was officially pronounced dead? How long had they kept her soft pulse going until it was deemed inevitable and allowed her to fade into a dark abyss? How long – Thick swallow is granted the further they make their way down corridor and he’s already fidgeting with his sleeves. He too had been here once upon a time, not shortly behind his mother’s gurney when they had wheeled both mother and child into immediate surgery. He still has scar, located just along his hipbone, stretched out after passing years of his youth, body growing more taunt and lean the older he’d gotten.

   “Y-yeah…”  He pipes up once female doctor speaks to him in conformation of his previous statement in regards to his grandfather’s room. Digit are fidgeting again, messing and stretching sleeve of his coat out of nervous habit because the closer they drew toward room the more he felt that odd churning inside his gut; heart picking up its palpitation.  “It’s just – I guess this place is bigger than I remember it…” then again, he had only been five or six at the time, from his memory alone he’d only seen the children’s ward and nothing past that. Releasing a slow breath, Jiwon straightens up, “So, you have been to his room already…. Or…?” he doesn’t want to make assumptions, just babbling to himself at this point trying to get past small bout of nerves that have begun to fill his mind with small lies of how everything was going to go wrong or how he might miss his grandfather’s final moments like he’d done for his mom. He swallows forming thickness in throat, almond orb flickering to pale blue flooring, his heart sinking, “I—…. Mean… he’s okay…. Right..?”

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“Do you wanna come with me? We can go together.” / thanks for following!

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@prkmcha​

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    It wasprobably odd for the twenty-year-old model to be wandering around hospitalcorridors in middle of night but he hadn’t received notification of his grandfather’shospitalization until after his schedules had concluded. It was regretful,truly, not to be able to retain one’s mobile during work hours just for thisone specific reasoning, but Jiwon understood the justice behind it – as much ashe’d liked to blame company for not allowing him to leave sooner. It was nowonder he was frantic, heartbeat skyrocketing and almond orb filled with aslight dampness he refused to allow to fall against his collared and pressedbutton down (he’d cried enough on way here). Text message after text messagehad been sent out to those closest to him, which naturally consisted of threeor four people he knew without doubt would mind him in his lowest hours, and he’dbe silent despite occasional choked back sob during car ride. 

      It wasn’t likehis grandfather to fall ill, much less fall from his wooden chair he was sofond of, one he’d ordered overseas made from foreign oak, in fact man was theepitome of health, at least for a sixty-something elder and such news had comeas an overall shock to Jiwon. His aunt had been first to speak of it, leavingvoicemail to his phone and eventually that of his company assigned manager whenhe had not answered and eventually said news had made it’s rounds back to him.He was fretting, pacing back and forth like a madman, having asked nurses anddoctor he could manage to stop – none seemed to be listening, too caught up inER patients that had just arrived; not to mention his aunt wasn’t picking upher phone. It hadn’t been until he could take grasp upon flowing white coat washe able to gain proper attention, thick swallow granted and relief felt onlywhen it seemed female was willing to lead him to where he needed to be. 

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    “T-thankyou – really, I owe you.” He merely mumbles, too busy fidgeting with ends ofhis sleeve, “I – uh… they said it was room 401…” 

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please send me one of the following for my muses reaction. 
  • “i remember you." 
  • "i drunk am not." 
  • "you left me… you left me on my own with nothing.”
  • “it’s a god awful small affair.”
  • “is there life on mars?”
  • “how soon is now?”
  • “everybody wants to rule the world.”
  • “welcome to your life.”
  • “there’s no turning back.”
  • “sweet dreams are made of this.”
  • “who am i to disagree?”
  • “hold your head up.”
  • “it’s friday,  i’m in love.”
  • “don’t you want me?”
  • “if you’re lost, you can look and you will find me.”
  • “you make my dreams come true.”
  • “just remember,  love is free.  but all magic comes with a price.”
  • “a hero always helps strangers.”
  • “there she goes again.”
  • “most people can’t take the pain.”
  • “we’re all hopeless.”
  • “ i thought that love was only true in fairytales." 
  • "word of advice?  get a warm coat.”
  • “you’re really getting on my last nerve.”
  • “why are you walking like you’ve pissed yourself?”
  • “i’ve raised a monster.”
  • “my love for you is stronger than you could imagine.”
  • “i gave you all a boy/girl could give you.”
  • “i will wait until the end of the world for you.”
  • “word of advice,  shithead.  don’t you ever wake up." 
  • "i don’t think i can walk.”
  • “i would’ve gone gravy.”
  • “what are you doing here?”
  • “should i be worried?”
  •  "count to five and i promise - the fear will fade.“
  • "i can’t leave you for five minutes without having something broken!”
  • “i loved you once.  i wouldn’t be foolish enough to do it again.”
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It was an occurrence of one in a million, that she was given a day off to spend however she wished. Naturally, the first thing on her mind had been sleeping in and possibly spending the remaining hours of the day with her close friend Jiwon. And that’s how she found herself, sprawled along the mattress of his bed with a pillow tugged over her head and mumbles disappearing into the nothingness of the said item. ‘Jiwon..’ her muffled whines sound. ‘I feel like I’m dying.’ She was clearly not referring to the fact she nearly suffocated herself with the pillow on her face, but more so referring to her packed schedules and her countless hours of practice. She had found herself running into a wall, separating herself from her motivation and will to do anything at all, and it was frustrating her.

    Lately, finding time to spend outside of work was difficult. Jiwon who had once been so accustomed to having time for himself and those around him, was now booked for the week – and not in a way that allotted him free time to run to convenience store for oh so favored ramen. So, when time HAD been granted, at least a day or two, he’d wasted no time in using it to lay in bed and regain what energy he could. When it came to life of an artist, even if he were nothing more than model, Jiwon had come to realized that taking days for one’s personal health wasn’t as easy as complaining to one’s mother about having a tummy ache and needing to stay home from school. Being in the entertainment business and becoming a public figure or house hold name, came with exerting long days of hard work. One didn’t become famous overnight, at least not for the less fortunate ones. 

    A sweet calling of his name had lulled his half-woken brain from a drowsy state, urging lid to flutter open to a more ambient lighting and soft breath to release itself, “Hm?” he doesn’t bother to look nor search for feminine visage, he can easily reach out and wrap appendage along female’s waist and urge what warmth radiated from her frame against his own. “The feeling is mutual, I think death is in my room right now – we might be dying…” fake gasp elicited and he sits up partially, “Or maybe we – are already dead…” he can’t keep up faced of aghast expression for too long, already allowing chuckle to slip past tier and smile to grace features. He hums, “Should we get something to eat… I actually begged my aunt to bring over food today, so I wouldn’t starve..”

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you may probably know this already, but i am so glad you're my best friend.

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@cesthyuns​

     “You’re right, I do already know this -- it seems like we remind one another about this at least once a day. I don’t think I’d get tired of hearing it, Hyunjae, how long has it been since we were friends? Middle school was when I met you, if I can recall correctly, I liked you back then and wanted you to become the brother I never had. I’m sure my mom would have liked you a lot, my dad seemed to enjoy those story I told of you during our school days, and heaven knows how much my aunt adores you so --  I think... I can still picture your mochi like cheek -- I really wanted to pinch them a lot back then, didn’t I? Like I’ve stated a thousand times, you’re stuck with me for a lifetime and ten others, I hope you know this.”

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☼ sun shines for @mxortise​

she was running late, the traffic jam caused her to get of her taxi and walk the rest of the way to the meeting. for a normal person this won’t be a problem but sun haeyeon had no sense of direction. it took her an addition ten minutes to realize she could use siri to guide her.  as she stared down at her phone she hadn’t realize that other people were around her ( some would call her a one track mind. ) until she bumped into someone’s back. she let out a small laugh before she looked up. “sorry – i wasn’t paying attention.” she bowed and apologized. a few seconds later she realized she was in the correct place and the person she bumped into would be her new co star. “ah! you’re jiwon? right? – we are going to be working together. i am a fan. you’re even more handsome up close.” she rambled.  
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mxortise

     To state obvious, Jiwon is nervous, more so than he’d been when he’d signed contract allowing him full transition from model that made a simple boy popular on internet alone into someone worth the time of those big-shot that had surrounded him. Not saying he didn’t hold a mild hint of resentment toward those that looked down on him before – then again, everyone desired something shiny and new, an as of now, Kwon Jiwon was a shiny and new thing. In addition to his few offer of magazine spread, fashion show, and some public appearances, Jiwon had been plucked from a sea of many to take part in a script reading for potential drama that may be aired if right producers decided to pick it up. Why he’d been chosen, Jiwon would never know, it wasn’t as if he had acting experience, in fact he hadn’t a single ounce of talent in acting (that he knew of) and had a minor stage fright. He wonders what director may want with him. It’d been whimsical, his desire to try everything at least once, to follow through with said script reading – he was nervous, yes, but a part of him was… excited? 

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   When Subtle bump of frame to frame draws him from his thoughts, he’s greeted with feminine visage, his heart sent into a minor rapid beat – she was beautiful, in a non-conventional way. It takes a moment for him to process what has been said by pretty lips before he can clear his throat, hand coming up to cover parting tier, “Ah – “head bows a bit too deeply and for a moment a minor flush of cheek is made, “You must be… my co-star?” he mumbles, looking her over once more, “A f-fan, of me—“ he can’t believe that, cheek flaring hotter once more and he’s laughing off his own nervousness with a shaking of head and wide grin, “Thank you, I – well, I am actually looking forward to working with you, too. I hate to sound cliché here, but I am a fan of you as well. I heard some good things and – well, you’re part of the reason I agreed to this script reading.”

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Following his return from Paris, France, Jiwon sat down with Nylon Magazine to take part in a mini interview, describing his transition from social media model (those that gain popularity for their modeling through social media outlets and the number of followers they retain) to company model for 2KENT. While his cover (see above) showed off a more ‘sultry’ side to the otherwise well-known ‘boy next door’ type feeling the twenty-year-old often gives off, Jiwon still retained his signature boxy grin and sense of humor while taking a seat with our staff.  While it appeared, model was still recovering from his fever that had been announced a week ago, when his schedules had been abruptly halted, Jiwon hadn’t shown an ounce of weakness nor indication toward his ailments and otherwise kept up smile throughout whole interview. Below, is a sneak peak of what to expect in next week’s special publication of Nylon Magazine: 

Interviewer: Okay, Jiwon, let’s get started with a few simple questions-- It’s nice to see that you are doing well, how are you feeling today? Heard you had a fever. 

Jiwon: I’ve been feeling a lot better [ he had smiled, hands clasping near knee; legs crossed in a comfortable seated position adjacent to interviewer—appearing relaxed] Thanks to the support of my friends, family, and of course my fans that have sent me get well wishes over social media these past few days. What about yourself? are you feeling okay, the weather is getting colder.

I: [ they laughed, feeling the talkativeness of the young model and his overall friendliness] I am doing fine, thank you for asking, the weather is getting colder. Ah, let’s get to more serious questions, is that okay?

J: Of course, feel free to ask what you want---I’m pretty much an open book. [ he chuckled] 

I: Okay, well, moving on to what it seems your fans want to know most about, how does it feel—to transition from Social Media Model to Company Model, and not just any company but the well-known 2KENT?

J: [ he seems to contemplate his answer, gaze flickering to side in thought before opening his mouth to speak; his seated position changing ] Well, it was a bit different at first, I mean being behind your own camera verses those of more professional hands was a bit nerve wracking. [ he scratches behind his ear; smiling sheepishly] I must admit I was nervous with my first shoot, even the one for this magazine, but—everyone in 2k has been rather welcoming and I feel like I made a second family with company itself. 

I: That’s so good to hear, it seems like you’ve began adjusting well. [ they smile in return] Speaking of 2KENT, I hear you are close with a few artists over there, anyone in particular?

J: I—well, I am an easy-going type of guy... I guess I try to be close with anyone that approaches me or I feel connection to. [ his lips have pursed now] I can’t name anyone in particular, everyone is like a family member to me.

I: I see-- [ nod is granted and page is flipped from notepad ] It says here you went to Paris not too long ago, is there anything your fans might look forward to expecting. 

J: [ his demeanor seems to shift into a more mischievous one; subtle glint in almond hue ] I can’t tell you much but, I would definitely look forward to a big collaboration in the future, maybe even a small surprise in the near future.

I: Now you’ve got me interested and excited as well, I can’t wait to see what you have planned. [ smile follows ] I have a personal question here, hope it’s ok, but, what drove you to become a model?

J: [ he nods and keeps signature boxed smile upon his lips as interviewer speaks; sitting back in chair ] I guess nothing really /drove/ me to model, like most things in my life it was something that just happened? I didn’t have any plans for the future, really, and during a bad time in my life I ended up looking to social media for comfort. One day I snapped a few – I guess, aesthetic pictures, posted them, got a lot of likes and compliments, and decided to pursue it. It wasn’t till later in my teens did this ‘hobby’ of mine become something more meaningful to me. A dream I wanted to follow and pursue no matter what. 

While we can’t fully divulge the whole interview, we hope you look forward to the future publication and buy a copy for yourself -- enjoying reading young model’s interview as much as we enjoyed giving it.
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