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- ̗̀ KINDNESS ̖́ -

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AMNESIA:  MEMORIES'   TOMA.
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Hi  hey  hello  !!  This  is  Chris  (  18+  )  with  a  multimuse  blog  featuring  JJK  muses  amidst  many  others  (  i.e:  BIack  Clover,  MDZS,  Daiya,  DGM,  Magi  &  so  on,  so  forth  ).  If  you’d  be  interested  in  interacting  with  me,  please  give  this  post  a  like  /  reblog  and  I’ll  be  sure  to  check  your  blog  out  ! 

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@locksfate   ::              meme             ::     accepting! ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ “Even I get jealous sometimes, actually.” Shin ♡

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shin’s  jealousy  was  dismissive,   shown  in  the  slightest  actions  and  minor  shifts  in  tone ;   deployed  with  blunt  remarks  and  mild  interest.   his  partner  was  always  surrounded  by  people.   that  was  the  difference  between  them.  he  preferred  to  be  seclusive,  while  toma  had  a  way  of  making  people  flock  to  him  without  even  trying ;   or  wanting  the  attention  in  the  first  place.  a  reason  why  he  was  out  with  customers  and  shin  stayed  in  back.   

the  rare  occasions  when  shin  would  capture  someone’s  attention,   however,  would  drastically  change  this  routine  of  theirs.  working  in  a  maid  cafe,   being  flirted  with  wasn’t  an  odd  occurrence,  even  though  ikki  usually  kept  those  girls  at  bay.   shin  had  a  colder  touch  with  people.  this  trait  was  often  remarked  time  and  time  again,   but  for  some  reason  this  particular  person  didn’t  seem  to  care  about  the  comments  he  made.   this  is  why  he  usually  stayed  in  back  during  his  lunch  breaks  as  well ;   but  he’d  wanted  to  talk  to  toma  while  he  was  out  serving  people. 

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   that’s  the  first  i’m  hearing  of  this.     while  the  situation  had  been  equally  annoying  for  him,   shin  couldn’t  help  but  smirk  in  response.  after  he’d  grumbled  in  annoyance  and  made  a  passing  comment  to  ikki  about  it,   he’d  finally  got  over  his  irritation  enough  to  calmly  comment  on  the  matter.   teasing  him  was  futile,   truly,   since  shin’s  attention  was  on  him  and  no  one  else,   always.   he  didn’t  get  pleasure  out  of  mindless  torment.     oi,   i’m  not  the  one  surrounded  by  people  all  the  time.    he  waves  his  hand  dismissively,  not  bothering  to  hide  his  own  jealousy  over  that  fact,  as  the  subtly  is  poorly  executed.
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FLUFF SENTENCE STARTERS

Inspired by various other fluff/romance rp memes.

“You have something in your hair - let me get it for you.” ”I like the way your hand fits in mine.” “Are you tired? Here, I’ll carry you the rest of the way.” “The truth is… I love you.” ”You can call me anytime you want, even if you don’t really have a reason to.” “Be mine. Please.” ”I’m bad at texting first, so I always hope you will.” “Your hair is so soft.” “I don’t want to get up… I’m so warm beside you.” ”Don’t pull away – Just a little longer.” “Are you tired? Rest in your head in my lap.” “Sit still, I’m trying to braid your hair.” “Whenever we’re together, I feel at home.” ”Are you wearing my sweater?” ”I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes…” “It’s been a long day… here, let me give you a massage.” “I’m not letting you leave without a hug first.” “I mean, if you’re not busy, we could grab lunch together sometime?” “You don’t need to leave so soon.” “You’re so comfortable.” “Let’s just go back to bed.” “Just five more minutes–” “You make me so damn happy.” “Don’t give me that puppy face. How am I supposed to say no now?” “I made this for you…” “Here, take my coat.” “Can I– uhh, kiss you?” “I heard you were feeling sick, so I made you some soup.” “After you, my dear–” “I think we should adopt a puppy/kitten.”

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                ❛   if you’re bothered  ,   ask ikkyu for assistance  .   his ability would be useful  .   ❜            hues flit to the influx of customers    ——    mostly female   &  ,   in a twist  ,   vying for toma’s attention    ——    then back to the blond’s features  .   ❛   objectively speaking  ,   you’re both conventionally attractive  .   you should expect this  ,   working in a cafe  .   ❜
@locksfate  .
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            Ikki - san’s ...  ability  ?        Words  are  repeated  in  an  attempt  to  understand  their  hidden  meaning,  yet  the  other’s  continuation  shifts  his  attention  back  onto  the  discussion’s  primary  topic  and  he  responds,  glancing  briefly  from  their  spot  to  the  customers’  and  heaving  a  subtle  sigh.        Well,  it’s  not  like  it  hasn’t  happened  before,  and  I’m  grateful  they  find  me  attractive  enough  to  come  by  and  order  something  every  time  I  have  a  shift,  but  I  still  find  it  a  bit  irritating  when  they  try  to  distract  me  from  doing  my  work.      

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@locksfate  said: “ this place is yours as much as it is ours. “ aka Toma basically saying his apartment's Shin's too by relation! 

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T O M A   S H O U L D   B E   C A R E F U L   A B O U T   T H E    T H I N G S   H E   O F F E R E D   U P   S O   E A S I L Y.   as  time  passed,   shin  found  himself  at  the  apartment  more  &&   more.  rarely  ever  at  home  these  days,   he  wondered  if  he  should  simply  move  out,   though  with  college  starting  soon  he’d  struggle  to  actively  work.   still,  it  would  be  less  of  a  strain  on  his  mother,   who, while  she  may  be  lonely  at  first,  could  do  with  her  own  privacy.  more  so,   he  definitely  needed  his.   staying  around  toma’s  had  certainly  influenced  the  change,   though  shin  doubted  it  would  be  a  possibility  for  quite  some  time.      oi,    toma.      with  a  grumbled  sigh  and  purposeful  frown,   he’d  rest  his  hand  behind  his  neck  and  stare  at  the  other  questioningly,  “  don’t  go  saying  things  like  that.   i  won’t  end  up  leaving  otherwise.      it  was  the  honest  truth.  to  say  it  was  even  theirs  was  ridiculous.   it  was  toma’s  place,   shin  just  occupied  it  more  often  then  not.  honestly,  that  idiot.   the  idea  that  they  could  have  a  place  of  their  own  was  a  silent  goal  he  strived  for,   but  not  as  he  was  now.   with  only  the  money  he  got  from  his  side  job  he  wouldn’t  be  able  to  afford  that  —  he  was  lucky  to  get  a  scholarship  just  so  he  could  go  to  the  college  he  wanted.   toma  had  done  more  then  enough  for  him.  
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   one  day,   it  really  will  be.      
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・゚ ✧   SHIN. @locksfate// starter.

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     “   figured you’d still be awake.  UNSURPRISING,  shin expected him to answer the door within a moments notice.  naturally,  he hadn’t bothered to call,  despite his visit being late in the evening.  well,  not that toma was someone who went to bed early,  often he caught him awake at ridiculous hours.  shin didn’t have much excuse himself,  so instead of making an off-hand comment about it,   he simply holds up the bag in hand.  “   are you letting me in or what  i want to put these down. 

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Curiosity  pushes  him  to  walk  to  the  door  &  open  it  in  spite  of  the  unnatural  hour  for  normal  visits,  and  despite  being  aware  of  his  boyfriend’s  bad  habit  of  always  dropping  by  unannounced,  he  remains  slightly  surprised  at  the  other’s  choice  of  time.        Shin  ?   ---  Oh,  sure ...        He’s  cut  off  before  he  can  say  any  more  though,  and  he  moves  to  the  side;  making  way  for  Shin  to  enter  and  closes  the  door  behind  him,  the  inquiry  at  last  uttered.        Not  that  I’m  unhappy  to  see  you  or  anything,  but  what  exactly  are  you  doing  here  at  this  hour  ?      

@lunamnix​.
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       ❛  that’s not your fault.  it’s just what we get for pursuing higher education: little to no social life.  ❜  corner of her mouth lifts, tone dripping in sarcasm, before brow furrows.  ❛  i hope it’s not too bad, though.  be sure to take breaks now and then.  ❜  she notes the shift in conversation.  so typical of toma, to inquire about others rather than talk about himself.  something she greatly admires in him.  ❛  it’s good.  busy, but good.  half the time i regret the decision to major in psychology, but the other … i love it.  some courses are a bit dull, though.  what about you, MR. FUTURE LAWYER ?  how are your courses this semester ?  ❜
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            Well,  yeah.  I’m  still  trying  to  go  out  as  much  as  I  can,  but  it’s  been  mainly  with  people  from  my  department  nowadays,  for  obvious  reasons.        A  hand  is  lifted  &  brought  to  the  nape  of  his  neck  as  per  habit  while  he  talks  about  himself,  before  he  lights  up  slightly  at  her  answer  and  a  gentle  laugh  escapes  him.        That’s  good  to  hear  !   First  year’s  generally  the  hardest,  since  you  have  to  get  accustomed  to  a  lot  of  things  and  the  courses  aren’t  really  the  greatest  out  there,  but  I’m  glad  you’re  already  enjoying  it.       

Hues  widen  in  surprise  for  a  brief  second  then,  as  he’s  once  more  in  the  limelight,  but  his  smile  remains  unfaltering  and  he  at  last  replies,  a  tad  too  eagerly  for  the  way  his  courses  are  described.        Ah,  me  ?   I’d  say  they’re  pretty  nice.   I’ve  still  got  a  ton  of  books  to  memorize,  and  we’re  already  drowning  in  projects,  but  I  knew  what  I  was  getting  myself  into,  so  it’s  not  like  I’m  complaining.   ---  This  year  we  apparently  also  have  to  choose  if  we’re  going  to  sign  up  for  an  internship  for  next  year,  so  I’ve  been  thinking  about  that  lately,  too.      

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“ you’ve got a smile that could light up this whole town . ” for Shin! ♡

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what  the  hell  was  he  talking  about  ?   flustered ,  widened  eyes  would  stare  back  at  the  other.   warmed  cheeks  gradually  surfaced ,   his  once  peaceful  expression  stripped  away  into  a  weak  frown .   idiot .   how  many  times  was  he  going  to  say  crap  like  that  without  warning .  he  felt  helpless  towards  the  sudden  wave  of   flutter  within  his  stomach .   his  defenses  had  weakened  a  considerable  amount  over  time ,  no  matter  how  much  he  huffed  or  dismissed  those  heartening  comments ,  he  would  always  sub-come  to  his  feelings  one  way  or  another .  in  toma’s  presence ,  under  his  watchful  gaze ,  he  covers  his  embarrassment .  his  smile  isn’t  rare  these  days ,   it  comes  naturally  as  the  sun .  more  and  more ,  his  smile  brightens  with  all  the  happiness  he  has  –   with  all  the  love  he  feels  and  receives.      …  hey ,   why  do  you  have  to  say  that  now .   ”   gaze  would  finally  divert ,   frown  pulling  into  an  amateur  scowl.   his  sheepish  behavior  is  masked ,  hand  rubbing  behind  his  neck  as  he  lets  out  an  abrupt  sigh.   “   seriously .   what  are  you  trying  to  pull…  ”   oh ,   but  his  cheeks  continue  to  burn ,  a  sight  that  can’t  be  covered  so  easily .   if  it  was  his  goal  to  fluster  him ,  then  toma  had  succeeded  despite  shin’s  best  efforts .  
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“I didn’t drink that much, relax. I may had been a little chatty last night and almost didn’t make it back to my apartment but it’s all good. I made the trip back to work today didn’t I?”. Although sticking in the kitchen instead of waiting on tables seemed like Ikki wanted to do the less stressful part of the job though.

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            …  I  know  it’s  not  my  right  to  talk  about  your  poor  life  choices,  but  you  really  should  know  when  it’s  time  to  stop  drinking,  Ikki  -  san.        An  upcoming  (  &  rather  exasperated  )  sigh’s  successfully  contained,  and  in  its  place  remains  a  soft  exhale;  his  tone  a  mixture  of  disappointment  and  concern  for  the  other’s  unhealthy  lifestyle.        I  hope  there  won’t  be  a  next  time,  but  if  it  does  happen  again,  you  can  just  call  me  to  take  care  of  your  shift  too,  rather  than  come  here  with  a  migraine  to  hide  in  the  kitchen  all  day,  you  know.      

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“ i love you. “ to Shin :^)

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SAY IT.    ever since that day,   he craved to hear the words fall from the others lips again.   a victim to the warmth it made him feel inside,   a desire that he’d selfishly cling onto,   with no hesitation in his request.   only inches apart,   breath lightly kissing the other’s skin with each,  soft exhale.   so easily he could close the gap between them.   instead,   crimson eyes would hold onto this gaze,   waiting,   hoping,   to hear the words he so desperately yearned for.   

                                          i love you. 

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any tension that had arose within the moments wait had crumbled,   the slightest hitch in his throat and widening of eyes at the phrase seemed as if it had been the first time hearing them.   how silly.    why was it that he could completely fluster him,   even now.    every time,   always feeling as if it was the first.   shin had wanted this,   yet again,   the effect it had on him still surprised him.   flustered,   yet it only lasts a few seconds,   giving into the warmth that surrounded him.   though cheeks easily colored,    eyes softening and gaze still completely absorbed in his,   he makes no attempt at hiding it.   he doesn’t need to.   he wants this affection to be known.

   I know.    spoken under a soft breath and a light chuckle,   as lips curl into a gentle smile.   not even his mischievous tone can force a smirk to silence his passion.   it wasn’t relief that settled him,   but a reminder.   this was the path they’d taken,   and it wasn’t going anywhere.   it was real,   comforting,   and it gave him happiness he didn’t think he’d find.   no.   happiness he hadn’t thought he craved so longingly for.  

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there is nothing left stopping him now.   strands of hair fall down his face,    brushing against toma’s cheek as he leans down to close the remaining distance.   lips are gentle,   a soft touch restraining his usual,   more rash approach  —– but still firm.   embroiled in their kiss,   yearning for such affection didn’t become him,   yet when it came to him he couldn’t help himself.   entangled in this new found admiration,   this love,   he didn’t have to restrain himself anymore.

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“ stay with me till i fall asleep.” to Shin :)

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IDIOT.  it wasn’t like shin had any intention of leaving anyway.  still,  dismissive words are silenced under the other’s soft tone.  if he felt embarrassed,  or even flustered by the idea,  it was easily accepted,  eyes quick to soften amidst his tired gaze.  he was the one to force the other to sleep,  though his influence meant little thinking about it.  toma would often find a way to disregard those concerns of his,  and usually stuck to his bad habits regardless.  if this is what he had to do in return,  he’d gladly do it.  in fact,  it was something he WANTED,  perhaps more then toma knew.  

and perhaps,  it also allowed shin to be honest with what HE wanted too.  without a second thought,  he shifted from his seated position on the bed,  allowing himself to lay across from toma.  foreheads almost touching,  his expression remains serious,  his actions assertive and confident.  it might not have been what toma was asking,  specifically,  but it wasn’t like he was going to sit there the entire time.  besides,  though they were closer then ever,  it was still DIFFERENT to see this side of toma.  he wanted to experience it more,  he wished to be completely absorbed in moments like these. 

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   i’m not just gonna sit at the end of your bed,  you know.  i’m tired too.   he can’t help himself.  words blunt,  though riddled with COMPASSION,  a deeper meaning behind closed phrasing.  warmth radiated,  even above the covers.  he wanted to reach out,  and after awhile he did,  fingers slowing reaching up to brush hair out of the other’s eyes.  even as eyes closed,  it took moments before he rested his hand back against the bed.  “   it’s fine.  you could just ask me to stay.  ”  he wanted to stay.  he didn’t want to move.    though,  you probably won’t.  so i’ll make the decision for you  ….   …  goodnight,  toma …  ….  

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  • ❣️  - Proclaiming your love to my muse.
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 Once  another’s  statement  makes  its  way  to  oneself’s  ears,  peach  colored  hues  widen  and  his  breath  hitches  soundlessly;  time  nearly  halting  in  his  eyes.       ———  !       As  a  result,  movements  freeze  for  a  couple  of  seconds  and  his  brain  attempts  to  comprehend  the  bold  declaration  of  love   the  underlying  surprise  originating  from  the  sudden  affirmation  rather  than  the  other’s  feelings,  for  he  had  long  since  guessed  his  childhood  friend’s  probable  affections  for  himself  ).  Thus,  he  keeps  silent  for  a  moment  longer  before  his  breath  returns  to  normal  and  the  previously  stunned  expression  disappears  at  last,  a  softer  (  yet  slightly  diffident  )  mien  replacing  it  instead.

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 Eyes  lock  themselves  on  the  other’s  cerise  pair  subsequently  and  they  begin  to  search  for  any  leftover  hints  of  seconds  thoughts,  of  hesitance;  a  reluctant  smile  spreading  itself  atop  his  features,  lids  closing.  He  begins  to  speak  then  and  a  question  he’d  ever  so  often  thought  about  ultimately  escapes  the  enclosures  of  his  mind,  tone  faintly  wary.       …  Before  I  say  anything  else;  Shin,  are  you  sure  you  want  to  go  for  me  ?   You  of  all  people  should  know  how  much  of  a  handful  I  can  be,  and  I’m  convinced  that  you  could  find  someone  much  better  if  you  just  looked,  but  if  you  still  decided  to  confess  to  me  despite  knowing  all  of  that …      Trail  of  thoughts  cuts  off  in  the  middle  of  the  sentence  and  lids  open  anew  to  carefully  glance  at  his  friend’s  reaction,  hues  once  more  making  contact  with  the  other’s;  the  apparent  resolve  strongly  present  in  the  vermillion  orbs  however  washing  away  any  former  traces  of  incertitude  in  himself.

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 Therefore,  a  perhaps  relieved  sigh  escapes  from  his  chest  and  his  smile  becomes  wholeheartedly  tender,  cheeks  burning  lightly  as  he  steps  forward  a  tad  toward  the  other,  an  own  admission  of  feelings  following  suit  /  brief  embarrassment  felt  with  each  word  uttered.       …  I  love  you  too,  Shin.  —  It  actually  took  me  some  time  to  come  to  terms  with  that,  so  I  kept  quiet  about  it  even  though  it  was  clear  as  day  that  you  were  trying  to  flirt  with  me  for  a  while  now.   Sorry,  for  putting  the  burden  of  confessing  on  you.        An  abrupt  inhale  of  air  follows  afterwards  and  the  red  undertones  on  his  cheeks  deepen  marginally;  hands  reaching  out  and  taking  ahold  of  the  other’s  (  fingers  gently  intertwined  at  their  sides,  space  inbetween  their  bodies  almost  fully  closed  ).  Hues  therefore  gaze  into  the  ruby  pair  and  a  pivotal  query  is  asked  of  the  other,  in  a  mixture  of  fondness  and  determination.       To  make  up  for  that,  it’s  only  fair  that  I’ll  be  the  one  to  ask  you  this,  so …  Shin,  would  you  mind  going  out  with  me,  and  becoming  my  boyfriend  ?    

@desultorii​.
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